門後沉默，但是防盜眼中再次滲出微光，說明童桐已經發現了我察覺到她而避開。1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ56iUmXaQyW
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總要面對的，對吧。1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8sMpStzWzq
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「童桐，傾兩句。」我說，同時透過外賣程式下單。1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE918Uaq5Py
1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrfWgaX9r53
「呀遊你…」門後傳來她的聲音。1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ02vDtwzA3q
1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2rNPdkqClj
老實說，我褲袋中也有她家門的鎖匙，但是不是她自己開的門也沒意義吧。1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh7fqZjfbWa
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…正如當天應該親口問她，而不是用甚麼撚屌觀星筆。1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu4StW9H3oG
1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJWtT9UDc9F
「今次無辦法不了了之。」我說。1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLlb1JKKIxB
1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdDRqekDDdn
「呀遊，我…我…爺爺嫲嫲都係度，求下你，唔好同佢地講…」1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8BWyw1RlXj
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「交俾我處理好唔好？」我說。1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM1QAWIo0Ds
1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpxpy4m8nwW
「咔」一下，童桐打開了家門，她站在昏黃的燈光中，穿著Ｔ恤和短褲，卻看著地板角落不敢和我對上眼。1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7pmf8xpTVb
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她…瘦了？1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiEcQ9wqRiP
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不，這不是變窈窕的那種瘦，而是雙頰微凹，雙目無神，好像生病了的那種瘦。1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVBVt7sgXVa
1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUHW4uvj6Wg
童桐的爺爺嫲嫲正坐在沙發上看著台灣布袋戲，音量扭得超大，因為二人都或多或少有點耳背。1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIMUJel7ADM
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「伯！！伯！！婆！！婆！！」1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn795rPJrth
1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYlN4PvxxQi
二人聽到後回頭看，童桐的爺爺是說國語的，嫲嫲廣東話比較好。1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgrF3O1qNaP
1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPudrmdU3tI
「阿遊，出院啦？沒大礙？」爺爺說。1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7t6rwqNZ5Q
1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDFDYZRNmxN
「呀遊你無事就好，個日童桐話你心臟病發擔心死我地！」嫲嫲說。1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVmNXAEYeUO
1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMcaJYlJkm4
「有心！你地煮左飯未？我阿媽買左燒鵝話想叫埋你地兩個過去食！」不是我沒禮貌，真是要這種音量二人才聽到。1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP5g5DDeBqd
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「哎呀怎麼好意思…」1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3NeWMRQ0Bh
1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxwkY2WNqFh
「我地自己食就得架啦…」1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyDL0q5zwbq
1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6PbldNjGa9
「我岩岩出院唔可以食油膩野！中醫話燒鵝毒！我阿媽一個食唔晒！你地過去幫手食喇！」1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCyAte88Nvt
1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD1Q8NjbCZg
老一輩在被請吃飯時總要拉扯一下，這些年來也習慣。1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf9Fqtt0QG7
1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpo63ohCpeX
「那…我去拿瓶好酒過去吧。」爺爺站起來，一拐拐的走向櫥櫃。1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTJa5CdHYv8
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「咁你兩個呢？」嫲嫲問。1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq7G7eNV8j2
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童桐聽到她這樣問，不知所措地望向我。1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCH2qytPQFm
1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrfm2CjjmvC
「我出院要食清Ｄ！我同童桐係呢邊食就得！借個廚房黎用下！我會清潔返！」我說。1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmpCd6tp0CE
1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzn4Rd0FSsB
嫲嫲也是通情達理那些人，看我做到這份上也沒說甚麼：「童桐，幫下呀遊手啦，佢岩岩出院唔操勞得。」1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6r4pwGiMeu
1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡme2cXT5NpO
童桐唯唯諾諾地點頭：「嗯，我會幫手。」1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtdJp0bhaVN
1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC6rqr5zKH8
這麼細聲能聽到？1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEbo8xKK3IB
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說罷，爺爺便拿著一瓶茅台扶著嫲嫲走過去，手機的外賣程式顯示外賣燒鵝已經到了樓下，馬上便上樓，不愧是運費最貴的外賣員。1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpcKpgWdjn6
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雖說我媽不知情，但憑她的才智應該猜到怎麼一回事吧。1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7snvudsHz0
1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwGZJaWuFzx
童桐的爺爺嫲嫲出門後童桐輕輕關上門，屋內只剩我們二人。1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnUioT3fo4Z
1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJfd875S66e
「呼…好攰，嗄…嗄…」我躺到沙發上喘著氣，沒想到光是提高音量吼穿童桐爺爺嫲嫲的耳背已使我這樣氣喘。1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhgiioLTUjj
1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ATVoNpwnC
「你有無事？個心點？」童桐憂心忡忡地說。1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡukefxO6PaQ
1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgHUO1KcR1F
「嗄…個心…嗄…個心碎一碎係咁。」我道。1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXryJJZpRGx
1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiFJmx900Bm
「對唔住…」童桐難過地低頭。1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5aPtHwybfB
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心頭狂跳，這不會又要碎了吧。1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ12ysCXXYjV
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不過還好我坐在沙發上，閉上眼暗運明鏡止水冥想後心率便降下來，至於童桐好像甚麼做了壞事的小孩一樣一直站在遠遠看著我。1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoBiFgKRzl1
1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNTTjzmxl4Q
老實說，我很心痛。1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbdWxgQNx4Q
1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMKVKKZbbQk
我很想看到童桐快快樂樂的過每一天，我想她永遠就是那個完美清純可愛的鄰家青梅竹馬。1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSlAzdJhH5l
1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7J14TY6NaT
她這個受傷樣子，消瘦的雙頰，使我心底隱隱作痛。1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYB8es6Cnux
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但…1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEvG4sQfWS4
1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz93xcst2Sz
閉上眼，那天的直播影像又閃回腦海中。1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa9kz1QRsqk
1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6NoO2SF2N4
「坐低啦，你自己屋企黎。」我說。1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7tbwlEsCWO
1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡabDzGFARf8
童桐聞言，才緩緩地走到我旁邊的沙發椅上坐下。1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPnwxWfjU67
1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZujXAQL6wk
不行，光是看到她的腳指丫我又想起那晚Dora如何用腳指也挑弄那根假的…1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTdwTjRYHdj
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「唉。」我把頭算到沙發背上，抬頭看著發黃的天花板，那兒空無一物，正合我意。1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgnBzWjplDD
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感覺很多話要說，但不知從何說起。1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU0psS4mb0S
1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2kULrDebkQ
我不想對童桐惡言相向。1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0SmXNIwgQ0
1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd8hqR6HZaJ
但我又沒法裝成毫不知情。1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBJkbfaL9Yr
1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvvn4wScjam
「好失望係唔係？我不但有紋身，原來仲唔係你想像中既青梅竹馬。」童桐說。1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG2ZUi4kKR7
1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa5oXK1Bq5a
再說了，一星期後對我專用的核彈便會發射，到時…只會雪上加霜吧。1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIoSxfS4Bs7
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互相厭惡的兩個人，還能走多遠？1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaw10UREHaj
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「係啊，Dora。」我說。1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOMn5QOcRja
1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxTbFN0G1hf
「……」童桐喉間發出「咕」一聲。1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdySd0cTQoJ
1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyxBGyXAFBg
「呀遊…我無傷害到任何人。」童桐低頭說，「而且我亦無出樣，我…我會引退，從此再無Dora…」1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJGQfdETFjq
1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmqPFyCjQ5m
「之前你話唔可以做我女朋友，就係因為呢件事？」1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1kXWM2EmNi
1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsJNtAXIEB3
抬頭看著天花板的好處除了看不見童桐外，還有一個：眼眶的淚水不會輕易掉下來。1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyaEtTBZ4ZH
1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWif9tojrAm
「係…」童桐說，「我個時好怕…好怕同你太接近你會發現，然後連你都討厭我。」1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ62neFbsnWF
1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaCrxPi6nO9
「既然係咁，就唔好咁做啊！」我揮錘擊向沙發。1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqVf5bI83Bq
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我在說甚麼呢。1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQZUixZnUdN
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童桐知道是我向植嵐晨發射核彈，也一定會討厭我不是嗎。1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgVWf753RLe
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我還是這樣做了…我和童桐又有甚麼分別？1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKaldv6mjHT
1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡonpYUrKzCM
我又有甚麼資格向她說教？1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ41orkEF4pS
1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZTe9v3Q5ta
我們每個人都明知故犯，心存僥倖。1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq9zpjYNfQg
1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCycioz7JO2
若要人不知，除非己莫為；修合無人見，存心有天知。1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiEvkZJzev5
1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGqqTfqTZ9K
「我夠知喇…」童桐聲音有點沙啞。1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6BCipy0Cco
1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLCziRGPlH8
「咁點解你要咁做，點解你要做Dora？」1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGjHV7KaqEy
1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC7QMKixi9f
我希望她有甚麼苦衷，理由。1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy83xeUqPlQ
1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmauCkMlwrz
我希望她其實要照顧她的爺爺嫲嫲，幫父母還債，學生貸款要還，有個Ｎ年沒見的失散兄弟姊妹然後有絕症之類。1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7JI7FKpYF0
1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7LMZY7qOVq
至少這樣便能合理化她的行動，告訴我她這樣做是情有可原，身不由己。1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp1nPj5C5YC
1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd2SUotMoZE
我希望是這樣的答案。1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg0qv0FX44v
1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWXYogHz8Nd
但童桐先是沉默。1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXAvNlIzI8y
1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgF9BaWDPd0
然後她以抖震著的聲音開口說：「原因…你問原因既話…」1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNRPJ8XnFpB
1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnhanLJqJVw
求求你，給我一個苦大仇深的理由吧，童桐。1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhXQ96uOSHq
1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQCTgr7zuAf
求求你可憐一點，求求你身世悲慘一點，這樣我才能夠…1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVU0W4c7X6k
1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM4BMRzEn4d
「你問得原因既，我諗你對我誤會真係好深，呀遊。」童桐帶著哭腔說，「不過…或者都係我有份做成。」1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmjgylGz2Ts
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甚麼意思。1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGUK48Hak6j
1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd80Pf26E4w
這到底是甚麼意思。1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQkn5QpzK7w
1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0mAz3kP6vc
「你問得原因，即係你覺得我唔係咁既人，係有咩苦衷先咁做係唔係？」1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR8wfsiBEB5
1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy4YZwNOcmh
因為過於震撼的我，終於忍不住垂下了頭，看著坐在眼前的…Dora.1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsuArtclf7f
1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk2ee0LFnfo
我不知道自己為甚麼會有這種感覺，但是坐在我面前的不是童桐，絕對不是那個我從小就認識，一起玩耍，一起長大的童桐，即使長相一樣，打扮一樣，背景一樣，那凌厲卻藏於陰影中的眼神…1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ASaCl4E50
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…不可能是童桐，我認識的童桐才不會露出這種近乎說是淫邪的污濁眼神。1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCB7DS4i2YA
1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHwgHgyXhq4
是你嗎…Dora.1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYkkJLIyAGW
1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnPuKVJcPmr
「你…」1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUZSuUKH740
1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCNNJVti5Bu
「唉，呀遊，我地都大個，我地無可能永遠都係小學生，中學生。」她說，「我…我其實都唔想咁，但係我…我變左，或者你覺得我唔係童桐，而係Dora…嗯，睇你眼神就知道，呀遊係唔會用咁既眼神望向我，佢永遠都係好溫柔咁望我。」1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMv4VN0MbNS
1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIvgoVfrLSL
Dora苦笑搖頭，以抖震著的手揮去眼眶中的淚水。1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIQExv71xo6
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「但係Dora同童桐就係同一個人，反而你想像中個個完美既清純女神先係由頭到尾都唔存在，純粹係你想像出黎。」1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3md5o0o8QL
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我覺得自己瘋了。1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNDbvqmtjoY
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我看到了Dora身後有兩個人影在，一邊是穿著中學校服，記憶中的童桐；另一個是穿著情趣內衣的Dora，二人走向我眼前的這個…不知誰，然後一眨眼便消失。1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZXhSFxH60I
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Dora，童桐…不是甚麼一體兩面。1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ32veI4EBZ2
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童桐的黑暗面不是Dora。1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0sslrX9Smb
1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8euixTvEdI
童桐就是Dora。
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「你講大話，童桐，你…你唔好呃我！快Ｄ講你既理由！講你既苦衷我聽！」1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKdPsUhUeHS
1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRQrHJkr2ej
不知甚麼時候，變成了我在衰求她。1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡciSBcuOAi8
1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqakWL3jayK
「我一定會幫你，就算我唔得…我阿爸，阿媽，Beta，情聖，妍妍，甚至利律師，菁婷小姐都好…我一定會搵到方法幫你。你係唔係好需要錢？係你爺爺嫲嫲身體有毛病？」1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBRv9zi7g0p
1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJqF55wudHf
我開始在為自己虛構出我希望聽到的理由。1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvan41qw2Sn
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或許我比起Dora更想有一個藉口去合理化這一切。1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMubsT7BnJj
1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXgCZCR7FuA
「無，佢兩個好健康，助聽器岩岩換左最新款，其實你唔使咁大聲佢地都聽到。」1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjUhAom4WlK
1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFPYkhO84ma
或許我才是最沒法理解的人。1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfAfmFQXd5F
1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGpCSTiYj87
「咁點解…無可能…」1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGULxViHbbL
1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRxI9FLvuTB
Dora掩著臉搖頭說：「夠啦，呀遊，你要接受同理解…我地經過十幾年後，我同你都變左，邊個可以永遠唔變？」1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhUEjwdKo7C
1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe4eHhKmxxc
「我唔理解…我理解唔到…」1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡupaTpbYvAm
1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhPpwzQOLTI
眼前明明是我最鐘愛的童桐，我卻好像看到鬼一樣不敢直視。1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyCYES0xHNp
1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWPbkIqynvC
接著Dora站起來，走向一個小抽屜。1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1huDKI1eTy
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她拿出了一包香煙和火機，我認得那是她爺爺的煙。1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqcTgRgApfj
1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡidElYwhGwZ
然後Dora把香煙叼到口中，點火抽了一口，然後說：「你唔知我識食煙係唔係？」1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKvXmlnyQHM
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「童……」1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvwUvZ1kqCp
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簡單的一幕，我好像在尼古丁的煙霧中，與甚麼神話妖怪對上眼，全身石化。1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC2haCabxRA
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童桐…抽煙？！1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxoqD1yAZvr
1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx5KTOyDiBi
「事先講明，我無食開煙，但係我識。」Dora說，「個年考DSE太大壓力，食過一排，考完後未上癮之前就戒左。」1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZiR5nkBVsZ
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「童桐…」1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyb2615x7Cg
1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGBN5wtYUJK
「我都唔想打擊你，呀遊，我…」Dora把煙頭掐熄，扔到垃圾箱中，「但既然你已經知道我係Dora，我覺得…或者呢一日遲早會黎，就算我地做唔成情侶…你遲早都會知。」1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7LIqJbWWHO
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Dora哭起來。1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbnajnudGxO
1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnoO95JFXFU
「我天真到…以為我地唔做情侶，我就可以呃你一世，我永遠都係你想像中既個個童桐…」Dora抱著自己說，「但係，明明青梅竹馬比起情侶仲要親近，即使我地無肉體關係，但係早就超過左情侶…我原來呃唔到你一世…」1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWD0DmxOfoR
1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9w2dUbzm3e
「你為左…你就係為左咁，打算呃我一世？」1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtxUFIdEkJV
1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSYlXgdujfi
「我最唔願意睇到傷害既人，就係你，呀遊。」Dora說，「因為我鐘意你，同你一樣…由第一眼見到就鐘意你。」1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5H2JWLWOlA
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「見到你第一眼。」我說。1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYLX0GnaHpH
1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡptJ62zSrdS
「嗚…！」童桐似乎有點意外，接著一手把自己那邊的餅卡推塌掉，然後又自己在疊起來。
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「……咁你中途又拍拖？」我問，「如果你係鐘意我，但唔想我既幻想破滅，唔想同我太接近而被我識穿而被我討厭既話，中途你又拍拖？你仲叫我幫你手追植嵐晨？！」1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUQpLYHQZZx
1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Lv0jWZXWd
「…你夠同其他女仔表白，中六個年你表白左幾多次？」1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlzhXSVhHng
1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHwMoUM7gbR
老實說我沒數清，我其實不太在乎結果，反而隨便找一個女生答應就行，證明我不是次貨，證明我…還是有資格去被愛。1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2yAGDytNJG
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結果當然是…1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgg8m0slHlX
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「我鐘意你，係。我唔想你太接近我，而知道我既真面目，都係。」Dora說，「但係我都想拍拖，我都想有人錫…」1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ64eQNhMTsp
1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZnp4J1Uk8M
「魚與熊掌都兼得，真係好。」我出言諷刺，「果然你只係鐘意自己，鐘意自己有人鐘意既感覺，講到尾就係自私…」1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBEPpPjfL84
1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpJzmzDeflT
「咁你唔係都鐘意我，點解又追其他女仔？」Dora反問。1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA7fXygmrpa
1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡowZRuCbep9
「咁我同唔到你一齊啦嘛！我都想拍拖，我都想…」1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY7VPf180PE
1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdnbQO7Gqgo
「我都一樣。」Dora說，「矛盾，自私，同你一樣，我地都一樣。」1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIo6Pf95Ewb
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正如情聖說過，他最喜歡的人其實不是他老婆。1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3PWT4tE43i
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他最喜歡的是他大學時期的一個師姐，但是那個師姐和他只拍了兩個月拖便分手了。1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoBxoiBiRmY
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但是情聖到現在還記掛著那個師姐。1237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeyjBwoqKe5
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這是錯的，這是不合乎道理的，明明結婚的人就應該是畢生最愛，但這就是現實。
然後按「加至主畫面」