門後沉默，但是防盜眼中再次滲出微光，說明童桐已經發現了我察覺到她而避開。1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkVhetjJpcr
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總要面對的，對吧。1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtyFYf5Ojek
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「童桐，傾兩句。」我說，同時透過外賣程式下單。1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr6nNzYF880
1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ46ebnUzHr0
「呀遊你…」門後傳來她的聲音。1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUA4W0yjmKX
1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDiTlWVTMxs
老實說，我褲袋中也有她家門的鎖匙，但是不是她自己開的門也沒意義吧。1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm0zAVmYmQB
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…正如當天應該親口問她，而不是用甚麼撚屌觀星筆。1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMGaFoaD86r
1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ55hy2Dhk6C
「今次無辦法不了了之。」我說。1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSCvgGxpwAs
1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl96TtinVaN
「呀遊，我…我…爺爺嫲嫲都係度，求下你，唔好同佢地講…」1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzlvwAXcn1c
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「交俾我處理好唔好？」我說。1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ47frRaZl2G
1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡovlvdJ5wZU
「咔」一下，童桐打開了家門，她站在昏黃的燈光中，穿著Ｔ恤和短褲，卻看著地板角落不敢和我對上眼。1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1YbdKXYSvE
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她…瘦了？1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi20AsNBQLX
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不，這不是變窈窕的那種瘦，而是雙頰微凹，雙目無神，好像生病了的那種瘦。1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlyGS7wtWn1
1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ1gmKrLWgN
童桐的爺爺嫲嫲正坐在沙發上看著台灣布袋戲，音量扭得超大，因為二人都或多或少有點耳背。1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1LHBCA97PN
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「伯！！伯！！婆！！婆！！」1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKdbYflHYoB
1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPm5xz7k2qA
二人聽到後回頭看，童桐的爺爺是說國語的，嫲嫲廣東話比較好。1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyMqT0mpwDp
1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3nTWBd8CoC
「阿遊，出院啦？沒大礙？」爺爺說。1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZb9y9bZWoQ
1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsMkZRvsISC
「呀遊你無事就好，個日童桐話你心臟病發擔心死我地！」嫲嫲說。1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhSd77mgAei
1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNgGjtZXlXx
「有心！你地煮左飯未？我阿媽買左燒鵝話想叫埋你地兩個過去食！」不是我沒禮貌，真是要這種音量二人才聽到。1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIHfeo5gSYb
1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnEmGxJbn3p
「哎呀怎麼好意思…」1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlUmVq56m9R
1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKKRmnzfUaX
「我地自己食就得架啦…」1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGBsjgFGCQZ
1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKCd6h4Wy68
「我岩岩出院唔可以食油膩野！中醫話燒鵝毒！我阿媽一個食唔晒！你地過去幫手食喇！」1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkOIk7f4Bjh
1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB8H6vdqLIg
老一輩在被請吃飯時總要拉扯一下，這些年來也習慣。1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtOIUtXQOIg
1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlFxLjAKzkc
「那…我去拿瓶好酒過去吧。」爺爺站起來，一拐拐的走向櫥櫃。1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvttfWHBGf9
1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdI5u643fG1
「咁你兩個呢？」嫲嫲問。1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡybx9jaPGiF
1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMpEn03G3fK
童桐聽到她這樣問，不知所措地望向我。1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTsOJHh3DFh
1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ13hwhptbI2
「我出院要食清Ｄ！我同童桐係呢邊食就得！借個廚房黎用下！我會清潔返！」我說。1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRReSoIAOEY
1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡipipyOBV2U
嫲嫲也是通情達理那些人，看我做到這份上也沒說甚麼：「童桐，幫下呀遊手啦，佢岩岩出院唔操勞得。」1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuCIxCbKO5W
1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1sp2dADGJZ
童桐唯唯諾諾地點頭：「嗯，我會幫手。」1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxKf6MB4Wbk
1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡigmJLGEhi1
這麼細聲能聽到？1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzm1jLuUAOb
1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDVkuNEOOCs
說罷，爺爺便拿著一瓶茅台扶著嫲嫲走過去，手機的外賣程式顯示外賣燒鵝已經到了樓下，馬上便上樓，不愧是運費最貴的外賣員。1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvmOzv2tggR
1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqkZznoOWuI
雖說我媽不知情，但憑她的才智應該猜到怎麼一回事吧。1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfxaP9s6yCj
1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9LgIWB5pH1
童桐的爺爺嫲嫲出門後童桐輕輕關上門，屋內只剩我們二人。1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr9yfP7GHfY
1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR5ehVB9wuj
「呼…好攰，嗄…嗄…」我躺到沙發上喘著氣，沒想到光是提高音量吼穿童桐爺爺嫲嫲的耳背已使我這樣氣喘。1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhGyLKprLVG
1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvpOERPqjga
「你有無事？個心點？」童桐憂心忡忡地說。1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjs5EW92j0l
1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkCXcHuDg9z
「嗄…個心…嗄…個心碎一碎係咁。」我道。1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0VNo49vfzl
1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIeeyC7hO0W
「對唔住…」童桐難過地低頭。1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI37ANkMmOS
1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlqrHIIbQ4b
心頭狂跳，這不會又要碎了吧。1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ91LLUv5dGt
1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFJtRJGcmfg
不過還好我坐在沙發上，閉上眼暗運明鏡止水冥想後心率便降下來，至於童桐好像甚麼做了壞事的小孩一樣一直站在遠遠看著我。1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNtfkHRUuoM
1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCJmMKcFRTB
老實說，我很心痛。1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbIJ0CevXv0
1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhPcxeU7fkT
我很想看到童桐快快樂樂的過每一天，我想她永遠就是那個完美清純可愛的鄰家青梅竹馬。1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlsu5eXudKo
1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9QcZ2PdCgH
她這個受傷樣子，消瘦的雙頰，使我心底隱隱作痛。1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzZdhNron64
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但…1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDyQxjzThLQ
1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyeNaPoryiE
閉上眼，那天的直播影像又閃回腦海中。1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡos8ebOpBSI
1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJorqwvwBf8
「坐低啦，你自己屋企黎。」我說。1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdPpmo3sgGw
1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEqAGD2Q7R8
童桐聞言，才緩緩地走到我旁邊的沙發椅上坐下。1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgYBV2ePLum
1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvm7NePYFwJ
不行，光是看到她的腳指丫我又想起那晚Dora如何用腳指也挑弄那根假的…1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnKVB7qfuA4
1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRBFlW4WMs2
「唉。」我把頭算到沙發背上，抬頭看著發黃的天花板，那兒空無一物，正合我意。1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMvZQkv4WnS
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感覺很多話要說，但不知從何說起。1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIAI2cl8fXf
1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcS8abqJplA
我不想對童桐惡言相向。1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFgII4zCKWa
1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQaxizhtuFQ
但我又沒法裝成毫不知情。1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy8p29xXapR
1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0AXoHbPvMw
「好失望係唔係？我不但有紋身，原來仲唔係你想像中既青梅竹馬。」童桐說。1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbGiIidse4b
1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2mY1Ojhsf4
再說了，一星期後對我專用的核彈便會發射，到時…只會雪上加霜吧。1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9i8COF0EpE
1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAPYJLf41tk
互相厭惡的兩個人，還能走多遠？1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡprkZhw6vMH
1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7DzuWyFz4k
「係啊，Dora。」我說。1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Krh83sbbq
1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdL0wsU12Ao
「……」童桐喉間發出「咕」一聲。1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLOg6GNsJ9i
1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyrHlzeH1CZ
「呀遊…我無傷害到任何人。」童桐低頭說，「而且我亦無出樣，我…我會引退，從此再無Dora…」1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLeeU6ILwKt
1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkbEbRgiF5Z
「之前你話唔可以做我女朋友，就係因為呢件事？」1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwFFk7n3Hub
1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPQ3XdAMJKC
抬頭看著天花板的好處除了看不見童桐外，還有一個：眼眶的淚水不會輕易掉下來。1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv9WA9p2hWG
1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6G9GeaqWCF
「係…」童桐說，「我個時好怕…好怕同你太接近你會發現，然後連你都討厭我。」1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeki5QEkvts
1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ76mxc3hXM8
「既然係咁，就唔好咁做啊！」我揮錘擊向沙發。1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrk4kpqCzmE
1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4DDMqresW7
我在說甚麼呢。1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE0xGjtqg58
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童桐知道是我向植嵐晨發射核彈，也一定會討厭我不是嗎。1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2DfGLOpm3O
1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPOaUyV3UwH
我還是這樣做了…我和童桐又有甚麼分別？1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc9a2JeVY47
1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHci4IpA528
我又有甚麼資格向她說教？1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeXgedqrPxX
1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5FKSD0gWgl
我們每個人都明知故犯，心存僥倖。1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaTlWo8QLUK
1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPZ6JrxwpNg
若要人不知，除非己莫為；修合無人見，存心有天知。1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgBtlVS8THN
1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKTAwUgmFNv
「我夠知喇…」童桐聲音有點沙啞。1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYeWelZZ0C0
1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzFhaTi7yvX
「咁點解你要咁做，點解你要做Dora？」1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBTwpUn645M
1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg87VJumDgr
我希望她有甚麼苦衷，理由。1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRXh7juQoqI
1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpC64BOGahF
我希望她其實要照顧她的爺爺嫲嫲，幫父母還債，學生貸款要還，有個Ｎ年沒見的失散兄弟姊妹然後有絕症之類。1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5CXcuJqjlp
1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwGCmC3dJ2d
至少這樣便能合理化她的行動，告訴我她這樣做是情有可原，身不由己。1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡunrSmLXwFm
1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2demXemIfv
我希望是這樣的答案。1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvm5RC55Rwc
1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUEs98af8fq
但童桐先是沉默。1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlv9NyBO6Lv
1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhVdQ2bzoPh
然後她以抖震著的聲音開口說：「原因…你問原因既話…」1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo6oj31i1DL
1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2CJ6B2X0D3
求求你，給我一個苦大仇深的理由吧，童桐。1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH7cJKLdhOJ
1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOo6BR6Xxgj
求求你可憐一點，求求你身世悲慘一點，這樣我才能夠…1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoODlYlP1bF
1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaUD45lgt0g
「你問得原因既，我諗你對我誤會真係好深，呀遊。」童桐帶著哭腔說，「不過…或者都係我有份做成。」1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt6H2S8R66C
1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHRaBkJPRCC
甚麼意思。1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDGRAUIIfyK
1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwTdmjYxReY
這到底是甚麼意思。1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1MmJpqiFGA
1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkM5N0bGoxi
「你問得原因，即係你覺得我唔係咁既人，係有咩苦衷先咁做係唔係？」1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZKtvlppkpL
1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrk9dmUopB3
因為過於震撼的我，終於忍不住垂下了頭，看著坐在眼前的…Dora.1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAlmwwm1Xu0
1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgQDlzfDYam
我不知道自己為甚麼會有這種感覺，但是坐在我面前的不是童桐，絕對不是那個我從小就認識，一起玩耍，一起長大的童桐，即使長相一樣，打扮一樣，背景一樣，那凌厲卻藏於陰影中的眼神…1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsAIF88zj40
1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDXTseRAYu7
…不可能是童桐，我認識的童桐才不會露出這種近乎說是淫邪的污濁眼神。1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrZ0lmnLPY0
1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgxlByRhNft
是你嗎…Dora.1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcBjIHYzy57
1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9wTOVmN543
「你…」1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWPP1xglNmQ
1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqBesQDdY8m
「唉，呀遊，我地都大個，我地無可能永遠都係小學生，中學生。」她說，「我…我其實都唔想咁，但係我…我變左，或者你覺得我唔係童桐，而係Dora…嗯，睇你眼神就知道，呀遊係唔會用咁既眼神望向我，佢永遠都係好溫柔咁望我。」1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXGZRf01022
1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTi3lu9gmDW
Dora苦笑搖頭，以抖震著的手揮去眼眶中的淚水。1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvGQvBpTJ6R
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「但係Dora同童桐就係同一個人，反而你想像中個個完美既清純女神先係由頭到尾都唔存在，純粹係你想像出黎。」1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6y9MUKpm88
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我覺得自己瘋了。1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOZh9OmqauS
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我看到了Dora身後有兩個人影在，一邊是穿著中學校服，記憶中的童桐；另一個是穿著情趣內衣的Dora，二人走向我眼前的這個…不知誰，然後一眨眼便消失。1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIkfbBc7U8a
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Dora，童桐…不是甚麼一體兩面。1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTjK9trWRfU
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童桐的黑暗面不是Dora。1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH1WYBfpK1t
1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvWrqKTqUeX
童桐就是Dora。
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「你講大話，童桐，你…你唔好呃我！快Ｄ講你既理由！講你既苦衷我聽！」1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPjqkEvjUzP
1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2QOpA6IxIJ
不知甚麼時候，變成了我在衰求她。1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY0p2U0dOUi
1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQH84BmEHgu
「我一定會幫你，就算我唔得…我阿爸，阿媽，Beta，情聖，妍妍，甚至利律師，菁婷小姐都好…我一定會搵到方法幫你。你係唔係好需要錢？係你爺爺嫲嫲身體有毛病？」1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCiRHTA5Mlv
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我開始在為自己虛構出我希望聽到的理由。1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF2qAPgoxPO
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或許我比起Dora更想有一個藉口去合理化這一切。1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8AcQl7ylp5
1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsWdXcFzx8N
「無，佢兩個好健康，助聽器岩岩換左最新款，其實你唔使咁大聲佢地都聽到。」1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡibI7CIuEqC
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或許我才是最沒法理解的人。1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCsGNQh6qFQ
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「咁點解…無可能…」1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHBAMJ0WR3s
1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtho1Obq8iU
Dora掩著臉搖頭說：「夠啦，呀遊，你要接受同理解…我地經過十幾年後，我同你都變左，邊個可以永遠唔變？」1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKAcpVC6LrY
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「我唔理解…我理解唔到…」1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJrR2od836t
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眼前明明是我最鐘愛的童桐，我卻好像看到鬼一樣不敢直視。1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcKStxymDQq
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接著Dora站起來，走向一個小抽屜。1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpw8jO4bcM9
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她拿出了一包香煙和火機，我認得那是她爺爺的煙。1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYTWmkIVWPR
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然後Dora把香煙叼到口中，點火抽了一口，然後說：「你唔知我識食煙係唔係？」1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVaIrvagTgg
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「童……」1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF5arACsHuR
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簡單的一幕，我好像在尼古丁的煙霧中，與甚麼神話妖怪對上眼，全身石化。1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9PNiid3yFp
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童桐…抽煙？！1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRt3ImRqVg3
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「事先講明，我無食開煙，但係我識。」Dora說，「個年考DSE太大壓力，食過一排，考完後未上癮之前就戒左。」1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWEGLctFVvH
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「童桐…」1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrYxu76zxFR
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「我都唔想打擊你，呀遊，我…」Dora把煙頭掐熄，扔到垃圾箱中，「但既然你已經知道我係Dora，我覺得…或者呢一日遲早會黎，就算我地做唔成情侶…你遲早都會知。」1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTJKxer1mv0
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Dora哭起來。1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCUb3bmTEW3
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「我天真到…以為我地唔做情侶，我就可以呃你一世，我永遠都係你想像中既個個童桐…」Dora抱著自己說，「但係，明明青梅竹馬比起情侶仲要親近，即使我地無肉體關係，但係早就超過左情侶…我原來呃唔到你一世…」1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR424SmJeB4
1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjpFea9OJ4U
「你為左…你就係為左咁，打算呃我一世？」1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbVJHijPIp2
1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEIE6HQQFvh
「我最唔願意睇到傷害既人，就係你，呀遊。」Dora說，「因為我鐘意你，同你一樣…由第一眼見到就鐘意你。」1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2qtvGvRvQc
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「見到你第一眼。」我說。1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcUCFjZ1eeH
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「嗚…！」童桐似乎有點意外，接著一手把自己那邊的餅卡推塌掉，然後又自己在疊起來。
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「……咁你中途又拍拖？」我問，「如果你係鐘意我，但唔想我既幻想破滅，唔想同我太接近而被我識穿而被我討厭既話，中途你又拍拖？你仲叫我幫你手追植嵐晨？！」1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI8K1fMEq9G
1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFuBWDfJine
「…你夠同其他女仔表白，中六個年你表白左幾多次？」1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFk6bsqEBVc
1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCDiRKtga5o
老實說我沒數清，我其實不太在乎結果，反而隨便找一個女生答應就行，證明我不是次貨，證明我…還是有資格去被愛。1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtszmrDMbVn
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結果當然是…1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtuna46fOUq
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「我鐘意你，係。我唔想你太接近我，而知道我既真面目，都係。」Dora說，「但係我都想拍拖，我都想有人錫…」1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmq1K0v0AKg
1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIDW1jPoTpV
「魚與熊掌都兼得，真係好。」我出言諷刺，「果然你只係鐘意自己，鐘意自己有人鐘意既感覺，講到尾就係自私…」1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9GLAgMRX3K
1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT0ItNUC6YD
「咁你唔係都鐘意我，點解又追其他女仔？」Dora反問。1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4hCZYnn2QQ
1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡphQBwLFdAN
「咁我同唔到你一齊啦嘛！我都想拍拖，我都想…」1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvTYpNdjiRb
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「我都一樣。」Dora說，「矛盾，自私，同你一樣，我地都一樣。」1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhhWMSzJ6om
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正如情聖說過，他最喜歡的人其實不是他老婆。1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOxx7LzPfVb
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他最喜歡的是他大學時期的一個師姐，但是那個師姐和他只拍了兩個月拖便分手了。1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtmwINV0OTK
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但是情聖到現在還記掛著那個師姐。1133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkrsRNiqRxL
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這是錯的，這是不合乎道理的，明明結婚的人就應該是畢生最愛，但這就是現實。
然後按「加至主畫面」