門後沉默，但是防盜眼中再次滲出微光，說明童桐已經發現了我察覺到她而避開。1238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Kb43Qe68J
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總要面對的，對吧。1238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV2WS9cJLCc
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「童桐，傾兩句。」我說，同時透過外賣程式下單。1238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBhSc4NOong
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「呀遊你…」門後傳來她的聲音。1238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNBd5NePnR4
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老實說，我褲袋中也有她家門的鎖匙，但是不是她自己開的門也沒意義吧。1238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyKjRVoWyTF
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…正如當天應該親口問她，而不是用甚麼撚屌觀星筆。1238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTLHPsClKsB
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「今次無辦法不了了之。」我說。1238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPzRwdWyGbP
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「呀遊，我…我…爺爺嫲嫲都係度，求下你，唔好同佢地講…」1238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡofwa92P1NS
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「交俾我處理好唔好？」我說。1238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuOVZqyw2ZN
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「咔」一下，童桐打開了家門，她站在昏黃的燈光中，穿著Ｔ恤和短褲，卻看著地板角落不敢和我對上眼。1238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6N2WdYpvXm
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她…瘦了？1238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9K7Irqaf5L
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不，這不是變窈窕的那種瘦，而是雙頰微凹，雙目無神，好像生病了的那種瘦。1238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5l7hIbm2nI
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童桐的爺爺嫲嫲正坐在沙發上看著台灣布袋戲，音量扭得超大，因為二人都或多或少有點耳背。1238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡikN26PMG0M
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「伯！！伯！！婆！！婆！！」1238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaHlh0ZXyGN
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二人聽到後回頭看，童桐的爺爺是說國語的，嫲嫲廣東話比較好。1238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUpL9zeRfax
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「阿遊，出院啦？沒大礙？」爺爺說。1238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlPWb6XIBcu
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「呀遊你無事就好，個日童桐話你心臟病發擔心死我地！」嫲嫲說。1238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXh6FxpcFWR
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「有心！你地煮左飯未？我阿媽買左燒鵝話想叫埋你地兩個過去食！」不是我沒禮貌，真是要這種音量二人才聽到。1238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpTw7KdSwZy
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「哎呀怎麼好意思…」1238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn3ReHWuSlU
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「我地自己食就得架啦…」1238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtCXrsQMsxk
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「我岩岩出院唔可以食油膩野！中醫話燒鵝毒！我阿媽一個食唔晒！你地過去幫手食喇！」1238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuW9cFLmuic
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老一輩在被請吃飯時總要拉扯一下，這些年來也習慣。1238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeNuFZ9svWA
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「那…我去拿瓶好酒過去吧。」爺爺站起來，一拐拐的走向櫥櫃。1238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3wsDtbbW8v
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「咁你兩個呢？」嫲嫲問。1238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2QYmtOuWa3
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童桐聽到她這樣問，不知所措地望向我。1238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsFv32TMTzE
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「我出院要食清Ｄ！我同童桐係呢邊食就得！借個廚房黎用下！我會清潔返！」我說。1238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvP5TJIEEkc
1238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ZA1jpHGxD
嫲嫲也是通情達理那些人，看我做到這份上也沒說甚麼：「童桐，幫下呀遊手啦，佢岩岩出院唔操勞得。」1238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv1rMA5CGzI
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童桐唯唯諾諾地點頭：「嗯，我會幫手。」1238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUpFhZkMgsH
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這麼細聲能聽到？1238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTaYjkeOhnK
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說罷，爺爺便拿著一瓶茅台扶著嫲嫲走過去，手機的外賣程式顯示外賣燒鵝已經到了樓下，馬上便上樓，不愧是運費最貴的外賣員。1238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcp1nOit7pM
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雖說我媽不知情，但憑她的才智應該猜到怎麼一回事吧。1238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXWk10ZC9r9
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童桐的爺爺嫲嫲出門後童桐輕輕關上門，屋內只剩我們二人。1238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgg9tO06St4
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「呼…好攰，嗄…嗄…」我躺到沙發上喘著氣，沒想到光是提高音量吼穿童桐爺爺嫲嫲的耳背已使我這樣氣喘。1238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMcdLPnIppb
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「你有無事？個心點？」童桐憂心忡忡地說。1238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡenBZifZYzR
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「嗄…個心…嗄…個心碎一碎係咁。」我道。1238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtOJUUQPnM1
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「對唔住…」童桐難過地低頭。1238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKYwsHF7Ei3
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心頭狂跳，這不會又要碎了吧。1238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1bD2KCBPaK
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不過還好我坐在沙發上，閉上眼暗運明鏡止水冥想後心率便降下來，至於童桐好像甚麼做了壞事的小孩一樣一直站在遠遠看著我。1238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXifrIXmhHK
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老實說，我很心痛。1238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDWrxgSoRMw
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我很想看到童桐快快樂樂的過每一天，我想她永遠就是那個完美清純可愛的鄰家青梅竹馬。1238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCj6tI5p5oH
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她這個受傷樣子，消瘦的雙頰，使我心底隱隱作痛。1238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXoYx3Xjw9y
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但…1238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpfcLsJsLOw
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閉上眼，那天的直播影像又閃回腦海中。1238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOQJyH2FJpG
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「坐低啦，你自己屋企黎。」我說。1238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnLhFRAm9zW
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童桐聞言，才緩緩地走到我旁邊的沙發椅上坐下。1238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOD3n0iGYLq
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不行，光是看到她的腳指丫我又想起那晚Dora如何用腳指也挑弄那根假的…1238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBsQS3QItHZ
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「唉。」我把頭算到沙發背上，抬頭看著發黃的天花板，那兒空無一物，正合我意。1238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9KLnYKIYJc
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感覺很多話要說，但不知從何說起。1238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ24pDBmALKu
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我不想對童桐惡言相向。1238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhzE8rYVGzI
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但我又沒法裝成毫不知情。1238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtJ8uQDBK0G
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「好失望係唔係？我不但有紋身，原來仲唔係你想像中既青梅竹馬。」童桐說。1238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqyHcENcqZH
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再說了，一星期後對我專用的核彈便會發射，到時…只會雪上加霜吧。1238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRm3wTkENWa
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互相厭惡的兩個人，還能走多遠？1238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOqDbal18G3
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「係啊，Dora。」我說。1238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOgW1VZzpGh
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「……」童桐喉間發出「咕」一聲。1238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLYmVbv7miN
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「呀遊…我無傷害到任何人。」童桐低頭說，「而且我亦無出樣，我…我會引退，從此再無Dora…」1238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfdQnypdLxC
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「之前你話唔可以做我女朋友，就係因為呢件事？」1238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSaxSKY0yZo
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抬頭看著天花板的好處除了看不見童桐外，還有一個：眼眶的淚水不會輕易掉下來。1238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAyZVJgownA
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「係…」童桐說，「我個時好怕…好怕同你太接近你會發現，然後連你都討厭我。」1238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCs2tgR5Av7
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「既然係咁，就唔好咁做啊！」我揮錘擊向沙發。1238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVweQU6wLmJ
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我在說甚麼呢。1238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHPjXgnEVOM
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童桐知道是我向植嵐晨發射核彈，也一定會討厭我不是嗎。1238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJeiQd1yOFx
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我還是這樣做了…我和童桐又有甚麼分別？1238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6kKUD03CWm
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我又有甚麼資格向她說教？1238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLMC2jPw5D8
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我們每個人都明知故犯，心存僥倖。1238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTLqM6jK102
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若要人不知，除非己莫為；修合無人見，存心有天知。1238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO9pVj6DiJu
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「我夠知喇…」童桐聲音有點沙啞。1238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmUhAAcSLUa
1238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwhNFkET024
「咁點解你要咁做，點解你要做Dora？」1238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpJ9qAWPnQk
1238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvafYUWZqYT
我希望她有甚麼苦衷，理由。1238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ20rckaJ65B
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我希望她其實要照顧她的爺爺嫲嫲，幫父母還債，學生貸款要還，有個Ｎ年沒見的失散兄弟姊妹然後有絕症之類。1238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe6cnASp0KU
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至少這樣便能合理化她的行動，告訴我她這樣做是情有可原，身不由己。1238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoylkqxN5Fv
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我希望是這樣的答案。1238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtAcNJkJuYk
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但童桐先是沉默。1238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡErHMJ31Ml4
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然後她以抖震著的聲音開口說：「原因…你問原因既話…」1238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7CszmAMfiJ
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求求你，給我一個苦大仇深的理由吧，童桐。1238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ZYtD2PvWy
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求求你可憐一點，求求你身世悲慘一點，這樣我才能夠…1238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEVYCBh8rx6
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「你問得原因既，我諗你對我誤會真係好深，呀遊。」童桐帶著哭腔說，「不過…或者都係我有份做成。」1238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIqAFgllOiQ
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甚麼意思。1238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ59snHXxqWw
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這到底是甚麼意思。1238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdxPC89Helj
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「你問得原因，即係你覺得我唔係咁既人，係有咩苦衷先咁做係唔係？」1238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡszy268ulSb
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因為過於震撼的我，終於忍不住垂下了頭，看著坐在眼前的…Dora.1238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYesrOQ0V4r
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我不知道自己為甚麼會有這種感覺，但是坐在我面前的不是童桐，絕對不是那個我從小就認識，一起玩耍，一起長大的童桐，即使長相一樣，打扮一樣，背景一樣，那凌厲卻藏於陰影中的眼神…1238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡurHdZdxY7l
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…不可能是童桐，我認識的童桐才不會露出這種近乎說是淫邪的污濁眼神。1238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Y3N3HNzsB
1238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB3fR3poBUw
是你嗎…Dora.1238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCNjvEnKWsl
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「你…」1238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5jGaq7YLkK
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「唉，呀遊，我地都大個，我地無可能永遠都係小學生，中學生。」她說，「我…我其實都唔想咁，但係我…我變左，或者你覺得我唔係童桐，而係Dora…嗯，睇你眼神就知道，呀遊係唔會用咁既眼神望向我，佢永遠都係好溫柔咁望我。」1238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTdOJyRQxLU
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Dora苦笑搖頭，以抖震著的手揮去眼眶中的淚水。1238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8C6bEu6yMU
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「但係Dora同童桐就係同一個人，反而你想像中個個完美既清純女神先係由頭到尾都唔存在，純粹係你想像出黎。」1238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSVFrOxtRof
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我覺得自己瘋了。1238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnmGnV7QeKF
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我看到了Dora身後有兩個人影在，一邊是穿著中學校服，記憶中的童桐；另一個是穿著情趣內衣的Dora，二人走向我眼前的這個…不知誰，然後一眨眼便消失。1238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNj1kg9T4kN
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Dora，童桐…不是甚麼一體兩面。1238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKJpEAD0g7E
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童桐的黑暗面不是Dora。1238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAPaJmRJKEF
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童桐就是Dora。
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「你講大話，童桐，你…你唔好呃我！快Ｄ講你既理由！講你既苦衷我聽！」1238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYPNjnwi9BD
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不知甚麼時候，變成了我在衰求她。1238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkNR24OPOlP
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「我一定會幫你，就算我唔得…我阿爸，阿媽，Beta，情聖，妍妍，甚至利律師，菁婷小姐都好…我一定會搵到方法幫你。你係唔係好需要錢？係你爺爺嫲嫲身體有毛病？」1238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡadUUfaEQj8
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我開始在為自己虛構出我希望聽到的理由。1238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡif0k6pKMy0
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或許我比起Dora更想有一個藉口去合理化這一切。1238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6QVZmUZePr
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「無，佢兩個好健康，助聽器岩岩換左最新款，其實你唔使咁大聲佢地都聽到。」1238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIRpWlri8bc
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或許我才是最沒法理解的人。1238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcabLYqjB8T
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「咁點解…無可能…」1238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYMor4vvFlj
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Dora掩著臉搖頭說：「夠啦，呀遊，你要接受同理解…我地經過十幾年後，我同你都變左，邊個可以永遠唔變？」1238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1kdi5h5bWZ
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「我唔理解…我理解唔到…」1238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI4y6hrfDrP
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眼前明明是我最鐘愛的童桐，我卻好像看到鬼一樣不敢直視。1238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq7dG8y4U5k
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接著Dora站起來，走向一個小抽屜。1238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXpeUn5RZZT
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她拿出了一包香煙和火機，我認得那是她爺爺的煙。1238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTbFlEs8NxY
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然後Dora把香煙叼到口中，點火抽了一口，然後說：「你唔知我識食煙係唔係？」1238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt32YCHs97W
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「童……」1238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSaI8nEJsCT
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簡單的一幕，我好像在尼古丁的煙霧中，與甚麼神話妖怪對上眼，全身石化。1238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcdjhadzp81
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童桐…抽煙？！1238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzUmmG5GKm0
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「事先講明，我無食開煙，但係我識。」Dora說，「個年考DSE太大壓力，食過一排，考完後未上癮之前就戒左。」1238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi31Lk5FsTj
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「童桐…」1238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO6Bj4bkKqA
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「我都唔想打擊你，呀遊，我…」Dora把煙頭掐熄，扔到垃圾箱中，「但既然你已經知道我係Dora，我覺得…或者呢一日遲早會黎，就算我地做唔成情侶…你遲早都會知。」1238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZFsBSHQgfw
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Dora哭起來。1238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGZEkv44Jgm
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「我天真到…以為我地唔做情侶，我就可以呃你一世，我永遠都係你想像中既個個童桐…」Dora抱著自己說，「但係，明明青梅竹馬比起情侶仲要親近，即使我地無肉體關係，但係早就超過左情侶…我原來呃唔到你一世…」1238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHkYqLHky2i
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「你為左…你就係為左咁，打算呃我一世？」1238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOah5jABR2Y
1238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoykqGEYizG
「我最唔願意睇到傷害既人，就係你，呀遊。」Dora說，「因為我鐘意你，同你一樣…由第一眼見到就鐘意你。」1238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1D25ZexpMs
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「見到你第一眼。」我說。1238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyX4V9qBrOx
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「嗚…！」童桐似乎有點意外，接著一手把自己那邊的餅卡推塌掉，然後又自己在疊起來。
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「……咁你中途又拍拖？」我問，「如果你係鐘意我，但唔想我既幻想破滅，唔想同我太接近而被我識穿而被我討厭既話，中途你又拍拖？你仲叫我幫你手追植嵐晨？！」1238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI2Ih8GIxD2
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「…你夠同其他女仔表白，中六個年你表白左幾多次？」1238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgoVyrggCRw
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老實說我沒數清，我其實不太在乎結果，反而隨便找一個女生答應就行，證明我不是次貨，證明我…還是有資格去被愛。1238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmOGJhKXI0m
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結果當然是…1238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUYrGQepAU0
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「我鐘意你，係。我唔想你太接近我，而知道我既真面目，都係。」Dora說，「但係我都想拍拖，我都想有人錫…」1238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFKSF9F3tQF
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「魚與熊掌都兼得，真係好。」我出言諷刺，「果然你只係鐘意自己，鐘意自己有人鐘意既感覺，講到尾就係自私…」1238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIGVSDTQtwV
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「咁你唔係都鐘意我，點解又追其他女仔？」Dora反問。1238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSswd2rkBLc
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「咁我同唔到你一齊啦嘛！我都想拍拖，我都想…」1238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRCOqg0Pfv3
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「我都一樣。」Dora說，「矛盾，自私，同你一樣，我地都一樣。」1238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHDlxs0UxUw
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正如情聖說過，他最喜歡的人其實不是他老婆。1238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV2bPnNG075
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他最喜歡的是他大學時期的一個師姐，但是那個師姐和他只拍了兩個月拖便分手了。1238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTuAbkCkbsQ
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但是情聖到現在還記掛著那個師姐。1238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlHe3RXfKZQ
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這是錯的，這是不合乎道理的，明明結婚的人就應該是畢生最愛，但這就是現實。
然後按「加至主畫面」