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「我想她一定會原諒你的。」
78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNeDFyZpvBI
那人佇足原地，思緒被稱不上朋友的同學單單一句善意話語給侵佔，久久不能自己。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJm1oZGeCiX
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白雪輕降，灑落一片冰涼，覆蓋在排列整齊的墓碑上、少年輕眨的睫毛上、已無溫度的心頭上。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9PVNO1l2PQ
78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7tDRI4dBw0
即使安高愛已經祭拜完離去多時，獨人仍跪在墓前。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTMWiUGnZbN
78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRBw5l2c8Va
「茉紅梨，妳願意原諒我嗎……」78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoFLA5yXTGS
78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ32dSpfaQt7
呢喃中摻有些許哽咽以及沙啞，這是時流獨人這輩子第一次如此向人示弱。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5pBnoA8gVb
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……卻得不到任何回應。
78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFv47NVhQUO
78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC1kcEMO9j0
這一天可真漫長，他感覺渡過了數日，天色卻僅僅只是由亮白轉為暗橘。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFDngL7h8Un
78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTZTY9jIlHM
「獨人？」78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg0Rh1YJU1a
78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ13WMj585ZK
又是他，是只要來此處便能遇見的那人。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkLBkWXldh4
78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8bAlIFYUqB
伊堂春菅，一名低調過了頭的英雄，無法排解喪妻之痛而長期駐守墓園。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8aEHLDTQCX
78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG1hEyNQHmd
「真少見，竟然在傍晚看到你。」78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh5AYJF4q6C
78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwoqPTcf81K
「我出獄了。」78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLBWpsxAOJJ
78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNZm7RpJuoN
春菅愣了一瞬，眼前這名少年太常出沒了，導致他根本就沒有散發受刑人的氣質，而且一般也不可能如此自由。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsHQYApYLnc
78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDFsSR1y1mu
不過殺人可是重罪，身為英雄、親自將多名敵人送入監獄的春菅對這點觀念還是有的。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBJZs2KFoNX
78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0BH1GIA5Jj
恢復了平靜眼神，本想道聲恭喜的，卻馬上意識到他們兩人身於何處，而少年又是為了何事才入獄又出獄。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWZJnjW98Mx
78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRFP7SbmyQZ
想到這，春菅就吞回原本的祝賀，改成沒什麼起伏的回應，「這樣啊。」78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbAXr6V2qhC
78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ55Lb5euBHR
兩人呼著白色霧氣，吸入相同的冰冷，位於此處的他們有著相同的孤寂。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM1EZcxlHL1
78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2mGa9jybiO
沈默維持著，明明見過數次面卻沒話可聊，但春菅也不是會為此感到尷尬的人，他就是生性活潑健談。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzRXZBQOHxa
78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlwzQnD8hoD
在只剩彼此鼻息的無語寧靜中細細思考，該開什麼話題才好呢？78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Jz4XtQxfm
78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡynn51Bf3Xm
思念之人？不，對獨人來說這可是禁忌話題。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuYYvlWpE0I
78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEz95UC31Yo
仔細想想他還真是對獨人一無所知，那談談經歷吧？嗯……還是算了，對過去最後悔莫及的人肯定非獨人莫屬了。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUZjYw6beeL
78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVIfm7BaJAN
最後，春菅無奈輕笑，嘆了一口白煙。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJwkLRIG3bg
78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡolhirBw7zo
「獨人，你未來想做什麼？」78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE7kGWVxtCu
78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfrPOUN6JSZ
原來他最終也只能問這種大人的制式問題，春菅不禁覺得想笑。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxWJtVVIZNX
78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX0Uqb7EerU
「……未來？」78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡihAy826Skk
78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhKKx3yZC4A
「對啊，既然順利出獄了，得到重啟人生的機會，那更應該想清楚未來的出路吧？」78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK81egoTV3Y
78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFTZ8iRiY7L
獨人瞪大了眼，像是腦袋當機般發愣著。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq76ETpB7E9
78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqXtIEenCrz
他從未思考過未來。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtEOaC56pBn
78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjMpaNMboZZ
因為他眼裡只有回到過去的路。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM8ZIo8Qlwj
78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiWQ905f3zx
說來可笑，費盡心思博取他人的敬重，嘔心瀝血才換來了「天才」的稱號，獨人卻從未想過自己究竟想做什麼。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9R7N1bGjH3
78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcFLWaLi7h5
國小作文課在全班面前發表的題目——我的夢想——當時寫了什麼？他似乎不記得了，反正肯定是寫了個會讓眾人羨慕的職業吧。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK0KKXKHYNn
78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXOYqf9QQYR
那此刻的他呢？78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcoXYSlbBUL
78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRp2b8gNyz0
腦袋一片空白，他想不出任何答案，而且越是努力探索內心，腦海越會深刻浮現出茉紅梨不諒解的面容。
78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV4beI48mr9
「我已經沒有未來了，你憑什麼有呢？」
78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgCtEC9oVFG
喉頭發出吞嚥口水的聲音，獨人沒有任何回應。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyhc8omwnv6
78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2t5B1LWzqH
春菅無法靠這片沈默理解對方內心，於是繼續道，「那你的個性呢？」78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXEpDLHy9d6
78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmdgdzhFQqz
「……」78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRL2PkRDKKl
78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvzuFAdSobS
「如果沒有想做的工作，也可以找跟自己個性相關的來考慮。」78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxGPT6nQwkG
78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbMJEF21vFv
「一般人要取得英雄執照才能對他人使用個性，這是常識，對吧？但很多時候如果個性可以運用在工作上，也能由公司去申請許可證。其實電力公司裡面一堆電氣系個性的人，真羨慕那些傢伙，哈哈！」78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL7WldkLfiN
78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5qhfR3KyVg
雖然知道自己講這些很像愛管閒事的老人，但這也正是成年人的諫言，春菅希望這名已經悔過的少年，能夠光明磊落走完剩下的人生。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡECTJQxwjiA
78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV6SKE4bezz
「……我沒有個性。」78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCRaDPruPow
78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjKAFmQrOSZ
只是他完全沒有料到會得到這樣的回應。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXsRRJ62K77
78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzJdCHqB1Ru
「這、這樣啊，不過沒關係啦，大部分的人個性也沒有運用在工作上。就像我要是做一般工作，這個性大概頂多也只能讓我睡過頭也不會遲到吧。」78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkl0S0ca6b6
78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVd4u1hOYSQ
春菅平常就看得出來性格隨和多話，只是今天明顯是拼命在找話題，這反而讓獨人不太能理解。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE6HzdKp11O
78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFiBS2BJ82W
他們又不是什麼朋友，安慰自己對春菅可沒有好處。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg3nm3gADrM
78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOUhz1ZfGuG
剛剛對未來的提問已經讓獨人煩心，現在已經完全沒心力理會春菅了。他沒有回話，甚至將頭轉回，繼續凝視茉紅梨的墓碑。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz4v7O7qgWc
78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Zun2nO1zt
「唉，不過，我最羨慕的果然還是『回到過去』的個性呀。」78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiOJEzw7V5i
78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxjslW1xb7Q
「……？」78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP8J5vUe8K7
78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc1dOzoMMae
頭皮瞬間發麻，獨人像是卡榫生鏽的機械一頓一頓地看向春菅，他已經在妻子的墓前盤腿坐好，為彼此各倒一杯酒，握起小酒杯搖動，瞧著在容器內泛起漣漪的透明液體。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIlKj7UlqGn
78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvJSJzLKnot
「要是能回到過去，我肯定會想盡辦法阻止我妻子的悲劇。」春菅將酒杯高舉至眼前，無高光的暗綠雙眸將所有期望寄託於杯中反射的光芒，「就算犧牲這條命也在所不惜。」78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡomWo8XB42V
78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsgJB83I8xG
最後那句話甚至刺進獨人心底深處，嘲笑著他只顧著反悔，卻沒有一點覺悟的窩囊樣。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXqmF1ZUO8W
78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIBDJZy0xCG
欲言又止了一番，獨人最終鼓起勇氣啟動雙唇，「伊堂先生你……難道不會害怕嗎？」78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAWM1HViYyC
78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6JZHSizI8F
「害怕？為什麼？」78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmjelm1daOy
78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRX5xvmthdi
「害怕回到過去之後，你妻子怪罪你為什麼沒來得及救她……」獨人越說越沒自信，音量逐漸減小。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGF2cwLaL3N
78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOhFf9Hm6zF
「都回到她還沒出事的時候了怎麼可能會怪我啦？」春菅笑道，一口飲盡小酒杯裡的清酒，「不過倒可能怪我馬桶蓋又沒放下來就是了。」78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡipbXriMVSI
78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhpO4pKGHed
幽默緩頰沒有奏效，獨人仍被困在自我怪罪的循環裡，微弱卻快速地喘著氣。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZJ2fohIBRc
78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6vcUIiJrwY
「我也想回去，一直都想……是真的真的很想回到過去……」78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuMU577oiNV
78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsLKqLGV5ty
聲音哽咽著難以發出，摻雜些許啜泣，語氣裡盡是懊悔。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXzYryxrHil
78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRZAhumyA9u
獨人因為劇烈心痛不自覺緊抓胸口，就算衣襟擠出深深皺摺仍得不到緩解，眼角堆積淚水，不用兩秒便溢出。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0krjFHWqPR
78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaoVwYyc2Rp
「我想回到她還活著的時候……！」哽咽使他聲音變得尖銳，卻莫名令人心痛。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB6GTwXnscu
78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCfXJhzOFX3
春菅已經沒有剛才開玩笑時的笑容了，被獨人的悲傷渲染著他根本笑不出來，而且就算沒有提及也知道那個「她」指的是誰。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9pkherC4xx
78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHANfIKGJfV
「可是，就算回到過去，就算她還活著，我犯下的那些過錯也已經無法改變了。」78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXeg570HI9b
78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTctLIrHtOn
十幾年來的言語霸凌是何等程度的罪孽，心智早已成年的獨人再清楚不過了。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVtX3cBZsjc
78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHC9WmPV79H
他已經不討厭茉紅梨了，甚至想要補償她，但這只是獨人自己單方面的想法。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB6ZQeFym4l
78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJTiJgck6ws
茉紅梨肯定很討厭自己，獨人打從心底畏懼，如果妹妹看著自己的眼神充滿憎恨，他真不敢面對。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRJogTga6Ae
78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjXBB4F4e7Y
其實也有想過如果回到更早呢？如果再次回到四歲，自己所做的一切就會歸零，那些罪孽就不存在了呀。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCNy6CUqnbK
78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYojUf0hdzW
然後這數年來的「獨人」也將不復存在，所有努力白費只剩下空蕩蕩的軀殼，一切從頭來過，自己仍然什麼都不是，而茉紅梨依然被眾人擁戴。
78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhpUOArZjte
他感覺自己會再壞掉一次。
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「我希望茉紅梨能活著……但我害怕她的存——」78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCyRa1gpY5t
78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRvGSHJdulQ
「我不知道你們過去發生了什麼，不好隨便做評論啦。」春菅以他成熟的磁性嗓音打斷，隨後嘆了一口氣，「不過，會害怕是因為你承認自己的錯誤了吧？」78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQVM00Wm9dy
78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz4zQTNZZEZ
他慢悠悠地將給妻子的酒一口乾掉，隨後把兩個清酒杯酌滿，收回盤起的腿起身，拎著酒杯將其中之一放到茉紅梨墓前，「吭啷」的敲擊聲有些突兀。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGP6EdwXNfo
78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0boKVBg0px
春菅蹲下，這樣便能與跪在墓前的獨人平視。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuZWCNpCifH
78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ZVhI57nJq
「既然承認做錯事了，後續再害怕都要勇敢面對，要當個負責任的男人嘛。」78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhidrEkjeWd
78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlprMfuzcg5
感受到手中傳來溫熱卻冰冷的觸感，獨人才發現春菅正把另一杯酒塞到自己手中。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ECQG4OzMM
78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNQjSgI4xlD
春菅的手有些粗糙，壓緊獨人握杯的掌後連帶抬高，乍看之下獨人像在與茉紅梨敬酒。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaUmrpy6eGQ
78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡySs4ifVHt2
「茉紅梨她……在最後一定比你更害怕，是吧？」78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7hLRnJ1o8W
78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKkUFmWw9GR
春菅的手一脫離，缺少了支撐，獨人握著杯的手便瘋狂顫抖，清酒隨著晃動不斷沿著杯口滲出。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAhHWmSHh2N
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是的。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOqG3ZPmobs
78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ08zj57NEe8
茉紅梨在最後肯定很驚恐，竟然被哥哥拿刀攻擊，怎麼可能不嚇到。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmFaNWKBPZU
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——而且與自己不同，她再也沒有機會害怕了。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQaCIEah5HT
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「……嗯。」獨人發不出聲音，只能用力點頭，擠出奇怪的悶哼。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRkT3AuTZrS
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他將酒一口飲盡，咕嚕一聲，酒精順著喉結下滑。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8OVUlHsUMp
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率先感受到的是來自喉嚨的灼燒感。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzgA06cvYwt
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隨後則是沿著雙頰流入嘴角的鹹味。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Jwd5KRJFT
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就像他的人生一樣既辛辣又死鹹，難以下嚥。
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而茉紅梨墓前的酒杯仍透著傍晚夕陽的暖橘，熠熠生輝。
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然後按「加至主畫面」