Through My Eyes - Maybe I Don't Deserve to Know You at All

I didn’t know the person you were when you were802Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ112ZRX59yb
thirteen years old, or how life was like802Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWsg1nRj6G2
when you were six, and I never had802Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLpeZUWwex6
sleepovers where we confessed about our802Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW0ELbkPYaf
first kiss, or had a shot at being your802Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzLSrzYBwBo
high school sweetheart, but I feel like I’ve known you802Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr0KAUKNT5J
my whole life.

I forget that you weren’t there during the years802Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfnBdvm6r18
I spent trudging between households on weekends802Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBadCfwAi7t
and you weren’t someone I could text when I needed802Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmTV5ED9RWN
a distraction; I could have used our stories back then802Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfXbbHXLS18
when every other weekend was a trip to hell802Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK0Adm88LJg
and a survivor story back to heaven.

I forget that we met when I was sixteen years old802Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1AinGNYU2I
almost seventeen, and you stayed on a skype chat with me802Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAZFcwnJdKC
for six hours where we laughed and talked and did802Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡONXOsRenTf
other things with each other’s companies. I forget802Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAQI2ypyMAw
that we rushed into things; our relationship802Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHB84q8bKdt
was compromised from the beginning.

Sometimes I think maybe if I’d waited a while,802Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRMwa24IpCP
let our friendship run its course, maybe we could have802Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdBufNKFzvo
been something great. Maybe you could have802Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU8YB7SDEfh
loved me.

I forget that I never spent nights on sandy shores802Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAkHVpYcUto
with you, watching the sunset on those Florida beaches802Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxRLgK99LLp
and you’ve never driven through icy roads802Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm6qNmIAaof
or built snowmen on porches.

I forget that we come from different places, so often I802Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIkXCzLAjFW
have to remind myself that you’re not just802Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJOTIUiVmy1
twenty minutes away; more like802Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4TzBYn91n3
two days worth of driving, and too much money802Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDSo65luSsH
to fly.

I forget that you haven’t spent my entire life802Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQQKp99FGKF
by my side, holding my hand, guiding me towards802Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSwhnKg1uAH
brighter times, and even when you make me cry802Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfpAP7oeR5d
I don’t regret you. I couldn’t regret you,802Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFTTSjZ5dVO
not when you still make love flood me from802Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNhXmS3S7nh
head to toe, and I know, you can’t love me the way802Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9GDqztCH3l
the love I have overwhelms me, tugs me through life802Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkM8pp9SrKU
almost blindly, because well, it’s not quite passion but802Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp73hT2MDOC
it’s something, and it’s not quite romance802Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKpYGiAW3ay
but it’s something so intense I can’t stand it.

But I forget, sometimes802Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU9epu5fsFW
that we’re like on two different planets802Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiAD0Rzdjts
and it’s impossible to meet up when there’s802Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjt6VyCSaJF
an entire galaxy between us.802Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKCGzO0oVj8
And I wonder, sometimes, will we ever802Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuVvDHJe6bD
make it?

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