And after all this time,68Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBZPsVnWPX9
I still can’t stop myself from thinking:68Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkkLXGbR9se
Where did things go wrong?68Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDSq6AnH9i7
What did I do?
Or maybe…68Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG5t4dX3zut
Was it ever even about me?
Because if she truly felt uncomfortable,68Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd3vn9tr9Iv
if something had changed…68Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡExByLobYtH
why didn’t she just talk to me?
Why did the silence grow louder than the words we used to share?
People aren’t mind readers.68Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg8Ptz4gRLx
Love, friendship — anything worth holding onto —68Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3WeJtf7B1Z
needs more than just presence.68Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDEWEYrdvUW
It needs words.68Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgAOJt096zN
It needs effort.68Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqDW11TNkdG
It needs little things,68Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsYHdMFLK1A
done with heart.
And maybe, just maybe…68Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmlRrZR85rL
if she had told me instead of telling others,68Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxF8h68MhMa
we could’ve found our way back.
But if becoming strangers is what she needs to find peace —68Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3f21Fas5Da
if silence is what soothes her better than my presence —68Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ45nTrIhvbB
then I’ll step back.
Because loving someone isn’t always about staying.68Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwT2OXzWY74
Sometimes it’s about letting go,68Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO1LbmUjI5l
even when you're breaking in half.
I only ever wanted her to be okay.68Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZs6YTdInjp
Even if it meant losing the piece of myself I found in her.
So I tried to say goodbye.68Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPCcSS7Ih8W
Because it was me who started all of this…68Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3KZHRVQJRT
so it should be me who ends it.
I sent her a message.68Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJU1fkAhkSh
A quiet farewell wrapped in trembling fingers.
“This is the end,” I said.68Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNZCAloJps1
“Let’s stop pretending…”
But I was drowning in thoughts,68Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4VLgj4kQKz
while she…
She replied:
"Leave… but delete everything.68Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH565EQU6c0
Every word, every song, every movie,68Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMaqBSOeGhL
everything I ever said to you.68Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDXpiU3aF2S
Completely.68Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5kIB7Ri7hD
I don’t know how you’ll do it.68Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTv8pcDxO09
Do it, then leave.68Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgKCE2gCFHH
Or you can’t leave."
And I stood there, shattered.
Because maybe — just maybe —68Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvR7jjxnnts
that was her way of saying:68Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡANYsS75h2t
“Don’t go.”68Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5yfY5Iia1P
Maybe it was never about deletion.68Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ96hwGts9yP
Maybe it was her final scream in disguise,68Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCAdwzvteDh
a plea wrapped in anger,68Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYAFlczCSDE
a heartbreak dressed like defiance.
And I couldn’t read between the lines.
Maybe this was right.68Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJvmYf63KDB
Maybe wrong.68Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsG8hD3YXt1
I don’t care to think anymore.
I stayed —68Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzRhoIEQ19A
hoping I meant something to her.68Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIbJgKEm8P5
Everything.
From the songs and movies68Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHYu1xEkvI2
to the words and shared silence,68Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCTfo4M0SrH
every little moment,68Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX4FOLGUnd4
every ounce of friendship —68Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY1FEbcYyEr
they were enough for me.
And so I wanted to end it.68Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6TFVMMrmU2
Before she got the chance to.
Because I noticed the distance.68Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdOENLuc7TM
How she tried to avoid me.
Even if she said she never meant to.
That’s what made me do this.68Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsLeIkAZpyl
Because I couldn’t bear to see her like that anymore.68Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR9a3QT4adj
To be the reason for that discomfort.
As always.
Emotionally,68Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmpzrOhSbQo
I wanted to stay.
Intellectually,68Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUwuTCJce0E
I knew I had to leave.
So I punished myself.68Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeXzHvHJtFD
As I always do.68Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFf1xeb3eTq
Breaking from both ends.
But if all of this…68Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSo5xxIht5U
if everything we shared68Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡarwbswAK8Z
was never meant to be —
Then why,68Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsBfzZTI6p9
why does it still feel so beautiful?
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