I feel like loneliness will never let me go.54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTS4BXkRb4Z
I should adapt to it, but still—it bothers me deeply.
I ask myself: What does a girl really want?54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm2HTd38KK9
Maybe I just need a person who will love me completely—not a princess on a white horse...
I want people who will prefer me over others,54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuYGp4e3SnE
people I can turn to—any time—54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI9UpQw7UB9
whether I’m happy or sad.
I want someone who won’t sell me for their own benefits,54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxC8kfH3zlk
someone who likes me the way I like him.
You know, everyone around me has someone they trust,54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvXgZb89CIg
someone who chooses them,54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO8QD0AkDzY
but not me—as always.
When I was a child, during every fight with my parents, I was alone.54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXcbu7Mr1HI
I don’t have siblings,54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8VbfZ5LCqY
so I was always the one asking for forgiveness.54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhnt6xWmvTH
I didn’t want to be alone.
In elementary school, they were my besties,54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgrLopQj2x5
but I wasn’t their bestie.
It’s been like this ever since.54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡai6w1pVkVT
Now, I’m not afraid of being alone,54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgUqx8oeK5T
but loneliness still lingers.
I was in a relationship for 2 years and 7 months,54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi9A5YiPAKX
and he still preferred his friends.
Now I’m in a new relationship—54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYDvc3VgkQZ
but maybe it’s worse.54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVUzcGFoKtj
Maybe I mean nothing to him.
But every time I try to leave,54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf1xrOlK8uU
I can’t.54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM3DAlQhXk3
Because if I go,54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIS9xcxT0Y0
I really won’t have anyone.
Sometimes I wish I had siblings—like a big brother.54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBTWAazkuW6
I would support him, and he would support me.54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpui0kRBYcv
But I don’t.
In the old days, I was a stone for my cousins to rely on.54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcZg6DspBCt
I tried so hard to keep them strong through difficult paths.
But when it came to me—54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ15RRfC0Zvf
when it was my turn to enter adult life—54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4myO9dxuAJ
I was alone.
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