I feel like loneliness will never let me go.795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSionWvlAO0
I should adapt to it, but still—it bothers me deeply.
I ask myself: What does a girl really want?795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2QlG0zLjk0
Maybe I just need a person who will love me completely—not a princess on a white horse...
I want people who will prefer me over others,795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡih1oluBBhI
people I can turn to—any time—795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxSUwA5JTCl
whether I’m happy or sad.
I want someone who won’t sell me for their own benefits,795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlUYPP7tuCu
someone who likes me the way I like him.
You know, everyone around me has someone they trust,795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkolIB3ZqNL
someone who chooses them,795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4NOrCSLSJr
but not me—as always.
When I was a child, during every fight with my parents, I was alone.795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXrhlN2Ua7Y
I don’t have siblings,795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBY49eFHKCS
so I was always the one asking for forgiveness.795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlGZxwKSXod
I didn’t want to be alone.
In elementary school, they were my besties,795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3zt4MfjYZF
but I wasn’t their bestie.
It’s been like this ever since.795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡobOW2mOWKj
Now, I’m not afraid of being alone,795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4xmWqu0sAy
but loneliness still lingers.
I was in a relationship for 2 years and 7 months,795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ZcyMeaCjO
and he still preferred his friends.
Now I’m in a new relationship—795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx88nVGw4ME
but maybe it’s worse.795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNWub71O5B5
Maybe I mean nothing to him.
But every time I try to leave,795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVf3klZJ4Mp
I can’t.795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlZBDPR5YV3
Because if I go,795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMrnQr0IeN0
I really won’t have anyone.
Sometimes I wish I had siblings—like a big brother.795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHwHr3GRoSG
I would support him, and he would support me.795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLYuKXjlQ1i
But I don’t.
In the old days, I was a stone for my cousins to rely on.795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3IpwPxHCLP
I tried so hard to keep them strong through difficult paths.
But when it came to me—795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH7BwC4qpc2
when it was my turn to enter adult life—795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd49aW1HAcV
I was alone.
and then Add to home screen.