Who am I?382Please respect copyright.PENANAwU0cIebl4f
This question trills through my mind every second of the day.382Please respect copyright.PENANAS9uzb43SuE
For 23 years of my life, I used to be a follower—a good child to my sensitive family.
I was a husband to my mother and a son to my father—except for the duty of being a daughter to my mother.
I had forgotten my dreams. It felt like sacrificing myself just for my family.382Please respect copyright.PENANA2o4FiEr3kP
But I couldn’t continue down that path, so I decided to choose myself for the first time and try to do something for me.
I came to Germany from a faraway country to study and find myself.382Please respect copyright.PENANAKP3Cx0zCX3
It’s been a year here in this beautiful city,382Please respect copyright.PENANAWGyL81PSDQ
but I feel like I’m stuck.382Please respect copyright.PENANA0FrXGe9wAJ
I don’t know what I want.382Please respect copyright.PENANAhuImYWrA4K
I’m lost and filled with anger toward everything.
I used to sacrifice my dreams, but now—though I no longer want that—I’m still drowning in it...382Please respect copyright.PENANAhsZQaU5ygr
I want to have a dream.382Please respect copyright.PENANA593VspV0ZQ
Have a goal.382Please respect copyright.PENANAHHb2qrgB3o
Try to achieve it...382Please respect copyright.PENANAaTQvOEfsyO
But I can’t.
When I open my eyes, I don’t know what I want.382Please respect copyright.PENANAIju1A1lztz
I know I want to want something—but what?
In the silence of night, in the darkness,382Please respect copyright.PENANAByktBFV3Ra
I’m alone, trying to dream,382Please respect copyright.PENANAlBj0oFV1U9
but my mind can’t seem to dream...
But I’m here,382Please respect copyright.PENANAjgxzpLZv1v
after a long journey,382Please respect copyright.PENANAoCEbFROi9U
that I’ll write in tiny, minuscule parts...382Please respect copyright.PENANADmq277nCTj


