the Was. of Jimmy McVonson - act one; division eight: )cell)recep’tion)

diet shaming, suicidal ideation

191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlSQ0qXv3jB

we watched tv

gail and seth hit it off as expected

they both thought i was weird

191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfzNQ0ydfqV

the adults spoke about pops

how he was diagnosed with type 2 diabetes

191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJPC0t8LZyk

gail told him he should eat less

how inspired

191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxwSqR24duh

i let the tv go fuzzy

and the audio went fuzzy too

and i thought about killing myself

not myself

the doe

i shot and killed a doe

191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2XmkDYdR5q

and that was just

fine.

191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8aFHSkn2sl

for the rest of the week seth tried to get me into sports

but with hunting as my introduction to it

that wasn’t likely to be my new favourite thing

191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZbTHR1YI7p

191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVSEemjvSEn

when we said goodbye i told seth i had a good time

and that i wanted to see him again

191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxDEDIXHCP4

that wasn’t completely a lie

191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZD1lpMC5cQ

i liked the house

191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzUtRyp9eGE

and the forest

191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuzqdXarmdz

and the way uncle seth tried so hard to be my friend

even though i was nothing like him

and i probably was weird

and rude.

191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl8HdYpJzdC

191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnHsJJuKxID

I received a text from pandora when we got to reception

i made her a voice message over the yapping of adults in the care

i told i couldn't read her message

but i appreciated it

191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtSilHf4x2P

she voice messaged back

almost immediately

191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKeBWTcALJa

she said sorry and told me what the messages said

i listened with the microphone to my ear so nobody else would hear it

191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡds1VlQPs0v

she told me what she'd been up to

and she had had a busy week too

we sent whispered messages back and forth

the whole way home

i told her all about uncle seth

and the doe

and how it made me feel

and she told me about her family

and how her dad was going through a rough time

with his mental health

we connected

in a way

and i didn’t look out the window for hours

and i got car sick

191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjMalVfO70A

but it was worth it

191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9COHtt6HQN

and when i got home

i looked up pandora’s poetry on wattpad

she read it aloud to me

it was surreal

but there was definitely something dark about it

something painful and terrifying

below the surface

even when she spoke it so sweetly

191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsJbDw8pWhM

i slept at my desk

at 3:45AM

end.191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSJYUZF5VL6

ns13.58.34.110da2

介面主題:

字體大小:

行距:

段距:

自動加載下一章