White sheets stained red in a hotel bed209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡal70jyxWsK
Skin, ice cold, lying on the bathroom floor alone209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ76vPTBNAyF
Brains blown out in the shed, stone cold, dead
The basement where I cut off my breathing209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDp5yHyAjOv
My bedroom where I died while I'm sleeping209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoJf269sYnQ
Empty pill bottles scattered around my room 209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxddvYV5FQF
Maybe a noose, don't make it loose 209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrbqJSGbrQT
Maybe even a death I didn't choose
I'm stuck with these thoughts in my head209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvi2us1Ay6z
Vivid visions invading my rest 209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGBELvxyoAq
I can't sleep because all I see is death209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE1mDygV7dm
I can't stay alive because I'm stuck in my head
I'm digging myself an early grave 209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4SHoAzNI12
Thinking about death at such an early age209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIHOehHqGcl
Part of me strives for the moment when the earth lies above my head 209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHc0RLFoOyo
The moment I'm dead is the day I'll rest209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgxCDLgGMJC
No more fighting an uphill battle that never seems to end 209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyLhfb4KCTr
But another part of me doesn't want to let go, doesn't want this to end209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVSsOytkLfn
I want to fight to stay alive, I want to fight to "live, laugh, love" again209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI5B0LJKFSt
As corny as that is
I've tried so hard to stay alive, to stop crying209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNy5CJFRzY0
To cut off the memories that I live out in daily reveries209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuoY8Ou4NAu
The dread that they dismiss as being "all in my head"209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx0Pd15QGgB
I'm honestly tired of trying to be heard, to be lead in the right direction 209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI2YF6ZBQmc
Because, so far, it's all dead-ends and "mental health awareness" trends209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk96HNWn7Ut
Nobody actually cares until you're dead209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx7doztUTtH
Until you're another headline in the news209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡusb4q9NHAI
All the attention directed on you, and your grieving family who never even knew 209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡktdd1uCNcg
Because they never tried to listen to you
Now they post on your page, they age and you stay the same 209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMSg7ox8Fsf
"I miss you today" 209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMajUnvyqJn
But they couldn't seem to feel that way when you were around209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9kp37y8Sx6
But they care now, 209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCvuOgNvaLG
Now that your life met an abrupt end
And my "friends", 209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb8n68IwqUF
Mixed signals is all they send209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQorwlzQE9A
One day I matter to them 209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJqlpC2r6oc
And the next I'm condemned
A few months ago, I was fine209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTz2DhNdolG
A few months ago, I felt like flying 209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZJSOoh5Qdy
A few months ago, I truly felt alive209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSlmt328yNb
And a few months ago, nothing hurt...
But now, everything hurts 209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSy51rFzhc2
It's hard to explain with words,209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXTeg5bG1Bp
How the silence kills 209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkyhwmpscVG
How the pain I'm in rips me to shreds 209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh0eH5QiN68
How my mind's convinced me that I'm better off dead
It's impossible to count on both hands, 209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqfTKq0wYzs
How many people I've cut off or let go of because I convinced myself that they deserved better 209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA8T3TyKKvk
And look at them now, better off without me anyhow209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXOchXn0vC7
I guess I didn't matter as much as they tried to make me believe 209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ02IQHvoaO3
But even their "reassurance" were pretty little lies that they weaved like tapestries 209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy57NAm9xdU
The grief from all the casualties of all of my fantasies, my wildest dreams
There's a theme within all of it209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeKkrKxYnZD
The little voice in my head, it screams it209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA2cr9jIHOK
"This was their choice"209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqHqV1s8laQ
And to be lonely all the time is mine209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiFccB4c6o4
All of my feelings are voiced, published publicly209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDvYbHAh4lF
But they're overlooked, dismissed as fiction, a phase, lucky me...
So now my eyes, once open windows into my mind, close their curtains209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm7gWWWZq41
The words on all of the pages of my open book erase as the pages are burned209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlPzfWPiMxS
This is exactly what I deserve, everything I've earned after the bridges I've burned 209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyByOI9LHxh
It was never on purpose, never my intention, but I never had your attention from the start
All my wishes, sent to the stars, missed them all 209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJRAhKgVma1
Their light flickered and died as I spent nights in my room crying209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡazoIcGHB5g
I wish somebody would call209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOe5hwkaOZJ
But there's no denying that there's no point in trying
So I pour it out in my writing, daily and nightly 209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc45wCZa0OM
But when I post these on the internet, I feel like I'm oversharing 209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo7v79AcmT8
And when I vent to my friends, even though they reassure me that it's fine, I feel like a burden209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdCgwALGmcT
A buzzkill, a thrill-killer 209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡshrhx80vk6
So I lie, saying that I'm fine 209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRTSQcAtAHY
So that nobody asks questions, and nobody cries 209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQXyiXB3hS3
I wanted to feel heard but nobody cared enough, nobody tried
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