White sheets stained red in a hotel bed250Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaONWvzKMmq
Skin, ice cold, lying on the bathroom floor alone250Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡubQtC8APsb
Brains blown out in the shed, stone cold, dead
The basement where I cut off my breathing250Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLfkoUwwqt2
My bedroom where I died while I'm sleeping250Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcdd6xubICy
Empty pill bottles scattered around my room 250Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ65EGNLLAsl
Maybe a noose, don't make it loose 250Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDHwCJ3Y219
Maybe even a death I didn't choose
I'm stuck with these thoughts in my head250Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqbtitERf3n
Vivid visions invading my rest 250Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkSAnOgb6c3
I can't sleep because all I see is death250Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVxJUnC5DoH
I can't stay alive because I'm stuck in my head
I'm digging myself an early grave 250Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZOxIIKRwZZ
Thinking about death at such an early age250Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlOuqKGY18h
Part of me strives for the moment when the earth lies above my head 250Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX8JfL3lwLV
The moment I'm dead is the day I'll rest250Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvpi1Au2yc9
No more fighting an uphill battle that never seems to end 250Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXsp5l6bxyD
But another part of me doesn't want to let go, doesn't want this to end250Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUy9X2r2OyH
I want to fight to stay alive, I want to fight to "live, laugh, love" again250Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7vJjpALWZy
As corny as that is
I've tried so hard to stay alive, to stop crying250Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3LYHUxBkuk
To cut off the memories that I live out in daily reveries250Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqC2Fz8VPIE
The dread that they dismiss as being "all in my head"250Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS6qepxRLLS
I'm honestly tired of trying to be heard, to be lead in the right direction 250Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHnaytzMgC2
Because, so far, it's all dead-ends and "mental health awareness" trends250Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcKmptS7S4k
Nobody actually cares until you're dead250Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9COHUYSF3Z
Until you're another headline in the news250Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqjFI55JXGN
All the attention directed on you, and your grieving family who never even knew 250Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVgku5xf0ZC
Because they never tried to listen to you
Now they post on your page, they age and you stay the same 250Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp2ImKsJAzk
"I miss you today" 250Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkKPmXAYX41
But they couldn't seem to feel that way when you were around250Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQUvn67ieQx
But they care now, 250Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8rUwo2uVIY
Now that your life met an abrupt end
And my "friends", 250Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3iK6ty2TUQ
Mixed signals is all they send250Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWnZmovDVyg
One day I matter to them 250Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ4YxOiVhhb
And the next I'm condemned
A few months ago, I was fine250Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxa9NfEquzt
A few months ago, I felt like flying 250Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdDhIYMB0hL
A few months ago, I truly felt alive250Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN5KDE1pq3E
And a few months ago, nothing hurt...
But now, everything hurts 250Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2T1Xjx3tZK
It's hard to explain with words,250Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE8vsdJk2O4
How the silence kills 250Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjIuP0usR4R
How the pain I'm in rips me to shreds 250Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnXuOGLuw44
How my mind's convinced me that I'm better off dead
It's impossible to count on both hands, 250Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOTVI8m86Bm
How many people I've cut off or let go of because I convinced myself that they deserved better 250Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡICkooaNUNB
And look at them now, better off without me anyhow250Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdAMC2kp9wA
I guess I didn't matter as much as they tried to make me believe 250Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEDeXVPteoe
But even their "reassurance" were pretty little lies that they weaved like tapestries 250Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa0cPPfgWeS
The grief from all the casualties of all of my fantasies, my wildest dreams
There's a theme within all of it250Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaKZgi92bU8
The little voice in my head, it screams it250Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYQv18aeejd
"This was their choice"250Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUQlo6SgKTG
And to be lonely all the time is mine250Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡblINXkAbkt
All of my feelings are voiced, published publicly250Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCcivxjXCAa
But they're overlooked, dismissed as fiction, a phase, lucky me...
So now my eyes, once open windows into my mind, close their curtains250Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFsBvVd3yo9
The words on all of the pages of my open book erase as the pages are burned250Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnsMbYMXOvu
This is exactly what I deserve, everything I've earned after the bridges I've burned 250Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvFEEA9P8cE
It was never on purpose, never my intention, but I never had your attention from the start
All my wishes, sent to the stars, missed them all 250Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5zpwziHL70
Their light flickered and died as I spent nights in my room crying250Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq1SaRyw4yR
I wish somebody would call250Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBhxM9QYNOI
But there's no denying that there's no point in trying
So I pour it out in my writing, daily and nightly 250Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaPLR3L2MW6
But when I post these on the internet, I feel like I'm oversharing 250Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDbMtS3h5PP
And when I vent to my friends, even though they reassure me that it's fine, I feel like a burden250Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡirXZtJOJyv
A buzzkill, a thrill-killer 250Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7qkby5BcdM
So I lie, saying that I'm fine 250Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnZLntJilym
So that nobody asks questions, and nobody cries 250Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrxBbMKHic6
I wanted to feel heard but nobody cared enough, nobody tried
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