White sheets stained red in a hotel bed338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa0Vq08Vv7g
Skin, ice cold, lying on the bathroom floor alone338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQjeHAlJAsR
Brains blown out in the shed, stone cold, dead
The basement where I cut off my breathing338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCgCDhvC21Y
My bedroom where I died while I'm sleeping338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdcKVm7nlMR
Empty pill bottles scattered around my room 338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡatXLOlo0Kz
Maybe a noose, don't make it loose 338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQyjYqAUXRM
Maybe even a death I didn't choose
I'm stuck with these thoughts in my head338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA18k12fFlw
Vivid visions invading my rest 338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡscUJS0BlrJ
I can't sleep because all I see is death338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd9xt3CQj40
I can't stay alive because I'm stuck in my head
I'm digging myself an early grave 338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbBiEvOKrGE
Thinking about death at such an early age338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0EScCPOZ3B
Part of me strives for the moment when the earth lies above my head 338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1fs38PkJAy
The moment I'm dead is the day I'll rest338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhBMgbdyO46
No more fighting an uphill battle that never seems to end 338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc4QTfEznIr
But another part of me doesn't want to let go, doesn't want this to end338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGUykrR1eRW
I want to fight to stay alive, I want to fight to "live, laugh, love" again338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLaRSi643LT
As corny as that is
I've tried so hard to stay alive, to stop crying338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw2pLCKUi4E
To cut off the memories that I live out in daily reveries338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXP4mLpX9eN
The dread that they dismiss as being "all in my head"338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrvnir6Dbr0
I'm honestly tired of trying to be heard, to be lead in the right direction 338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Ct8uJXP0N
Because, so far, it's all dead-ends and "mental health awareness" trends338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYYqTD3RDtC
Nobody actually cares until you're dead338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ26RKqMaTwK
Until you're another headline in the news338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCORtEsR18l
All the attention directed on you, and your grieving family who never even knew 338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzTl8NAZ64g
Because they never tried to listen to you
Now they post on your page, they age and you stay the same 338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ8rF0cE2U8
"I miss you today" 338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0UBDntGMLc
But they couldn't seem to feel that way when you were around338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbIYh666WQP
But they care now, 338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ZSOFAVju2
Now that your life met an abrupt end
And my "friends", 338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnqbswLoKjV
Mixed signals is all they send338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKLICHGqkHQ
One day I matter to them 338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpVYABMnROL
And the next I'm condemned
A few months ago, I was fine338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrUDXz08124
A few months ago, I felt like flying 338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvzay1CHYnG
A few months ago, I truly felt alive338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWy4E3lPrvD
And a few months ago, nothing hurt...
But now, everything hurts 338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNSqfQ3CHvk
It's hard to explain with words,338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2zgznzMlTB
How the silence kills 338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOxYHO9A64e
How the pain I'm in rips me to shreds 338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVAfcUwEKVi
How my mind's convinced me that I'm better off dead
It's impossible to count on both hands, 338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuXrqChgOE2
How many people I've cut off or let go of because I convinced myself that they deserved better 338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwTdmXWWGxg
And look at them now, better off without me anyhow338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzxE9RN9Ldg
I guess I didn't matter as much as they tried to make me believe 338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW4mxk3a2Ud
But even their "reassurance" were pretty little lies that they weaved like tapestries 338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1CrrFIztpW
The grief from all the casualties of all of my fantasies, my wildest dreams
There's a theme within all of it338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyYLRrXyWOI
The little voice in my head, it screams it338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnO5hr5LO5W
"This was their choice"338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5zOj7ECyIT
And to be lonely all the time is mine338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNas6PHpLnw
All of my feelings are voiced, published publicly338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUA69EmdRXn
But they're overlooked, dismissed as fiction, a phase, lucky me...
So now my eyes, once open windows into my mind, close their curtains338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO81i2GKOVO
The words on all of the pages of my open book erase as the pages are burned338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe3SSES6N69
This is exactly what I deserve, everything I've earned after the bridges I've burned 338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9rs2xk23KM
It was never on purpose, never my intention, but I never had your attention from the start
All my wishes, sent to the stars, missed them all 338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgTDk6rfupB
Their light flickered and died as I spent nights in my room crying338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNQcTiUfDpK
I wish somebody would call338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlr3TuvPPVD
But there's no denying that there's no point in trying
So I pour it out in my writing, daily and nightly 338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbmGOvhYL73
But when I post these on the internet, I feel like I'm oversharing 338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqsYY7bz3XA
And when I vent to my friends, even though they reassure me that it's fine, I feel like a burden338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGxYAutvXbM
A buzzkill, a thrill-killer 338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRZ3310tdUF
So I lie, saying that I'm fine 338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHd1tNOxORM
So that nobody asks questions, and nobody cries 338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpfWdNWadIS
I wanted to feel heard but nobody cared enough, nobody tried
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