I wish I could understand why I feel this way213Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfQGi9JtAiA
Why flying doesn't feel the same 213Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHGYopG4xg7
And the lows don't seem to fade213Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ19vq6uen9c
They just linger and remain
I find myself trapped with no incentive to fix it, to rewrite the narrative 213Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGtAwuVQZqg
Instead my mind picks it apart, going straight for the heart213Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG223U4fKMd
I gotta give it to them, they play it pretty smart
I wish I could tell you everything that makes me hurt 213Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAMV8HstQSt
I wish I could convert it into something better, avert from the inevitable 213Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDPzIfqtJ2l
I'll convert this pain into something that works 213Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzMp65btjT5
Something that works to be charitable to my health, make my pain more revocable and severable 213Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrPCMZoQUXJ
Because after several years of being rendered inseparable from this feeling 213Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNOfKemiYak
I finally feel like I'm worth freeing 213Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlghrYgmKt3
That this pain made me bleed, but it can't keep me213Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0VGE12TpOl
I'm finally fleeing
But my superficial confidence is fleeting as my heart slows its beating 213Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtWJSxqwgKl
The breathing turns to drowning 213Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL1AYf5Cn1W
The seconds I'm counting, turns to shouting 213Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsqeBKhRkbA
I'm pounding on the walls, sounding my alarms213Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw5goTqiY6a
But no one welcomes me with open arms213Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3LBEmKdkLz
Their love is fictitious 213Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2mBxUDx9EU
So thus, restarts the vicious cycle213Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWo35i1Z4aF
I try to focus on my survival, but I never see its arrival 213Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg3HnEa2Org
So I lay here, my body limp and my heart slowing 213Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmz05Rz3eGX
The deprival of blood, of color, of feeling 213Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG44aI0r3Qa
My life is fleeting, like the confidcence I once had 213Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr2pmPzP7vG
I never meet my revival
But no one understands, no one offers a hand 213Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9O0RQktKq0
I try to stand, my lungs expand, only to to be stuck in secondhand smoke213Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNgdOELdaNu
My voice broke as the smoke filled my lungs and covered my eyes like some sort of cloak 213Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHQM78QVaHO
I tried to yell, to call out for help, but all I did was choke
Falling on my knees, right back to the ground, I look around 213Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXswu2Quqg5
Listening to the elaborate planning of everything demanding a change 213Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡazEBWl39y0
They get their way, nothing remains the same213Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnhcq1IuaQ0
All I feel is shame as I call out every name, hoping for someone to see everything slipping away 213Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsAfyfAIfHl
But no one comes my way, I'm disregarded and pushed away 213Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8PQv3e6QUV
I guess no one wanted me around anyway
I give in to the deadly game, as if I was ever given a choice 213Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ05fIZJqJla
But maybe my only claim to fame would be that I'm pretty damn good at playing this game 213Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDFjFXxkjMr
Even if it feels like I'm locked in a cage213Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDXbAN0hy0m
The game of push and pull with the demons in my mind213Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfcfayZF67t
Darkness covering my eyes, I'm blind 213Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRuGUAJDbSw
But full of myself and always on time 213Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCO7yR1VJKG
I admit that the crime is mine 213Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgZzXteLdwH
Now I'll serve my time
I thought, maybe if I quit it213Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjrwAzV7Yah
The devil will lose his incentive 213Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQIgEiQxrdG
The weak little girl, poisoned 213Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcbrIz5RITw
Too bad for his game of tainting the good
But even then he just pulled down my walls 213Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ1VJLjoNG3
Brick by brick 213Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdBsFINj7KR
And now I'm back in this smoky pit, the light drained from it 213Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqnZnU65GEt
Smoke filling my lungs and ripping the sight from my eyes 213Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyCSwjBXOAY
Once again, I'm blind
Even when I believe it's over213Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlzAP3wTZq3
That the thunder has passed me by, the storm subsiding 213Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx8PSRLgyyz
It's still right there 213Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEVMTz8mbix
The devil on my shoulder
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