I wish I could understand why I feel this way257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUBh8MUCwtb
Why flying doesn't feel the same 257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBts6alzJGJ
And the lows don't seem to fade257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6LfZMbgHNQ
They just linger and remain
I find myself trapped with no incentive to fix it, to rewrite the narrative 257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUPssEcoQHw
Instead my mind picks it apart, going straight for the heart257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB35QGl9Iri
I gotta give it to them, they play it pretty smart
I wish I could tell you everything that makes me hurt 257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8LBDz3jRnS
I wish I could convert it into something better, avert from the inevitable 257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡljXTJGaqux
I'll convert this pain into something that works 257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPL47woKhYk
Something that works to be charitable to my health, make my pain more revocable and severable 257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHw6k6AecZq
Because after several years of being rendered inseparable from this feeling 257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrXGK7kjOul
I finally feel like I'm worth freeing 257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHHVctkckGM
That this pain made me bleed, but it can't keep me257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYtSWRmR6SW
I'm finally fleeing
But my superficial confidence is fleeting as my heart slows its beating 257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQbGUNx17qd
The breathing turns to drowning 257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMevvwXq43S
The seconds I'm counting, turns to shouting 257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu9DibSs6rY
I'm pounding on the walls, sounding my alarms257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbVpjXhcre3
But no one welcomes me with open arms257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9lxzmoZlf5
Their love is fictitious 257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ7YsddhqSW
So thus, restarts the vicious cycle257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM311v9czVP
I try to focus on my survival, but I never see its arrival 257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ527B6fOfUM
So I lay here, my body limp and my heart slowing 257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAT42asVrUk
The deprival of blood, of color, of feeling 257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCmNIdxdHnb
My life is fleeting, like the confidcence I once had 257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMzJkCjUScS
I never meet my revival
But no one understands, no one offers a hand 257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfMecEEK5ZW
I try to stand, my lungs expand, only to to be stuck in secondhand smoke257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVw9GStU6kF
My voice broke as the smoke filled my lungs and covered my eyes like some sort of cloak 257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRbkPShIGLy
I tried to yell, to call out for help, but all I did was choke
Falling on my knees, right back to the ground, I look around 257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ9IlijN1n2
Listening to the elaborate planning of everything demanding a change 257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtQNww1r6rc
They get their way, nothing remains the same257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEA5mD8fXJy
All I feel is shame as I call out every name, hoping for someone to see everything slipping away 257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOPt8OTVTBA
But no one comes my way, I'm disregarded and pushed away 257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ly55noY3i
I guess no one wanted me around anyway
I give in to the deadly game, as if I was ever given a choice 257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU5Tr1CjRwN
But maybe my only claim to fame would be that I'm pretty damn good at playing this game 257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrVq0WHkI0W
Even if it feels like I'm locked in a cage257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ1IUUMddT7
The game of push and pull with the demons in my mind257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlHSIW2YGsI
Darkness covering my eyes, I'm blind 257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEE5xlvWhIU
But full of myself and always on time 257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgBFDClIcwT
I admit that the crime is mine 257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXVJGB1K9eW
Now I'll serve my time
I thought, maybe if I quit it257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZymKPaeg5u
The devil will lose his incentive 257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ09qzD2Qb4v
The weak little girl, poisoned 257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOyUAj7lNdf
Too bad for his game of tainting the good
But even then he just pulled down my walls 257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtANoi1zHD6
Brick by brick 257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡek085fjba2
And now I'm back in this smoky pit, the light drained from it 257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZiyylvy53L
Smoke filling my lungs and ripping the sight from my eyes 257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnN2IN6Q6QC
Once again, I'm blind
Even when I believe it's over257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcK1g6HL1nn
That the thunder has passed me by, the storm subsiding 257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEFbo4Gsd3C
It's still right there 257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI4c5829E6P
The devil on my shoulder
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