I wish I could understand why I feel this way589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGaOTDxewlA
Why flying doesn't feel the same 589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRf9805oB5Y
And the lows don't seem to fade589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjeyV3iz0H2
They just linger and remain
I find myself trapped with no incentive to fix it, to rewrite the narrative 589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0XhZyHaBNv
Instead my mind picks it apart, going straight for the heart589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3E4On5zh3x
I gotta give it to them, they play it pretty smart
I wish I could tell you everything that makes me hurt 589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡthgV4LLwRf
I wish I could convert it into something better, avert from the inevitable 589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBufm0iWWhW
I'll convert this pain into something that works 589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAqlGbVkqI2
Something that works to be charitable to my health, make my pain more revocable and severable 589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEU32naOLQp
Because after several years of being rendered inseparable from this feeling 589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV2zTQydI88
I finally feel like I'm worth freeing 589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwJclJkQ3wb
That this pain made me bleed, but it can't keep me589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTHaQB5QP9c
I'm finally fleeing
But my superficial confidence is fleeting as my heart slows its beating 589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYowoZlhgzk
The breathing turns to drowning 589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5SnICH1Ygx
The seconds I'm counting, turns to shouting 589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjiXf9h8sfb
I'm pounding on the walls, sounding my alarms589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvuB05VroUH
But no one welcomes me with open arms589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9xHEOFwUij
Their love is fictitious 589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPI8f74oWyu
So thus, restarts the vicious cycle589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbdkJg0HAED
I try to focus on my survival, but I never see its arrival 589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZPCf16wBmY
So I lay here, my body limp and my heart slowing 589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt13wC2f7xM
The deprival of blood, of color, of feeling 589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOIjtn8aA3e
My life is fleeting, like the confidcence I once had 589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1AlWiBge0G
I never meet my revival
But no one understands, no one offers a hand 589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJnT3mqDhNa
I try to stand, my lungs expand, only to to be stuck in secondhand smoke589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡscmW2IjVKM
My voice broke as the smoke filled my lungs and covered my eyes like some sort of cloak 589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEfxz04YbIZ
I tried to yell, to call out for help, but all I did was choke
Falling on my knees, right back to the ground, I look around 589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ZD86HnMcC
Listening to the elaborate planning of everything demanding a change 589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA4MprEtKuM
They get their way, nothing remains the same589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlw9MjcPobe
All I feel is shame as I call out every name, hoping for someone to see everything slipping away 589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUOUmFN7KNu
But no one comes my way, I'm disregarded and pushed away 589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0lMh5OIke6
I guess no one wanted me around anyway
I give in to the deadly game, as if I was ever given a choice 589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2w162pzZRI
But maybe my only claim to fame would be that I'm pretty damn good at playing this game 589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0BqC7qP8cL
Even if it feels like I'm locked in a cage589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9wNQjswZZd
The game of push and pull with the demons in my mind589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6LSSeRQn7G
Darkness covering my eyes, I'm blind 589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsyxaPvAYg6
But full of myself and always on time 589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR5kNgvLspe
I admit that the crime is mine 589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRb5tVcDp6b
Now I'll serve my time
I thought, maybe if I quit it589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHofz3G3GPX
The devil will lose his incentive 589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhb86lrdoJ9
The weak little girl, poisoned 589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAhl2zWskh9
Too bad for his game of tainting the good
But even then he just pulled down my walls 589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7D6FZCiGv7
Brick by brick 589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCxC1LbOwUT
And now I'm back in this smoky pit, the light drained from it 589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbRbE0N4kQd
Smoke filling my lungs and ripping the sight from my eyes 589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUCSnWpGxXE
Once again, I'm blind
Even when I believe it's over589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG3Of44fTTS
That the thunder has passed me by, the storm subsiding 589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKOgxGvYsJc
It's still right there 589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡklewPWEDo5
The devil on my shoulder
and then Add to home screen.