I've been feeling like my life is a never-ending cycle of sadness. My grandparents passed away when I was young, and I've been struggling to find purpose and meaning in my life ever since. I've did multiple extra curriculars , and I've been unable to form meaningful relationships with anyone. My room is small and dingy, and I spend most of my time holed up there, feeling lonely and lost.
I try to distract myself with art and playing viola/harpp, but even those bring me little joy. I feel like I'm just going through the motions of life, and I can't shake the feeling that there's something better out there for me, but I'll never be able to find it.
I've tried to seek out therapy and support groups, but I've found it hard to connect with others who understand what I'm going through. It feels like everyone around me is living a happier, more fulfilling life, and I'm just stuck in this rut.
I've lost count of how many times I've cried myself to sleep at night, feeling like I'm all alone in the world. I've tried to reach out to my few remaining friends and family members, but they all seem to have their own lives and problems to deal with.
I know that I need to make a change, but I don't know where to start. I feel like I'm trapped in this cycle of sadness, and I don't know how to break free. I just want to be happy and fulfilled, but it feels like that's a luxury that's reserved for others, not for someone like me.
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