How exactly is your life terrible again? You have a full unbroken family and you have frequent vacations and attend a martial arts class which has helped you to form a strong friend group that you constantly hang out with. And yet whenever you used to talk to me you said you hated your life and wanted to die. 

And even now you still post all this miserable stuff all over your social media. You like this victim role stuff too much. You're like 17 now. Grow up. 

Thats sad, but where did ya go?