You're right, you need help. But doing this isn't helping. It's just something to do for you, isn't it? It's a game. It's using people for your own personal gain, to make you feel better about yourself. But nothing will make you feel better unless you get help. You'll always be alone and hating yourself. 

@Ryan_hater, Not reading all that.

Congratulations though.

Or sorry that happened. 

@I'm the rot,