@nobody important , I completely understand that. I don't talk to anybody either. Except when I'm outside by myself. Then I talk to myself, trying to convince myself that I'm not as crazy as I think I am.
@nobody important , you shouldn't. No one deserves to be hated, especially not by themselves. Don't think I'm preaching here, but Jesus loves YOU. Jesus died for every one of us. I'm a Seventh-Day Adventist, and I grew up with this. I know it's hard to understand, but you are loved, by God and everyone who knows that God's ways are the best ways. You are always enough.
You are always enough.