1月14日,凌晨5時多。556Please respect copyright.PENANAMGCifG2IO1
天還是黑黑的,四周的住戶,內裡都是暗暗的。556Please respect copyright.PENANAj8y4oMDSel
大家都在熟睡中,556Please respect copyright.PENANAeVkvL556R7
而我,卻不自覺的醒來,556Please respect copyright.PENANAIN9c0PFLHQ
不自覺的再次想起她。556Please respect copyright.PENANAwxQ5YobBbA
我,很想長睡下去,556Please respect copyright.PENANARTuW7mbMt6
這至少可讓我不用面對一切殘酷的事實。556Please respect copyright.PENANAu24DuPIQb7
我的心靈,亦可得到一點安息。556Please respect copyright.PENANAvSRzKoj7nT
無奈我閉上雙眼,一幕幕的情景又再湧現。556Please respect copyright.PENANAYkTB23m26T
電鋸留下的傷痕,又再破裂,556Please respect copyright.PENANAwZoRrCJYGs
血水慢慢的滲出。556Please respect copyright.PENANA7V6UzcKbeu
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暗黑的天空,終於變淡為藍。556Please respect copyright.PENANAZWDr1ZhsnB
我知,是時候為長洲之旅作最後的準備。556Please respect copyright.PENANAkICVsPWnAo
起來梳洗,556Please respect copyright.PENANAAfHYVCXnNY
執拾行裝。556Please respect copyright.PENANAkQAAocuST6
準備與朋友集合。556Please respect copyright.PENANALkBpKI2lrR
我,有小鋒這班好朋友,556Please respect copyright.PENANArsOZhtvq8P
但再老友,也無法說出這數月來的心事。556Please respect copyright.PENANAxWAUm3VNel
有點可恨我身邊沒太多能傾談心事的朋友。556Please respect copyright.PENANABNKrSyjAed
或者一切都因為我的被動,556Please respect copyright.PENANA0HR5bmJGni
我的被動,導致我沒有很多的朋友,556Please respect copyright.PENANAV5ekccBUj8
導致我的失敗。556Please respect copyright.PENANAC6YNdLHwRL
556Please respect copyright.PENANAwGUOCYVWIl
若不是早已應邀,556Please respect copyright.PENANA01jhS6fD2J
我想,我還是留在家中,556Please respect copyright.PENANAFlejbk9qXS
白白的消磨時間。556Please respect copyright.PENANAEn33QvPlPe
能夠外出遊玩,或許就藉這個機會,556Please respect copyright.PENANALcTmbmOS2F
散散心,忘記這數月來的事。556Please respect copyright.PENANAKKHyhjajHF
反正沒有做過什麼特別的事,556Please respect copyright.PENANA7kDx8xdg8F
忘記了,對她也沒太大影響吧。556Please respect copyright.PENANAO5qiiXPBBo
556Please respect copyright.PENANAkCKJYdME9b
我們乘坐慢船。556Please respect copyright.PENANA1t4wj1A6gI
踏上船後,我們找了個有利玩牌類遊戲的位置,556Please respect copyright.PENANAe9xoTUhx83
然後開展我們的「賭局」。556Please respect copyright.PENANAsV7vCAxb9Q
我們玩得有說有笑,556Please respect copyright.PENANA3pbPZUVWXi
而船外卻白蒙蒙一片。556Please respect copyright.PENANA1pnQcSNdNw
我內心的景象,也是如此。556Please respect copyright.PENANAxSBdiJ0ESo
眼前有一班好友,卻無法在濃濃的白霧中,556Please respect copyright.PENANAcDdtza22m0
尋得他們的燈光。556Please respect copyright.PENANAam5l4pBsje
556Please respect copyright.PENANA7CJfFLnqk9
下船後,我們按著早已編排好的行程。556Please respect copyright.PENANAq7VuV7jRlT
先到不同的地方吃長洲的一些特色小吃,556Please respect copyright.PENANAWJ7lybSIcY
直到中午才到沙灘坐下,556Please respect copyright.PENANAJup3kEU4C0
玩玩聊聊。556Please respect copyright.PENANAqNcZ1lKWpS
556Please respect copyright.PENANAYh1tHuQ3Sl
「欸,這個景不錯啊!在這裡拍個照吧。」小鋒說556Please respect copyright.PENANAg6ipD1B0LM
「我們四個男人,拍什麼照,搞著女人的東西。」朋友甲說556Please respect copyright.PENANA4eN2qmM1Ao
「留念啊,記錄我們的長洲遊啊,拍一張又不是很花時間。」小鋒回應556Please respect copyright.PENANAkfxLESn6gN
「好吧,好吧,就拍一拍。」556Please respect copyright.PENANAaJhN8dGI1j
556Please respect copyright.PENANAPUJlEUUVYO
就這樣拍下我們四人第一次外遊的照片。556Please respect copyright.PENANAuBpSV7eqMJ
這樣的一個舉動,又再想起了她。556Please respect copyright.PENANAViQvgK0uU0
記得,556Please respect copyright.PENANAahctkf3Sl5
聖誕假期前的數天,她與不少女同學一樣,556Please respect copyright.PENANA3zR9053Uuq
四處找朋友拍照留念。556Please respect copyright.PENANA1t2Nay22dv
我,只是一個留級的同學,556Please respect copyright.PENANAWlGmJtvR72
又不主動認識其他人,556Please respect copyright.PENANAZTmlC30bBn
沒有人找上,也正常不過。556Please respect copyright.PENANA63Hoto79n1
只是,我特別想跟她拍一張。556Please respect copyright.PENANAfY6nL7YPsN
不過,556Please respect copyright.PENANAUIINR9wODm
她對我已經……556Please respect copyright.PENANAx9FdAnxxM0
我早就打消念頭,但話雖如此,556Please respect copyright.PENANAjxB5tNTCbC
其實,556Please respect copyright.PENANAUme4cmq9wo
心裡還是渴望著。556Please respect copyright.PENANAhg8mmYfRca
556Please respect copyright.PENANAs3jRfXkWnc
最終,都得到實現。556Please respect copyright.PENANAIrwEsKUYxj
不過,556Please respect copyright.PENANA0jyQhEPkYb
當時她單手指著我,然後示意出來。556Please respect copyright.PENANAUxRPDa6n47
我不喜在她這樣的態度,556Please respect copyright.PENANAZBzN6Hl9yx
不是想說她態度欠佳,556Please respect copyright.PENANABuQKluPGVf
而是,我更加覺得,一切都可能是時候完結。556Please respect copyright.PENANAgAgWgUAsZR
556Please respect copyright.PENANA1Vv093Uf5a
眼見面前一班好友,556Please respect copyright.PENANATCYERFL994
我很快便專注眼前的遊戲。556Please respect copyright.PENANAxte3xOMRmU
過了好一段時間,556Please respect copyright.PENANA8tgCEMdXcw
我們決定上山走一回,遊歷這個長洲。556Please respect copyright.PENANAYFA7pTPq6e
偏偏在上山的時候,556Please respect copyright.PENANAevfXRWDT1I
我突然感到一陣納悶,556Please respect copyright.PENANAgK2JuNV1tw
那刻,我在想,556Please respect copyright.PENANAEspcNITBNg
難道這就是我太想念她的後果?556Please respect copyright.PENANAfL1hnvHoNW
我不知道,只覺這種狀態有點辛苦。556Please respect copyright.PENANAvL5fpmjBbl
良久,終於下山,556Please respect copyright.PENANA32VIVD1qiv
時間來到下午五時多,556Please respect copyright.PENANAcSi066a6BF
我不適的感覺重了,556Please respect copyright.PENANAf0kmgxhWTW
最終我還未來得及找洗手間,556Please respect copyright.PENANAed4m67bPeb
便嘔下這天第一灘髒物。556Please respect copyright.PENANAa1s8g95LTy
556Please respect copyright.PENANAvD4nc5XKTj
終於舒暢了,556Please respect copyright.PENANAzDHRCOY9A7
可惜,556Please respect copyright.PENANAAnzKEK4Oq7
過了不足兩小時,556Please respect copyright.PENANAHCaCZzEqLO
我,又再次感到一陣納悶,556Please respect copyright.PENANA8tcG1VSbxk
最終又再嘔下一灘髒物。556Please respect copyright.PENANAhJPSnzfpX4
再過一會兒,便吃晚飯。556Please respect copyright.PENANAGr5SxfJqTK
經過兩次嘔吐,我沒胃口吃了。556Please respect copyright.PENANAozcrBTkyrN
只是喝了數杯汽水,便一起回家了。556Please respect copyright.PENANAHlhsjDdbKj
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「阿仁,沒事嗎?」朋友甲556Please respect copyright.PENANAKSFKR8H76s
「沒事,好多了。只是還怕再來。」556Please respect copyright.PENANAUDDFxomANx
「回去好好休息吧。」556Please respect copyright.PENANAI3gO7Hy5xJ
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若能由她說出這番話,就好了。556Please respect copyright.PENANA3vXg9ky5cC
我猜,這是不可能的幻想。556Please respect copyright.PENANAtBqzjlklYJ
我相信,要是能博得她的關心,556Please respect copyright.PENANAcQjXJ0c3cr
再嘔數十次,也是值得的,556Please respect copyright.PENANAMsDFQgZrKe
無奈已經沒可能了。556Please respect copyright.PENANANhaXbQHesH
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晚上十時多,556Please respect copyright.PENANA5X0g1faLae
終於回到家裡,556Please respect copyright.PENANAXNwfJTaqHp
洗澡後,本想好好的休息,556Please respect copyright.PENANASUIf93t6EH
但,肚子又感到陣陣不適,556Please respect copyright.PENANAEeL5qr4mQu
我,肚瀉了。556Please respect copyright.PENANAf25CZC8oIG
來來回回的穿梭洗手間與房間,556Please respect copyright.PENANAK5yRbtURf5
大約十一時,我躺在床上,細想著這數天的事。556Please respect copyright.PENANAdNkqEtvbis
本打算藉今天散散心,556Please respect copyright.PENANAxGq16mAEZN
卻又嘔又瀉。556Please respect copyright.PENANA1McWtHK4Eq
身在分岔路,卻由殘酷指引明路。556Please respect copyright.PENANAjIUyafC7v6
閉起雙眼,556Please respect copyright.PENANAA3kiE727la
更見黑暗,556Please respect copyright.PENANACGQ7lWa3r1
更感孤寂。556Please respect copyright.PENANAmog6lLwdBj
我,很想很想...556Please respect copyright.PENANAfFvumbx2sx
很想痛哭一場。556Please respect copyright.PENANAoY4rBG7WyP
瑟縮在床邊的我,流不下一點淚水。556Please respect copyright.PENANAUDSD8ZbmAd
哭泣,是為釋放冤屈的方法之一,556Please respect copyright.PENANA9zi9u8vhwH
但我卻無法哭一場。556Please respect copyright.PENANAMtr8hG7WVc
味苦,556Please respect copyright.PENANA1P7CVkaHiZ
感覺,就像那把悟空關著的五指山壓在胸前,556Please respect copyright.PENANAZ6A5GLIoVj
辛苦。556Please respect copyright.PENANAOPSphZ9JRQ
整晚,就處於這種煎熬中,556Please respect copyright.PENANALzBQ2DHtwR
不論外與內,都是苦澀的味道,556Please respect copyright.PENANAVGAxRbtcyh
中醫藥也比不上的苦澀味。556Please respect copyright.PENANAoGVBGU5WN9
556Please respect copyright.PENANAtItYYj7Vlm
可恨我身邊沒太多能傾談心事的朋友。556Please respect copyright.PENANA4TTQM8dz8q
其實,我想不出一位。556Please respect copyright.PENANAVymAvQI3iD
其實,我身邊都沒有。556Please respect copyright.PENANAqIttleqU4Z
唯有,讓時間來減下壓力,556Please respect copyright.PENANAhmcC45oDNI
減下痛苦。556Please respect copyright.PENANAXJxaxx924Y
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人群中 哭著 你只想變成透明的顏色556Please respect copyright.PENANANgtcRb1SUd
你再也不會夢 或痛 或心動了556Please respect copyright.PENANAQNiStt98GM
你已經決定了 你已經決定了556Please respect copyright.PENANAOl3btAve1q
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你靜靜 忍著 緊緊把昨天在拳心握著556Please respect copyright.PENANAu3VWW74n6y
而回憶越是甜 就是 越傷人了556Please respect copyright.PENANAG6EH5MzdMT
越是在 手心留下 密密麻麻 深深淺淺的刀割556Please respect copyright.PENANAt5QpAqdh9D
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你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是你穿的保護色556Please respect copyright.PENANAOQZ8HUil4G
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了556Please respect copyright.PENANAJiGeHfwQ8k
把你的靈魂 關在永遠 鎖上的軀殼556Please respect copyright.PENANAy1abnXn7i3
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這世界 笑了 於是你合群的一起笑了556Please respect copyright.PENANAAjD3HcTzYC
當生存是規則 不是 你的選擇556Please respect copyright.PENANAti7Jhm6q1n
於是你 含著眼淚 飄飄盪盪 跌跌撞撞的走著556Please respect copyright.PENANAnQ6CgIGPg4
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你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是你穿的保護色556Please respect copyright.PENANANOTda6t4ZA
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了556Please respect copyright.PENANAsDBLhiZJnN
把你的靈魂 關在永遠 鎖上的軀殼556Please respect copyright.PENANASpADS4Psim
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你不是真正的快樂 你的傷從不肯完全的癒合556Please respect copyright.PENANAakv7BTw5Ef
我站在你左側 卻像隔著銀河556Please respect copyright.PENANAA3d59iwEp0
難道就真的 抱著遺憾 一直到老了556Please respect copyright.PENANAe1lraA8ZVr
然後才後悔著556Please respect copyright.PENANAM43uRGaWkp
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你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是你穿的保護色556Please respect copyright.PENANA87EOTdBFJz
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了556Please respect copyright.PENANAHV9i7Es5bv
把你的靈魂 關在永遠 鎖上的軀殼556Please respect copyright.PENANADIMreg6E8T
556Please respect copyright.PENANAyxZAPjZkEk
你不是真正的快樂 你的傷從不肯完全的癒合556Please respect copyright.PENANAvZ6Exj23sl
我站在你左側 卻像隔著銀河556Please respect copyright.PENANAYFJ7GPoc7R
難道就真的 抱著遺憾 一直到老了556Please respect copyright.PENANACsTcsLbgxE
556Please respect copyright.PENANAcxeQWxIeyK
你值得真正的快樂 你應該脫下你穿的保護色556Please respect copyright.PENANA5aRklkW6v8
為什麼失去了 還要被懲罰呢556Please respect copyright.PENANAcaagOV8zYx
能不能就讓 悲傷全部 結束在此刻556Please respect copyright.PENANArp0PMa7UVE
重新開始活著556Please respect copyright.PENANAmuwtZIfdVi
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《你,不是真正的快樂》556Please respect copyright.PENANASBRDtUNIuz
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