1月14日,凌晨5時多。554Please respect copyright.PENANAOmnCQoW8u3
天還是黑黑的,四周的住戶,內裡都是暗暗的。554Please respect copyright.PENANABE7Glf5XZ6
大家都在熟睡中,554Please respect copyright.PENANAvjaDyCZz4E
而我,卻不自覺的醒來,554Please respect copyright.PENANA2r6BAw00bB
不自覺的再次想起她。554Please respect copyright.PENANAjUAXIlWbCJ
我,很想長睡下去,554Please respect copyright.PENANAGBh4NfSMLR
這至少可讓我不用面對一切殘酷的事實。554Please respect copyright.PENANAV8iWl9YFSY
我的心靈,亦可得到一點安息。554Please respect copyright.PENANAcPeCxKzrBz
無奈我閉上雙眼,一幕幕的情景又再湧現。554Please respect copyright.PENANAxDKSpyHyIG
電鋸留下的傷痕,又再破裂,554Please respect copyright.PENANA7FzG86PdKB
血水慢慢的滲出。554Please respect copyright.PENANASsdJiZn0G3
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暗黑的天空,終於變淡為藍。554Please respect copyright.PENANAtOZ4zWx0Gd
我知,是時候為長洲之旅作最後的準備。554Please respect copyright.PENANAL9vaRsIR26
起來梳洗,554Please respect copyright.PENANATCoLhvsyRt
執拾行裝。554Please respect copyright.PENANA6ypDWKlOwK
準備與朋友集合。554Please respect copyright.PENANASEdM51G9XD
我,有小鋒這班好朋友,554Please respect copyright.PENANAsfVCYbofb7
但再老友,也無法說出這數月來的心事。554Please respect copyright.PENANA71l3rKwTXt
有點可恨我身邊沒太多能傾談心事的朋友。554Please respect copyright.PENANA4yJ4oHN0Ri
或者一切都因為我的被動,554Please respect copyright.PENANAT4v1wB81JT
我的被動,導致我沒有很多的朋友,554Please respect copyright.PENANARTYtdPVoL9
導致我的失敗。554Please respect copyright.PENANA7wDpxD9GLx
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若不是早已應邀,554Please respect copyright.PENANANtLcVnngzq
我想,我還是留在家中,554Please respect copyright.PENANABO5x6499WN
白白的消磨時間。554Please respect copyright.PENANA0ry7UFmNE5
能夠外出遊玩,或許就藉這個機會,554Please respect copyright.PENANA6xb3t2Jqr9
散散心,忘記這數月來的事。554Please respect copyright.PENANAPZXOPunOOR
反正沒有做過什麼特別的事,554Please respect copyright.PENANA7t1DDqpgzR
忘記了,對她也沒太大影響吧。554Please respect copyright.PENANAMshDpLjyew
554Please respect copyright.PENANAkuIPGb0eqT
我們乘坐慢船。554Please respect copyright.PENANARvwjc5QOHg
踏上船後,我們找了個有利玩牌類遊戲的位置,554Please respect copyright.PENANAT2KDDAZtMS
然後開展我們的「賭局」。554Please respect copyright.PENANADBCtcLYW4M
我們玩得有說有笑,554Please respect copyright.PENANAEEtsrJNXMj
而船外卻白蒙蒙一片。554Please respect copyright.PENANAzPAQIQVrld
我內心的景象,也是如此。554Please respect copyright.PENANAlTf5fIGvBz
眼前有一班好友,卻無法在濃濃的白霧中,554Please respect copyright.PENANACdIMKmQU36
尋得他們的燈光。554Please respect copyright.PENANAOD1J3Gjzio
554Please respect copyright.PENANAvei98xz0gJ
下船後,我們按著早已編排好的行程。554Please respect copyright.PENANAuptaP8IHWA
先到不同的地方吃長洲的一些特色小吃,554Please respect copyright.PENANACs9M17Ui0i
直到中午才到沙灘坐下,554Please respect copyright.PENANA42TDvLUZsG
玩玩聊聊。554Please respect copyright.PENANAy50T5cjr0u
554Please respect copyright.PENANAzOsq53Lj7Z
「欸,這個景不錯啊!在這裡拍個照吧。」小鋒說554Please respect copyright.PENANAxV7h30rydh
「我們四個男人,拍什麼照,搞著女人的東西。」朋友甲說554Please respect copyright.PENANAaTuhsknoK9
「留念啊,記錄我們的長洲遊啊,拍一張又不是很花時間。」小鋒回應554Please respect copyright.PENANAlcB7W7tIn9
「好吧,好吧,就拍一拍。」554Please respect copyright.PENANAbIo8J6ZKSN
554Please respect copyright.PENANApoNI2kucKm
就這樣拍下我們四人第一次外遊的照片。554Please respect copyright.PENANAwcxM5ECO3P
這樣的一個舉動,又再想起了她。554Please respect copyright.PENANAtYPN43Dd7a
記得,554Please respect copyright.PENANAdCiDwcAOlH
聖誕假期前的數天,她與不少女同學一樣,554Please respect copyright.PENANA6Yg4wqpuhV
四處找朋友拍照留念。554Please respect copyright.PENANA4Pkhs16PXZ
我,只是一個留級的同學,554Please respect copyright.PENANADtNWGQVopH
又不主動認識其他人,554Please respect copyright.PENANAUHWNw0tTHY
沒有人找上,也正常不過。554Please respect copyright.PENANAiHErdAfs8v
只是,我特別想跟她拍一張。554Please respect copyright.PENANAQml5BfwxPD
不過,554Please respect copyright.PENANAY58Gfew9hE
她對我已經……554Please respect copyright.PENANA2D8mbOyfu8
我早就打消念頭,但話雖如此,554Please respect copyright.PENANAvQTQG0ClAD
其實,554Please respect copyright.PENANABNXXce8QpZ
心裡還是渴望著。554Please respect copyright.PENANAIbj8emtng5
554Please respect copyright.PENANAjKLLDvqgig
最終,都得到實現。554Please respect copyright.PENANA6n6h9hvwPI
不過,554Please respect copyright.PENANAl2iiIKW593
當時她單手指著我,然後示意出來。554Please respect copyright.PENANAlSOMuZ7dq3
我不喜在她這樣的態度,554Please respect copyright.PENANA57r5q7jMNC
不是想說她態度欠佳,554Please respect copyright.PENANAhvV1EDarsu
而是,我更加覺得,一切都可能是時候完結。554Please respect copyright.PENANAgyFMkOt43T
554Please respect copyright.PENANAanFONHMlYv
眼見面前一班好友,554Please respect copyright.PENANAigbrtyksKk
我很快便專注眼前的遊戲。554Please respect copyright.PENANAdwP8xM4p55
過了好一段時間,554Please respect copyright.PENANAebiMoGHs36
我們決定上山走一回,遊歷這個長洲。554Please respect copyright.PENANARhFzEX4Sts
偏偏在上山的時候,554Please respect copyright.PENANAxZ5uJrjYwB
我突然感到一陣納悶,554Please respect copyright.PENANAqZHvnl5jR9
那刻,我在想,554Please respect copyright.PENANAJNze5PX9Ks
難道這就是我太想念她的後果?554Please respect copyright.PENANAPqjISqHPJI
我不知道,只覺這種狀態有點辛苦。554Please respect copyright.PENANAuUhwfilbJG
良久,終於下山,554Please respect copyright.PENANAhX6grMrSmV
時間來到下午五時多,554Please respect copyright.PENANAdERCnUkoMa
我不適的感覺重了,554Please respect copyright.PENANAeK8R5BL6KS
最終我還未來得及找洗手間,554Please respect copyright.PENANA8j3maAu8q2
便嘔下這天第一灘髒物。554Please respect copyright.PENANAYwMsc8C5bK
554Please respect copyright.PENANA148Wcqt8d9
終於舒暢了,554Please respect copyright.PENANAwMBOnzrQuW
可惜,554Please respect copyright.PENANAWURTS00YiY
過了不足兩小時,554Please respect copyright.PENANAd2RvCRlR3o
我,又再次感到一陣納悶,554Please respect copyright.PENANA0FrPto8YhL
最終又再嘔下一灘髒物。554Please respect copyright.PENANAZFEFwDROtD
再過一會兒,便吃晚飯。554Please respect copyright.PENANA3OzZAyhBzH
經過兩次嘔吐,我沒胃口吃了。554Please respect copyright.PENANACbDKKILRh8
只是喝了數杯汽水,便一起回家了。554Please respect copyright.PENANA2XBbJWURSe
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「阿仁,沒事嗎?」朋友甲554Please respect copyright.PENANAK4AwM2kGMr
「沒事,好多了。只是還怕再來。」554Please respect copyright.PENANAInpjWInjr0
「回去好好休息吧。」554Please respect copyright.PENANASRaDuB7lYW
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若能由她說出這番話,就好了。554Please respect copyright.PENANAUjGmY4Qe68
我猜,這是不可能的幻想。554Please respect copyright.PENANAJp3mEsTZrP
我相信,要是能博得她的關心,554Please respect copyright.PENANAmZNQQ50n3v
再嘔數十次,也是值得的,554Please respect copyright.PENANAVmRpbqVPMi
無奈已經沒可能了。554Please respect copyright.PENANAX4tLB2miao
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晚上十時多,554Please respect copyright.PENANAWCxVTixbAk
終於回到家裡,554Please respect copyright.PENANAilmmYHJ3cv
洗澡後,本想好好的休息,554Please respect copyright.PENANAgrA2quselq
但,肚子又感到陣陣不適,554Please respect copyright.PENANAn3qKiVKhiK
我,肚瀉了。554Please respect copyright.PENANAoVxpFzfJ95
來來回回的穿梭洗手間與房間,554Please respect copyright.PENANA6KYoirMPRh
大約十一時,我躺在床上,細想著這數天的事。554Please respect copyright.PENANAYEIgLkEADL
本打算藉今天散散心,554Please respect copyright.PENANAh4EpAsH1kg
卻又嘔又瀉。554Please respect copyright.PENANAspvBiwmHxt
身在分岔路,卻由殘酷指引明路。554Please respect copyright.PENANAbDDewzzUZh
閉起雙眼,554Please respect copyright.PENANAEK3l9hDakO
更見黑暗,554Please respect copyright.PENANAVeEBAclyrb
更感孤寂。554Please respect copyright.PENANAJhnLwEq6cz
我,很想很想...554Please respect copyright.PENANApwyYHdKeS0
很想痛哭一場。554Please respect copyright.PENANA0iEO757Zrg
瑟縮在床邊的我,流不下一點淚水。554Please respect copyright.PENANA6PUrvfqVhD
哭泣,是為釋放冤屈的方法之一,554Please respect copyright.PENANArs0ZXl5pDk
但我卻無法哭一場。554Please respect copyright.PENANA9KwjeMooAF
味苦,554Please respect copyright.PENANAhQamkasg6W
感覺,就像那把悟空關著的五指山壓在胸前,554Please respect copyright.PENANANynQ4gJohW
辛苦。554Please respect copyright.PENANAErYe0BknSu
整晚,就處於這種煎熬中,554Please respect copyright.PENANABZuEGJ1RmX
不論外與內,都是苦澀的味道,554Please respect copyright.PENANAstneoW7aPq
中醫藥也比不上的苦澀味。554Please respect copyright.PENANAj2wQoOrpmx
554Please respect copyright.PENANAtSN9EObX5R
可恨我身邊沒太多能傾談心事的朋友。554Please respect copyright.PENANAXTxS4hfG4I
其實,我想不出一位。554Please respect copyright.PENANAqBsrb2xNOJ
其實,我身邊都沒有。554Please respect copyright.PENANAh3pbTVXnMl
唯有,讓時間來減下壓力,554Please respect copyright.PENANANBSR53en8e
減下痛苦。554Please respect copyright.PENANAfnOpuq3t0B
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人群中 哭著 你只想變成透明的顏色554Please respect copyright.PENANA4dy75Um5wc
你再也不會夢 或痛 或心動了554Please respect copyright.PENANAe0yD2x8Jxe
你已經決定了 你已經決定了554Please respect copyright.PENANARA8EicDQJl
554Please respect copyright.PENANA37qniDR5VJ
你靜靜 忍著 緊緊把昨天在拳心握著554Please respect copyright.PENANAUJwwMWXSBt
而回憶越是甜 就是 越傷人了554Please respect copyright.PENANAiS6USoV78v
越是在 手心留下 密密麻麻 深深淺淺的刀割554Please respect copyright.PENANA6lTa3RSn4x
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你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是你穿的保護色554Please respect copyright.PENANAmH0o2PRFdB
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了554Please respect copyright.PENANAjK8XrNG6Z2
把你的靈魂 關在永遠 鎖上的軀殼554Please respect copyright.PENANAcy2HcY9Zqo
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這世界 笑了 於是你合群的一起笑了554Please respect copyright.PENANAwRyprYCjcL
當生存是規則 不是 你的選擇554Please respect copyright.PENANAeVjqxbuoxo
於是你 含著眼淚 飄飄盪盪 跌跌撞撞的走著554Please respect copyright.PENANADrtMZOdxfL
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你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是你穿的保護色554Please respect copyright.PENANAlGAb4l9wbp
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了554Please respect copyright.PENANAGRWCBGrRvP
把你的靈魂 關在永遠 鎖上的軀殼554Please respect copyright.PENANAqT5ZD7SCY5
554Please respect copyright.PENANA8fsv2zFh8z
你不是真正的快樂 你的傷從不肯完全的癒合554Please respect copyright.PENANAAg6HGpbZze
我站在你左側 卻像隔著銀河554Please respect copyright.PENANAE3urme9c3l
難道就真的 抱著遺憾 一直到老了554Please respect copyright.PENANArBoKzF6Q7U
然後才後悔著554Please respect copyright.PENANAuziDSUAyAJ
554Please respect copyright.PENANACcsEj2rkn9
你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是你穿的保護色554Please respect copyright.PENANAdH4OqGTrPi
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了554Please respect copyright.PENANAQW81qNc1dk
把你的靈魂 關在永遠 鎖上的軀殼554Please respect copyright.PENANAv42I1nkT8G
554Please respect copyright.PENANAmx1WvkiD3T
你不是真正的快樂 你的傷從不肯完全的癒合554Please respect copyright.PENANA0jdwB1b1Gy
我站在你左側 卻像隔著銀河554Please respect copyright.PENANABozLXZGALN
難道就真的 抱著遺憾 一直到老了554Please respect copyright.PENANAjBr27ogSp6
554Please respect copyright.PENANAWm6mwiD8Ec
你值得真正的快樂 你應該脫下你穿的保護色554Please respect copyright.PENANAX6wZeIuKn3
為什麼失去了 還要被懲罰呢554Please respect copyright.PENANAv3pmMr99x9
能不能就讓 悲傷全部 結束在此刻554Please respect copyright.PENANAHQzlvK5lak
重新開始活著554Please respect copyright.PENANA4z9jNU8qQK
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《你,不是真正的快樂》554Please respect copyright.PENANAzElNh1GJF6
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