筆言錄 - 走進獨處、然後忘記

「因為我開始學會獨處那時我已經失去大部分而且當時我沒有朋友。」他907Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrCA1orFaMX
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「獨處是不錯的。」我907Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQyNVc6oJ41
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「但是會獨處的時候我已經挽回不了的東西太多。」他907Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJGI2chXpiu
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「但也你得到了『失去』，也令你明白失去。」我907Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcpsGUWJnCg
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「我現在害怕得到，得到會失去。」他907Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡImd3dByvHd
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「是的，但失去同時亦會得到，得到同時亦意味失去，所以你是要逃避整個世界嗎？」我907Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7XMMvKlhN5
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「原本想。」他907Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBLAOwJRUfE
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「這樣子，不得不失。」我907Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNKOdtd1c8R
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「但這樣就不長大了。」他907Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVcgfbEs4Ot
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「就像時間永遠停頓一樣。」我907Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiUknFdENBn
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「消失、一個人、沒有人在乎、不會恐懼、一顆石頭。」他907Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdqBjbhPStN
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「但石頭也會消失的，但消失後的石頭會變成沙石，然後流進生命的循環907Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgifnBgx4zO
石頭也會變成某些事物的腳踏907Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqTWyYQ6vTs
任何事物只要存在就會影響別人，就會有人在乎907Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVkeR0i2Izl
就好像我現在跟你說話一樣907Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3GNe87bHd8
至少我當下還有介意著你的心907Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnd1DiZ9hWS
雖然明天可能沒了907Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLdQRrzgj0p
但明天你也會面對新的別人907Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmDl37vsde0
到時就到他們在乎你。」我907Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoCNy6O5bf0
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「分開之後還會記得嗎？」他907Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOiEh4fI7mW
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「可能不會了907Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvwkCpQ0RFY
但當重遇某個相近的剎那907Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2tFE0rI4g4
還會有冒起對你的記憶。907Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHLxgkwuZSj
我們會忘記，但忘記過後才能憶記新的下一刻907Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGnjk7zwT3I
尤其像我這些金魚腦的人，不忘記就容不下下一個剎那。」我907Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4x8RgNkR59
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「我怕因為認不得我記不得她她也記不得我。」他907Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjwiBTMAEyi
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「都不記得了，還怕什麼。」我907Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXNARR1ayUM
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「還想再遇見還有很多話還沒說。」他907Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡloYfhFmVGX
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「那就去吧907Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp1A0l94snC
趁還記得的時候。」我907Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSD6tviXu73
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「可是要去哪裡才可以遇見？」他907Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOjN7aAnU2x
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「不知道907Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjRt23FEvXg
當用盡你的方法直到絕望的時候907Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVPqnGWqC1N
也許你就會知道。」我907Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8eak84rIB9
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一埸關於失戀的對話，記於10月25日晚

話說我得一個這樣的評價：「跟你說話會一直哭啊。」

我應該是要感到高興吧！

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