筆言錄 - 走進獨處、然後忘記

「因為我開始學會獨處那時我已經失去大部分而且當時我沒有朋友。」他976Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN0NjvXHxb8
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「獨處是不錯的。」我976Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs3LBASICXt
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「但是會獨處的時候我已經挽回不了的東西太多。」他976Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmQwHwKUqWg
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「但也你得到了『失去』，也令你明白失去。」我976Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZW8HqibC2X
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「我現在害怕得到，得到會失去。」他976Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMqnOitytW3
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「是的，但失去同時亦會得到，得到同時亦意味失去，所以你是要逃避整個世界嗎？」我976Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvIfi8sS8uc
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「原本想。」他976Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuFgQZC0Xuy
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「這樣子，不得不失。」我976Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYAOUpgctO9
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「但這樣就不長大了。」他976Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ91WXt6JpYv
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「就像時間永遠停頓一樣。」我976Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf5Xde7Bx1Y
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「消失、一個人、沒有人在乎、不會恐懼、一顆石頭。」他976Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNfTMOKOIOJ
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「但石頭也會消失的，但消失後的石頭會變成沙石，然後流進生命的循環976Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNkVEewqVIV
石頭也會變成某些事物的腳踏976Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMFcLqAmRrk
任何事物只要存在就會影響別人，就會有人在乎976Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmHNFy0ioXP
就好像我現在跟你說話一樣976Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo9WfFKyPP1
至少我當下還有介意著你的心976Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpy8WTPf9KO
雖然明天可能沒了976Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ORDogZhmW
但明天你也會面對新的別人976Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhGCNnNFq8m
到時就到他們在乎你。」我976Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5uW2a0Pz05
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「分開之後還會記得嗎？」他976Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh4o7CMhDkB
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「可能不會了976Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡor7zNI1ZDh
但當重遇某個相近的剎那976Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6wG2ka6MLA
還會有冒起對你的記憶。976Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfzcioDA4Kt
我們會忘記，但忘記過後才能憶記新的下一刻976Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX6IvbriDtR
尤其像我這些金魚腦的人，不忘記就容不下下一個剎那。」我976Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVHgWrUQ110
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「我怕因為認不得我記不得她她也記不得我。」他976Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbfO0JjiA2y
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「都不記得了，還怕什麼。」我976Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM0XuZVBHgp
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「還想再遇見還有很多話還沒說。」他976Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYFZ1yrAHXb
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「那就去吧976Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUShdPOORnQ
趁還記得的時候。」我976Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRAGdqwPeXu
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「可是要去哪裡才可以遇見？」他976Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjbM7Cwo5Lb
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「不知道976Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgvPtgmlQuh
當用盡你的方法直到絕望的時候976Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0TduwFTHJl
也許你就會知道。」我976Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzwOq9co05c
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一埸關於失戀的對話，記於10月25日晚

話說我得一個這樣的評價：「跟你說話會一直哭啊。」

我應該是要感到高興吧！

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