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生死與共是我給不出的答案
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生死與共是我給不出的答案
赤司對黑子的態度急轉直下47Please respect copyright.PENANA8m9h68Govm
一切的熱度降到了冰點47Please respect copyright.PENANA0Y8RSbaZKm
改變之快另黑子誤以為前些日子,赤司口中所吐出的愛語…根本就是謊言47Please respect copyright.PENANAQXhlMdQoBN
如同赤司是以騙術迷惑自己的詐欺師47Please respect copyright.PENANAwWwyY0LPmj
戴起了面具為自己不斷灌下迷情藥47Please respect copyright.PENANArAhKHG1RwC
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而最愚蠢的那人……便是相信了對方的自己……47Please respect copyright.PENANAkoVCWpitTJ
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「征君……我該怎麼辦…我心中早已經…全是你的容貌…」47Please respect copyright.PENANApYgHTVip1y
黑子痛苦的捲縮在只有自己溫度的冰冷床榻上…右手撫過已經三日為接待過主人的床鋪47Please respect copyright.PENANAYsnLlIHtjQ
上面……一絲熱度也沒有47Please respect copyright.PENANAX8gpHmpkv5
「征君……別離開我好不好」47Please respect copyright.PENANAKa2v689pUh
明知道赤司不會聽不到的……47Please respect copyright.PENANAD1Gc0i8TWg
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黑子自然不會懂得赤司的想法…原先兩人都是不會將心事表露於面孔上…更何況是刻意隱藏?47Please respect copyright.PENANAuJQtDH7ZLr
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赤司本人雖然抱有刻意迴避的想法,但這幾日確實軍務繁忙47Please respect copyright.PENANA5o5MLCa7qQ
巡視邊疆的動作更為頻繁47Please respect copyright.PENANAr4MSGGg93O
擊退北魏探子的次數也無法計數了……47Please respect copyright.PENANA3dgREHtfVa
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試圖騰出一個空窗期,讓自己冷卻對於黑子如狂嘯般的佔有慾47Please respect copyright.PENANAxVXU83VqMg
借著戰火找回最初無情緒的自己…同時讓眾人…以為黑子失寵…借此保全對方性命47Please respect copyright.PENANAyl4G3xaiut
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縱然知道黑子會為此感到傷心欲絕,但忍一時保全一世47Please respect copyright.PENANAI3vmpsp1jO
赤司懂得分寸,也懂得什麼是輕重緩急47Please respect copyright.PENANAAGbJTCM3p9
顧全局為優先……47Please respect copyright.PENANALpOWDwDH5f
所有軍人生涯中所上的第一課……47Please respect copyright.PENANAORiwpuULKq
他不可能忘記……47Please respect copyright.PENANAaXkh1IaFNg
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入夜時,安靜的官邸傳來大太監的高喊47Please respect copyright.PENANAdbAPpQJClp
「報,赤司將軍,北魏以發出狼煙挑釁,太上皇請將軍速速前去前線支援」47Please respect copyright.PENANAH7V6zg7ytu
待太監離去後,赤司面無波瀾的開始更衣47Please respect copyright.PENANAHXcgrvxnyB
如此大的動盪必定引來他此刻最不想見的人47Please respect copyright.PENANAbpTtOwpdKI
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聽見太監的高呼聲的黑子,驚訝的從寢殿中直奔置聲音來源的書室47Please respect copyright.PENANAEyvqCRDSCA
「難道…征君回來了?」47Please respect copyright.PENANA3Z0Pd0cbVK
顧不上擦乾淚水了,一路腳步凌亂的跑向那兒…47Please respect copyright.PENANAMWvK5SfX3o
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在門前時黑子腳步一個不穩47Please respect copyright.PENANAdUg4M6Uunl
此刻門恰好打開,赤司直接狀見他跌倒47Please respect copyright.PENANAQt1IjZCrgS
任憑鮮血攀附上無血色的臉頰47Please respect copyright.PENANAOUR3URlLmP
原以為赤司會接住他,但赤司並沒有47Please respect copyright.PENANAQM0tKSDUsf
而是繞過自己身旁繼續往前走去47Please respect copyright.PENANAWvYkGHatkB
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心臟頓時被掏空般…血液快速衝往胸口47Please respect copyright.PENANALs881UmOZR
痛徹入骨的悲慟讓黑子張口,無聲的哭喊47Please respect copyright.PENANASrmVhb2fup
一字一句,皆是赤司的名字……47Please respect copyright.PENANAbUt4kvRVhL
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心碎了一地,片片都成了拾不起的散沙47Please respect copyright.PENANAd52rYFOhwr
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「為什麼…要玩弄我……看我痛苦你很快樂嗎?……我已經不曉得我該如何面對你了……赤司將軍」47Please respect copyright.PENANAZpjAZkWu3i
「我還沒為你彈奏你愛的古箏啊……」47Please respect copyright.PENANAoxF2Ynj1Zh
面對赤司遠去的背影47Please respect copyright.PENANA02o9jj9mKa
黑子失聲的哭吼47Please respect copyright.PENANAIIkiXvnvM4
然而對方依舊頭也不回…放任自己承受赤司的疏離…47Please respect copyright.PENANAf7gRBjBYtT
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『赤司將軍……何時你我如此疏遠了…』47Please respect copyright.PENANAIAs3ofRGYj
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黑子永遠不會曉得,赤司面容是何等的狼狽47Please respect copyright.PENANAMSl77SLet2
「上蒼…聽見了我的祈禱了」47Please respect copyright.PENANAT7TkzWrAQZ
赤司漠然一笑……47Please respect copyright.PENANAd3OTRLN3Mv
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黑子……我能給你的…除了一次次廉價的道歉外…除此之外我無力完成47Please respect copyright.PENANAOLEwnNmbLS
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我連自身都難以保全……所以才更不願拉著你一併葬送火坑47Please respect copyright.PENANAmBHrfZnh1D
赤司一躍上馬,深深的看了官邸一眼,握緊畫戟直往邊塞奔去47Please respect copyright.PENANA8kMaOYtHsr
47Please respect copyright.PENANA9NCfZ18Qp8
馬蹄聲狂亂的洛陽城47Please respect copyright.PENANA5J89xNauG8
這一夜,出征時的陰風,吹散了多少對有情人47Please respect copyright.PENANAh6IKJ8dGQB
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黑子六神無主的走入藏書室…47Please respect copyright.PENANAhAgBdLdR1o
見到被硯臺壓主的紙張47Please respect copyright.PENANAFvyHKfOhP3
大大的黑子二字47Please respect copyright.PENANAQBEAMP9o3a
筆跡如同那日的凌厲,剛柔並濟47Please respect copyright.PENANAczVMaUfRQ2
「征君……!?」47Please respect copyright.PENANAqRuqRiAxND
攤開紙張47Please respect copyright.PENANAMWewHbGhpw
朱紅色的字句再次躍入眼簾47Please respect copyright.PENANAaaTA4KooFI
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「我們…不是生不逢時,只是愛上錯的人……」47Please respect copyright.PENANALWa1lRVQzZ
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「如果你有見到此信,便能證實上帝並不存在… 47Please respect copyright.PENANAjubiXSeBcJ
近日來對你的冷漠,我很抱歉,目前的情勢,南宋勢必會與北魏一戰,我並不相信任何人…對你出此態度…是在我視線範圍無法看到你時47Please respect copyright.PENANASt4RR24Z5p
還能保全你不會淪為逼我投降的棋子,我已察覺有人在監控你我的一言一行,北魏的國將曾對我說過“我定會找出你的弱點,一舉擊潰你”47Please respect copyright.PENANAulG5rCkTuB
然而我也定不會讓你遭遇此劫難47Please respect copyright.PENANAxZIkzBNdpx
許多事,並非你有情,有智謀便能順心47Please respect copyright.PENANAvaURyOpKa1
逆境無數,哪個戰勝國不是以冷血著名?47Please respect copyright.PENANAjiVLRRtdoq
不無情,死的便是你最熟悉的人,沙場比你所想的還來的大度…47Please respect copyright.PENANAq6N7HPpbS2
它容的下天地間的惡,容的下千萬人民的怨恨,容的下堆積成山的屍首與匯流成河的鮮血,唯獨容不下你垂憐與同情」47Please respect copyright.PENANAGwn9rYABBy
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「我不是不愛你,而是無法去愛你,我選錯了身份,而你選錯了已經背負錯誤的我……你能回頭我不能……」47Please respect copyright.PENANANSKGMi59ZQ
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「你欠我的一曲古調,或許也無法償清,而我卻欠下了你的一生,一把古箏,如同借據,向你借走了我負擔不了的事物」47Please respect copyright.PENANAxw0o1ZsFFD
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「戰爭停歇後,我要放下我的身份,與你浪跡一生……原先我是如此頃盼,但要你等待數年等待一個不知能否歸來的人,損失太重……」47Please respect copyright.PENANAYPvjR34kHY
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「總結上述……我愛你哲也……對不起…47Please respect copyright.PENANA7R55I9hajd
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征十郎 上」47Please respect copyright.PENANARAP6bhSDg3
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「征…君………」黑子無力的攙扶著木桌47Please respect copyright.PENANA2jzv97Ed3R
失聲的哭喊,但無論再多的呼喚都喚不回離自己而去的愛人47Please respect copyright.PENANABpbyQDa4ds
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「就算連我來世也一併借走……我也不會有怨言啊……」47Please respect copyright.PENANAd3JKSKnsEb
我已經……離不開你了啊……47Please respect copyright.PENANAE86M0euQkI
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