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〈心動＊瞬間〉ܤ° ０８

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「哥，你最近心情不錯的樣子。」我咬著最愛的鱈魚，萬般好奇地開了口。 39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEegdjV5i6U
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哥哥今晚特地準備了一桌子的食物，來慶祝考完基測的我。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtdaexlrM0x
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「是呀！」跟我們說話總帶笑容的哥哥，這次感覺上更像喜上加喜。 39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWmTe6wIbtZ
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「我在台北找到房子了。」哥哥似乎想給我們一個驚喜：「而且呢，我已經上了台大醫學系，只是之前沒跟你們說。」 39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVVsaTCfCwX
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「什……什麼！」這是我和弟弟一致的反應，這驚喜也太大了吧。 39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNlm0I6nD9b
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「我原本想一個人搬去住，但這樣媽媽壓力會很大，所以我打算帶著你們一起上台北。助學貸款我也辦好了，我想大家住一起會比較好。」 39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0iH9PJvCL9
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這話衝擊力可不小，我停下手中的筷子：「不是說會回媽媽那嗎？」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYHDskhmHpk
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真是這樣的話，那我的高中…… 

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「妳放心吧！小筑。」哥哥難得盛了第二碗飯：「媽那裡我早就商量好了，她也很樂意跟大家一起上去。而且聽說，媽媽身邊有一個很照顧她的叔叔，這陣子心情穩定很多。至於妳的考區部分，我也跟妳老師聯絡過，幾個月前已經改成北區了，妳應該會想上復興美工吧？之前不也參加了藝能測驗？我想妳沒問題的。」 39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEE5UZ7KQIp
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「可是說搬就搬……」這次回話的是紀道光。如果真的要搬的話，那他豈不是要轉學到台北去了！ 39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCYpGSEq61n
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「道光，我知道你想待在原來的學校，但學校沒有宿舍可以住。哥哥知道對再一年就畢業的你很殘忍，我還是希望你能跟著我們去台北。」 39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXKrurouOgU
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「這……」紀道光陷入了氣憤與掙扎之中。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjHQC94ksv4
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而我的心情同樣是亂糟糟的，這樣的消息來得太快，害我不知道該怎麼面對。 39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Xd3JtDhYA
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雖然哥哥視此為好事，但對我和弟弟來說，是天大的打擊。 39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVDW1pqmiJy
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走著走著，腳步在公園前停住了。 39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF57TTiFu9Z
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現在的星期天已經不需要等哥哥下課了，但我還是會習慣性地來這看一下。紀道光下星期三有籃球比賽，現在正加緊練習中。 39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe7PEQUmE9Q
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抱著素描本，滿腦子都是以後要搬到台北的事，面對陌生的環境我並不怕，我總是一個人在城市裡渡過。沒有特別要好的朋友，也沒有美好的學校回憶，我想到了台北應該也是如此。 39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtSGP3BRcKK
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其實後來想想，這次搬家，對我其實沒什麼差別，升上高中本來就會遇見新的人事物。反倒應該是紀道光比較苦惱，要跟快要一起畢業的朋友分開，這讓他最近有點提不起勁。 39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA6s7L4J2SY
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但是，總覺得心中一直存有種莫名的失落。 39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmxT6yVSOBl
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有些不想要離開這個城市，不想離開現在的生活。 39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSVGstUkbx6
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以前從鄉下搬進市區時，心情轉換上並沒有什麼很大的差異，可是為什麼…… 39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq10CCs1W18
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現在的我，卻開始懷念起在這個城市生活的一點一滴？ 39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR3W8PqmPrK
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或許只有那麼一點點的成分在，可是這對我來說就算上是很特殊、很怪異的感受了，我從來沒有這樣過。 39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4gBRGOtVw8
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每星期都會固定來的公園，不久後就要說再見了。 39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1uapeFBGxo
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每星期固定會坐在大榕樹下的安靜時光，也不會再有了。 39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIocf1Kg1Wk
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每星期一定會看著他投籃的背影，之後更是瞧不見了。 39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡApVGCC3gTX
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我的腦袋裡彷若對這個公園有著特殊的情感，在這裡有著特別的回憶。 39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡckmgcvLNtd
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在這裡拿著素描本到處尋找著做畫靈感，然後遇見了正在射籃的他。 39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGp2PuG4oWT
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那樣耀眼的存在，成了我每次筆下的世界。 39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDceyfNr56v
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在雨中哭泣著的那天，他將我從淚城中拉到平穩的岸上。 39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpF9YebQdAF
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奇怪，為何開始想起了和他之間的過往。 39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSoFwdpwJL7
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不，那是我自己腦中的回憶，對他來說，大概算是不值一提的事情。 39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXkpnjfxZ6d
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我突然不想抽離沒有他的環境，這是什麼奇怪的魔法？我居然會這麼想。 39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO1jdVKkqqS
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難道……有什麼原因，才讓我如此地掛念？ 39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡatnMncjoPs
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放下書包，我速速坐上球場邊的長椅。 39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ79nlxs0cAq
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小心翼翼地翻開素描本，卻又等不及畫下現在心裡的感覺。老舊的自動筆飛過地在紙上揮動，我勾起了嘴角。 39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3BQYDP49Fw
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眼中映著場上活躍的幾個身影，讓人捨不得的畫面。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyaetZ50f39
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「姐，回家囉！」紀道光搖搖我纖細的肩膀：「待會小銘學長要請大家喝珍奶，妳要去嗎？」 39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF9n1vZvUgZ
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「喔，可……可以呀。」我鈍鈍回答，其實是很不希望他們練習的時間結束。 39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8mqZcKOzFK
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「妳又再畫什麼了嗎？」衛晨佑擦擦汗，在我椅後感興趣地晃呀晃。 39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡho6GZlGbBh
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「啊──沒……沒什麼特別的。」我嚇得趕緊闔上素描本。希望他沒看到我剛剛畫了些什麼。 39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXLFIjMoLlB
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「是喔，那如過妳想告訴我什麼，隨時都歡迎喔！」他留下這句話後，便離開我身邊。 39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7hfQ4On6y6
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「想要說的話？」我有想要跟他說什麼嗎？不知道。 39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJs4l5eDvni
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可是的確，我很想跟他說些話，因為，以後大概見不到他了。 39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIvIkvEV0f9
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心中驟然有股強烈揪心感…… 

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「我想先走了。」我起身：「時間不早了，大家回去休息吧。掰掰！」 39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUwvuUKmwNC
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我不想理清現在的情緒，這樣是不是比較好？ 39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIG8Clf5gxg
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「喔，可以呀！那麼以後再連絡啦！」賴鴻銘說得好像下星期還會再見一樣，他並不曉得我們不會出現在那個公園了……  

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至少一陣子。 39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx0aBWeAw3t
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「以後我們還是會在那個公園打籃球，到時候你們想找我們聊天說話，都隨時歡迎！」衛晨佑好像又強調什麼似的往我這說。 39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ73fhY4QBxG
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「嗯。」紀道光猛點頭，很不想離開這兩位學長：「一定會。」 39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVOOQEz3WZ2
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我默默不語，也早決定不去想這些。 39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOVWemmFJ6f
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因為，越想越糊塗……  

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越想越無奈……