聽了姚露薇的故事之後,亞克恩沉默了許久。398Please respect copyright.PENANASZA7nimc0Z
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「我一直都為這件事情感到自責。」李梓秧注視著客廳一隅,彷佛看見了當年開開心心地宣佈想要去幼稚園的姚露薇,心底是一陣抽痛,「如果當時我可以阻止她,也許她就不會有陰影了吧。」398Please respect copyright.PENANAxHxJx1xJut
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「不,我覺得您的做法是正確的。」398Please respect copyright.PENANA4xnfj8YFUV
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李梓秧望向亞克恩,眼神有點不安。398Please respect copyright.PENANAv9u5D7w2iY
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「這是她的選擇,您只是順著她的意思而已。如果當時您沒有讓她去嘗試做自己想做的事情,可能會是另外一種災難,缺陷總是要面對才會成長,您不需要自責。」398Please respect copyright.PENANAkL3AXU8XEn
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但這樣的回答,李梓秧卻露出了無奈的神情。398Please respect copyright.PENANAEoiZAq3zhN
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「我曾經為了這孩子的未來感到擔憂,她的力氣就算是收斂了,看起來能像一般孩子那樣生活,但是……我好怕沒有人能接受她這個力量,如果她因此被厭惡,沒有朋友或伴侶而終身孤獨的話──」398Please respect copyright.PENANAqJz5voMFgm
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咚。398Please respect copyright.PENANAes9864JRfq
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樓梯那邊傳來東西掉落的聲響。398Please respect copyright.PENANAcPCBWTAfIq
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兩人愣地回頭望,卻發現姚露薇不知何時已下樓梯,而手中原本還剩下半杯的馬克杯掉落在地上,杯水濕了一地。398Please respect copyright.PENANADxmcGMOqbw
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穿著粉紅色睡衣的她背對著兩人,身體微微發顫。398Please respect copyright.PENANA4BNGMuLkgO
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「小……小薇?」李梓秧的聲音有點顫抖。398Please respect copyright.PENANAanjeRil5ca
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「媽……妳為什麼要把那件事情說給別人聽呢?」姚露薇的聲音聽起來像是在壓抑著什麼,哽咽著,「原來在妳心裡是這樣想的啊……對不起,讓妳擔心了呢。」398Please respect copyright.PENANAnXwTTWuaFH
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「小薇──」398Please respect copyright.PENANA4FSKsfk61K
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不理會李梓秧的呼喚,姚露薇衝出家門。398Please respect copyright.PENANAnNZhDVeFln
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「小薇!」398Please respect copyright.PENANAuyyM5G72hP
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亞克恩稍微安撫李梓秧的情緒後,趕緊追去。398Please respect copyright.PENANAbWT0hXUi1b
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姚露薇像是要將激動的情緒給一口氣宣洩出來那樣,只能拔腿狂奔,不曉得穿越了多少巷弄,最後是終於累到跑不動了,才緩下腳步。398Please respect copyright.PENANAbR3LswKC5o
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她抬頭,目前自己目前所在地是座小公園。398Please respect copyright.PENANAEN43PuyKY1
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這附近她不太熟悉,平常也很少會路過這裡,她都還沒踏進公園就已經可以看見全貌了──範圍真的很小。398Please respect copyright.PENANAW7aczzZVxl
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小公園裡除了基本的幾棵樹以及休息的長椅之外,僅有一座盪鞦韆,這個時間點,已經沒有小孩子嬉戲的身影,而且這裡其實比較偏僻,目前沒有人在附近散步。398Please respect copyright.PENANA6hwrkdG0as
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她稍微冷靜下來之後,才發現自己居然穿著睡衣就跑出來了,連內衣都沒穿……怪彆扭的,但既然這個時間點沒幾隻貓,應該也不用擔心被誰看到,只希望不要遇到變態就是了。398Please respect copyright.PENANA5tXJdUuDq3
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不過,前提是那個變態挨得過她憤怒一拳的話才需要擔心啦。398Please respect copyright.PENANARJmhEb4CwF
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以這種尷尬的情況下跑出來,她也不想回家面對家人。398Please respect copyright.PENANAnA2iTy8Yc1
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她坐上盪鞦韆,踮著腳尖,隨著鞦韆輕微擺晃。398Please respect copyright.PENANAdGVlbSNi7F
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其實李梓秧擔心的並沒有錯,姚露薇確實還記得那麼小的時候發生的事情──更正確來講,應該是傷痕造成的陰影到現在還壟罩著她,她就算是想要忘懷也無法。398Please respect copyright.PENANALYNFoc6DCT
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發生那件事情之後,姚家不約而同地粉飾太平,不再過問之前的事情,姚露薇也從來沒想過,有天這件事情突然又被提起,還未痊癒的傷口一口氣被挖開,帶來的衝擊力道還真不小。398Please respect copyright.PENANA8XH99z3W4n
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畢竟對姚露薇來說,這傷痕至始至終都未被治癒,只是暫時被凍結在心底的某一隅罷了。398Please respect copyright.PENANAr2LrhaftIF
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四周靜悄悄的,也許是靜謐與思緒沉澱的關係,姚露薇腦海裡浮現了模糊的記憶片段。398Please respect copyright.PENANAChxru5CTvc
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果然就算現在想起來,還是覺得很難受。398Please respect copyright.PENANA6FncFNK241
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姚露薇垂下眼簾,心底隱隱抽痛。398Please respect copyright.PENANARvPmzcWEfM
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自從發生那件事情之後,姚露薇心中有個芥蒂,不僅只是害怕真實的自己被別人發現,更是害怕在被發現之後,原本對自己善意的眼光會瞬間變成惶恐與指責,特別是對自己喜歡的人這樣討厭──398Please respect copyright.PENANAdP2LUagZHb
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那真的太令人受傷了啊。398Please respect copyright.PENANADQhClVik35
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那件事情,就算他人不知道全貌,母親也不該對外人說的啊……她明明知道姚露薇到底為此而多受傷,為什麼還要說出來?簡直就像是被信任的人給背叛了一樣,感覺糟糕到不行。398Please respect copyright.PENANAtITFE5Pfwr
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更何況,她一點都不希望亞克恩知道那段往事。398Please respect copyright.PENANAPdEkDBQhFr
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因為她好害怕,就連知道自己真實樣貌卻還是留在身邊的亞克恩,未來有天會不會也像之前那些人一樣,翻臉不認人,造成讓她至今都難以忘懷的傷痛,如果是亞克恩的話,她覺得承受不住。398Please respect copyright.PENANACH2I0bVBym
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還有,原來母親是這樣擔心自己,太丟臉了……398Please respect copyright.PENANA8vQQJaJ5tR
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姚露薇還以為,她是靠自己走出來的,但事實卻似乎不是如此啊。398Please respect copyright.PENANApuM92zeHKK
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「小薇!」398Please respect copyright.PENANAoDp3eq7e9I
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亞克恩的聲音劃破寧靜,姚露薇抬頭,看見他不知何時走進公園。398Please respect copyright.PENANAirZYr3B5bj
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因為公園很小,亞克恩馬上就看出了她的位置,並大步走來。398Please respect copyright.PENANAutqpcDn5rG
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姚露薇雖然沒有避開,但穩下腳步不讓鞦韆擺晃,下意識握緊鐵鍊。398Please respect copyright.PENANAH1Kbfk5pVl
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「小薇,回去吧。」398Please respect copyright.PENANACOnRSaDzWT
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聽見他的聲音,姚露薇的內心有些許的期盼。398Please respect copyright.PENANAqUzgbXOuTA
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也許這樣會被說很任性之類的,但她這時候真的很想確認亞克恩並不會把自己當成麻煩,而是「打從心底希望她回去」。398Please respect copyright.PENANAc7m1SNkruz
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「我覺得,妳不該這樣對妳母親。」398Please respect copyright.PENANAsQ7Duc7k6j
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姚露薇心底一陣落空,原來他只是來說教的啊。398Please respect copyright.PENANAWtmsVds0er
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姚露薇感到空口陣陣抽痛,抿嘴,雖然天黑而看不見她的表情,只聽聲音判斷似乎心情挺平靜的,「不要管我,我等等就回去了。」398Please respect copyright.PENANAQlioA2kbb4
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「都這麼晚了,妳的母親會擔心的。」398Please respect copyright.PENANAE6HaRctHV4
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──那為什麼不是你擔心呢?398Please respect copyright.PENANApW3cf6ea1W
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