I am dreading growing old.215Please respect copyright.PENANAsosVrWOb0H
I was looking on Craigslist, at their jobs and domestic gigs,215Please respect copyright.PENANAU6AqxdzBQw
everyone asked for a young female.215Please respect copyright.PENANA2IKduKXf1t
what happens when I grow old,215Please respect copyright.PENANA74pT9q2GWi
what happens when my tits sag 215Please respect copyright.PENANAYDZ9HlwErB
and wrinkles are ingrained in my skin,215Please respect copyright.PENANAP8tbgfSnXd
will I no longer be wanted?215Please respect copyright.PENANAVM749qJWbI
No longer desired or admired.215Please respect copyright.PENANAKpZza3koSv
will I just be old?215Please respect copyright.PENANAhqhrUT6gUk
With nothing to show for it, no children no husband. 215Please respect copyright.PENANAzx94w9ErXQ
Just215Please respect copyright.PENANANAq7cQyFoN
Old.215Please respect copyright.PENANAPqgtvJ6fDv
215Please respect copyright.PENANAReu0CD440s
What then will I have to offer if not my body or my face?215Please respect copyright.PENANAZTY4hahPkg
I'll have to be good at something,215Please respect copyright.PENANAjIP50IfcAK
I’ll have to find a trade, I'll have to have marketable skills215Please respect copyright.PENANAMHdA1RR2Js
I can't just get by being shallow and selfish and vain215Please respect copyright.PENANAeK6i47Dq7h
I'll have to be somebody215Please respect copyright.PENANAsMnSPoqVIp
or I could be miserable, clinging to the last shreds of my youth215Please respect copyright.PENANAjhaWYEldyz
but I know I can't keep it.215Please respect copyright.PENANAAFyoZd25cK
Good things never last.215Please respect copyright.PENANATHucE9fd4g
215Please respect copyright.PENANA0s96HTYA0n
I don't know when youth became so important to me215Please respect copyright.PENANAAzKvLJYkT4
but now I understand the quest for the Holy Grail215Please respect copyright.PENANAek50h52DCO
and why so many people died over it215Please respect copyright.PENANAavDBtsmEnR
Cause if I had the chance to go after something to keep me young and beautiful forever,215Please respect copyright.PENANA8BGmMcBtzd
I would.215Please respect copyright.PENANA5b6GUO23HJ
perhaps that makes me a bad human,215Please respect copyright.PENANAw3gSPGQdTv
a bad feminist215Please respect copyright.PENANApfm7K1wAAZ
bad person,215Please respect copyright.PENANAOzJYT90fA6
but all I know is it's the truth215Please respect copyright.PENANAWUanFP6oK9
and I would do it,215Please respect copyright.PENANAlVWtFeCnSn
215Please respect copyright.PENANAkvlT4ZN7nt
I would give up so much to stay desirable.215Please respect copyright.PENANAqEJZB6IUaC
Because I've never been desired before215Please respect copyright.PENANAC5lEhPrcnW
and I can't imagine living without the feeling of somebody wanting me,215Please respect copyright.PENANAhJ4vwQmH2e
but who would want me when I'm old and ugly?215Please respect copyright.PENANAZsxn7BRMjk
and my skin sags from my bones215Please respect copyright.PENANA8JzjWylR1H
and there's fat bulging out of my stomach215Please respect copyright.PENANA6UtLGSmlUV
my neck doubling,215Please respect copyright.PENANAWTf74vDZ0s
When my eyes are hooded and bagged and so very sad215Please respect copyright.PENANAHMCm4HI0kr
215Please respect copyright.PENANACTp5MshhS4
some people think when you get older looks matter less215Please respect copyright.PENANAjWM6m2QHkD
But that's not true, nobody wants that215Please respect copyright.PENANAYlpxhiWIop
they always go after young childlike innocence and naiveté.215Please respect copyright.PENANAkbUxGzydTu
What will I be?215Please respect copyright.PENANAJvch6TytEg
Chopped liver I suppose.215Please respect copyright.PENANAky7bCgNbJo
This is no self-pitying write, just a sharing of truths between fools215Please respect copyright.PENANAC7WPa6L2d2
215Please respect copyright.PENANAa27XcS76jC
I'm so afraid I've wasted my life215Please respect copyright.PENANA5ikmg3HifP
I'm young215Please respect copyright.PENANAQVs523hxpx
I have done nothing time is flying by215Please respect copyright.PENANAaw9kVrq15q
I don't know where it's going but it's leaving me too fast215Please respect copyright.PENANA2PjksCinbO
Keeps slipping from my fists.215Please respect copyright.PENANA63AksDknyx
I can't keep up (c’mon, keep up).215Please respect copyright.PENANAv356y7VqI5
I just keep on running and running after it but I can't keep up.215Please respect copyright.PENANAQ2x3yn7Ub3
I can't keep up i can't keep up i can't keep up i can't keep up215Please respect copyright.PENANAEU8coVHIZa
Hoping to get somewhere but I stay stagnant.215Please respect copyright.PENANAhFddQsxJp2
215Please respect copyright.PENANAu8OdP1RTeP
now that I'm appealing, my whole life has been consumed by vanity215Please respect copyright.PENANA7H0rdnhYzy
I feel it closing in on me215Please respect copyright.PENANAK7RB04W6TV
I must be this horrid beast like in Dorian Gray,215Please respect copyright.PENANACEXbMwRyWf
looking in the mirror I see my painting.215Please respect copyright.PENANAFJaKPBGVxV
my maggot-infested flesh staring back at me through those wretched, rotting yellow eyes,215Please respect copyright.PENANAHlkBqCnI5b
I know they're going to be my demise.215Please respect copyright.PENANAj5spjvwx3J
215Please respect copyright.PENANAMnQYrbtkkX
But I just lay here in bed letting the crinkles around my eyes deepen215Please respect copyright.PENANAXoeA7rBek9
the lines around my mouth stretch cause I smile too much.215Please respect copyright.PENANAlz3Gb8cpTK
Letting the sun dot my skin in a dusting of freckles. 215Please respect copyright.PENANAHGzqwSrZFq
my hips, and how they widen. Childbearing wise. 215Please respect copyright.PENANAN4Kds3410m
215Please respect copyright.PENANAfxeJq0OY2z
People say when I get older I'll have children and a husband to keep me occupied but I will have neither215Please respect copyright.PENANADnErNNZuj7
because I know myself if not anyone else215Please respect copyright.PENANA5reA8YN139
and I know I can never hold on to anything that long.215Please respect copyright.PENANAskJtusoqi1
215Please respect copyright.PENANAHl5mIUHDo5
i don't want to grow old i don't want to grow old i don't want to grow old
I am dreading growing old.215Please respect copyright.PENANASz5KGZ9lh9
I was looking on Craigslist, at their jobs and domestic gigs,215Please respect copyright.PENANAKezfdJlSkR
everyone asked for a young female.215Please respect copyright.PENANAlEwF868IHT
what happens when I grow old,215Please respect copyright.PENANAlcxTxvrik2
what happens when my tits sag 215Please respect copyright.PENANADN7hEv4zPF
and wrinkles are ingrained in my skin,215Please respect copyright.PENANAdCiDYCFMEH
will I no longer be wanted?215Please respect copyright.PENANAJXB9ANUwN0
No longer desired or admired.215Please respect copyright.PENANAkVzDmeoXgN
will I just be old?215Please respect copyright.PENANAF4u6gmKItV
With nothing to show for it, no children no husband. 215Please respect copyright.PENANAY910IUh2Ut
Just215Please respect copyright.PENANAG3oZP1Lauo
Old.215Please respect copyright.PENANA7FcmZfcRfn
What then will I have to offer if not my body or my face?215Please respect copyright.PENANAn2MZ72bbHq
I'll have to be good at something,215Please respect copyright.PENANAM3g3GzaJf2
I’ll have to find a trade, I'll have to have marketable skills215Please respect copyright.PENANAtii2e3I1yz
I can't just get by being shallow and selfish and vain215Please respect copyright.PENANAtFNduFSaUh
I'll have to be somebody215Please respect copyright.PENANAA6ZuxZNZt1
or I could be miserable, clinging to the last shreds of my youth215Please respect copyright.PENANA83JvsFfFXs
but I know I can't keep it.215Please respect copyright.PENANAIoV2Nsg2t4
Good things never last.215Please respect copyright.PENANAcngsPirm42
215Please respect copyright.PENANAwZs3jMCiQD
I don't know when youth became so important to me215Please respect copyright.PENANArUkhzQdReD
but now I understand the quest for the Holy Grail215Please respect copyright.PENANAgws4XSMrkc
and why so many people died over it215Please respect copyright.PENANAMTNLbk72dA
Cause if I had the chance to go after something to keep me young and beautiful forever,215Please respect copyright.PENANAD4kYnS6bHS
I would.215Please respect copyright.PENANA08n9q14NqO
perhaps that makes me a bad human,215Please respect copyright.PENANACqyCNYpywP
a bad feminist215Please respect copyright.PENANA2yWcgC6sjB
bad person,215Please respect copyright.PENANAfyroykBrNg
but all I know is it's the truth215Please respect copyright.PENANAtqrqopRjQI
and I would do it,215Please respect copyright.PENANAshoJ7gFGvV
215Please respect copyright.PENANAz719MkPmJD
I would give up so much to stay desirable.215Please respect copyright.PENANAEk2zOSgEMH
Because I've never been desired before215Please respect copyright.PENANAJt5eHB6KXB
and I can't imagine living without the feeling of somebody wanting me,215Please respect copyright.PENANArPwpbiwuov
but who would want me when I'm old and ugly?215Please respect copyright.PENANALEW3OVxlvW
and my skin sags from my bones215Please respect copyright.PENANA5h6FKisrME
and there's fat bulging out of my stomach215Please respect copyright.PENANANHgHHYlgSf
my neck doubling,215Please respect copyright.PENANADO1Nu7408c
When my eyes are hooded and bagged and so very sad215Please respect copyright.PENANAvhDPbdLMPc
215Please respect copyright.PENANAAMw7hUdiKq
some people think when you get older looks matter less215Please respect copyright.PENANAIkAvuONWwp
But that's not true, nobody wants that215Please respect copyright.PENANAuog0O1YTey
they always go after young childlike innocence and naiveté.215Please respect copyright.PENANAZRnGrAfRrb
What will I be?215Please respect copyright.PENANAX5r3y0c09G
Chopped liver I suppose.215Please respect copyright.PENANAFBf7pgiDsS
This is no self-pitying write, just a sharing of truths between fools215Please respect copyright.PENANAj9MyVTTQb0
215Please respect copyright.PENANA2xWRSeYrZ2
I'm so afraid I've wasted my life215Please respect copyright.PENANAGT7wJbVfQc
I'm 20215Please respect copyright.PENANAsZ8yy6t0Jh
I have done nothing time is flying by215Please respect copyright.PENANAPs0Kj3UHWu
I don't know where it's going but it's leaving me too fast215Please respect copyright.PENANAOA8znQ3bLN
Keeps slipping from my fists.215Please respect copyright.PENANAJa6leHiB8T
I can't keep up (c’mon, keep up).215Please respect copyright.PENANAZpR00qIq6N
I just keep on running and running after it but I can't keep up.215Please respect copyright.PENANA1NRWYA6qg4
I can't keep up i can't keep up i can't keep up i can't keep up215Please respect copyright.PENANAelh2ciQqjq
Hoping to get somewhere but I stay stagnant.215Please respect copyright.PENANAJUv2bRa5F9
215Please respect copyright.PENANALVMx6e8peF
now that I'm appealing, my whole life has been consumed by vanity215Please respect copyright.PENANACS9ZDB2BQm
I feel it closing in on me215Please respect copyright.PENANAZ8J5IxKhjz
I must be this horrid beast like in Dorian Gray,215Please respect copyright.PENANAmxTfIQ1PbN
looking in the mirror I see my painting.215Please respect copyright.PENANAobssLCuCi3
my maggot-infested flesh staring back at me through those wretched, rotting yellow eyes,215Please respect copyright.PENANAML2nkPspVx
I know they're going to be my demise.215Please respect copyright.PENANA7SkOnzznoS
215Please respect copyright.PENANApnrMqFROSN
But I just lay here in bed letting the crinkles around my eyes deepen215Please respect copyright.PENANA8vcK43riYV
the lines around my mouth stretch cause I smile too much.215Please respect copyright.PENANAnqMPFnw06O
Letting the sun dot my skin in a dusting of freckles. 215Please respect copyright.PENANA6BwnZgkE9I
my hips, and how they widen. Childbearing wise. 215Please respect copyright.PENANA87rKyZPSGs
215Please respect copyright.PENANA2RKePXw4jk
People say when I get older I'll have children and a husband to keep me occupied but I will have neither215Please respect copyright.PENANA8WQ2ZvdAIj
because I know myself if not anyone else215Please respect copyright.PENANA19Cz49SmG7
and I know I can never hold on to anything that long.215Please respect copyright.PENANAMFVvegVxmA
215Please respect copyright.PENANAq2bBhvO6h2
i don't want to grow old i don't want to grow old i don't want to grow old