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and my feet are sliding across the floor instead728Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaG97gGVIWJ
of lifting with each step because I can’t find the energy728Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu3326fOPwC
to pick them up and set them back down.728Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuyF1YzlxDK
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my feet on the floor, please lift them up and walk728Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3t4ZY2A8e9
like a normal person, thank you.728Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGwtM61alLo
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I try everyday to lift myself up and keep walking728Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOFQh2lAuKe
but like my feet, I am scuffing across the ground728Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR7tUKh3WpN
just barely making it from one place to another728Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡslv1WKIpRB
without damage.
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Just this Wednesday I was driving home728Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxoQ2n5GzlE
on the highway, 480 West from Brookpark Road728Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcnUtIsfu77
where the RTA takes me to Cleveland for classes, and728Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmG2wYMh5qA
during the drive, I couldn’t focus on the road before me728Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM12CDof9WV
because the news that Trump had won left me shaken728Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3MtE8IZhIO
for those I’m not sure how to help728Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCLa9zAe5yU
when I’ve been given a privilege I didn’t ask for.728Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeMpnEcEjta
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I contemplated the notion of jerking the wheel728Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHT3erbFuC4
to the left and letting my car hit the divide between the728Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS9BROWdAb1
highway East and the highway West; allow myself to728Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg9gPGVptMC
collide with the wall, break through and destroy728Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTvWe2duKnV
the other side.728Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC64JBt3kDh
Then, I contemplated jerking the wheel to the right728Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgWKsMJTgvp
into the ditch along the grass so I wouldn’t728Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkHX7XmRDW8
harm anyone else in the process. But I728Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbmcytGQ5ve
didn’t do either, even though I728Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm4AELf41un
got so scared for a minute728Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0VrvaCECpL
that I would.
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Last year on August 22nd, my birthday, I had a similar728Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡamtUqXjrST
reaction to suicidal thoughts. I had a rough728Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb5gaCLLMDW
birthday; I worked, I was lonely, I felt728Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ67i3gjQOC3
pathetic, worthless, uncared for and forgotten728Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ePvfE392A
so I took the sharpest and largest kitchen knife728Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPveovdChiG
and I pressed the tip of it to my chest, above my heart728Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhBI8h6ndvW
and sobbed until I couldn’t sob anymore.728Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiLczpw8I4p
I did not press the sharp edge deep enough to728Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMHY4a1aYza
draw blood, but it was the first time728Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9DOEfr1q4a
I had allowed myself to728Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp57M8oab7b
get so close to the temptation.
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I say that I want to die a lot, even though I never728Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzkQ6OeJ6QM
actually reach out and go through with it728Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPeWqluea6F
I think because I’m afraid of not existing728Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI2seQlKeQG
just as I’m afraid of existing. And lately I728Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkGNu7PfYWS
have people who reach out to me when I’m not sure728Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2xTk5MmDkX
how to reach out to them, and it’s sweet to have people728Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuWFSNB50hn
support me, but I go right back to wanting to isolate myself728Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ35N6AHVUMy
and give up. I have thought about dying every day728Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG0KOHL7aI5
for the last few weeks and I wish I could just728Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGvivdA7w0H
go through with it.
I’m tired.728Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQDmL61NcVK
I’m so tired of being forgotten, of arguing728Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7xaARMBN3O
for people to care about me when they should728Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡafVkTQ6ccg
care about me on their own. I often think that728Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjypb4PIUyX
I should just stop putting in such an effort for those that728Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh6XHz9Xse3
do not consider me, but I can’t seem to stop caring.728Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoGENUy6EmV
She often hurts me more than she improves my life728Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN9mz3JwVaV
but I’m too afraid to say anything because728Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcWMukkhe2Z
I need her. I need her to exist728Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtbQ3uouguK
in my existence, and I need her to728Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzSvjNbjosq
be by my side.728Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAqnqnta99h
But I’m tired.
I’m tired728Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMDzQLeOpPY
of being tired728Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNfQjaCSoVk
in this tiring life.
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