我牽著童桐的手，然後舉到胸前：「我同童桐…開始拍拖。」1187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGCLRbVrAXr
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要交代的，就只有這件事。1187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjD34Pv5lDn
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在旁人眼中大概很普通，很平常吧。從小到大玩在一起，待在一塊的我們成為情侶，可能在眾人眼中成為情侶是何等的理所當然。1187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrNVG7o2oek
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天曉得我們經歷了甚麼。1187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡimRSBGjF3a
1187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgB6wC43i7h
「終於呀。」我媽平淡地說，一臉不出所料的樣子。1187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXxOTBqANrK
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我爸點點頭，舉起姆指，然後出門上班去。1187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgZo29zeUMy
1187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR79xJvIpFD
就這樣簡單地向我父母和童桐爺爺嫲嫲交代了後，我們的生活其實沒甚麼變化。真的，我以為我與童桐會有甚麼改變，但我們之間的日常只是回到原點。1187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXsWAeCFe0U
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「呀遊，幫我吹頭髮～」1187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeTzvL5tK5A
1187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFG1IRrLD2n
「嗯～」1187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1MISjlBnQq
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一如以往地幫懶惰成性的童桐吹乾頭髮。1187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1nqrx9pnoX
1187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ9SHiUX2X2
「呀遊，今晚我煮飯俾你食呀！」1187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCl8wNfhmHw
1187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJXXac2aH0G
「咁我去買野飲？」1187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTfmeSzb2Hk
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一如以往地互相去對方的家中晚飯。1187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeBjMjDqKD2
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「亞基里斯你又痾？！」1187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeqXtD9x2Uh
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「咪又係你餵太多搞到咁…」1187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqBR0Bws2Sf
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一如以往地帶亞基散步。1187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTgOD4yohrh
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因為我們真的太過親近，即使確立了情侶關係後我們也沒甚麼改變，身體接觸是多了，確立正式關係後會做的也做過了，但其他一切如常。1187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy92SoZK4Yf
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這使我有種…奇怪的感覺。1187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG3jKapyQ4b
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不過也就是「這樣子」嗎，我有這種感覺。1187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOSByQ0zvzi
1187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzRMG3PtJ5A
我看過一套動畫叫靈魂奇異記，當中有個比喻是這樣的：有一條小魚問鯨魚，「大海怎樣去？我要去大海。」，鯨魚傻眼：「這兒就是大海呀？」，小魚不信：「不不不，這只是水裡，我要找的是大海。」1187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm5o1RyKmE8
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準確對白我不記得，但我現在感覺自己就是那尾小魚。1187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX3gkitnxBR
1187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡje3oihs48v
差別在於我知道自己已經到了終點，到了大海，我終於成為了童桐的男朋友。1187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcxqLUmGUu8
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但……也就是這樣罷了，大海就和水裡一樣。1187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU9xToqHVF5
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說得我都好像是個渣男了，但一向視童桐為終極目標，窮一生追逐，犧牲一切也要得到的我，真的得到她了。1187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYf6n0Q6MCD
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之後呢？1187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjpOmbyH4Z8
1187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJKUqN9hYvf
沒有想像中興奮，沒有想像中狂喜，我以為自己成功得米之時，會好像中了六合彩一樣大喜大笑，會好像手機抽蛋單抽SSR，會如那天婚禮童桐主動吻我那樣吧。1187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ36TpKBn5AC
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但沒有，完全沒有，我心情平淡得我以為自己精神或心臟有問題。1187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEPJyKOxoux
1187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Ci2iWl4fk
我怎麼了？——在好幾次和童桐聊完電話睡覺後，我都質問自己。1187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeRGwXAqvpe
1187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzdEqf9UkQU
現在的我幸福嗎？幸福。1187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhSzwlLMd9u
1187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlC1Jw3mdXH
現在的我快樂嗎？快樂。1187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6jYYAgJtzL
1187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBBdR77JRXS
現在我的滿足嗎？滿足。1187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbabYdcHm90
1187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJDQNdMLsOq
那麼我現在是怎麼？為甚麼在茫然？1187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAkAVwRoFg9
1187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnzp2b09WEH
我有時甚至會看著我爸釣回來的鮮魚，本已在大海的牠氣絕於我爸的小冰盒之中，溶化的冰水中也是水裡，牠還會想找大海嗎？我會苦苦思索著這問題直到出神，直到我媽拿菜刀一刀拍昏那尾魚的「砰」一聲才回過神來。1187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxCeXPHqiFp
1187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfLXQAcOhii
至於童桐的話，她比我正常多了。1187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIWLxpchKTQ
1187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEO8SnwGIb0
雖然我和她之間直接跳過了熱戀期，但童桐卻愈來愈黏我。1187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhvZjqP5QOG
1187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdcAvB8kGDo
「呀遊，早晨～」1187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLgmmdEJvVw
1187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGoghq8khfM
「What！the！Fu…」1187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCzgHV4RiWQ
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試過幾次早上瞪開眼，童桐現在不只是坐在床尾或站在我旁邊，而是鑽到我的被窩中輕擁著我。是很甜蜜沒錯，但早上醒來一張人臉貼著自己，即使童桐多可愛也有點不對勁吧。1187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFffmeSY0qE
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「嚇親你？」童桐在被窩中抱住我問。1187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxBXi7Lavkh
1187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIiE5wz97J7
「童桐，我…未刷牙，驚把口臭到你啫嗚嗚嗚？！」1187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9EFlP2hVOT
1187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGzbNnKF18v
童桐閉上眼深深吻到我嘴上，然後用舌頭舔舔自己嘴唇笑著說：「嘻，點會。」1187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw4GwdDxufG
1187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzI4VlICoC1
如果我媽不是在家我真的會就地把她…！！1187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxT8AloAolv
1187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPnDOAzuMR7
總之，童桐和我都彼此壓抑了自己十幾年，她這樣子才是正常吧，即使顯得有點太用力。有問題的人是我，明明跟自己說過無論童桐的好壞也會接受…但感覺也不是因為那些往事作崇。1187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1KMztG5VMX
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我是連幸福也害怕的那種膽小鬼嗎？1187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIsmFUVqOmz
1187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX4GJOoKtj4
再舉一個例。1187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeX33gQUNT3
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「好，抆箭。」1187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ79VObKZC0t
1187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgGjV8xvpa3
魚腩盃決賽定了在八月最後的一個周末，英姐和贊助比賽的發叔都說這樣子人們才難忘，選手們多點時間練習比賽也更刺激。所以已經失去了不少練習時間的正趕緊追上其他決賽的高手。1187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1HR074J9Cs
1187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Vrpo7LKMO
左手抵住箭靶，右手握住箭柄，發力拔箭…慢著！1187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVdbtI4uQ5n
1187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlvydGIggse
「呀遊～」1187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUlbYeMaTKZ
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童桐從後抱住我。1187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuTruipurC3
1187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmTB27fvPOh
「童…童桐？！」1187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDr2SnEOdDg
1187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5oDnhMtaAJ
射箭運動中，其實很少人是被發射的箭矢射中而受傷，因為我們都特別注意有沒有笨蛋在射箭時越過發射線進入危險的射擊區。1187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs1GSF2TUNM
1187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ09B0XkY19I
相反，最危險的是拔箭的時候。常有學生沒注意身後，把箭矢從靶上拔出時用箭尾插傷身後其他來拔箭的人。1187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzKIGPTYr2F
1187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMkX1h41ASI
「危險呀！做咩黎左既？」被童桐抱住我沒法從箭靶上拔箭。1187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgU2qBtfakD
1187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVrhtlDUe0i
「掛住你囉。」童桐用頭輕蹭向我撒嬌。1187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVEVf1n70Hp
1187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG6KWaHrafR
「嗄？我地一個鐘前先食完下午茶…」1187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6nRzAWCKYu
1187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzscLEQNrcf
「成一個鐘無見過你喇…」童桐扁著嘴說。1187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGIqzwKoLLr
1187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM3qMghpDAy
因為我這樣被她定身在射擊區內，後方其他師兄師姐都沒法射擊。1187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQg44RWzAyL
1187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRTPPwTqODj
「師兄，你…抆箭先呀不如？」1187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbCfsY6lzfO
1187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3QWRV5SNv6
「喂要攬唔好係度攬啦？！」1187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIR7OJopd5t
1187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8UtkQ3thnU
惹眾怒了…1187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYc04nTSufD
1187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6WDOP9cia9
好不容易說服童桐回沙發區等我，我連忙高速拔出箭矢收回箭袋，跑去沙發安撫被罵而扁著嘴的童桐，結果練習次數比計畫中少了一截。1187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR1XAPwrdOF
1187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnHHpkt1GO9
又例如有一天晚上我和情聖在聊Facetime.1187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWbmWIrWRYs
1187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5hfdelPWW3
「個邊零下四十度既話，普通雪櫃算唔算係熱櫃既一種？」我問。1187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbZPwYRp6Ae
1187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFS8MGKCHnr
「呃…不過其實又無想像中凍，同埋難得黎加拿大渡蜜月無理由唔北上睇極光，我地之後會去個香港人開既牧場度玩…呀遊。」1187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuJLuuf6zl3
1187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwRSfBmAmNm
情聖突然面色發青，明明他那邊是中午，他還在吃午飯。1187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZIAtPg4FYZ
1187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6CZdR6xCFq
「做咩？」但我這邊是半夜，農曆七月那種。1187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuQS5i5Bs58
1187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrjRSfOAXz3
「你後面有個人影郁緊。」1187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtaN2crlSkw
1187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTBMQnkfSQA
「嘩我屌呀？！…童桐？」1187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhAgpLTm1uT
1187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2RrovOiFtW
那人影一晃後突然從黑暗中高速欺近，把我嚇得差點尿褲子的人正是童桐。1187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQhHzelQlRt
1187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8qf0MZs1eT
「你唔係話訓覺啦咩？」我問。1187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy7DKWmcHev
1187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvrNjIWhhaj
「我見到你呢邊有光。」童桐一雙眼死瞪著屏幕說，「你明明仲同我講左早抖…你呃我？」1187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCqoL1O3FnM
1187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSdlhTWKots
她一直在那邊監視著我的窗戶？1187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhTDBBBog0W
1187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCOqw8aqQKs
「就…我同情聖傾緊計呀。」1187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDP9y0ydEQo
1187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeexH9mchEn
畫面中的情聖不安地吞吞口水：「Hi, 童桐～」1187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJrOo8gx6NG
1187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7haKUxd8oA
「好耐無見，情聖～」童桐馬上笑盈盈地揮揮手，和剛剛判若兩人。1187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0lAI7FXNN7
1187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxobkEGRLZf
我和情聖隔著屏幕不安地交換一個眼神。1187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwcWABVL0KP
1187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡClXAoxetWx
童桐這樣黏我我其實很高興，我也想像過各種和童桐糖痴豆一樣的畫面，各種摸頭，牽手，擁抱以至更親密，但是現在這也太過…1187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3PDf7zcD2I
1187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI89fkb4HZD
「喂你個邊咁夜，唔阻你訓啦。」情聖察言觀色，「之後再傾，明信片等陣返酒店寄，拜拜。」1187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtDxEZiUTfO
1187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwF1VxOglpc
「拜拜～」1187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqajpU2xlZn
1187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdUwSvAz9LK
情聖消失在畫面上，黑掉的屏幕倒映著我與童桐。1187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5P7cN2gnZ7
1187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2W1zzfN7zu
…半夜自己開門進來，真的好嗎？我們始終沒有同居吧，白天也算了。1187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOllerC5hqO
1187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh1NNdk4A54
「今次真係訓？」童桐問。1187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ47PvRcHzdS
1187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡloUwfwMcOJ
「嗯。」我笑著說，「攰啦都。」1187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR4H8D7abfK
1187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWr3EvnAPUW
但看到她這表情，我也不能說甚麼。1187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡldHMQEccrZ
1187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB0CmM6evTD
「咁我睇住你訓。」童桐在床邊坐下，「使唔使我摀耳？膝枕？」1187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUNEzNpalax
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「唔…唔使，咁，真係早抖啦。」1187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN32z7c9adR
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結果還是被童桐摀著耳朵，輕輕按摩頭皮直至我失去意識睡著。1187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFKzQiRmaCQ
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童桐愛我，我感受到了，應該說感受不了才怪，有時連亞基都為之側目。但是這樣是正常的嗎？即使我沒有經驗，我也有看過小說漫畫電影之類，情侶即使是熱戀期也不會這樣子吧。1187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRsrpwFomNj
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童桐…沒事吧？她好像又瘦了？1187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ011bXolJWX
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更何況我們早就相處了不多年，童桐這樣黏著我反而有點一反常態。她時不時要擁抱要親吻要摸頭要撒嬌，每天都和我如膠似漆，更加顯得有點…突兀嗎？1187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlwjxoX6xGc
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然後。1187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1MSy9CDeLu
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「妍妍今晚上黎食飯，執好間屋。」我媽拿著買回來的一袋二袋說。1187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUImQSAehK9
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「咁…突然？！」我看看身邊臉色沉了下來的童桐，又看看我媽手足無措。1187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAEhzkarCN8
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「嗯，佢搵工個度有野問我…Ｄ後生女真係，仲有幾個月就畢業，連自己想點都唔知，ＣＶ都未寫過。」我媽扶著額搖頭。1187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsnt45hjDmy
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「呀遊，我幫你執屋。」童桐站起來說。1187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiFpxrr80NZ
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「唔使啦，係我同亞基整到咁亂…」1187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOhVVnXMOBA
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「你同我坐低！！間屋我會執，只可以…」童桐回眸的雙眼放出殺氣，「…由我執。」1187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqj1PTnWjPw
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「係。」1187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvUOia0cpq0
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我和正跳來跳去耍蠢的亞基連忙坐回沙發上正襟危坐。
然後按「加至主畫面」