英傑的生日是五月三十，在那個數字諧音流行的年代，我總開玩笑地說「你的生日是想念的日子呢」。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkXrPL35cth
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在他生日時，我編了一條幸運手繩給他，夾在信裡。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRYo9BzEps4
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我們持續通信，我和他說生活中的每一件大小事；我繼續創作故事，他仍然為我寫詩；他總在信裡叮嚀我好好念書，我則在信裡鼓勵他出去後好好做人，就這麼寫到我國中畢業。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBzmELHUOhR
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在國中三年級的寒假裡，他寄來了最後一封「被檢查」的信，他即將可以換下那套制服，踏出大門。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiz6y6QAHcQ
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「出去後我會再寫一封信給妳，那時候我們再聯絡吧。」522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6JxF9BYWdo
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過了一個月，我再度收到他的信，來信地址已不是那個地方。
信裡寫了一串電話。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6O5JXxNwAb
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「這是我的手機，打給我吧！」522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeggcyXWdL9
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「外面的世界比我想得還要明亮。」522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHk0zG0SJoT
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一個午後，我撥了他的電話。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcs7bFl4U1M
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「喂。」他很快就接了，聲音很低沉。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL5mgr5ad25
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「…喂。」我有些緊張的開口。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡADx3MgsZH3
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「現在才打來。」522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC9xVDX5sUv
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「你知道我是誰？」522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4LrA0q7KXy
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「除了我妹還有誰？」我彷彿能聽到他語中的笑。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrjB6yH5y7C
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他的聲音很低，活像布袋戲裡的藏鏡人，後來我曾要他學藏鏡人的笑聲，學起來還挺像的。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5oigxXIDrh
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他說，他出來之後在當保鑣，保護別人。當時的我聽了很高興，覺得他有好好的工作。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRXPfeN8M3r
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可我後來知道那不是我想像中的保鑣，現在來說的話，就是「圍事」吧。
很多更生人找工作時，會因為前科而四處碰壁，加上與社會脫節，重拾「老本行」是很常見的，「入獄的人往往會再次入獄」也是這個原因。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoOQwbQNBna
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「那你會不會有危險啊？」522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa3XUJohwdG
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「安啦！我命大，死不了的！」522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAati3BYbmk
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國中的最後一個學期，每天都有寫不完的模擬試卷。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFfoc9XfjPJ
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我們偶爾打電話或傳簡訊給對方，抱怨一下自己的生活（多半是我在抱怨考試很多）、問一問對方的近況，卻從未提起要和對方見一面的事。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRtiYxH8svH
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「又不是什麼曖昧的網友急著見面，我們都有自己的事忙，以後還怕見不到嗎？」那時我總這麼想。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5lMPMYviw5
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真不應該這麼想的。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjVXQ8MJcMY
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國中畢業的那個暑假，我已確定好自己要念的學校，就開始不停地玩。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ZsI1c7kyg
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某天和一群朋友在撞球場時，手機響了，是英傑。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ00rhwoZHuy
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「猴，妳在打撞球哦？」522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1k1JgcswcJ
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「這樣也聽得見啊？」522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLjTgaszNSj
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「跟朋友嗎？」522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbYfuKEfuE0
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「對啊。」522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKDFqwrxOKB
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「我之後會換號碼，到時候再打給妳。」522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL3OLQHN67Z
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「哦，好啊。」522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0yOij6lsWy
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「……」522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxpkZuZkUs8
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「怎麼了？」522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2T8SblVstg
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「我跟妳說一件事，不要生氣喔。」522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsQ2wqJ5iBl
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「什麼啊？」522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHoDsHVzp5F
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「我現在被通緝了。」522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ukgOCUv1r
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「………」522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfEey4FYZUa
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他和我說了被通緝的原因和他的近況。電話裡，他還是嘻嘻哈哈的，聽得出來他不希望氣氛太凝重，但我只是沉默的聽著。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNUKPGoDhvG
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「妳可以罵我，我知道我害妳很難過，對不起。」嘆口氣後，他這麼說。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKVE0cQFEZi
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「我去找你吧。」我說。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVsMlvZ1MQ0
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「什麼？」522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcJJkb7PAnE
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「我去找你。」522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbZ6N0s5MeK
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「真的嗎？」522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6UcF7mKgru
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「嗯。」522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7M1NuCuLzO
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那個時候，我才十五歲，從來沒有搭過火車。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhIHYm41fNJ
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我沒敢和家人說我要去找他，怕家人不僅不讓我去，還會選擇報警。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPZu7vhrbfi
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和家人說要和朋友出遊後，隔了兩天，我便獨自搭上火車，前往英傑所在的城市。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy155DeqqVD
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待續。
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