思思母親笑，深深地看了他們一眼，不作聲的繼續進食。817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUwULBGT9QI
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棉花糖落座：817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7sLXXKLqjE
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「哇！今日食蝦，好耶！」817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTZARyH3tmR
 817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlaKYsoYKGV
「係啊，婆婆煮得好好食㗎，你食多啲啦。」817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV8PoVlo0LF
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阿朗將一隻蝦從思思處遞給棉花糖的口；他剝了很多隻蝦，放在思思的碟子裏，這是他的習慣，風雨不改——就算岳母是否在此，他都如此，像洗澡步驟一樣都植入了血液之中。817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUGHlspvCSQ
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同你一齊食飯，我從來都冇剝過蝦。你話，呢啲嘢應該係你做嘅，叫我專心食飯。其實，我覺得咁樣太「公主」；偏偏，我好鍾意你幫我剝殻個樣。817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo9zxms51xO
 817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaAo2PbImwF
「好食好食，仲好食過媽咪煮！」817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVGUAnJ7JIN
 817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpTcZ7J7QO2
「嗚，有咗婆婆就唔要我啦，悅思小朋友，我對你好失望。」817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3DRCTGNzlq
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「媽咪煮就一百分，婆婆煮就一百零一分，你哋都有貼紙，一樣咁叻。」817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdD10BBP3ke
 817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw3kpyqCkCS
棉花糖燦笑；然後，她就親吻了他倆的臉頰：817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo2Edj7JDUo
 817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjmoJ38xwEE
「吸住印先啦！」817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ7Klv0gl1h
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「喂喂，我呢，隻蝦我剝同餵㗎喎。」817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk0pppG6LrZ
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阿朗假裝委屈，將臉偏向棉花糖索吻。817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6BlBT11RQ3
 817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUYp7iC2YJX
「你又話唔可以亂咁錫男仔嘅——」她見他想發話，趕忙說：「不過爸爸唔同！」817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOQtHsD0V1M
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又在他的臉上親吻了一下。817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiiEPJNDHVp
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「真係抵錫。」817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxftthXsRbX
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「我要睇媽咪錫爸爸！爸爸都剝咗蝦俾你，你要多謝番佢。」817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfKXKF9lSP5
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思思故親了阿朗。817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAes98UYtHO
 817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEcxU3ggn2g
「唔係錫面，老公老婆要錫嘴。」817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAo44fqjBJE
 817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXX27ZJ3BvV
「睇少啲電視啊，仲有，就算你要多謝人，都唔好亂錫。」817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3olUqOwX9r
 817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEGo5zuzF1E
「我緊係知道啦。見你哋平時咁少錫，所以先叫你哋咋嘛，我上次見同學啲爸爸媽媽都好癡纏，真係冇眼睇；同你哋好唔同。」817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTUfjbzfaFF
 817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPkg5qUjqj7
阿朗睄一睄思思母親，她正專心聆聽；他見狀，說：817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUVx9ZC2xSX
 817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt932ZHsMOC
「平時有，你睇唔到咋嘛。係咪啊老婆？」817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg2GvpWX7y9
 817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhfnccUTs4d
思思春意盎然，親吻他的嘴：817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡba52PPitTM
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「係。」817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ceDog9xk6
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「好耶！我睇到啦！婆婆你都睇到啦。」817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZnQ6MCkiLH
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思思母親說：817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjPW5oGaecU
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「棉花糖乖，快啲食啦，就嚟凍啦啲餸。」817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡreoCxX6pBb
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「好！」817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPQOUSiq2g5
 817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ75CqSlE65c
阿朗和思思對望，交換了一個「真係冇你符」的眼神，自覺過關，舒心地對對方笑。817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxkdXk0OddX
 817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI33NTsyNYX
事實上，有了棉花糖這樣一說，整個氣氛也在不知不覺間和諧了很多，他們的肢體習慣早已在骨肉植根，稍一看對方身子傾側的角度，就會自動回應，與裝不裝、演不演無關，不過是一種愛的習性。817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7hsZqx1GhR
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他們吃完。817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCy44V154dZ
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「女，入嚟，幫我洗個大鑊吖。」817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtgUPjDtcIA
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「哦，好啊。」817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOEk83Fhlgt
 817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1hQerVDHih
思思母親擠了兩滴洗潔精，用海綿起泡，問：817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMVJBjtY8Mj
 817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVgh3Zw5aIw
「你哋做咩事？」817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXqqeWsS8aq
 817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7WV7W2aWYV
思思的心「咯噔」了一下，她下意識知道母親所謂何事，心虛的人都是這樣的。817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj9qq2afNYP
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「咩咩事？」817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPiMVeu8Drq
 817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK2AtX1aQDg
「你同阿朗呀，嘈完交嚟？」817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1XNytuVivP
 817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBYx9iP1ccu
「邊有，我哋不知幾好。」817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkToNahSuTD
 817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ75s1gVo50M
思思否認，他們也真的沒有吵架。817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGrJRKV4jn9
 817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ9EGv6XmWx
「唔洗瞞我啦，你哋兩個怪怪哋，後尾係好自然，但一開頭好似好心虛咁喎；講俾我聽啦？」817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiKW7uDerFK
 817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKHKi6Qpjvn
母親將頭靠在思思的肩上，語氣放軟。817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIfkIcN4Qil
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「冇啊……」817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9UBIVPqOPJ
 817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbczdpdq3QG
思思的母親不說話，開水洗乾淨手，然後擁抱思思：817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbd2tXqgcoD
 817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcUETWqQlcC
「做咩啊？我覺得你唔太開心喎，阿朗對你唔好？」反覆掃掃她的背，如同當年阿朗與思思爭執後，母親察覺，以懷柔政策令她開口；經年已過，她的年歲增長，但依然永遠是母親的女兒，血親不棄。817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXkBd0opCRu
 817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNyWabrc6cu
「冇啊冇啊，佢對我好好。」817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMbRPRXegSv
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「咁你做咩喊？」817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFAXc8i2gT1
 817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMp1QwzPBWO
思思是「特定淚失禁」體質，她平時正正常常，情緒平和、沉默冷靜，可是，當她對着親近的人，或者面對親厚的關心，就會很容易流眼淚，或者哽咽——是一鍋開了大火的水，滾到鍋外漏到爐火裏去。817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMSQMMlwzDP
 817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhMr1YNTdFy
可能因為傷心、委屈，又或者因為滿足、感動。所以熟悉她的人會笑她是一個「喊包」。817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqJ5WSwHdp2
 817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMQcvnZnV7u
此刻，她收到母親的擁抱。817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNFqk7PUkNr
 817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpWl6uxkh8h
她矯情。已經很久，沒有人真切地問她過得好不好、開不開心、幸不幸福，沒有人關心也是正常的吧？畢竟，她每日都人模狗樣的光鮮亮麗，並不允許街外人察覺到她的任何不妥，何況她覺得自己應該要懂得自我排解——已經有穩定工作、温馨家庭，還想怎樣？哇，去看看非洲的兒童吧，已是何其幸運。817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVKkRCZgs2x
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但無論身在何處，一分鐘也等於六十秒。817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyV0o9PTMhr
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她脆弱。817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl3pot6IuaR
 817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtGMK7hoXUt
尤其現在，一句簡單的問候，足夠褪下一抹國王的衣服，赤裸地呈現有生理分泌佐證的情緒。817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlnb2vLXXNv
 817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHjS3T8jm7z
「唔係啊唔係啊，我哋真係仲好好㗎。」817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWHTno8Semb
 817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYPRpT1ebXx
她努力的笑，意指他們真的沒有什麼不好的事，只是沒有好起來，想令母親不用擔心，反正只是他倆的小事。817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdE6bt3u9wi
 817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMg8XeD9ZwS
「坦白啲。」817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOw3wddYwsK
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「嗯……」817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡghceYzPUoK
 817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8UIzo91k5k
思思說，他們不夠以前親密，總想逃避；關心是淺薄的，卻不因敷衍，而是不能再深厚了。817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbt5BV7k8Iz
 817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPC9LItAf5T
「你哋冇溝通喎，呢個係最大問題。」817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqLE7vXGNCv
 817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn3xU2iMZLF
「嗯嗯……我講唔出口。」817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHMQ97fQFJ3
 817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEYOlsI9Kni
「有咩講唔出喎？你哋都咁多年啦，如果卡住喺呢個位，唔上唔落，你唔講，佢唔講，咁就一世㗎啦。817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlNYcapU5W5
 817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡULAWiidqsy
係，係有好多夫妻都係咁，但係你係咪想同阿朗都係咁？」817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWQ8dGK8Rv0
 817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7PW9x5l3pz
「但係萬一、萬一佢唔係咁諗呢？我講咗出嚟番唔到轉頭咁點？」817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ43Je1cSr5H
 817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvyATDD8wZz
萬一阿朗覺得現在就不錯呢？如果她說出來，就給了他一種無形的壓力，好像逼使他演戲一樣，要求他更盡心盡力的活在她的霓虹燈下。817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY7me607Kry
 817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFSoJOlCuAh
「冇㗎，睇你肯唔肯試㗎咋。如果你哋唔傾、唔溝通——咁真嘅，就算你哋感情差都係自己攞嚟嘅——我就冇見過溝通失敗嘅，會有真正好嘅關係囉。817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlXwIFyPGb9
 817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2zGfaWqVGZ
我諗，你都唔想啦。維穩喎？咁每個月俾家用、做家務、凑吓仔，咁就一世？冇問題呀，你甘心就得。817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXU2mvRC9nn
 817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ61LEx6DLz2
但如果唔係，就唔好繼續啦。你啱先都見到㗎啦，棉花糖都好似話你哋唔夠人哋煙韌喎，佢遲早睇得出更多嘢。無論為咗咩都好，你哋三個都要好，咁就得啦；而且你有心，有心就去做，等咩？」817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQObHr2WWRc
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「嗯。」817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcAtQMypvG2
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思思打回原形，是昔日無知天真的乖巧女兒，被母親柔聲輔導。817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdctkRCQOJI
 817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG4QywDP9Hh
「得㗎啦，我信你哋搞得掂，其實都咁多年，點會唔係愛。你估男人對住一個女人咁多年好爽咩？不過未必係最初嗰種感情啦，可能更加深厚呢。」817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXP4D9RPQNk
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「嗯，我明㗎啦。」817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyZ6HcVm8F9
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思思自覺幸運，就算她的原生家庭不算完滿，但是父母親仍十分疼惜她；所以，她也擁有很多很多的愛來施予，毫不吝嗇。817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX58WdVTCQW
 817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbRxvEm96XH
她送走母親，在浴室細思她的話。817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4slnOSJqQ8
 817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLq60X3ywRQ
確實，他們溝通不良，一段溝通失敗的關係是否不配有好的結局？817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLpjAl2iXTo
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但什麼是結局？什麼是好的結局？無論答案是什麼也好，她也覺得，他們真的要好好交談了。817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb1tqjjGyOv
 817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGkzHInqymB
理智地想，餘生漫漫來日方長，不應將自己困在一個了無生氣的居所中，似有還無地回避愛，早衰枯萎。雖然，幸福不一定要由別人給予，只要願意，也可以自給自足美麗盛放，但是，她需要他，需要他的愛，這是她的幸福。817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsuZk9nVUSm
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而且，這樣的相敬如賓、舉案齊眉，日子久了還是會有冷落的破綻，小如棉花糖，大如思思母親，絕對察覺。人演戲，最怕讓人知道自己在演，更怕自己知道別人已識穿自己，然後裝作若無其事地看這個笨拙的秀場。817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡytlP9mRJI1
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那麼，為何不直接真情實感？817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhYOH2V2Gji
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感性而言，誰願意每日不夠快樂地過活？看那街上多的是行屍走肉，非其所願！忘記了當日雄心壯志地畫了一幅幅理想藍圖嗎，怎麼化成清晨的露水被早班車的提示被太陽蒸發？817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP7I3sN6bPk
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不是說過——817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYPoR4bGmvi
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客棧，明明冷清，不必假裝温暖，名之曰「家」。817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW93viV7GGc
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家是家。817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRjBRDvTbvD
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她要和最愛的人走進婚姻。817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡITQKwPb1yZ
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他肯定，他與那些大人不一樣。817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3apqQYEJmK
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他承諾，絕不食言。817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuA7Qsh6dxb
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當初，是他們要成家，想要自我構成一個温暖居室，緊握自由，面對難關不放手，不顧世俗的指點和教化；這種不凡的故事，怎麼，要隨便收尾嗎？以「平淡生活」作結？817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzPOCF8eFlM
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這是爛尾，這是揸流攤，這是對自己的不負責任。817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa9UyomdxlK
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因為，明明，他們有首尾呼應的能力。817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo12Iaxjxfh
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 如果渴望，如果愛，不要退縮；為何越活越倒退，將膽小怯懦說成謹慎成熟？817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMiXeuBvOdp
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想人生有限杯啊。817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxemadgy7LW
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如果明天醒不來，如果再不會看得到明日的太陽和月亮，抱憾嗎？817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeo9K94tCWA
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