返到香港我先去睇醫生，因為把聲一直沙無好過，點知一睇已經係出事，把聲以後都係咁。1035Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnkysuLTxZI
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失聲之後，我就無再食煙，草更加唔敢隊，而效力更強嘅毒品我當然唔敢試，因為連草嘅幻覺都頂唔順，我驚掂其他嘢真係痛苦到要死。1035Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWd0OFUEoG8
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偶爾我都會飲酒，起初飲醉會喊，時間開始過去，慢慢變到飲醉酒都無喊。1035Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4AufH3Bv0w
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不過每次醉咗都會諗起佢。1035Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTYq7cPahV7
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諗起第一次同佢飲醉，我係咁示愛：「點解我會咁鍾意你呢？一飲醉啲感覺就湧晒出嚟，我真係好鍾意你。」1035Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtpAifKeZv4
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「我都係⋯⋯我未試過咁鍾意一個人，未試過咁快同一個人拍拖架⋯⋯」1035Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU5sBR5m1hq
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每一次回憶，都係一趟自虐之旅。1035Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeYZ3E8GxCO
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我無辦法接受芯玥一個星期前仲情深款款出晒黑白相歌詞圖，一個星期後就同另一個男人去我話要同佢去嘅地方。1035Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy455fl0Dic
阿琴無覆我嗰日，我諗咗好多嘢。1035Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFU2NREdfBa
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不過我唔會再因為人哋唔覆我而失控，係會囉囉攣嘅，但大個喇，同一個錯誤唔可以錯兩次。1035Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn935yR7PpZ
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我去做自己嘢，睇吓戲放鬆心情。1035Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH2zUyKPV09
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到阿琴終於回我，已經係第二朝：「唔好意思呀，琴日心情唔好又攰無覆你。」1035Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ60tbh9z0Yu
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「唔緊要啦。咩事？」1035Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9VdtlKceGf
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「就嚟又限聚嗰啲吖嘛，所以把握時間去拜吓家姐。」1035Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYJwZHhH2Cl
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「噢⋯⋯節哀⋯⋯」1035Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMUFYS25vOD
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隔咗一陣，阿琴話：「你之前咪問我有無放唔低嘅人嘅？情人就無喇，但我一直放唔低我家姐。」1035Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyzAlExXdr3
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原來阿琴有個大佢三年幾嘅家姐，喺四年前意外過咗身。1035Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxzN4qWN9XC
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「我接受唔到⋯⋯明明星期二先傾完偈，講好星期六去買化妝品，星期四就同我講佢被車撞死咗⋯⋯兩日咋⋯⋯只係兩日，就咩都唔同晒。」1035Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiOqGUgn7fq
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阿琴亦係嗰時開始抑鬱同失眠。1035Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF3HoHoAXT1
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「我成日諗，係咪我嗰日如果扭計叫家姐留喺屋企瞓，咁佢就唔會行嗰條路，就唔會死？點解我唔留住佢？」1035Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmdJR7OuwCt
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但其實中間隔咗兩日，佢家姐留得一日，第二日都係會返去。1035Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5IAY3nV2Zk
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有啲嘢就係咁，整定。1035Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx4xElTZJc9
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