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「回去吧…」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKqG4ClFm2T
僵硬的氣氛，恰如劍弩拔張的對峙53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8bYWiQ7CXz
赤司本人並不樂見自己跟黑子之中有著如此的窘迫53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwIyQcAt6uy
「哲也，是說，你擅長古箏？」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIxh2PfrGi6
領著黑子回寢殿的路上赤司問道53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbwAbGYCeUx
「是的？敢問征君為何如此詢問？」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDhlx4CXf6u
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「沒有…只是忽然想到」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJfMwQlEljB
赤司並未漏看對方臉上一閃即逝的尷尬53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6jIve7SUGw
「征…征能為我保守密秘嗎？」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBRuPYL0AXb
黑子停下腳步，輕輕跩著赤司的衣擺53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSovTEok6BF
「哈…要我保守什麼呢？」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpMtS938w0b
赤司並未轉身只是佇足於黑子的前方靜候回復53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTI5eOteW4p
「我…其實彈的還是差強人意…所有樂器唯一較會的便是古箏」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCmpAxsHJVX
「就這樣？」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiM8SgKkskh
赤司身子一轉，難掩笑意的看著黑子53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFseOmANyAm
「是的就這樣…還有這對樂師來說是頗為羞恥…所以請征君勿再笑了」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡETgfcH77Oh
黑子嘆了口氣…53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Mc800MzSa
「待我練成，改日我再彈奏給征君聽吧」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRqPEIWbIwK
既然已經將秘密說出了…那也不必在介意什麼了……索性不再看對方，快步走向寢殿……53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMmBWuM03RJ
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見狀，赤司笑了笑，也跟上了對方的步伐53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwC6MYff7WZ
「真是，臉皮薄的孩子」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmIRjso65KR
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嬉笑的言詞與此刻黯然的笑容成了極大的反差53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEMvigGFwTS
望著黑子的背影53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRQOSBOpTcv
無神論者的他卻低聲的向著不存在的神氏乞求53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTNJuPWWnN1
「如上蒼有靈……請讓黑子永世不要回頭……讓他好好的走下去…不要讓他看到我狼狽的樣子……」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡacShd9LMIb
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愛.讓一個人平日所有的焰氣全數熄滅…在愛人跟前，就算世界急速坍方，也要撐起一切死守著對方53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp2Y76nRhWJ
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你若真心愛琴，便也不枉費我將時間消磨在一介我不擅長的事物上53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdsEfz1VZxg
不過，即便你並非愛琴，也無枉費一說，為你付出的再多，我也不會有半句怨言53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8XRsYbuuD3
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讓我用這些日子來彌補我無法兌現的承諾53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOghsPgSw65
因為在我遞給你的票據上……是我窮盡此生也無法償還你的數字53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ32kIAtsgB3
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憶起黑子的生日即將到來53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEy5j7yXkrX
赤司在寢殿前止步，撫上緊閉的門扉的手猶豫的收了回來53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡstSLAxkmTI
轉往摸向左側的配刀，走向陰暗的書室53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoYDP1iB3sk
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「咿呀………」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhWm3BQYgmU
略微老舊厚實的紫檀製成的門扉，發出了刺耳的噪音53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVTht2NIANc
木門的敞開伴隨著夜晚的冷風吹灌入室中53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDOx7F1SUlC
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嗅聞著清淨薄淡的木材特有的芬芳，赤司再次放鬆了下緊繃許久的神智53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1UHcqahimO
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踏入室內，赤司將一旁的燭火點著，艷黃的火焰在風吹下搖曳著，為昏暗的環境染上了溫暖的橘光53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5lBDCHOcr9
赤司從櫃中取出一塊紋理分明的上好木材，隨後落坐於一旁長椅上取出佩刀53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRAhVo1R1ok
開始為原木進行雕琢，長刃之刀本就不是以雕琢為主的設計53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIMhBsNisrr
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但赤司卻將長刀化為鑽刻用具一般，細削出一道道凹槽與秀逸的外觀線條53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFzXXXDVELe
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維持此等專注，直至外頭黑暗的夜幕逐漸轉為海藍，零星幾只鳥兒的啁啾聲才讓男人意識到自己整夜無眠53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7gjiigmAv9
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情況持續了數日，原先多餘的木料皆被赤司削去並接上了琴弦，呈現出符合赤司心中……那完美的古箏53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTVMIZRjSZM
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熄滅了不知第幾根蠟燭，不知溶了多少蠟油53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡluqFMHde2F
之前每時刻的刻畫，全是赤司對於黑子的認真，想伴著他走過人類所擁有的短暫的一生…最真誠的心53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOpFoRUmg9r
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「哲也…起床了」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMOhDFh9mlo
赤司推開了寢殿的木門53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWrr5OPC1DJ
照慣例的喚醒黑子，為他披上了毛毯保暖53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh3B8PA9iAN
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『我還能這樣注視著你…多久呢？』53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5GrwL1IB0f
『上天並不會因為蒼生的畏懼而油生憐憫，垂憐因旱災而瀕死的農人，更不會因我的擔憂改變戰事的來臨，上帝…是無能的…看著一切任憑發生…卻無能為力……跟此刻的我……又有何差異？』53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ3vXquIh5m
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『人類著實愚蠢至極，因自身的無力因而編湊出荒誕的神論』53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpx0bM1NJ0t
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『從不過問鬼神的我…此刻卻比誰都希望……是我錯誤質疑了祂們的存在…如果你們聽見了……可否再給我一些時間……此趟出征，定是有去無回』53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ2uxuyUoYE
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赤司永遠也無法料想到，此時說出的是他兩人未來的命運，而無回的……並不是他本人……53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUjEXJzWecQ
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「征……發呆嗎？」黑子揉了揉睡意沈重的雙眼，靜看著同樣在看著自己的赤司 53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjOYxzsVFSu
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「不……哲也」黑子的聲音拉回了男人的思緒，赤司微笑著彎下腰溫柔的親吻著黑子的雙唇53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrGFYvc5MiE
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「生日快樂…」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrjWD8pkgis
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赤司贈予黑子古箏時，黑子眼中流露出的驚訝絕非假裝出來的53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5DAyZnhIF1
因為……黑子深知此把古箏……是赤司一人……親手為自己削制而出的……53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaG6VS1fD4d
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「征君……謝謝你……我很喜歡」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡme1qMseNBA
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「我一定會努力練習，直到能彈奏給征君聽」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyUL9N8NNU6
黑子溫柔的懷抱著琴身，笑著看向對方……53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZqkgYzClWa
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真的真的…很愛你…愛到……快無法自持了……53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJtaLNWoQg5
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「我等著…」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡShx2JBiknH
赤司笑答到53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWe15hZyEHw
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