而剛剛,她看着他,想起的是另一張臉,內心澎湃,她應該求變。830Please respect copyright.PENANAuJY95tjNUz
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思思回家去。830Please respect copyright.PENANAdEbTiUvdoq
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她着媽媽帶棉花糖回另一個家,明天再來接走她;今晚多煮阿朗喜歡的餸。830Please respect copyright.PENANAuu7QdeLmEL
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然後,她只想和他認真談一談。830Please respect copyright.PENANALMy4JVEHPS
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剛剛,她非常害怕,雖然表面上很淡定,但實則上她不斷回想朝光對她的好,仿如舊時阿朗待她那般,她有些迷失,有一刻覺得——830Please respect copyright.PENANAmyjzxfxA34
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如果朝光可以代替阿朗來疼惜她,那也可以填補她的空虛。830Please respect copyright.PENANAH7aMuBRF4c
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幸好下一刻,她又覺得這樣太自私和有違專業道德,不應以三十歲的心智去操控十八歲的少年,他應該收獲更純粹的愛,不應該僅僅因為「愛她」而「被愛」。830Please respect copyright.PENANAsanKe1ghry
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幸好。830Please respect copyright.PENANA3g1iEQBctR
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她看着時間一分一秒過去,忽然笑,此刻不似以前寂寞,她等待阿朗回家是強烈的目的性的。結果越等,越重温他以往對她好的片段,因此增加了她求變的決心——好好的一對愛侶,好好的一個家,為什麼要虛偽扮演恩愛?卻不自知演技極其拙劣,大家也是看穿而不說穿,只暗地裏歎息。830Please respect copyright.PENANATMnZCUQ4TQ
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她慶幸她是個理智的人,新鮮感的誘惑不足以令她放棄所愛。830Please respect copyright.PENANAO8RE2si5lt
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沉沒成本太高了,愛應該也是一盤精明的交易;二人的皮膚刻過對方的體温和掌紋,手掌肉緊合,若要分離則要用刀切割,太痛。830Please respect copyright.PENANACLgItzPGSM
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想着想着,阿朗回家了;比以前晚了一點點。830Please respect copyright.PENANAuxhsFz2WJT
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久違地,思思比他更快扭開門鎖,打開門,對他笑;莫名感動,仿佛只有他到達的時候,這裏才是家。830Please respect copyright.PENANAcys8923OTz
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他錯愕,對她的熱情陌生。830Please respect copyright.PENANAE101Iy6Lwu
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停頓。830Please respect copyright.PENANAKtePONsyNy
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他也微微一笑,不知怎樣反應,真的過分陌生,熟悉只在回憶裏。他站在門口和她對看。830Please respect copyright.PENANAjFdzT2WNqo
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她故作自若地問,如以前一樣擁抱他:830Please respect copyright.PENANAu3xXegdyyK
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「番嚟啦?我煮咗飯啦。」830Please respect copyright.PENANAWzNhPaIDl8
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他沒有把手放在她的背上,只順着將下巴放在她的頭上,微微頷首:830Please respect copyright.PENANAiPoBqnZ9H0
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「棉花糖呢?仲未番嘅。」830Please respect copyright.PENANArHUKzDVDHr
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平時,棉花糖會走到他跟前叫他一聲爸爸。830Please respect copyright.PENANAWIFdoLTqId
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「我叫媽咪接走佢呀,因為我哋好耐都冇二人世界啦!」830Please respect copyright.PENANAdRHOJHC1vf
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「吓?咁突然嘅。」他又呆一呆,呵?他們還可以有二人世界?說什麼呢。830Please respect copyright.PENANAEvl4rK6YlL
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「你唔想咩?」830Please respect copyright.PENANASXXGePjAij
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「唔係。」830Please respect copyright.PENANA6FGY3b8qY5
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他又馬上答。830Please respect copyright.PENANAhKSXpYuI3H
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於是,二人開始食飯,思思替阿朗夾菜,他點頭:830Please respect copyright.PENANAMUCis8Lcgb
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「係呢,做咩今日咁突然嘅?同平時好唔同,有事發生咗?」830Please respect copyright.PENANA8It9zH4ohi
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他稍稍不太適應,行為上他當然不尷尬,但心理上不太理解這種猝不及防。830Please respect copyright.PENANAiRANRQtClf
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「嗯……我今日俾一個學生表白,佢——」830Please respect copyright.PENANADQp5NFo9dk
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她向他坦白。830Please respect copyright.PENANAWZdDoQcizk
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「邊個學生?係咪我見到嗰個?」830Please respect copyright.PENANAKpLv4JxJjG
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他一聽見,馬上打斷她,問。830Please respect copyright.PENANA5HjSVOiA21
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「係啊,佢話——」830Please respect copyright.PENANAN9FfulnHDg
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她本來想繼續說:見到朝光,卻想起阿朗與她的種種片段,內心柔情轉化成理智。830Please respect copyright.PENANA5skNTxO40b
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「我都講咗、提咗你㗎啦,點解你哋仲咁close?佢仲要同你表埋白?」830Please respect copyright.PENANAuNqyp2A1Oo
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他生氣地指罵她,本來平緩的語氣變得激動了一些。830Please respect copyright.PENANAKjOpIEbTv8
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「咁佢係我學生,我真係唔覺㗎嘛。」830Please respect copyright.PENANA3BWiltvbe7
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輪到她錯愕。830Please respect copyright.PENANAtVBKiWJ6JW
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她不知道他為何生氣,在那段各不相干的日子裏,她都算專心事業;而現在講給他知,就是一個最好的自證,證明她清清白白,才夠膽開口告訴他。830Please respect copyright.PENANA0e1MWziz3e
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「咁你聽到之後點?」830Please respect copyright.PENANAyvhDHRli5L
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他放下筷子,大概猜想到她的反應——不然她怎可能和他說。830Please respect copyright.PENANAxiSUuszfoN
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「拒絕囉……」830Please respect copyright.PENANAiFD1didPnp
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她見到神色不滿的他,忽然不知道怎樣連續地說出她的心思,好像,應該要在一個更浪漫的場景才對;她又夾了一次菜給他,思考應該如何組織,卻聽見:830Please respect copyright.PENANACW2GaVcrb9
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「點解拒絕?」830Please respect copyright.PENANAG17QVHkvPA
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他的語氣是兇惡的,如同質問。830Please respect copyright.PENANAbfGw2NxbZn
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「吓?」830Please respect copyright.PENANAVwsTFdf6qX
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阿朗不悅,原因是思思被告白了?如此聽來,好像有點小氣,但他回想這一段日子以來,他們互不相干,而期間她竟受另一個男生的青睞。830Please respect copyright.PENANAbPIAWoTTmU
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對。830Please respect copyright.PENANAi4NhauXHc5
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他低着鼻息,扒飯入口,暫不理會她。830Please respect copyright.PENANAuHDJPwm06C
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明明和他在一起時,了無生息,問候是平淡的,話題是無聊的,開口閉口都是棉花糖,不再傾訴有關心聲;互相影響,慢慢二人連話都少講。830Please respect copyright.PENANAy3RdwL0FRb
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但是,在這段期間,她的一些什麼卻在吸引別人——830Please respect copyright.PENANAo5iUVdqphn
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可能是温婉,可能是耐心,可能是樂觀,等等等等。但這些東西,他已經看不到了,或者沒有機會看到;而彼時別人知道,甚至足以令那人情深意切地表白心聲,即使知道她已是人妻,仍不放棄不退縮。是否代表,她釋出很多善意給別人?所以,才間接予別人勇氣。830Please respect copyright.PENANA8tbyYdp81R
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到底,最近在她身上發生了什麼?830Please respect copyright.PENANAtYrtMGHTD6
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譬如,今天她態度大變,令二人的相處與以前不同——而她的一切一切,他都不甚了解,要不是她說,他才不會知道。830Please respect copyright.PENANAKoxmzLyWD6
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他洩氣,逼自己認清二人的疏離。830Please respect copyright.PENANAfNlOAoEvFC
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他難過於別人所知道的她還要立體和討喜,看那小子勇敢表白,必然覺得她是好伴侶,可是作為她丈夫的阿朗,對她的印象只不斷不斷重複——變成女兒的媽媽,已不復見昔日令他神魂顛倒的模樣。830Please respect copyright.PENANAMgl2SIVmLs
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噢,他可是她的老公啊。830Please respect copyright.PENANAre6xcNFezr
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他灰心,又有些遷怒於她,何故不能待他似最初?830Please respect copyright.PENANAsdpi7XGTPd
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可是,下一秒又想起,自己也在悄悄地疏遠她,二人才會越來越陌生;忽然惱羞成怒,越來越無力。830Please respect copyright.PENANAABEGkurrVf
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他妒忌,似當初他不願她接觸更大的世界一樣;而此刻他知道,她的很多個美好面向都被人知曉了,可是,和他卻總是回不到當初。830Please respect copyright.PENANAyqzSyIojzz
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思思見阿朗凝神屏氣的嚴肅樣子,將對他剛才問「點解?」的委屈藏起——830Please respect copyright.PENANA2ymoYGXStx
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咩點解?唔通我會鍾意第個,然後再同你離婚?我同你講,都係想你聽完我講之後再一齊溝通,然後同你番番去最初咋……830Please respect copyright.PENANAE1QJa0Hrdh
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她感受到他的生氣,但她不明白。她以為他會開心,因為她的心裏從頭到尾只有他一個人;但她的勇氣已被他的兇悍打敗,不敢再說更多,像糖製棉花糖在大熱天下慢慢萎縮,而他是那吃人的太陽。830Please respect copyright.PENANAUNnYP6JcJy
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她的決心竟然在融化。830Please respect copyright.PENANAdrWL80yFUi
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她害怕,明明她已準備好接下來的温馨台詞,可是對手不配合她,忽然改劇本。她發現她的勇氣比往日脆弱,只需一點高温的怒火,已可將預設的甜蜜念想溶蝕,只惹來群黨螞蟻在心上咬。830Please respect copyright.PENANAGHIM61ddXY
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是她自以為是,覺得他會高興嗎?原來,這時候,說一句「愛你」也很難。830Please respect copyright.PENANAOj38LHWNfI
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她卻步。830Please respect copyright.PENANAMa1leE4epm
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《相愛十年》//《結咗婚十幾年,好似已經唔太愛。》
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