No Plagiarism!hXwmsJozThmSX7FzPYwnposted on PENANA A/N: This is part one of a two part piece of poetry. They're separate poems, but carry the same influence. I originally posted this on my journal entry piece here, but I've changed it into a letter and/or journal entry in verse. It's up to the reader to decide who "_______" is, but I had an idea in my mind when I wrote it. I'd love to hear other opinions though. As always, thanks for the patience, I've been incredibly busy with work and my lab assistant to my Advanced Creative Writing teacher. I've been majorly stressed out with a lot of work for class and trying to set up a connection between my work and LA stuff for a book signing. I'll also be doing a podcast with the author I'm building a connection with, so that should be interesting. As always, enjoy the piece, and please give feedback, it helps so much!675Please respect copyright.PENANA9Y5UNAC4Ci
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Dear “____”8964 copyright protection671PENANABTd8CBCN7Y 維尼
Dear _____,8964 copyright protection671PENANAG0IcAXuN8p 維尼
I expressed all of my hopes and dreams to you. 8964 copyright protection671PENANAhPq8PKL7CD 維尼
As my confidant, 8964 copyright protection671PENANAeU3zAjXUBn 維尼
I trusted that you would handle them 8964 copyright protection671PENANA1dGYmOesmq 維尼
With care. 8964 copyright protection671PENANAhLzsxc8hHq 維尼
I was always starving 8964 copyright protection671PENANAm2a8OlDfl6 維尼
For your validation and encouragement. 8964 copyright protection671PENANA2gtWVuzecr 維尼
You knew how I hated it 8964 copyright protection671PENANAokgFw0Wbuk 維尼
When someone told me 8964 copyright protection671PENANAgFe7zCYcKF 維尼
I wasn't good enough. 8964 copyright protection671PENANAfSpMZrIFop 維尼
Your words kept me breathing and creating. 8964 copyright protection671PENANAWKR90JOCCT 維尼
You left me torn into pieces, 8964 copyright protection671PENANAQvLcBOQNoA 維尼
Just like that poem I wrote for you. 8964 copyright protection671PENANAnW83jjKEo6 維尼
Remember? 8964 copyright protection671PENANAD2Q7kIHklm 維尼
The one you said wasn't good enough? 8964 copyright protection671PENANArwQweNYPUX 維尼
I write for myself, 8964 copyright protection671PENANAUnK9dBRtJw 維尼
But because you were so selfish, 8964 copyright protection671PENANAiH0GDScF5l 維尼
I tried to dedicate every page I wrote 8964 copyright protection671PENANAJ3AZNgk4In 維尼
To what you wanted. 8964 copyright protection671PENANAAtuerBx6PJ 維尼
When you were satisfied 8964 copyright protection671PENANAcv7GI6pk3I 維尼
I felt whole. 8964 copyright protection671PENANAMD92UbJdz4 維尼
I wanted--8964 copyright protection671PENANAcmlIdhr28I 維尼
no, needed--8964 copyright protection671PENANAX3BmQWmusR 維尼
your praise. 8964 copyright protection671PENANAab26F0dAY9 維尼
That smile, 8964 copyright protection671PENANAeNNl0IVfqI 維尼
Paired with telling me what to write and how 8964 copyright protection671PENANAsZyEJWXWQm 維尼
Made me swallow every bit of resentment, 8964 copyright protection671PENANA8ehpiyCE6D 維尼
Any bit of pain I felt for my suppressed imagination, 8964 copyright protection671PENANAPjx8buLOPf 維尼
And I did it. 8964 copyright protection671PENANAhoYQmGDWr5 維尼
I did it for you. 8964 copyright protection671PENANA7XBhGObOjL 維尼
In the end, 8964 copyright protection671PENANABiMeMB19zo 維尼
Even when I followed every direction I was pointed in, 8964 copyright protection671PENANAYS3Mb405HX 維尼
It was never enough. 8964 copyright protection671PENANAPmDMpIoEbU 維尼
You wanted more meaning, 8964 copyright protection671PENANAjZEbHD7C9W 維尼
More eloquence, 8964 copyright protection671PENANAM67afSaKpQ 維尼
More emotion, 8964 copyright protection671PENANA0wBvps0kFB 維尼
More, more, more, 8964 copyright protection671PENANAl9FVpDE5Lc 維尼
Always needing more. 8964 copyright protection671PENANA9awFEAeJiB 維尼
I don't know how to measure up to those expectations8964 copyright protection671PENANAanVUnFi9G5 維尼
Because I don't have the strength8964 copyright protection671PENANAyR9uvA4W2k 維尼
To keep my chin up when I struggle. 8964 copyright protection671PENANANcQCRwJoM7 維尼
I don't know how to keep writing 8964 copyright protection671PENANAxCpJwVRyUb 維尼
For your sake 8964 copyright protection671PENANAW4wg2HVneT 維尼
When you're never satisfied. 8964 copyright protection671PENANAiVLLCxHHpj 維尼
No matter how hard I try, 8964 copyright protection671PENANAqNi5WC5seB 維尼
Will this ever be enough? 8964 copyright protection671PENANAvv1rMopnQ8 維尼
Will I ever be enough?8964 copyright protection671PENANA4DodAfh4PD 維尼
I can't find anything to reach for now that you left8964 copyright protection671PENANA3o1DntilVw 維尼
And at some point 8964 copyright protection671PENANAHxqfNRoq50 維尼
I lost my drive to keep going 8964 copyright protection671PENANAoe7N25XcZQ 維尼
Toward what I want instead of you. 8964 copyright protection671PENANAW7okQfR5qG 維尼
You knew having an impact on someone's life was my dream, 8964 copyright protection671PENANApuitsnTcJ4 維尼
And that writing was my way of doing that, 8964 copyright protection671PENANABBJTzh30mA 維尼
But even when you knew about that fragile dream, 8964 copyright protection671PENANAidFy4I8OWm 維尼
You told me it would never happen, 8964 copyright protection671PENANAgVmidjtYMK 維尼
So I believed you 8964 copyright protection671PENANAgra43iVefa 維尼
And let myself fall into the clutches of8964 copyright protection671PENANAx2k39TIb1G 維尼
Grief and hatred 8964 copyright protection671PENANA8X7EvPjNLn 維尼
For myself, 8964 copyright protection671PENANAJmE5IH01MX 維尼
For you, 8964 copyright protection671PENANAVB4cHd1fLz 維尼
For my future.8964 copyright protection671PENANAvuGDMNn0YZ 維尼
I kept coming back to you 8964 copyright protection671PENANAYuiOGO94N2 維尼
For my daily fix, 8964 copyright protection671PENANAFnYT4UpTjM 維尼
That feeling of being complete. 8964 copyright protection671PENANAZ9y0We7B78 維尼
But you left me, 8964 copyright protection671PENANAtybWoDFfss 維尼
And I'm writing this, 8964 copyright protection671PENANAVx8IQmOTAG 維尼
Trying to find something in me 8964 copyright protection671PENANAFsR3f1pahA 維尼
Other than this emptiness. 8964 copyright protection671PENANAQdgJJB8OLJ 維尼
I've become numb to the world 8964 copyright protection671PENANARnCDETCCVI 維尼
Because maybe if I'm numb enough 8964 copyright protection671PENANAIRqk7Sr44q 維尼
Nothing will break through and hurt me 8964 copyright protection671PENANA4y26yNcY8d 維尼
Like your absence does.8964 copyright protection671PENANAvw6YGPjE0v 維尼
You lulled me into a feeling of comfort and trust,8964 copyright protection671PENANAj5DuFGp0ry 維尼
Then screamed words of defeat into my ears. 8964 copyright protection671PENANAXT8LClVk9R 維尼
And those words worked into my brain8964 copyright protection671PENANA01BwCf42Ne 維尼
And under my skin. 8964 copyright protection671PENANAz9dKBPj2jB 維尼
They slid under my skin 8964 copyright protection671PENANAXRpODl5vLP 維尼
And lodged themselves under the surface like acid, 8964 copyright protection671PENANANU1ClEYRXP 維尼
Burning me deeper and deeper. 8964 copyright protection671PENANAw2V8TQEPtJ 維尼
Your venom slowly killed all of my happiness and passion. 8964 copyright protection671PENANAQBoWBeUpne 維尼
That spark burned out 8964 copyright protection671PENANAmr7U1C57zN 維尼
And the one thing I could rely on, 8964 copyright protection671PENANAtXwxKGRB0I 維尼
My ability to express myself with a pen and paper, 8964 copyright protection671PENANAETMy5HITJU 維尼
Was murdered by your verbal abuse. 8964 copyright protection671PENANAKcUos5j8Xw 維尼
You destroyed my sanctuary, 8964 copyright protection671PENANAjIhGFLceej 維尼
lit it up like a bonfire 8964 copyright protection671PENANA5ywE1VcA7s 維尼
And watched as my life's work turned to ash. 8964 copyright protection671PENANAkPMQScyptu 維尼
With every strike of your tongue, 8964 copyright protection671PENANALFEaqS94rG 維尼
My soul was broken a little more 8964 copyright protection671PENANA6PcVYeXSsI 維尼
Until there was nothing but dust left 8964 copyright protection671PENANAqEynbXw0i7 維尼
And I no longer cared or had any drive.8964 copyright protection671PENANAp50fp77r4c 維尼
A/N: That's the first half of a two part poem thing. Thank you so much for reading, lovelies! I've been a little slow updating things, so I'll hopefully post a little more before the school year gets too chaotic. I also have to apply to colleges (oh my goodness I'm going to be in college soon I'm not ready to adult) so that'll take up a good amount of time too.675Please respect copyright.PENANAvJXtj57iur
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