他一大清早,就只在說些有的沒的。172Please respect copyright.PENANAhLQ93y9tVK
沒有說奇怪的話,沒有說日記的事。172Please respect copyright.PENANAKyJ81ZyRGy
就像當作我是路人,將是敷衍我的。172Please respect copyright.PENANAj6XFg7VYiP
他想故意迴避某些話題,但同時又想提起。172Please respect copyright.PENANAGM9kHCaT2i
換句話說,他想要我自己提起話題。172Please respect copyright.PENANAbNcZyJ4CYG
172Please respect copyright.PENANAiQ49rbZnHg
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就是迫我要做醜人就是了。172Please respect copyright.PENANA1iX0NeuveS
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172Please respect copyright.PENANAURd5InYryX
「我記得好像學校也試過一次這麼亂的。」172Please respect copyright.PENANAF4mPVZIjAz
那時候的確很亂,我們還花了好幾天才完全清理好。172Please respect copyright.PENANALSQPqJfGhh
只是那時候多點顏色就是了。172Please respect copyright.PENANAbp1QxOyXyr
「咳咳⋯⋯對不起⋯」172Please respect copyright.PENANAKxRdAVE6P2
這句對不起,是他隨便丟下的一句對不起。172Please respect copyright.PENANAXYITWJ1Azf
不小心碰到別人又說,不小心踏到別人又說。172Please respect copyright.PENANAezJOHIaOaY
但這一下咳嗽,不是不小心的,是有意無意的。172Please respect copyright.PENANAvhrmtAknip
172Please respect copyright.PENANA5a2U7tgnB4
172Please respect copyright.PENANADJQVrlslhs
是他下意識迴避的方法,是他裝病的後遺症。172Please respect copyright.PENANAaeCXGMHr4D
跟他說話這麼久,說話的習慣早就能看破。172Please respect copyright.PENANAZ5183q7iqd
每次說到什麼他不想記起的,不想提起的事;172Please respect copyright.PENANAmnFeFlrmXP
是他總會下意識地咳嗽,問他為什麼卻說是不為意。172Please respect copyright.PENANAnXyPrdkXyK
這是他的壞習慣,是習慣成自然。172Please respect copyright.PENANAG11QfiCTTu
172Please respect copyright.PENANAt1z8Fmensx
172Please respect copyright.PENANAlhdZ4WaUpK
但是他想說的對不起,不是他常說的對不起。172Please respect copyright.PENANAbk8TLWP1YH
我是想聽他主動說的話,不是他被動模式下的話。172Please respect copyright.PENANAWaqYyKw0QS
172Please respect copyright.PENANA8XwtGKCN4N
172Please respect copyright.PENANAkrJEpJEazm
「那時候,你替我背上黑鍋,但我什麼也沒說,對不起。」172Please respect copyright.PENANASzaRgIaFUD
不是你的錯,那時候應該是我受罰的。172Please respect copyright.PENANAVV9aEVvLL5
即使你做錯,也不應該是你受罰。172Please respect copyright.PENANAvts0KFsgMl
而且如果我沒有這樣做,除了我對不住自己,你也會被踢出校。172Please respect copyright.PENANAQQJCIRLhYM
「對不起,那是因為自己的思想未成熟,而自暴自棄,最後連累到你。」172Please respect copyright.PENANAYPF5NZXSAd
不是你的錯,這是情有可原。172Please respect copyright.PENANAro0uAyEdAt
我是應該受罰的,我是欠了你的。172Please respect copyright.PENANAWiTupPxUxl
172Please respect copyright.PENANAHnMEQXLKYF
172Please respect copyright.PENANAIR58nTVM3A
「為什麼?為什麼都不是我的錯?」172Please respect copyright.PENANAqUMlNLrhTn
因為⋯總之不是你的問題。172Please respect copyright.PENANAXhJLPjMjhH
因為這是一件不怎麼快樂的事。172Please respect copyright.PENANA4XEpYrbX03
不怎麼有趣,也是不想說的事。172Please respect copyright.PENANAcYHjTfAwQ2
172Please respect copyright.PENANAK0hzomcsmm
172Please respect copyright.PENANAVW39H6nFnW
這是你不喜歡的事、不開心的回憶;172Please respect copyright.PENANAP538PrXTvo
所以你才把它寫在日記上,然後忘掉了。172Please respect copyright.PENANAE7uf60hA7W
172Please respect copyright.PENANAFPITckNb2D
172Please respect copyright.PENANAigFqR3wiab
真的要說嗎?172Please respect copyright.PENANA3HcZYJ8W6p
172Please respect copyright.PENANAOETNSTELea
172Please respect copyright.PENANASekNdgj7Ja
172Please respect copyright.PENANAi3vH7yu9th
172Please respect copyright.PENANAQlcW2w6skd
在他搬屋前的那一年,在他還未忘記我的時候;172Please respect copyright.PENANA42GmqTa4Da
我們曾經是朋友,我們曾經是同班同學。172Please respect copyright.PENANAriLGnMqjpL
那時候也像是這樣的,不在上數學課也在聊天。172Please respect copyright.PENANAxezTTEBGav
也是說著對方不知道的事,也是說著最有趣的事情。172Please respect copyright.PENANAJOjKcLxU77
很幼稚的快樂,很無聊的解悶。172Please respect copyright.PENANAhFcILmWjog
雖然不是維持了很長,雖然是忘掉了的事。172Please respect copyright.PENANA5gH93sldh6
但這是我跟他最快樂的回憶。172Please respect copyright.PENANAUm42xfewp5
172Please respect copyright.PENANAhc6ovzGamQ
172Please respect copyright.PENANAPr2ylndFDE
有一天,我們談到日記的時候;172Please respect copyright.PENANAfOggdbpbqQ
我問他有沒有寫日記,寫了些什麼。172Please respect copyright.PENANAZREW7PNF2H
「沒什麼呀⋯就⋯日記。」172Please respect copyright.PENANA4qyo9Se1hT
那時候他的說謊技巧還沒有這麼利害,雖然也沒說什麼。172Please respect copyright.PENANAz9ouCSVYhR
但還算是小朋友的我,聽到這句話好奇心就起了。172Please respect copyright.PENANAeAqelSXfil
然後我就提議,要不要交換日記。172Please respect copyright.PENANA8tIsqSGUYp
他似無力反抗的,好像妥協了。172Please respect copyright.PENANAHyB9G8TfHr
172Please respect copyright.PENANA4Ju3ARmkyH
172Please respect copyright.PENANAec5O3tJwm3
不出乎所料,第二天他就帶來那本日記。172Please respect copyright.PENANArlFv9NJIOg
那是我第一次——無數次中的第一次看到他那本叫作「忘記日記」的筆記本。172Please respect copyright.PENANApTw2nJ3gjO
那時候詐作聰明的我,便説那是不是備忘錄。172Please respect copyright.PENANA1MupZ0tp5s
「有點不同吧⋯這是要記錄下準備忘記的事來的。」172Please respect copyright.PENANAPdCSrMGhyg
第一次聽他解釋當然是不懂,但現在的我很清楚。172Please respect copyright.PENANAO83vgGufKr
那是要記下要忘記東西的備忘錄,說出來的確是有點諷刺。172Please respect copyright.PENANA96FtkAR1kW
明明是要準備忘記,但偏偏卻要把它記下;172Please respect copyright.PENANA8lkn3xlvNm
那忘記的意義在哪裏?172Please respect copyright.PENANAvXezIXkvL0
172Please respect copyright.PENANAVF4p6yuTLK
172Please respect copyright.PENANAqFnQqCNorZ
但那時候的我不管,因為實在聊得無聊了。172Please respect copyright.PENANA1RxSZ6iH0Z
想要更加實在地認識這個人,想要知道他的事。172Please respect copyright.PENANAFkMZDks4Xb
於是就想看他的日記,想從日記裏面認識他。172Please respect copyright.PENANAKVE3sRxF8Q
只是沒想過他的日記,對他來說是垃圾堆填區。172Please respect copyright.PENANApiU5m2aCxS
拿個好一點的比喻,那是他專屬的焚化爐。172Please respect copyright.PENANAc005kkzNxO
什麼可燃垃圾不可燃的,通通都得燒一燒。172Please respect copyright.PENANANbKJzT1FgJ
而那一本日記,正是燃燒後的灰燼。172Please respect copyright.PENANA4xrKZYZG1B
172Please respect copyright.PENANAhmL9XxEtOI
172Please respect copyright.PENANAAehQMpued5
因為沒聽他說過自己的父母,於是就問直接問他;172Please respect copyright.PENANAY3Umk2OoW0
你有沒有在日記寫過你的父母?172Please respect copyright.PENANAQ0jdFsUYam
「不記得呢⋯好像是有吧。」172Please respect copyright.PENANAT8ApxGP18T
既然說是好像,那即是代表有吧。172Please respect copyright.PENANA64KXaOcdOF
於是我就在那頁數不到的日記裏,找到那被撕成一半的那頁。172Please respect copyright.PENANA9LKZodVe9d
中間用膠紙黏着,如一道橫著的傷痕。172Please respect copyright.PENANAEjkoKZ02wH
為什麼要撕掉這一頁?172Please respect copyright.PENANAoMpxIgtVBw
「應該是發現這件事沒什麼好忘記的吧。」172Please respect copyright.PENANAXQilrcbiXt
172Please respect copyright.PENANAijtS4AXjut
172Please respect copyright.PENANAV0YDzqrS81
這一頁上寫的,看上來都像是一個普通的故事。172Please respect copyright.PENANACYZ5OUV9MN
一天,他跟他的媽媽到主題樂園玩。172Please respect copyright.PENANAAPAkAmfL7d
「不要忘記這一天哦。」她是這樣說。172Please respect copyright.PENANAlO18G2o0Tk
他們又坐摩天輪,又去看水族館;172Please respect copyright.PENANAQzwF0KO7Xl
「最重要是你開心。」日記寫著她是笑着的。172Please respect copyright.PENANArKPgRVzoyL
他們很開心,渡過了快樂的一天。172Please respect copyright.PENANAB7rWALtAgG
最後,他媽媽在樂園的餐廳請了他吃最貴的雪糕。172Please respect copyright.PENANAgbnashrxbu
「我上一上廁所,你在這裏等我哦。」她最後是這樣說的。172Please respect copyright.PENANAgTB7Ua6LMV
172Please respect copyright.PENANAERZUllA7xl
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「林卓維小朋友,你的爸爸在找你。」172Please respect copyright.PENANAWtXSPtCOpT
公園的宣布系統,宣告這一則小朋友尋回的信息。172Please respect copyright.PENANAwMBavSoCe7
他一時三刻沒有理會,繼續吃着媽媽買給他的雪糕。172Please respect copyright.PENANAGg35HrrBvw
然後,有一個職員走了過來。172Please respect copyright.PENANAHtealL7J9W
問他的家長在哪裏,把雪糕全部吃完的他,忘了怎樣回答。172Please respect copyright.PENANA3zUn29h2cL
然後職員就把它帶到,他爸爸的身邊。172Please respect copyright.PENANAJWtXNGiKXg
172Please respect copyright.PENANAPqS5o3DGQt
172Please respect copyright.PENANAjK2AiqGeBx
然後發生什麼事,我不知道。172Please respect copyright.PENANAMB2KA8xBVU
但是我能夠的,就只有自私的猜。172Please respect copyright.PENANADnribaexxK
因為即使問他,他也答不到我。172Please respect copyright.PENANA4O9XQpUIjZ
「我忘記了不知道,可能只是我作出來的⋯」172Please respect copyright.PENANAPzoCsRDZKT
雖然我不同意他的猜測,但既然本人也不知道的事;172Please respect copyright.PENANAfCYNeMfddJ
即是代表這是模糊不清的灰燼,這是怎說也說得通的故事。172Please respect copyright.PENANARi9OZYV3dU
172Please respect copyright.PENANABrvv4LIrl3
172Please respect copyright.PENANAd0pu0weW54
於是無聊的我,有空就在想這件事。172Please respect copyright.PENANAEOf1v6rzjY
會不會是他的母親去世了不告訴他?會不會是他的父母離婚了弄的一場戲?172Please respect copyright.PENANAoVBeTD3eip
越想就越投入,越想就越為他擔心。172Please respect copyright.PENANA3pMtVbeS64
沒有結尾的故事,非常的吊人胃口。172Please respect copyright.PENANANk5HcNmy28
一不小心就把事情想入腦,就連說話也在想。172Please respect copyright.PENANAsbkmZMfATS
有點誇張對吧?畢竟那時候我的好奇心可是很大。172Please respect copyright.PENANABdyxpSHvWN
172Please respect copyright.PENANA7vmVeTgyJm
172Please respect copyright.PENANAkckgEhCAAr
由這一刻開始,我就開始犯下了無可挽回的錯誤。172Please respect copyright.PENANAFc5xCRPg7z
把事情想得太多後,很自然地把這件事流傳了開去。172Please respect copyright.PENANA8X9rnO7BzD
初時只有告訴一兩人,但是在其他人互相散播之後;172Please respect copyright.PENANA0RBbgCbdvj
差不多整班也知道他的事,差不多整班也在想他的事。172Please respect copyright.PENANAZJ1jfwsNHd
初時我還是沒想過會這樣,但自從他開始被人戲弄的時候便不得不後悔。172Please respect copyright.PENANA2HkJKOScUP
我後悔了告訴其他人這件事,我後悔了這麼用力的想被他焚化的事。172Please respect copyright.PENANA5nyGzc21kk
我後悔了因為自己無聊而去問日記的事,我後悔了因為自己連累了他。172Please respect copyright.PENANALBpohccQMW
172Please respect copyright.PENANAe9bdUvtAaN
172Please respect copyright.PENANA3hXAxzii2s
但是更令我後悔的,是那時候我不明所以的感情。172Please respect copyright.PENANAMMyQCTbNbW
一個小六生,所懂得的愛情是很幼稚的。172Please respect copyright.PENANA8AzHqJuMZD
就算是早熟,就算是如何的清澀也談不上是愛情。172Please respect copyright.PENANAjNO88kMtz5
因為自己不可能分清楚,到底如何才算是愛上一個人。172Please respect copyright.PENANAcaRnvAOfGA
跟他每日談天算不算是談戀愛?對他的事情日思夜想算不算是愛上他?172Please respect copyright.PENANAyih2Dfn9MW
這些問題一個小六生搞不懂,一個中六生也搞不懂。172Please respect copyright.PENANA7QSzvNTZXE
172Please respect copyright.PENANAHcN0T3puOA
172Please respect copyright.PENANA5iAXTE9mut
但偏偏那時候,我武斷決定行動。172Please respect copyright.PENANAXrjDFYrCO6
我決定跟他好好的道歉,然後向他「表白」。172Please respect copyright.PENANAjHzGGSYYqF
我找了個小休,叫他到後梯談天。172Please respect copyright.PENANA5bc3ARnQol
理所當然的,因為後梯比較少人行走,說什麼話也方便一點。172Please respect copyright.PENANAQTGLrhqRU5
而自從被別人取笑後,他說的話少了。172Please respect copyright.PENANA8oHFdwPvpC
跟別人如是,跟我亦如是。172Please respect copyright.PENANAankDhbIiaS
172Please respect copyright.PENANAEyBKUjIDnZ
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我緩緩的開口說話,跟他先好好地道歉。172Please respect copyright.PENANAoTcCTB7OFt
但是我還未把說話講完,他就忍不住說:172Please respect copyright.PENANAHRfuKUle8l
「原來真的是你在傳那些謠言⋯」172Please respect copyright.PENANAizmaJ7apcg
我當然是想立即更正他,因為作故事的不是我。172Please respect copyright.PENANAi4MFwJO650
「夠了,那你說的第二件事是什麼,快快的說了。」172Please respect copyright.PENANAqaCaOfovmH
被他這麼突然地提起,我一是說不出話。172Please respect copyright.PENANAuC0RHW7wmu
我深呼吸一口氣,鼓起勇氣的說出了自己認為最有意義的話。172Please respect copyright.PENANAezCxSJODGC
172Please respect copyright.PENANAn7jbCi7uON
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「等等,你是不是想再玩我一次?」172Please respect copyright.PENANALaJVDfOcrM
我當然回答自己認真的,從來沒有想過想玩弄你。172Please respect copyright.PENANAjoxzx9YDmI
「你覺得能相信你嗎?認識你這麼久,你就只是為了知道我的醜事。」172Please respect copyright.PENANAbZWmpggoDs
不不,你誤解了。172Please respect copyright.PENANACXK8qVo6rt
我不是為了找你黑材料才認識你的,我也不想你被欺凌的。172Please respect copyright.PENANAfsSaoGLPUi
「現在還說你愛我,你是不是想玩到我死為止?」172Please respect copyright.PENANAxcjs2vsnmM
不是,我是真心想愛你的。172Please respect copyright.PENANAt6xUpoW0ok
只是我笨拙的弄巧反拙,我也不想這樣。172Please respect copyright.PENANAk4ZzH1JA4Y
「你騙我,你明明說過不會說出去的!」172Please respect copyright.PENANAg1XlmL0XzQ
對不起,我錯了好不好?172Please respect copyright.PENANA8ap0pGBrxn
「不!你一直是在騙我的,根本由一開始已經是這樣!」172Please respect copyright.PENANADQXGk4rx0J
我——我是想跟你做朋友才想知道你日記的事!172Please respect copyright.PENANAoLRSUvnbow
「你沒一句說話是真的!一邊你在傳我殺了我媽,一邊你有跟我說愛我,你是有人格分裂嗎?」172Please respect copyright.PENANAKS7blLYcEX
不要說得這麼過分!不要冤枉我沒做過的事!172Please respect copyright.PENANAxcbEGcsPke
「我真的是受夠了你,根本一直都在騙人!」172Please respect copyright.PENANAPNhEJiywbB
172Please respect copyright.PENANA7cUuURklDe
172Please respect copyright.PENANARGmgyHf8h8
這一刻開始,我和他的理智已經不存在。172Please respect copyright.PENANAmVeeUwYv1Q
在語言上衝突後,難免身體上也開始有衝突。172Please respect copyright.PENANAkUkn0hriyi
他越說越激動同時,亦開始指著我、捉住我。172Please respect copyright.PENANAAignAxyJkW
不是色情上,是真的一副打架的樣子。172Please respect copyright.PENANApYthw05dxS
本身這樣已經危險了,但沒人制止的情況;172Please respect copyright.PENANAQfK7uZ3Iti
大家只會越說越激動,越打越用力。172Please respect copyright.PENANAAfHbA1m0w1
他終於忍不住推開我,是很用力推開。172Please respect copyright.PENANAAjD3be5ey0
雖然沒推得很遠,但心理上已經把我推到極限。172Please respect copyright.PENANAhprs7V889x
是還擊也好,是自我防衛也好;172Please respect copyright.PENANAcctdxKQz0b
我把他推了下樓梯去。172Please respect copyright.PENANAnF2Y9Ooz1U
172Please respect copyright.PENANAXuPIyGIygm
172Please respect copyright.PENANAparPaJiqS9
樓梯很危險,所以老師才每次叫我們扶着扶手走樓梯。172Please respect copyright.PENANAYdbSfZbcCZ
如果不小心跌跤,後果可大可小。172Please respect copyright.PENANAoPaZ84GdbC
在那之後,我看到他在樓梯底動也不動。172Please respect copyright.PENANAplimuzG9wZ
原本在互相指罵的聲音,化為烏有。172Please respect copyright.PENANABrBDCtJEx8
就像沒有吵過架一般,在後樓梯裏;172Please respect copyright.PENANAzIlx5cHySN
就只剩下昏過去的他,和站着發呆的我。172Please respect copyright.PENANAmuXdMuIu5r
但是留在原地站着不是辦法,但我想不到要做什麼。172Please respect copyright.PENANAucefkCHIiI
因為被嚇怕了,一時不懂怎樣反應。172Please respect copyright.PENANATy1J4rnecM
172Please respect copyright.PENANAnJS5f0X9MF
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未幾,在小息的鈴鐘響起前我回到班房。172Please respect copyright.PENANAf3artnlUqD
沒有告訴給老師,沒有告訴給任何人。172Please respect copyright.PENANATv0p0EflZW
這,可算是犯罪吧?172Please respect copyright.PENANAus4OwwHPKu
172Please respect copyright.PENANA7SSzEJY7es
172Please respect copyright.PENANA1KA8Jfp06X
172Please respect copyright.PENANAxGSwllpHsw
172Please respect copyright.PENANAhuRXY7W4dr
再見到他的時候,是在中一開學日的時候。172Please respect copyright.PENANAEqzy9GQUUn
自從那時後樓梯後,我就沒有看過他上小學。172Please respect copyright.PENANAlE8meDe2Pi
可能是另外上了別間小學,也可能在我不知道的情況下上了學。172Please respect copyright.PENANAP6TW2xfk8U
但是那時候我的一推,沒有任何人向我追究。172Please respect copyright.PENANA9pF0WrZm8A
老師沒有,同學沒有,連他的爸爸也沒有。172Please respect copyright.PENANAWX1EHTaujH
我也不清楚發生了什麼,到底為什麼自己的罪行沒有結果?172Please respect copyright.PENANAA11pz5J2ec
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見面的時候,是他主動跟我說話的。172Please respect copyright.PENANA0ER5fT6MeR
還記得上一句還是說什麼去死的,但他現正卻跟我說早上好。172Please respect copyright.PENANA6g4GU0aX1X
我一時被他的友善嚇倒,也是呆了不懂得反應。172Please respect copyright.PENANABlS4wmjpno
是他失憶了,但是他原諒我了?172Please respect copyright.PENANASB3kz2E1rD
不不,這麼的一推沒有人可以原諒,即使是沒人知道。172Please respect copyright.PENANAtADqbdLVpd
他見我沒怎麼的理他,緩緩走開了。172Please respect copyright.PENANAfvQNhS4ikM
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不久,他有空就想找我搭話。172Please respect copyright.PENANAfhj0cM0PAl
就似回到小學那時,什麼事也未發生的事。172Please respect copyright.PENANA0YjibhWekL
但也不見得維持很久,因為很快就被別人說閑話。172Please respect copyright.PENANAGnaxnlbfxs
沒錯,就是被人說我們談戀愛。172Please respect copyright.PENANAJt3E9nJH0B
覺得很諷刺,但同時害怕悲劇重演;172Please respect copyright.PENANAKmx9dQGA3K
所以我就開始疏離他,開始不想理他。172Please respect copyright.PENANA3mLzSnDICF
然後同時,他就開始裝病。172Please respect copyright.PENANAwTjGaV4H7H
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然後發生什麼的事,不說也知道了。172Please respect copyright.PENANARRSUvx5d6w
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不是你的錯,因為自根本開始;172Please respect copyright.PENANAWMlWWCHwq9
要是我沒有問你的日記,要是我沒有跟別人胡亂說話;172Please respect copyright.PENANAfZVujrpWiy
你根本就用不着被人欺凌,甚至可能不會忘記事情。172Please respect copyright.PENANAdxTJKUdD89
不是你的錯,因為錯的全部都是我。172Please respect copyright.PENANA900NYECznS
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但是,我再說下去也就只能安慰,就只有悔疚。172Please respect copyright.PENANAXe5DpBEUPj
上星期我在抽屜裏,找到一張日記。172Please respect copyright.PENANACy3ic1fe2a
那是他單方面,寫下他從樓梯倒下的事。172Please respect copyright.PENANAqKVjJrnRX9
但是整個他寫的故事錯漏百出,前文不對後理。172Please respect copyright.PENANAG1hXxxu1Qe
這是一頁不了了之的日記。172Please respect copyright.PENANAcjQgFIqvpo
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然後,在今天;172Please respect copyright.PENANAfUELX9nO6B
我的抽屜裏出現了那半頁日記,那事情的起點。172Please respect copyright.PENANA79dBljkpkE
跟記憶不同的是,紙上一面寫着「內咎」兩字。172Please respect copyright.PENANAgEMIqHNdUN
嘛,也是沒錯的。172Please respect copyright.PENANAacrjGDolKx
我一直以來所做的都是為着以前的事內咎,為着自己的事負責。172Please respect copyright.PENANA33zDeGhqve
至少我是這樣以為,這樣做就能夠填補我的過失。172Please respect copyright.PENANARaI4FNgMEj
但是這樣做,就跟活在過去沒分別。172Please respect copyright.PENANAEJZQYuLv1t
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我再問一多次,我可不可以愛你?172Please respect copyright.PENANA5JCVgRxp0e
「不要好了。但是關於第二件事,我原諒你。」172Please respect copyright.PENANA7fzR1yH1D6
嗯,是嗎?172Please respect copyright.PENANAl96lNYLGBD
首先感謝你真的能夠原諒我,而其次;172Please respect copyright.PENANA7d7JU62RRL
那你會不會,把我寫進日記裏面?172Please respect copyright.PENANARYPquqaW1U
「我也沒寫日記很久了,支離破碎的日記也不能再寫了吧?」172Please respect copyright.PENANAg6as6hwVmh
說得也是。172Please respect copyright.PENANADIJhyfXjXI
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「話說回來,我找到了這半頁的日記。」172Please respect copyright.PENANAH17udqsxPF
呀,這樣的話就等於拼圖一樣合回來了。172Please respect copyright.PENANAOMWzgAVF9d
「因為下半部被撕掉了,只有上半部的字看不到後續。」172Please respect copyright.PENANAQ0HC28odrY
是嗎?但是我得很遺憾的告訴你;172Please respect copyright.PENANAvtRod5FBwG
你所尋找的下半部,其實是沒字的。172Please respect copyright.PENANAJ5vI6KmRcH
回到爸爸身邊後,發生的是不得而知。172Please respect copyright.PENANAsHoMakvCcm
因為根本你就沒有寫下去,不論什麼原因。172Please respect copyright.PENANASpoXgAFdNt
所謂的下半部,只是用來補完那條裂縫的。172Please respect copyright.PENANAku7eGGb1Is
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上半部的後面,寫着「就當我沒」;172Please respect copyright.PENANAVaxXDIqlby
拼在一起,便是「就當我沒內咎」。172Please respect copyright.PENANAz8KBOrOFbC
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嗯,就當我沒內咎吧。
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