《最接近的陌生距離》完全版 - 03

當我被電話聲嘈醒時候，已經係日上三竿。琴日放學就即刻去7-11返通宵更。最後瞓得嗰五個鐘就被電話嘈醒咗！本來我仲好迷糊，但當我見到一大串嘅未接來電之後，我成個人就醒晒。

20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqSvNvjd16o

「未接來電﹕10 次。」

20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqzTPpgJoCY

唔洗問都知，係Miss Wong打黎啦。頂佢個肺，「廢超」執政時代係核爆都唔理架嘛！佢算老幾呀！

20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIC1a8iSUAd

睇吓鐘數，已經到咗學校Lunch時間，換言之⋯⋯嗶⋯⋯嗶⋯⋯電話又響！Miss又追魂call我！呢個女人有冇咁痴線呀？

20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgPZS2hSH81

最後我扮睇唔到將電話掟埋一二邊算。我都讀唔成書，返學都係浪費時間，呢個星期我索性拎晒嚟返兼職，賺多少少錢仲好啦！

20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkvwRuzOmPX

但係點估到Miss Wong嘅耐性真係唔可以講笑，喺我返工期間⋯⋯唔係！佢每日係咁追魂call！煩到乜咁，我最後索性電話都唔開，睇佢點搵到我！

20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ1OqrH7cSK

= = = =

20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ5dihaHSIu

幾日後嘅星期四，下午四點半。

20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq7YZF3Xo8M

「先生多謝你$18.5。」我好似機械人咁逐個掃下貨品上嘅條碼

20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx8mB6O5ubO

「朱古力條做緊優惠，要唔要加$5試下？」

20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYojweq5L3j

「多謝你$58.5。」

20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC0RuhEs4EB

「welcome sir⋯⋯thank you sir⋯⋯bye bye⋯⋯」

20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi98dIZ80rq

我就係好似輸入咗程式嘅機器，呢五個鐘以嚟不斷重複咁做收錢抓錢嘅動作。唉，好悶呀。喺我放緊長長嘅喊露時，我見到有個女人將本時裝雜誌放咗喺收銀枱上面。我好自然地掃下雜誌上嘅條碼。嘟——！

20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOItPtsYmYO

「小姐，多謝你盛惠$55。易極做緊『鋪毛』, 要唔要加$5要一盒？」

20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQOtZuJG5Gk

「係promote，你發音唔係好準喎。」

20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡar4g6MfkTQ

我皺咗下眉，邊有客會咁樣執人口音架？最多都係話唔要唧！但係呢一把聲⋯⋯令我從沈悶嘅工作中回神過嚟。當我將目光由枱上嘅雜誌移去面前嘅女人時——

20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡukcySC9a0T

「咁啱嘅，班長！」

20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmz2C9G5r3g

竟然係——

20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡysudzAtGRu

「Miss⋯⋯Miss Wong?」我瞪大雙眼。

20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU9kosMyKrS

「你咁多日冇返學，原來係返工。」佢翹起雙手，露出招牌女王式嘅睥睨眼神。

20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbcKcYItH9m

點⋯⋯點會咁架？呢度離學校好遠架！照計唔會撞到學校老師架喎！呢個世界有冇咁細呀！定係命運安排要我呢一刻要比Miss Wong捉逃學呀？

20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLBTTluxKc6

Miss Wong冷漠嘅面貌下嘅嘴角微微揚起笑意。

20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3sXVLjTzBq

一個充滿惡作劇嘅微笑。

20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT77A1E6Kyp

「小⋯⋯小姐盛惠$55蚊。」

20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5kX4Np3RRK

「Promote。」Miss Wong講出一口正綜又純正嘅英文：「你做服務行業唔可以hea架。」佢竟然喺呢個時候將老師角色發揮得淋漓盡致！

20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtuAE5NLQY1

「Mi⋯⋯Miss，$55，快啲比錢先啦。我會被人鬧架！」我瞄一瞄Miss Wong 身後開始出現人龍！

20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvwcN2rf2mb

Miss Wong聽到我求佢，反而更顯得寸進尺，佢微微一笑，好似好享受呢刻我嘅難受，佢就話：「跟Miss讀一次先。係Promote!」

20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcsiRw4gfAe

「鋪⋯⋯」為咗唔好比啲客鬧，我嗱嗱聲應咗MISS嘅要求就算！

20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyIDypErywr

「係Pro⋯⋯」Miss Wong好似特登將個R音講得大聲啲。

20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw34xRvHKtv

呢個時候條人龍塞到愈嚟愈長，啲人都鼓噪起嚟。頂，我好似比佢撳住嚟打咁，我唔耐煩咁講：「Pro⋯⋯」我對眼有咁大碌咁大地瞪實佢。

20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5CMjcZaVlY

　「⋯⋯mote.」Miss Wong邊笑邊講。

20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVoU5ikzItE

「Pro⋯⋯Promote! 」

20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbc28RZ6cQZ

「嘻。啱啦﹗」Miss Wong好似因為成功教訓到我而滿足咁笑。

20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡskpgiODKYK

嘟——！八達通嘅聲音。Miss Wong比咗錢後就拎走本雜誌轉身走人，但係佢走唔夠幾步，就轉身同我講：「班長，聽日記得準時返學呀！」

20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEMf2nHnjbR

Miss Wong笑住離開，總覺得佢呢下微笑好唔簡單。

20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzjcNdufkOo

果然，晚上九點鐘，距離收工仲有一個鐘嘅時候⋯⋯

20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNgx0Tq8sJ9

「你個衰仔呃我返咗學！！原來走嚟返兼職！」

20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvrxAEpgiiv

老母突然殺我一個措手不及！佢放工後走咗嚟我返工嗰度屌鳩我。老豆老母一向掛住搵食，我話乜佢地都信，點解穿咗煲架？

20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSIvteyELbh

「你班主任頭先打嚟同我投訴呀！你開學第二日開始逃學！仲逃足三日?！」

20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVnn5CqB3IK

老母繼續當住咁多客面前鬧我！令我勁嬲，但冇理由開阿媽拖架嘛，只係連忙咁講：「阿媽！我開緊工架！有咩返屋企再講啦！我要做嘢呀！」

20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC5utlDItEl

「唔讀書！冇鬼用架你！一啲都唔似你家姐！」

20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzz9AHvjSCC

阿媽佢邊走邊屌，聽到我好想爆粗搵人屌。頂你⋯⋯一日最衰係Miss Wong! 阻我搵食！唉……都仲未夠，當我收工返到屋企時，老豆原來已經返咗屋企。然後老豆老母雙劍合壁咁對我進行一小時嘅精神轟炸，最後我仲差啲同老豆打交添。

20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB9O5naP6pZ

心情差到爆，第二日繼續想逃學以表達我對呢個痴撚線Miss Wong不滿。點知老母聽晒Miss Wong話，調一調返工時間，等佢可以捉我起身返學！

20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Fzc6rqN2g

頂你個肺！新學年對我嚟講真係地獄嚟喎！我唔止冇咗課室主導權！Miss Wong仲可以迫到我返學呀！有冇輸得咁徹底呀？！

20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXy8DJe7f4s

= = = =

20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyXKN15DC0K

一返到學校，第一個招呼我嘅唔係Miss Wong，係佢條仔，周Sir。

20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ99saFyIPdi

「停低！」

20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGveWGK9PfV

我被周Sir捉埋咗一邊，因為琴晚同老豆老母嘈完，我塊面黑過包公，可能因為咁搞到周Sir以為我串親佢。

20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1GEQDfqpdK

周Sir走埋嚟，由上而下咁打量我。佢眼神好唔友善，搞到我好唔自在。唔洗問，佢一定想捉我校服儀容啦！

20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl8jAckjPSJ

「你件校服咁污糟邋遢嘅？你係咪返學架？」佢眼神變得好厭惡，好似望到個乞衣咁，好睇唔起我。

20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn307Pv6ADN

「Sorry Sir。」我刻意唔望佢。

20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH8F540ysL7

「你老母點教你，道歉要望住人架嘛。」

20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8L6ZB7kNEJ

洗唔洗一嚟就提老母咁串呀仆街周！

20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3njdSfLVn3

「Sorry Sir!」

20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡywMwke6YHb

我不忿咁望住周Sir再「道歉」一次。我以為咁樣可甩難，但呢個世界總係有啲人鍾意得寸進尺！

20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWiMagAAWgE

「你就算有老豆老母都成個孤兒咁喎！爛身爛勢點返學呀？屋企窮到得返一件校服？」

20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Es1uorM1A

周sir用一個嘲笑同輕視嘅態度講呢番說話，本來我已經心情差到一個點，佢咁樣簡直就係火上加油，我即刻爆佢：「你講咩呀！而家屋企窮犯校規呀?！」

20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCp4KLNSsrQ

「你件校服污糟晒就係儀容唔合格。」周Sir嘲笑我。

20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRi9zYQZW9n

「咁你未罰囉﹗」

20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxD92L6A05Y

「罰就罰硬架啦！」然後佢行前一步，向我展示訓導嘅氣勢，目露凶光咁講：「我講咗唔好比麻煩Miss Wong架嘛。你呢幾日做咩唔返學？」

20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBJCQINmH08

哈，原來搞著Miss Wong，有人要幫條女出氣。

20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfJG3hKziVR

「唔返學關唔關你事？我麻煩到Miss Wong關唔關你事呀？」

20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkDPb3BHexj

「好啊！好夠膽喎同學！」周Sir露出令我不安嘅微笑：「我今日要隔離你。同我躝上去訓導室，等陣我就招呼你﹗」

20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUAA3Cri1zn

喺我同周Sir劍拔弩張之時，有一把聲介入咗落我同周Sir之間——「周Sir？」我應聲一睇，一身深色sult嘅Miss Wong行咗埋嚟，就話：「阿匡交比我處理就得架喇。」

20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4fFzGxL53O

Miss Wong 語氣溫柔，與凶神惡煞嘅周Sir形成強烈對比。望見周Sir一面得戚嘅樣，似乎唔多想領情。佢繼續望實我，語帶挑釁咁講：「呢個學生冇家教架喎！佢實會蝦你。不如交比我處理啦。」

20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq4n5s3NyJ1

Miss Wong再行前少少，企喺我身邊，柔聲咁同周Sir講：「呢個學生仲未同我熟唧。今次件事係個機會比我好好關心佢嘛，係咪？始終都係我班學生，等我處理返就得架啦！」佢想用親切可人嘅笑容緩和氣氛外，亦想消一消佢條仔嘅氣。果然周Sir深呼吸咗一下之後，就對Miss話：「咁佢交返比你處理。」

20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc9nSvdCuaL

Miss Wong點一點頭，就嚴厲咁同我講：「跟我嚟。」然後佢首先行前，示意我跟埋上嚟。當我行經周Sir身邊時，我地咁互瞪一下。

20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl2AuFScG2D

我跟住Miss行，我唔知佢想帶我去邊。只知道Miss喺校務處前停低咗，轉身向我望嚟，嚴厲咁講：「入去校務處，盡返班長嘅責任！」

20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl8gl07hJbN

「乜嘢呀？」

20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr1LLhbppQE

「你唔記得左你係班長呀？係咪想我親自教你點做呀？」Miss Wong:「入去校務處拎點名簿同班房鎖匙！」

20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx55JvJlaDT

可惡，換係阿Sir我一早同會死撐到底。但見係佢，我竟然乖乖咁聽佢話。到底係咩原因？係因為我怕咗佢背後撐腰嘅周Sir，定係其他原因呢？

20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ibt9IIk7x

我萬不願意咁照Miss Wong說話做，拎齊晒佢要嘅嘢就跟佢上課室。佢一邊行一邊親自同我講班長每嘅工作係咩。我當然冇聽入耳，全部當係耳邊風啦！

20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpULIYtvHGh

「你清楚晒班長嘅職責啦嘛？」Miss Wong嘅聲音令我回神過嚟，原來我已經跟佢返到班房。

20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ozE8QD1Cv

呢個時候Miss Wong已經坐喺老師位，翹住對黑絲腳，兩手翹埋。而我罰企喺佢身前，距離大約有四個身位。呢種距離感令好普通坐喺老師位嘅Miss Wongs有一種高高在上坐喺皇座嘅感覺。佢全身散發出女王嘅氣息，當中嘅威嚴慢慢咁輾壓過嚟。

20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYZXzsMLMML

「你知唔知逃學係嚴重違規架？你仲要逃咗學三日咁多添。」

20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd1iErmqpCj

呢啲明知故問嘅問題我係唔會答。我身體語言已經話比佢知我好唔滿意佢琴日阻我搵食！

20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyuqzGOyKKW

「根據校規，最少要記你一個大過。你有咩解釋？」

20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLUgQY5z6DA

唔係吓話，咁大陣仗捉我返嚟課室，就係想我兜口面認錯？我愈諗愈嬲，琴晚佢搞到我差啲同老豆打交我都仲未同佢計！仲想要我屈服？

20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv82nEYiNtD

「你真係冇解釋？冇解釋我就真係記你大過架啦！」

20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN5boEAm6g6

「咁你未記囉！」我最後忍唔住，向Miss Wong破口大罵：「係呀！我逃學呀！我去咗返兼職呀！滿意未呀？」

20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu6TVCbm0Dd

「你學生嚟架，你做咩唔好好讀書呀？」

20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGGdruTKJMB

「搵食犯法呀？！我想過努力讀書架！其他老師有比過機會我咩！」

20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLinnsrz8lF

「返兼職唔係一個合理缺席嘅理由。請你好好諗清楚再同我解釋。」

20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ62Fk8490kg

「仲解釋啲咩呀？你有眼見架嘛！我已經斷正左比你啦，你仲想我點呀？！」我怒氣已經再忍唔到落去：「我琴晚都比你搞到家嘈屋閉啦！記你就記啦！！」

20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsCKHsAZ47Y

「如果我一心想罰你嘅，我就唔會浪費時間同你傾。我知你有苦衷，所以我先唔想周Sir插手。」

20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr9wjroaa5H

「妖！你搞到我差啲同老豆打交呀！你仲扮咩好人呀？！」我瞪大對眼怒吼一聲：「我講你會聽咩？有老師會信我咩？你做例行公事就唔好晒扮關心我啦！」

20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvDfTVqf55M

我忍無可忍！我對Miss Wong發出猛烈嘅怒吼！我要比佢知道佢再嘈我就會郁手打佢！點知——

20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF3p8b1oh4t

Miss Wong唔只冇嚇親，佢仲即刻企起身擺出強硬姿態！

只見佢仍然兩手翹起，神色好冷靜又有威嚴。明顯想大返我轉頭添﹗

20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEA2TLseXUE

咯……咯……咯……﹗Miss Wong慢慢行過嚟，高踭鞋嘅聲音喺課室顯得異常響亮，而且更帶有高傲冷漠嘅氣息。佢每向我行前一步，我就好自然咁向後退。Miss Wong嗰種女王嘅氣勢完完全全咁向我輾壓過嚟！最後我被佢迫到去課室門前，我一粒聲都唔敢出。

20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYRWKBrETVB

「⋯⋯」Miss Wong唔出聲咁望住我，佢表情冷若冰霜，眼神好堅定。

20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡotlCgxAw7G

咦？換係平時，呢個時候我已經同老師開晒大片。呢刻課室得返我同佢，環境係靜到得返我地嘅呼吸聲。我係一個堂堂一個男子漢，身型比佢大隻，真係打佢都仲得添！但偏偏Miss Wong竟然一啲都唔驚我！而且仲要唔出聲咁望住我，咁樣反而令我慌寸大亂。搞到我被迫同佢四目交投。片刻，我個注意力由佢一雙清澈嘅眼睛慢慢轉移到佢整個樣貌。

20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJhoSf4q1ZC

剎那間，我內心突然有一種壓唔住嘅感覺——

20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3oQkW7VMR5

——Miss Wong真係好靚。

20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ59SXNonIx6

原來Miss Wong嬲嘅時候，皺晒眉頭嘅樣係咁靚，令佢女王嘅屬性一下子爆升！

20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVMG6Bev7HZ

咦⋯⋯咦？！咪……咪住先，我⋯⋯我做緊咩呀？我個心跳得好快！我⋯⋯我唔係要鬧爆佢咩？！平時呢啲時候我一定有主導權架喎！啲老師會買我怕架喎！

20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlGLev5zZ3c

唔得！我唔可以再比佢迷惑嘅！我⋯⋯我望去第二度先！

20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡguiXlUCqKS

「望住我！」Miss Wong突然厲聲一喝，嚇咗我一跳，令我好自覺咁望返佢。

20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW1YUs3U97O

我見到Miss Wong上面嘅怒意慢慢消失，冷漠地說：「你發完脾氣未呀？」唔知點解，聽落佢似想關心我嘅？

20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuqkrNGCgkQ

吓？佢唔係應該要鬧我架咩？做咩又會對我溫柔起嚟架？以前啲老師一係同我片到落尾，一係就索性認輸架喎？！

20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeS0SEg8HJu

呢個時候，我留意到Miss Wong原來一早準備好咗一個file。當我見佢將file拎上手睇時，我先發現原來佢睇緊我個學生行為紀錄。呢份紀錄好似案底咁，會由中一開始一直跟到我畢業。唔洗問都知，Miss Wong想數晒我由中一起犯過嘅校規。

20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkFBfbhVJYh

只見佢念念有詞細閱片刻，就放低個file，一面威嚴冷漠咁望住我。我已經知道有唔好嘅事情將要發生，於是做定同佢開片準備。

20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTRRbAoabV1

點知⋯⋯

20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ58krslGFgo

「係咪好耐都冇人關心過你呀？」Miss Wong面色一變，柔聲咁講。

20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJlBBezg8ne

吓？!佢唔係應該要數我啲過錯咩？

20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3z8Eb6hhvF

以前既日子，除咗「廢超」唔鳩理我之外，呢間學校所有老師都當我仇人咁。當我一比佢地罰，佢地就會由咸豐年講返我衰過啲咩，最後就會得出「睇死謝子匡遲早入黑社會架啦！」、「今年你一定留硬班！」、「快啲踢佢出校啦！」呢啲結論。

20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIOInRQeD8g

老實講，我習慣晒，心都傷晒，最後心都硬埋起嚟。

20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWEZ5hBQc1b

我讀書讀得好唔開心，但即使係咁都好，老豆老母都唔幫我搞退學。既然係咁，我就同老師玩野，犯下錯之餘又識得守返規，係都唔比佢地有藉口趕到出校。成績上就掹下車邊搏升班。總之我死都要留低喺度篤眼篤鼻。因為佢地真係好令我討厭。佢地用我嘅行為定罪，佢地……佢地冇一個人會關心我呀﹗

20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0tPI66xTOs

咦‥‥?！諗到呢度，我個心有一種好奇怪既感覺。我以為一早對老師心死，但呢一刻又好似有返少少感覺，難道係因為……Miss Wong剛才既一句說話?

20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhChMBd2ZeA

佢知我冇人關心。

20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT0apiiJbTo

佢知我其實好想有人關心。

20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFF1YziJ1sS

佢知我最想既係——

20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmRoelXHxMC

「你最想係父母關心你。」.

20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLuMTCd6otb
20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLpTG4UDDNL

Miss Wong慢慢變得溫柔起嚟。

20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBhRUnqNEPN
20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9bgu0muQyG

我吃驚到唔識比反應！Miss Wong察覺到我放鬆起嚟，於是佢慢慢退返後，然後半挨半坐左喺老師枱度，柔聲咁講：「頭先我睇返你既行為紀錄，每次訓導想約見你家長時，佢地都以返工為理由而嚟唔到。我諗佢地平時都好難關心到你。」

20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW0sSkp2hmq

「屋企窮呀嘛，老豆老母要搵食，慣晒架啦。」

20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwmKdrGz0bg

「其實你犯既事都唔算太嚴重。我相信你本身唔係一個壞學生，可惜冇人明白你既本質。阿匡，你一直以嚟用對抗老師嘅方式嚟發洩不滿，其實只會令老師更加誤解你。」Miss Wong停一停，佢用一雙睇穿左我心事既眼神凝望住我。

20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSdrByKCoL1

咩話？

20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTlvdQ1WNRv

Miss Wong好似講中咗我埋藏左好耐既心事。原本被學校傷到好剛硬既心，都好似因為Miss Wong既聲音、說話、同理心而慢慢軟化起黎。

20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZRX4fHCMxW

「琴晚點解差D同爸爸打交既?」

20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ00xZAkNNtg

原本我想答佢「一日都係你搞成我咁」。但我竟然咁講﹕「因為佢誤解我。」

20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzFJQbNbbG8

或者，我不知不覺間真係比Miss Wong感動到。我唔想連惟一願意關心我既人都趕走埋。於是我喺呢份感動之下，我好放心咁向佢披露埋藏喺心底既事。

20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIroGBo14Vp

我屋企經濟條件好差，唔好話玩具，我連校服都係得一件咋。老豆為左我同家姐可以生活得好D，佢要一個人打兩份工。老豆係做保安，每晚七點先收工。然後佢就即刻返房訓幾個鐘，再喺凌晨時份起身到超市做執貨。老豆一做就做到朝早七點，然後就返日頭嘅工。因為咁樣，我由細到大都好似冇老豆咁，惟一令我可以見到老豆既時候，就係我半夜去痾夜尿時，見到老豆一個人好孤獨咁食緊飯。我同老豆之間好似有堵牆咁，每當凌晨見佢一個人食飯時，我都好想去關心吓佢。

20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡocIVlUGvZW

「早啲瞓覺，聽日返學。」但當我上埋去時，老豆只掉低呢句好冷漠嘅說話，然後佢就出門去返第二份工。

20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzpZMkwMegY

父母為口奔馳，佢地為咗我同家姐犧牲咗好多嘢，唔只係青春同時間，甚至差少少犧牲埋佢地嘅夫妻關係。更加犧牲咗我同父母嘅關係，我唔憎佢地，但我已經唔再識得同佢地傾計。

20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxI4j6pXz3e

「點解要咁唧﹗」講到我同父母嘅關係時，我個心就唔知點解會好嬲，向Miss Wong激動咁講﹕「點解佢地要為我同家姐犧牲咁多嘢啊!」

20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4nU8hnvHT2

Miss Wong冇回應我，只係好留心咁聽我呻。

20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfMrXsVcH6o

「我同老豆老母就嚟唔識得點出溝通，一開口就嗌交。一開口佢就鬧我一啲都唔似家姐咁生性！我⋯⋯我⋯⋯」再講落去我會頂唔順流馬尿，所以我就停左落嚟等自己冷靜一下先。

20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCrg84zRxwq

「我明白啦。」Miss Wong溫柔咁講。

20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxN0ZLEP3cf

「嗯？」

20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUTxDJBtovl

「你唔想父母再為你犧牲，所以你想返兼職照顧好自己。」Miss Wong溫暖咁微笑：「你唔只需要佢地關心，更希望你地關係唔再受經濟問題所影響。」

20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJYM8yRflIA

我都未講，佢點解會知架？

20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN9gMScQIZk

「所以，你琴晚同父母爭執，就係因為佢地唔明白你呢份心意。」

20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNiL0YMOyAa

Miss Wong把可人既聲音，好似敲鐘咁敲醒咗我! 我內心漸漸熱起嚟，係一份莫名嘅感動。

20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbCifnSVjvf

「冇人明白自己嘅感覺係好難受。連最親嘅人都唔明白、唔關心，再加上誤解就令你更難受!」

20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMpucuKRFv6

我望住Miss成個人呆晒。然後我雙眼突然好熱又濕……我唔知咩事，只係知呢個係一個久違既情緒反應，令我好自然咁垂低頭，唔想比Miss Wong見到我呢個樣。

20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmWNjcirxB6

我記得琴晚同父母炒大鑊時，佢地鬧我返工係為咗追波鞋、手機。我個心係痛到裂開。但係呢一刻……我個心好暖，好似冇咁痛。被人關心、被人明白……就係呢種感覺？

20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkHq7YoDS3c

我眼前一切都化開，焦點都散渙起嚟。過咗一陣我先知，原來我喊緊。呢個時候正在垂低頭既我注視緊d地板，想好好冷靜落嚟。然後我聽到響咗幾下高踭鞋聲，一隻纖白又修長既手拎住張紙巾遞咗埋嚟。

20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCYF4JCDBCS

我一抬頭，我好似被溫暖嘅陽光照射住。

20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq88cVGRiVc

20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUkeJcOZPfO

20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaM3KhZjpRD

「愛錫父母都算係合理嘅逃學理由嚟嘅。」

20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0PD5pu99im

20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9GwZelNHoC

20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUfSIfApdl3

20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYEopkwzbYt

「今次我唔會記你大過！」

20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBlVJNy6rpE

她的笑，帶住憐憫同體恤。

20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr9A4QKYLeu

20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkxwkaWOevz

20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2eoyAY6jub

「下次就冇得傾架啦。知唔知？」

Miss Wong將個紙巾向我再遞前一Ｄ，想我好好擦乾D眼淚。

20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhrVGKzg3LI

我仍然呆晒咁唔識反應，呢十幾年嚟冇一個老師會咁樣關心我。

20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoybfqMzyUE

但佢會。

20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeUOj9DLBXp
20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡELYsmcvrVX

Ｍiss Wong ，黃梓盈老師……佢真係好特別。

20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmMRsK6Y0ak

佢特別到令我嬲佢唔落，憎佢唔到。

20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNzIlAxqAR3

甚至佢特別令我——

20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHhv4vfT2eA

——咦？﹗呢種感覺係——？﹗

ns216.73.216.234da2

介面主題:

字體大小:

行距:

段距:

自動加載下一章