「這個擺飾真可愛。」369Please respect copyright.PENANAg3m4Ilb329
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「牆上照片裡那個是妳同學嗎?」369Please respect copyright.PENANA9FslGW5aHn
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「妳換拖鞋了啊?」369Please respect copyright.PENANAsat5FVAvFI
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看著眼前顧左右而言他的人,我有種陌生的感覺。
我知道他想裝傻,想試試看這樣能不能讓我就此妥協。369Please respect copyright.PENANAOPMz0BKGr4
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「這是妳最喜歡的一套小說,對吧?」
他指著床邊那套三冊的翻譯小說。369Please respect copyright.PENANAtM9LxgAGuW
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自他走進我房間,自在的坐下來時,我便如驚弓之鳥,站立一旁,拇指用力地按在食指上。
好像這裡才是他的房間。369Please respect copyright.PENANAfxU19nttZ8
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好像,做錯事情的是我。369Please respect copyright.PENANAo2eYm6xvCe
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「我記得叫妳看金庸的時候,妳也希望我看妳喜歡的書,就是這套吧。」
他還在講那套書。369Please respect copyright.PENANAnwzMpcP0wt
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「你來只是為了問小說的事情嗎?」369Please respect copyright.PENANADmStjNNe8Q
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「……當然不是,但這套小說可以借我嗎?」369Please respect copyright.PENANAU3fsCdUIJo
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我盯著他,思考他這麼做的用意。369Please respect copyright.PENANAIAnnYFEk8d
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他仍笑吟吟的看著我。369Please respect copyright.PENANAUA8JR3jkpP
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「為什麼是我?」369Please respect copyright.PENANAoskwFmGO6B
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我真正想問的是,為什麼騙我?369Please respect copyright.PENANAKdTH1EUc1K
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「我們本來就不認識,為什麼來招惹我?」369Please respect copyright.PENANAuWuLRqtMIQ
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他的笑容漸漸退去,知道自己不能再嘻皮笑臉。369Please respect copyright.PENANAa0JmbZB7Mi
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「因為妳漂亮。」369Please respect copyright.PENANAoypJ8mBMFP
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「……………」369Please respect copyright.PENANAkPKGbFXA7B
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「所以喜歡妳。」369Please respect copyright.PENANA4GOAxtGD40
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「你真的是爛透了。」我說。369Please respect copyright.PENANAP9wNSesjjL
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「當妳懷疑我為什麼不帶妳認識家人朋友,質疑我為什麼把妳藏起來,還開始產生自卑心態的時候,我有想過跟妳坦白。」369Please respect copyright.PENANAWPqhgWsc5h
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「妳現在知道了,不是因為妳帶不出去…而是我不能帶妳出去。」369Please respect copyright.PENANAlKvSMX8EFE
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「我一開始以為妳是愛玩的女生,誰知道…故意不理妳,故意發脾氣,想說趁吵架分手,但妳都不回嘴也不生氣,還跟我道歉,我根本沒有理由拋下妳。」369Please respect copyright.PENANAYTFSc5Toxb
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他一貫的誠懇態度,加上我殘餘的依戀,讓我即使知道他在講屁話還是安靜地聽著。369Please respect copyright.PENANAfSQMGCsIxi
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他看我不說話,急了。369Please respect copyright.PENANALNgWqrnLUZ
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「妳可以認識新朋友、新的異性、找下一個男朋友,但在找到之前,我還是可以陪著妳啊。」369Please respect copyright.PENANApud3DYgheI
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我皺眉,這種話也說的出口啊。369Please respect copyright.PENANA6NLk9dI3HM
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「你從頭到尾,都在騙我,現在還想繼續?」369Please respect copyright.PENANA5NdIDE5oot
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「我不會再騙妳了,我隱瞞的事情妳都知道了,還能騙妳什麼?」369Please respect copyright.PENANAXGUkBKwJng
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當然是騙我你愛著我啊。我想著。
話到嘴邊卻沒能說出口。369Please respect copyright.PENANAFGWAFQhQCV
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「你在外面這樣玩,不覺得自己的妻子很可憐嗎?」369Please respect copyright.PENANA1GR8X5Vflu
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「她不知道,怎麼會可憐?」369Please respect copyright.PENANARehfLlJRhe
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「她不知道,不代表你就可以這樣啊。」369Please respect copyright.PENANA78ZYLG98cy
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「謊言要戳破才是謊言。如果妳沒發現,那我跟妳的這場戀愛跟真的有什麼兩樣?」369Please respect copyright.PENANAOPBvMsPKON
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「…………」369Please respect copyright.PENANAzBNyG3RD1v
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他不覺得他有錯,完完全全。369Please respect copyright.PENANA3DKfpBfNJZ
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而我除了後悔讓他進門以外,還不停地反省自己為什麼沒有再更謹慎一些。369Please respect copyright.PENANAwBQq3o07Sz
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妳怎麼會,如此盲目?369Please respect copyright.PENANABTI60BHDmJ
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「你還想跟我在一起是為了性嗎?」
我問了會讓自己難堪的問題。369Please respect copyright.PENANAZfrBL4J6SY
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「妳怎麼想得這麼膚淺!感情才是絕大部份的原因啊!」369Please respect copyright.PENANAii95xsmhpW
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他的反應很大,看來是說中了啊。369Please respect copyright.PENANAe2Mttapv6F
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「是喔,這麼喜歡我,那怎麼不離婚。」說完,我笑了,居然笑了。369Please respect copyright.PENANAmF9w5JFvcq
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「………那個,男人不管在外面玩得多兇,最終都是要回家的。」369Please respect copyright.PENANApfUVIYUUdJ
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他短暫停頓後說的話狠狠地打了自己嘴巴卻不自知。369Please respect copyright.PENANArxBkDfeQqC
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「你回去吧。」369Please respect copyright.PENANAsQlYchz2xN
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「妳還沒給我答案,我不要走。」369Please respect copyright.PENANAN5rV5Nuqo0
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「你是要逼我跟你老婆說你外遇嗎?」369Please respect copyright.PENANARz6Blfx9Q0
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「妳不會這麼做的。」
他說的信誓旦旦。369Please respect copyright.PENANAA5y4Fvk2v4
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「憑什麼這樣認為?」369Please respect copyright.PENANA1fDKI1yPUK
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「因為妳不忍心讓所有人難過。」369Please respect copyright.PENANAYMTwDYwMcP
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我的心痛了一大下。369Please respect copyright.PENANAdT37yBaONH
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怎麼會把自己完全交出去,讓人摸透了底,看清了弱點,讓別人,還是妳愛的那個人,拿著利器,戳進自己最不堪一擊的地方?369Please respect copyright.PENANAlG8bLzonlB
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「你回去吧,拜託你。」369Please respect copyright.PENANALyL3K5xiix
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「那我就當妳答應了喔。」他又開始嘻皮笑臉。「小說借我。」369Please respect copyright.PENANAfBr0ePVgYZ
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「拿去。」369Please respect copyright.PENANARQg9CgyEjq
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他離開之前,無視我冷冰冰的表情,親暱的抱了我,還吻了我一下。369Please respect copyright.PENANArxqvz6DWJm
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「知道我為什麼跟妳借妳最喜歡的小說嗎?」369Please respect copyright.PENANA6VOBLxqtGx
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「因為這樣就有下一次見妳的理由。」369Please respect copyright.PENANAC6dx7Fd5BM
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「對不起,騙了妳。我還沒有準備好接受妳離開我的生活。」369Please respect copyright.PENANAM5aMylOfwf
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他傳來的訊息,讓我知道他根本不是想試著接觸我喜歡的東西。369Please respect copyright.PENANAmqHZQO6H4d
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這場戀愛不是戀愛,是他強硬地將他的世界、他的喜好,塞進我的世界,而我還全盤接受。369Please respect copyright.PENANAsb3BxkqTdv
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說是戀愛,還不如說是一場他的秀。369Please respect copyright.PENANA9Cl222qln5
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我成了婚姻裡的第三者,自己最看不起的小三。369Please respect copyright.PENANA7j54YIoRCa
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開始厭惡自己,每一天,都狠狠地詛咒鏡子裡的人。369Please respect copyright.PENANA4nToB1F6ME
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我沒有讓任何人知道,甚至是最親密的黑兔子,也不知情。369Please respect copyright.PENANA9rY72YntoK
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然後我開始下載各式各樣的交友軟體,假裝自己好像想認識新的異性,事實上我的確在那個時候認識了很多新朋友,但…也就僅只於朋友。當有人問自己有沒有考慮進一步交往,總是很快地拒絕對方。369Please respect copyright.PENANA5IfgzUOQQz
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因為我仍被他拖著,無法前進。369Please respect copyright.PENANAsxny1vnuPP
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待續。
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