「這個擺飾真可愛。」474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgkV2NUQ0XW
474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtiFo7D4zlR
「牆上照片裡那個是妳同學嗎？」474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡym757DZoZ7
474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXh95PVN8SH
「妳換拖鞋了啊？」474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZnxYCF4Ulf
474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdg4n7C6LaU
看著眼前顧左右而言他的人，我有種陌生的感覺。
我知道他想裝傻，想試試看這樣能不能讓我就此妥協。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn6GMwYPsHS
474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3kCGmixcTr
「這是妳最喜歡的一套小說，對吧？」
他指著床邊那套三冊的翻譯小說。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPcHEs8JFKT
474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE3Ic8i208b
自他走進我房間，自在的坐下來時，我便如驚弓之鳥，站立一旁，拇指用力地按在食指上。
好像這裡才是他的房間。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ04pUM5hbKz
474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaNRD6tll3O
好像，做錯事情的是我。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNsxeZM8FgN
474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiVkW5PI0PL
474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡunnK4Mn7gy
「我記得叫妳看金庸的時候，妳也希望我看妳喜歡的書，就是這套吧。」
他還在講那套書。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaJVe79tZ8S
474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu5AlZPGoyS
「你來只是為了問小說的事情嗎？」474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ISBF6OYvi
474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuSILEV6FDg
「……當然不是，但這套小說可以借我嗎？」474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC5i4gejIH1
474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHea1j4oNYa
我盯著他，思考他這麼做的用意。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLHye07fDEp
474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVMJxj820aa
他仍笑吟吟的看著我。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡofcuXMovvL
474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe5ISNKz2rc
474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsoRhRLsqQ0
「為什麼是我？」474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXHDN4gYTCD
474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlM3PnZFprd
我真正想問的是，為什麼騙我？474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuGhNZPb9gT
474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1PJP5Anpjs
「我們本來就不認識，為什麼來招惹我？」474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL9wHQiqZZB
474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvbtOU5o5Ln
他的笑容漸漸退去，知道自己不能再嘻皮笑臉。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡExtN0atVCO
474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4H1H0107ls
474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4smDXzT2Dt
「因為妳漂亮。」474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfb0oDIEinZ
474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjgLvewuB1R
「……………」474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgngtcHHr9q
474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiJvgd61lGk
「所以喜歡妳。」474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIaguzucMp1
474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLY7gajq4zs
474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzzB2FqvGQG
「你真的是爛透了。」我說。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9W9q3hl7Dv
474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6D9iHztjlJ
474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKTmiCjBCjn
「當妳懷疑我為什麼不帶妳認識家人朋友，質疑我為什麼把妳藏起來，還開始產生自卑心態的時候，我有想過跟妳坦白。」474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSBs59H5pxj
474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaD1BL0Illi
「妳現在知道了，不是因為妳帶不出去…而是我不能帶妳出去。」474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuKUS8GUhEn
474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGTleZO6OgT
「我一開始以為妳是愛玩的女生，誰知道…故意不理妳，故意發脾氣，想說趁吵架分手，但妳都不回嘴也不生氣，還跟我道歉，我根本沒有理由拋下妳。」474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCwxX0F6ahk
474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz7p5wpgEQ4
他一貫的誠懇態度，加上我殘餘的依戀，讓我即使知道他在講屁話還是安靜地聽著。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Agfi3gtgV
474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9igkmYT5LK
他看我不說話，急了。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa7eGCTDaft
474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvb6r69fCIB
「妳可以認識新朋友、新的異性、找下一個男朋友，但在找到之前，我還是可以陪著妳啊。」474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcrYjKoevvp
474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlSQ1QwYt60
我皺眉，這種話也說的出口啊。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi2S5QoVYV4
474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3II9UIXwzF
474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIBPSqNPUKN
「你從頭到尾，都在騙我，現在還想繼續？」474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9pokjlVbgP
474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1fvuX1pvb4
「我不會再騙妳了，我隱瞞的事情妳都知道了，還能騙妳什麼？」474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTHndFvNUMo
474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkTI5cFZ1SG
當然是騙我你愛著我啊。我想著。
話到嘴邊卻沒能說出口。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhKLdwYeeeP
474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqHaKTzNyjf
474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVXAAM4wa6w
「你在外面這樣玩，不覺得自己的妻子很可憐嗎？」474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ95mSrGr9GR
474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlLRZ9ZOSl5
「她不知道，怎麼會可憐？」474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRK9QU0UWDE
474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtbKrBcBz5F
「她不知道，不代表你就可以這樣啊。」474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF4FeoewQjX
474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8XJnmKWAQr
「謊言要戳破才是謊言。如果妳沒發現，那我跟妳的這場戀愛跟真的有什麼兩樣？」474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRIwTvUy8sJ
474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtx9LQJ63LV
「…………」474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRKJlkEf4WE
474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDQEwn0oCdh
他不覺得他有錯，完完全全。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZTI7Xco6Dx
474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz8dJqAVv3O
而我除了後悔讓他進門以外，還不停地反省自己為什麼沒有再更謹慎一些。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwuRuWtZ14z
474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMT2lrNBZwG
妳怎麼會，如此盲目？474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaciDeCFSV6
474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5hJWJPLJbi
474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡebOmIbcSnN
「你還想跟我在一起是為了性嗎？」
我問了會讓自己難堪的問題。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVP6HljS7pP
474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLdOU4qnqky
「妳怎麼想得這麼膚淺！感情才是絕大部份的原因啊！」474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrVIPUwUsUT
474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMD61sH7oZY
他的反應很大，看來是說中了啊。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDFnhqvlUUX
474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVouiMdBkZp
「是喔，這麼喜歡我，那怎麼不離婚。」說完，我笑了，居然笑了。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuvxZ19byVA
474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTFIl382Xr5
「………那個，男人不管在外面玩得多兇，最終都是要回家的。」474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6NdSvE7rm6
474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfUEiA2L4dW
他短暫停頓後說的話狠狠地打了自己嘴巴卻不自知。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFx7kwqhggr
474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbh7UWJBQQS
474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQhgbSWx8re
「你回去吧。」474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjaifM95XpS
474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVnHSIWE57c
「妳還沒給我答案，我不要走。」474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZZOL7woj7S
474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzZCeSdRPXE
「你是要逼我跟你老婆說你外遇嗎？」474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡedynsz0SSV
474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVJUtRxAyaT
「妳不會這麼做的。」
他說的信誓旦旦。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkGy9WJhf1C
474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9sGBVufXcl
「憑什麼這樣認為？」474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWv3j44Dmdf
474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPmbkxXi4Te
「因為妳不忍心讓所有人難過。」474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4QQZjPB7Iq
474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzQkAHSPDIp
我的心痛了一大下。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCljTqdTJlh
474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtzAVtLW4xH
怎麼會把自己完全交出去，讓人摸透了底，看清了弱點，讓別人，還是妳愛的那個人，拿著利器，戳進自己最不堪一擊的地方？474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjwbTZWJsMk
474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ06aU8Fz2Jh
「你回去吧，拜託你。」474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3wWOKyrAiD
474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBeo41C1Qjw
「那我就當妳答應了喔。」他又開始嘻皮笑臉。「小說借我。」474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCqoJQtCLdV
474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEXAhNJQdQr
「拿去。」474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpd6cE68MVk
474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQorhXB4Y0G
474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxn26vlB74G
他離開之前，無視我冷冰冰的表情，親暱的抱了我，還吻了我一下。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡraQqpezVaz
474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg6IHJP5RuH
474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡer3ngaaWpu
「知道我為什麼跟妳借妳最喜歡的小說嗎？」474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu0iw0wLogv
474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDgZoifYjhl
「因為這樣就有下一次見妳的理由。」474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh0IOqFTHXc
474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa7T59wg7aq
「對不起，騙了妳。我還沒有準備好接受妳離開我的生活。」474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdcchAtRKuX
474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmA95Y2zYMM
他傳來的訊息，讓我知道他根本不是想試著接觸我喜歡的東西。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYT4Wz7N98b
474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPqiMerJ066
這場戀愛不是戀愛，是他強硬地將他的世界、他的喜好，塞進我的世界，而我還全盤接受。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEXGRLgWpAm
474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGB5fUkUBfp
說是戀愛，還不如說是一場他的秀。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLYMmYha4cR
474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA9XgLoBaf8
474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAYBVoS9dEj
我成了婚姻裡的第三者，自己最看不起的小三。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjxSlrEx2l1
474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvmH6yelZir
開始厭惡自己，每一天，都狠狠地詛咒鏡子裡的人。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0kS4Q8dfbK
474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhGVo5E8mWW
我沒有讓任何人知道，甚至是最親密的黑兔子，也不知情。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡenQ3F70YI4
474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCcIRLgbudc
然後我開始下載各式各樣的交友軟體，假裝自己好像想認識新的異性，事實上我的確在那個時候認識了很多新朋友，但…也就僅只於朋友。當有人問自己有沒有考慮進一步交往，總是很快地拒絕對方。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIf89IvMsvM
474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGtCxxFH1Dp
因為我仍被他拖著，無法前進。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN6IfUm1hNH
474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDmvpx5gE6y
474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGuuNQXgSB3
474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy4yCpPQALF
待續。
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