Abigail’s POV
Sam and I were up all night, our only light source the blue glow of his monitor and the occasional flicker from the half-melted candle we forgot to blow out. We’d ditched our usual Friday night at the Saloon—sorry, Gus—because this was more important. We weren’t just making a song. We were building a piece of Sebastian’s soul.
Sam hunched over his laptop, laser-focused, piecing together every lyric with a kind of reverence I’d only seen him reserve for pizza or vintage guitars. I laid down a few drum samples, hunting for the right beat until one finally clicked—a sharp, echoing rhythm that felt like heartbreak on loop.
Sam used his computer to pull some of Sebastian’s saved synth recordings. They were haunting and mechanical, eerie in a way only Sebastian could make sound intentional. He added a guitar riff that somehow cut through the darkness like headlights in fog. It was beautiful, a perfect match to the pain tucked into the lyrics.
The vocals were trickier. Sam, the usual human golden retriever, had gone full perfectionist. He was determined to do justice to Sebastian’s words, even if it meant twenty takes and losing his voice in the process.
“I think that was amazing,” I said after he finished the final chorus, his voice raw but steady.
He pulled off his headphones and rubbed his eyes. “It still needs more... him.”
I chewed on my thumbnail. “It is him. Every part of it. The dark chords, the synth, the melody, that riff you played, and his words—his words.” I paused. “He’s going to be the only one listening to it, remember? And if he hates it, we’ll scrap it. But if he hears it and sees what we see…”
“If he doesn’t throw a chair at my head first,” Sam muttered, smirking.
I grinned. “I printed out the lyrics, just in case we needed a backup.” I handed him a sheet.
Sam double-checked the printout, then laid it beside the laptop. He clicked a few buttons, and we both leaned in, each taking an earbud.
“A Heart Worth Breaking” (Sebastian’s Song)
[Verse 1]72Please respect copyright.PENANAFCSqybYelx
I need to feel something72Please respect copyright.PENANA071JgPzub4
So my heart won’t turn to stone72Please respect copyright.PENANApZL0Cp9EKv
Been chasing shadows in the hallway72Please respect copyright.PENANAir5NWNzdnv
Just to not feel so alone
My thoughts creak like floorboards72Please respect copyright.PENANAi2pdTlSF6c
In a house that no one owns72Please respect copyright.PENANADI8lhWzDY3
You came in, said we’d fix it72Please respect copyright.PENANAF9cTc65wtB
Then left me here on my own
[Pre-Chorus]72Please respect copyright.PENANA2BUJzOJqCE
There’s hesitation in your voice72Please respect copyright.PENANAAuuDNpx2Pc
I wish I didn’t notice72Please respect copyright.PENANARJFgFGVj7I
You promised me you’d call—72Please respect copyright.PENANAUzU5VOwm8Z
Like I wouldn’t know you broke it
[Chorus]72Please respect copyright.PENANAxISP1jvWBf
I’m drowning ‘cause you left a hole in me72Please respect copyright.PENANA0BTYAOdv6e
Where my lungs should be72Please respect copyright.PENANABBxYXBYvOT
You took the breath out of me72Please respect copyright.PENANAEeQTJhWWi7
Like a comfortable liar72Please respect copyright.PENANAD9Q53D3QZ8
And I’m tired72Please respect copyright.PENANAYkD9GRGX1m
Of laying in this fire72Please respect copyright.PENANAP0BmnVPEdU
The more I see, the less I’m alive72Please respect copyright.PENANAAWGqyXLaI5
Can you tell I’m not alright?
[Verse 2]72Please respect copyright.PENANAsNiQO9xfoT
I replay things you said72Please respect copyright.PENANA0B0EslfAAq
Like a song stuck in my teeth72Please respect copyright.PENANA9YUJMuYdKf
Words that meant forever72Please respect copyright.PENANAS2Xuc1Kg1I
Now just rot underneath
You said “we’ll figure it out”72Please respect copyright.PENANAmw4Onz3OgS
But you never said when72Please respect copyright.PENANA9nqfHJBVDV
I think I’m starting to believe72Please respect copyright.PENANAakoIkxPvF9
You never meant to begin
[Pre-Chorus]72Please respect copyright.PENANAJ0CGfzSEBS
There’s silence in your absence72Please respect copyright.PENANADOeAl7Hmn4
And it’s loud enough to break72Please respect copyright.PENANAckw0UoV4VO
You swore you’d fight the dark for me—72Please respect copyright.PENANAwRykMxgkV8
Then left me wide awake
[Chorus]72Please respect copyright.PENANAcgZNB6CP94
I’m drowning ‘cause you left a hole in me72Please respect copyright.PENANAKU3RELXg4b
Where my lungs should be72Please respect copyright.PENANAv121kL4zy3
You took the breath out of me72Please respect copyright.PENANABk17721rMc
Like a comfortable liar72Please respect copyright.PENANAqak7ni40ng
And I’m tired72Please respect copyright.PENANAPVVXDpDaYQ
Of laying in this fire72Please respect copyright.PENANArDh9XFHPRv
The more I see, the less I’m alive72Please respect copyright.PENANAwlE3aViYeY
Can you tell I’m not alright?
[Bridge]72Please respect copyright.PENANAKTvVDaoR8h
I need to be something72Please respect copyright.PENANAZbGi5iFJ3R
So my past lets me go72Please respect copyright.PENANA5dqYt0Efvf
I need to live again72Please respect copyright.PENANAfqJhQFSRWX
Before this pain becomes my home
You’re fading like a dream72Please respect copyright.PENANAvuoNPunch0
That I wake up from too soon72Please respect copyright.PENANAHQcsY1f1lf
And I keep screaming in my head72Please respect copyright.PENANAMULl2ptmLg
But it’s just echoes in my room
[Final Chorus]72Please respect copyright.PENANADKvndpeENi
I’m drowning ‘cause you left a hole in me72Please respect copyright.PENANAPMbAYWleVD
Where my lungs should be72Please respect copyright.PENANA0P0x9T8Fyi
You took the breath out of me72Please respect copyright.PENANA1WEsXQA7Ik
Like a comfortable liar72Please respect copyright.PENANAP8O1Q4xBDo
Now I’m colder72Please respect copyright.PENANAwVxCvhQloD
But not any wiser72Please respect copyright.PENANAMDxniC4eOl
The more I see, the less I’m alive72Please respect copyright.PENANAyQ7GfZkqZV
I’m still breathing—72Please respect copyright.PENANACw6CFqtBxY
But barely surviving
"Perfect. I think it's ready go, should we listen to double check?" Sam asks. I nod my head as pull on the headphones. One in his ear, one in mine.
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Alex’s POV
I took my usual evening walk, the summer air thick with warmth but edged with the kind of breeze that meant fall was waiting in the wings. Leaves hadn’t started to turn yet, but the way the light hit the trees—it was coming.
I passed Haley and Emily’s place, then Sam’s. The porch light was on, faint music humming through the windows. Probably another one of their all-night band sessions. Honestly, good for them. Stardrop Saloon was a fun gig, but I knew they were itching for something bigger.
The sun dipped low as I passed Marnie’s. Her cows blinked at me like they were judging my haircut. I waved anyway. As I rounded the bend near the pond, I saw her.
Haley. Squatting by the water with her camera, snapping shots like she hadn’t just spent the past five years acting like dirt was a death sentence.
“You know,” I said, smirking, “when you asked me to be your lighting guy, I thought you meant for pictures of you.”
She jumped, then groaned. “God, don’t sneak up on me like that. And no, dummy. It’s for the nature.”
“I didn’t know you liked photography,” I said, genuinely curious.
She turned those ice-blue eyes on me. “Well, maybe that’s on you.”
Fair enough.
“I think it’s cool,” I said. “The camera—it looks vintage. Where’d you get it?”
Her face shifted slightly, voice quieter. “My dad. Before he and my mom… left.”
I didn’t push it. She fiddled with the lens like it would distract her from the weight of what she said.
“You’re really good,” I said instead. “Like… weirdly good. Are you entering that Pelican Town Art Showcase thing next month?”
She looked up, surprised. “No. Why?”
“Because you should,” I said, shrugging. “Your photos feel like they’re telling a story. Like you’re trying to… I don’t know. Freeze a feeling or something.”
Haley blinked at me, and for once, didn’t have a sarcastic comeback. She just stared. Then—
“Okay, philosopher. Who even are you?”
I laughed. “Don’t get used to it.”
She smiled, and it hit me a little too hard in the chest. For a second, the pond, the light, her camera—everything felt like it was supposed to happen.
“Maybe you could be the model next time,” she said, a hint of challenge in her tone.
“Only if I get artistic control,” I replied. “And final approval. And maybe a crown.”
She laughed. “Deal.”
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