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那一瞬間，路德維希的腦袋是一片空白的。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWyaJFQcf0P
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麻痺的知覺一路從指間蔓延上來，然後透入了手腕的動脈，他能感覺到脈搏劇烈跳動的速度，但掌心卻是無比冰冷的。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnFO6odVYP8
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他從不知道菲利奇亞諾是這麼想的，巨大不實的誤解如今竟阻礙在他們兩人之間，並且也無從解釋，那孩子總是帶著笑臉的面孔總讓人誤以為他能接受一切，能夠包容一切，就算內心承受著多麼難以負擔的痛苦，旁人也全然不知。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCh3rMxXFNf
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菲利奇亞諾愛哭、膽小，總因為一些事情而懼怕的不敢貿然行動，其他人看來，他不過是一個長不大的孩子，但又有誰知道，那是因為他的心比一般人更加脆弱。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡstMtmoJ1WQ
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「嗚…腳好痛，要坐著……ve…」菲利奇亞諾自顧自的坐了下來，「…路德，不要說話哦……嗚咩…聽我說，一下子就好了……」40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsV4zJ2i6uK
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「讓我說哦，不然以後就不能說了……」40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwnXBsXDKLQ
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菲利奇亞諾剛見到路德維希的時候，心裡頭覺得這傢伙很可怕，長得一副嚴肅的臉龐，不苟言笑似的，況且笨手笨腳的他第一次就給對方添了麻煩，路德維希並不知道，後來回到自己房裡的菲利奇亞諾，悶在棉被裡忍不住偷偷地哭著。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVrGthvXmtP
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但後來他也發現路德維希並不是這麼難親近的，總是相當關心自己，偶爾閒聊個幾句也會溫順的回應，在好幾隔著一道厚牆的夜晚，菲利奇亞諾總是悄悄地等待著手機鈴聲的響起，不時便打開手機查看，一心等待著是不是有對方的訊息。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVCSvAwPmuF
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菲利奇亞諾自己也相當訝異，自己居然會對一個相處不久的人，坦誠的說出自己的一切家世，包括了那些他曾不想再想起的回憶……40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfvkOR745fx
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原先並沒有錢付分擔的房租，菲利奇亞諾花了好長一段時間打工，而就在他已經準備好了足夠的金額付款時，路德維希卻替他付了房租，並交代他將錢存起，用在別的地方，但一瞬間菲利奇亞諾卻不知所措了起來。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZjlt2Zzf0S
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為什麼、他對自己這麼好……40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX5bSCBuk9l
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他拒絕了原先學姐們所邀約的聖誕舞會，而選擇和路德維希在家中度過，他為了這天特地準備了豐盛的大餐，以及最重要的聖誕禮物……菲利奇亞諾在禮品店裡頭逛了許久，最後才選定了是這支能夠配得上路德維希的鋼筆。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdtdhI5m1AA
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當他待在家中，等待路德維希回來時，菲利奇亞諾望著滿桌的餐點，卻不經迷惑了起來，自己對路德維希，究竟是抱持著怎麼樣的情感，那種似乎將要扎入骨肉、刺入心坎裡的悸動，是腦海裡首先所浮現的，是如此想要依靠的身影。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgFLVK46SEI
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然後他偷偷地親吻了對方，當彼此的唇瓣相互碰觸時，他也不得不誠實的面對自己。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmPGcPZDe5Z
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他對路德維希的感情是喜歡。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN9YLJPC0Uc
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但他並沒有辦法言語，菲利奇亞諾懼怕著對方的不接受與拒絕，況且有著比自己更可愛的女孩，連自己見著了，也忍不住想親近的女孩蘿拉，當他們站在一起的時候，多麼像是天造地設的一對佳侶，那是連一絲縫隙也無法介入。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbG8yGkpmxv
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菲利奇亞諾開始與路德維希避不見面，他並不想看見對方，也不想與對方有所接觸，菲利奇亞諾十分害怕著，害怕著自己只要面對路德維希，就會忍不住說出自己的心情，是有多麼、多麼的喜歡對方，對方不知不覺的溫柔令喜歡每日每日的加深，甚至到了無法想像的地步。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTZ406zhoqY
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「ve…怎麼辦才好呢……」菲利奇亞諾頓了頓，像是在想著些什麼似的，「…我每天每天一直想，這種感覺怎麼樣才會停下來啊，可是真的好奇怪，怎麼樣也沒有辦法停止了…」40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNvyKa4Q0E2
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「想不出來的時候就會好想哭喔…嗚咩……後來也就不想了，因為喜歡就是喜歡嘛，我就是喜歡路德喔。」40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTgS37VzoWv
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「後來發生了好多好多事情，邀請我去法國的事情…ve……基爾幫我說服了對方，可以讓我晚一點去，我又給他添了好多麻煩，嗚……我只是想要跟路德在一起久一點點的，可是、可是……」40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlZELOt3dHN
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「……不行啊，不行喔，」搖了搖頭，像是告訴自己似的，「路德要跟可愛的女孩子在一起了，那個女孩子我也很喜歡…是個美女喔……ve…所以我就要去法國了，不然我看見了，一定會很想哭的。」40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNmaWmKLVfR
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「菲利……」40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ8veCue6Jb
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「對不起、對不起，路德…ve……」菲利奇亞諾又揉了揉一雙眼睛，「…那個，我沒有想哭啊，可是有水從裡面一直跑出來……」40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6NOtj5ehrJ
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路德維希瞥見了他的衣角，已經染成了一片深色。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw13ouPqUD0
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「這個…還給你了……」從頸項上頭摘下黑鍊，路德維希怔愣地瞧著，那是他送給菲利奇亞諾的生日禮物，「…ve……我看到這個，一定也會想哭的…所以……」40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡERKR39SVWA
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菲利奇亞諾並沒有再說下去，他抬起了路德維希的手，攤開對方寬大的掌心，將刻有名字的十字墜鍊平放在上頭，冰冷的四角尖端彷彿刺入了路德維希的手掌裡，狠狠地鑲刻進去，同樣的滲入血肉，然後沒入了他的心。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFyQGbZQD8F
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「ve、對不起…路德，今天讓你聽我講了這麼多奇怪的話，謝謝……唔…」他再度揉了揉自己的褐眸，接著便站了起來，「…嗚唄，還是快去買牛奶好了。」40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU5z2EyDWfy
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背對著路德維希，他一步一步的朝著原先的來處走去，就在河堤上頭，夜風吹得他一頭褐髮凌亂不堪，並鼓鼓地灌進了他的襯衫下擺，掀起一塊，路德維希望著菲利奇亞諾逐漸遠去的背影，越走越快、越走越快、越走越快。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEWwAwNjQZ7
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他向前跑去。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh6HthHlJHZ
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跟在後頭，他彷彿耳邊就傳來了對方的喃喃自語，提醒自己買了牛奶的事、責怪自己說了太多不應該說的話的事，路德維希一步步地向前跑去，總覺得這傢伙沒發覺身旁異狀的模樣特別可愛。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAJHihZtJJs
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他一個向前，對方發出了細小的驚叫聲，就像是倒抽了一口氣似的。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ24hqoYxaVK
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「菲利奇亞諾，你不可以走，」路德維希緊緊的抱住他，用盡力氣的抱住他，「你還沒有把房租付給我。」40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLOqpUqCRiO
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「ve、路德，我、」菲利奇亞諾的語氣聽起來像是突然間有些不知所措，「到了那裡我一定會努力的打工，等我回來之後就還給……」40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJsUPP7mw9i
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「……我要用你全部的心加倍還給我。」40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2BVDYp0JJh
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