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常規訓練結束後，糸師冴照常走出球場。天色有點暗了，人群零星，空氣裡還殘留著塑膠草皮曬過的熱味。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfoew2WwyGO
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遠遠的，星野莉奈穿著一件寬鬆的風衣。頭髮被風輕輕撩起，夕陽正好從她背後落下，影子斜斜地拉得很長。看向場內。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl322U6mSPt
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZxoAYLy8YS
糸師冴腳步頓了半秒，停下來。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO5868EoO9u
她沒有動，也沒有說話——只是靜靜地站著。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfMgqIEBVeS
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那是她的新代言廣告。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBik5mBj3FZ
一整張投放在購物中心牆上的巨型燈箱。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXf2nflMcKI
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHsbqGcZiJY
拍得太真了，真到讓人忘記那只是廣告。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBgPniuK3WI
那姿勢、那站位、那個眼神——全都像她以前等他練完球的樣子。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQJArD0fXUE
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIhBnFIy5Qy
她站在光裡，眼神裡沒有劇情，卻藏著不說的話。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1BQU6meut1
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1gAiH78GSF
糸師冴看了一眼。然後抬腳，繼續走了。沒有停下腳步。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrwvu9AHq00
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIruN4B8Y5S
她的樣子、她的聲音現在到處都是。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2XmEu8Xhlu
節目上、社群裡、廣告看板的動態音軌，有如不斷重複播放的環境聲。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmC5w153fV3
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL9ZWMn0DBq
「這個場地選得也太明顯了吧⋯⋯像在等誰開場。」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm1LAB7ZyIQ
「她現在代言什麼都要扯球場，真的很懂怎麼讓人猜。行銷團隊太狠了。」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXJkcrFNMNw
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs3C9Tev8ue
糸師冴知道新聞與節目討論的焦點，沒有放棄指向她——就算她跟他一樣，什麼都沒做。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPLWZpJ4hXa
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaUBQAUHuvm
又有人在社群上開始剖析莉奈過去的貼文——38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ718DnR3pVn
哪句話像是在示愛，哪張照片刻意搭在比賽後發，哪條留言暗指某位球員。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7JJKYcvx5L
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNgfC6sPiLT
有個熱度極高的帳號甚至列出一張「戀愛線證據清單」。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLi5ccjkXj3
其中某條寫著：「她說喜歡有目標的人，不就是在講某個天才中場嗎？這種『鋪陳』真的太縝密太精細了！各位看！國小或許還『兩小無猜』，但是到了某球員開始得到海外球探青睞時⋯⋯」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWTuxAVcmpH
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6x4w5202Aq
糸師冴只是冷冷地瞥了一眼，覺得一切都可笑至極。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnhorUbzhzn
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXEazNToGKH
他知道，那些東西不是她想製造出來的。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm6pwzVe0oY
她不是為了被看見才那樣說、那樣笑、那樣發文的。她的情感從來都不縝密。只是——她不會掩飾。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVJzMyOfcCC
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnl6L26MaY9
她只是曾經，真的很喜歡他。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdklFcvNT7b
喜歡到，連網友都看得出來。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE5L4pcQliL
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwmiF3fCziN
可現在，喜歡也變成了罪證。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFjB6hj8g1l
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQuu5hvDe3K
一支後台影片被曝光。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvSjcuBVz7M
畫面晃動，記者一邊追著她往後台走，一邊低聲問：38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfXuk3Hs7ve
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「所以妳真的沒有和他交往過？」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd0YegGBAKC
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBQcOb9xfj1
星野莉奈沒停下腳步，只側身讓開身旁的工作人員，語氣平穩地答：38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMePgYq2ssc
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「我出道不是靠他，現在也不需要靠他。」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtwyyQFOlDr
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTp63DuyVq4
經紀人快步上前，眉頭微皺，壓低聲音對她說：「那句會被截圖。」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHZ4Y33eBCM
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCh03xGWaYC
她在化妝鏡前坐下，脫下高跟鞋，腳趾輕輕伸展了一下，語氣淡淡的：38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe8lLaA2VXU
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡws4wdo1CbQ
「那就截啊。」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI6510mFlwI
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她的手穩穩地拆開耳環的扣子。語氣一如既往的安靜，卻像把什麼拋進水裡，沒什麼聲響，但利得準確。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYyy6ng2Tnj
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2lzlcU67wI
注意到跟拍的攝影機時，她只略微抬眼。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHtk6IMizm6
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDXKL4BBwcU
沒有慌，也沒有躲——38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTlB3J0YxDO
彷彿早就預料到鏡頭會出現，甚至準備好讓對方拍清楚。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡckg7EpQ984
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡefMNi0OjCf
那一瞬，星野莉奈坐在椅子上，腳踩地面，背脊筆直。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ010KFFxDWC
神情冷靜，彷彿在等下一輪挑戰主動上門。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhHcg6eiDbl
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLiPh3a88Em
【星野莉奈Rina回應緋聞：我不需要靠任何人。】38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡna94A18aoH
【是否發現Ｓ選手不回應？急著切割？】38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW4TlwCSCvt
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhljsP838yf
他回到飯店後，洗完澡，站在落地窗前，手機握在手裡。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGTdxeKgJ9A
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhvadiyjRmr
已經點開了對話框。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG9FoacU24t
她的名字靜靜躺在畫面最上方。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJXJel07yzy
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJTQ2VWOBZz
糸師冴看著那行字：「妳看起來很好」，還停在草稿框裡，已經好幾天。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoETjVI86Mm
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqzwdUX61Yb
手指放到輸入列上。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUnPH6ZmKDh
游標還在閃爍。他本來想多寫一點什麼，比如——38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAsMfCmjA8A
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDCj6zx3WoE
——妳那句「那就截啊」，有點像以前的妳。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9rEQkeXus9
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBdMxUY4v3Q
但最後，他什麼都沒打。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlVhSyFi3Mk
他盯著放了幾天的那行字，又慢慢把游標移到句尾，按下了「返回」。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1wM3KJQHPx
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvZmzCAl5kf
訊息沒發出去，他正要抬手刪掉——手機忽然震動，是來電通知。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjs7LLgYaI0
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRtfjHgjR36
莉奈的名字，跳了出來。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkAW6pYHGGP
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCtpU2M7lqb
他沒預期她會打來。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxU5F4Os31L
怔住的手握著手機，停在空中幾秒。直到畫面快自動熄滅前，糸師冴才按下接聽。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOG9VFOECol
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡArooInm6Ln
對面靜了一秒，然後傳來她的聲音。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbdz95Fm93b
語氣有點累，應該是剛下通告。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv6NpZEfFiH
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoQDULZoYut
「我明天要飛巴黎⋯⋯有個試鏡，臨時追加的。」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVIBynjTOyE
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAOFHWjnNAZ
他沒有說話。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcDehTL7AJw
她繼續說下去，好像早就編排好順序：38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZN1y07UvFu
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5gIACkEexs
「我突然想到，上禮拜是你生日。對不起，我⋯⋯本來想傳訊息的，後來忘了。」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVd4V8wlKqb
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMOMoE0ChDO
語氣不重，也不慌。就像一個普通朋友的「順便提一下」。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl86mqxV56f
但聽在他耳裡，卻像一道劃痕從背脊斜斜切過。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA8AbHPEhjd
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNfMACeUuKL
她停了一下，等他回應。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx4LX9wWZuc
他只「嗯」了一聲。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmUm2QN5f4Z
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡASTyLDKYQB
「不過⋯⋯我猜你應該也不在意吧。」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPbon1YUOSF
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgABZRNAiXL
她輕輕吸了口氣，語氣像是真的相信了什麼：38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUe3QBIUgv2
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdJeChOmcGt
「嗯⋯⋯可能對你也不是很重要。」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJFPjCcLTFo
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvfKvXAJ1pG
話音未落，她接著說：38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoFXBwC1gNZ
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgHKiNwVqyH
「早點睡。晚安。」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0rfcVaceRc
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEoeRFWGHnM
——然後，她掛了。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVSV43zbQEU
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4jrdWRhNrk
不是通話自然結束，不是他掛的。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlPuzC2TzVh
是她先掛的。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4TwjbturJq
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8wniYGmc8K
那通話不到兩分鐘。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4afLWMFnUT
他看著畫面跳回鎖屏，還停留在剛剛的來電紀錄。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQwTkDYGIIF
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPbqN9uyEPO
手慢慢放下來，指尖有點麻。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHxVoKKobLc
耳邊安靜得過分。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ovjjJZl4T
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掛掉電話的瞬間，耳邊只剩下安靜。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC3x1xvt0D7
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgwHukID9Mb
星野莉奈坐在房間的床邊，一隻手還握著手機。另一隻手垂在膝上，微微蜷著。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6s7PnydlS6
沒有顫抖，也沒有什麼劇烈的情緒。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWHF2qm7C4H
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只是——有點麻。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡugSpGJpeD4
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXiuSq78HmN
彷彿在冬天久站太久，指尖慢慢從末端失去溫度。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaCexGxZ5pj
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa9HYg1Z6rc
她抬頭看了眼桌上的鬧鐘，23:08。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKQE4crP6SO
離飛機起飛還有九個小時。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYvD7fwaEx1
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWbIFBTABm7
她知道自己應該要睡了。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS3Z2TlwVcn
她沒有重播那通通話，也沒有點進他們的對話框。螢幕亮著，她只是對著畫面發了幾秒的呆。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOPUpX7xJHz
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpPVX4IZhVP
然後手指滑開備忘錄，輸入了一行提醒：38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSYVYlQOyA7
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvbZ5DeTNA3
【飛機抵達時間提前通知巴黎那邊。其他的，都不用跟他說。】38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf4l9YKavFy
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1xNAiyaaLu
輸入完，她按下儲存。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJEpjEJAu4T
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcbxKgOIWDW
然後慢慢站起來，走向浴室卸妝。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPv53cTqHZP
水聲灑落時，她看著鏡子裡的自己，有一瞬間覺得很陌生。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMb1ouEGxqY
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvOZ7UlLubk
但也沒那麼痛了。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyhqDSvjKjn
她低聲說了一句話，對著鏡子，也對著那通通話的空白：38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVLJewoPQC5
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv8C67lmN9Q
「果然，真的沒那麼重要吧。」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCkL98d3ru4
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMScGGpEJqO
語氣平淡，沒有責怪，也沒有自嘲。只是確認而已。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5C3MTc8fOn
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJFKyreZzAF
梳洗完後，她回到床上，關掉了燈。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmJ1awEwztw
手機還在枕邊，螢幕全黑。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgebQ9Y3KPf
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv894gAPfJi
設定好的鬧鐘都覺得多餘，因為她知道自己會在該醒的時間醒來。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw17QIZXXPW
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFPpmfM35ms
只是那一晚，她夢見自己站在一個空蕩蕩的機場裡。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAgex8EcgBN
耳邊有人說：38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu2UCy4Z4ej
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKuabpRfpHU
「登機口要關閉囉。」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0LIfkhivvP
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOi5tMO6tQf
星野莉奈點了點頭，沒有回頭。
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