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(這是有中日翻譯版,原版中島美嘉的在這)
僕が死のうと思ったのは(曾今我也想過一了百了)592Please respect copyright.PENANAmAdwVREjOZ
這首歌,是在月黑風高的夜晚,帶我走進平安鄉的歌謠。592Please respect copyright.PENANA0CjCWwHziq
那段日子中,一個靜默的夜裡,獨留我哀嘆流淚。592Please respect copyright.PENANAo0TypUZDEj
那個夜晚,我想了很多、很多。592Please respect copyright.PENANAU7rsYtkyr1
很迷茫、很無奈、很痛苦。592Please respect copyright.PENANAFtHh4thocc
壓力如影隨形,就連片刻喘息的時間都被無情剝奪。592Please respect copyright.PENANAXyli5zVa7F
生活上,學校、老師、同儕、家人、朋友、親戚、財損、工作。592Please respect copyright.PENANAxh4r3zznhs
直直壓得我喘不過氣。592Please respect copyright.PENANAzqEb6zDLHA
學校課業上的壓力。592Please respect copyright.PENANAtWSeSPzAq3
老師囑託的專題負責人以及為此負出代價。592Please respect copyright.PENANAT4SMQ7amGj
同儕暗中惡意的中傷毀謗及陷害。592Please respect copyright.PENANATwSDfc3CAp
父母之間不和的居中調解,兄弟姊妹之間的不明是非。592Please respect copyright.PENANAvAQ2gROpiM
期中、期末時,朋友好比同林鳥,大難臨頭各自飛。592Please respect copyright.PENANA46vYynxaza
親戚間的反目成仇。592Please respect copyright.PENANARCG8USzu7o
車禍的財損以及趁虛而入的敲詐。592Please respect copyright.PENANASwyYv9UUn5
以及因車禍曠工而被老闆數落。
世間種種,複雜,很複雜。592Please respect copyright.PENANAvSGayUyRmI
所以,想逃避的念頭如止不住的噴泉急流湧出,我開始迷茫、發呆,只怕自己沒克制住,想起那些不公平的事。592Please respect copyright.PENANA8r32Ijmyqz
怕想起那些事,自己會承受不住。592Please respect copyright.PENANAdf7YPtmcNZ
就這樣,我戴上耳機,聽著youtube自行循環撥放的音樂發楞。592Please respect copyright.PENANA1JArRPvAMe
直到邂逅了這首歌。592Please respect copyright.PENANAgCJ4mRkqEc
起初,不懂日語的我,只是靜靜地聽。592Please respect copyright.PENANAPqE63Hlwx7
彷若世界隔開了我,不再有任何的情感留下。592Please respect copyright.PENANAMG6BHaNYaP
直到歌曲帶著一絲絲哭腔,那一絲微弱的力量。592Please respect copyright.PENANAgZYTEFxrEU
是希望之火!592Please respect copyright.PENANAnooR6YsNzu
是期望所向!592Please respect copyright.PENANAtFwauSbqNh
不知為何,曾經屬於我這個人的色彩——回來了。592Please respect copyright.PENANALvlIGJQJ8M
或許是情緒低谷使然,我找尋了中日翻譯的影片又重聽了一次。592Please respect copyright.PENANA66MbKc3jfu
此刻的我才發覺,平安的夢鄉距離我......592Please respect copyright.PENANAsYAMI4iI8r
近了......
歌詞中;
「波(なみ)の随意(まにま)に浮(う)かんで消(き)える」隨著海浪隨意地起浮消逝「過去(かこ)も啄(つい)ばんで飛(と)んでいけ」連同我的過去也一並銜起飛走
印證我人生低潮時,又何嘗不想隨浪逐流、隨風飄泊,如那被吹起的紙屑,永不回頭地離去。592Please respect copyright.PENANAEgROUlntgX
最有感觸的,大概是歌詞中的;
「僕(ぼく)が死(し)のうと思(おも)ったのは」曾經我也想過一了百了。592Please respect copyright.PENANAVHT1NU4HE3
一開始曲目的消沉,如我當初心中的沉寂一般。592Please respect copyright.PENANAi5Ksrck3wW
但......轉折點也是因著這句子。592Please respect copyright.PENANAEQ7MEslWIp
曲調的變換,節奏的轉換,即便歌詞雖一樣,但意義,卻是不同了。592Please respect copyright.PENANAorEqARAFcE
此刻,彷若人生充滿的,不再是愁苦憂傷,而是那種勇往直前的勇氣。592Please respect copyright.PENANAIfIpH1L5WB
回頭一看;592Please respect copyright.PENANAW56oEdyXWd
「あの日(ひ)の僕(ぼく)にごめんなさいと」對著那一天的我說對不起。592Please respect copyright.PENANABdeNFb64Eu
並且為曾經的自己,喊聲加油。592Please respect copyright.PENANA4sdkJt3EY9