所以我放棄了音樂11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQOXHOXxdUw
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明明是一首歌曲，但卻取了這樣一個名字，讓人不禁好奇的點進去看看到底是怎麼樣的故事。11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdiR3QlxSWs
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這首歌跟市面上常見的日文歌曲不一樣11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC4sS9uLIIH
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一般是：前奏/主歌--->副歌--->間奏/主歌--->副歌--->結尾11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkovCglZfIA
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但這首歌的編排卻不是遵照常態的歌曲，雖然曲子很悅耳，但不一樣的編排會讓人感到奇怪、混亂11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGMxKlyoM7w
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再看看歌詞，就會明白這樣安排的原因11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNLp5Nq5tWA
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「想過了，但還是不明白」11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡATKGnMdtlP
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每段主歌，也就是副歌前面的段落，都以這句話作為開頭11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqfDmyBdiXW
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作詞人想讓聽眾感受到她的迷惘，她的疑惑11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3s06EomNLq
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想要放棄音樂，卻不自覺地回憶起作音樂的快樂，於是怒吼著讓自己不要再回想了，怒吼著轉移自己的注意力11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3JcP311vj2
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為什麼總是有人一直帶著笑容呢？11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWjqdUggbyn
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因為自己的不得志與迷惘，讓自己連看到帶著笑容的人們都會感到憤怒11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1hrI0chvqv
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但又不想承認自己是個失敗者，自己正在迷惘11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Y8yE9eIHE
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在這樣的矛盾中，只能說出「反正都是你們的錯！你們根本都不了解！你們只是一群偽善的傢伙！」這樣逃避現實的話語11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3kXbT4VliF
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看起來很可笑，不是嗎？11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWpZhJgIGJG
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但誰沒有過夢想？而夢想可以實現的機率有多麼小啊11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2FUCNaNjNT
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誰沒有看著那些人生勝利組憤怒過呢11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbmif45mO78
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有句話說得好11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbU7lARHpfr
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「人是矛盾的生物」11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ83Awg3eeoE
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不管是什麼人，為自己的失敗、悲傷找理由時，一定會察覺到自己話語中的矛盾11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ASZ7lxKp0
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就舉個最簡單的例子，我曾經認為歌曲一定要有內涵，沒有的都是垃圾11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmXC7tzDeCs
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但也難免還是會聽到旋律好聽的歌曲，卻沒有內涵11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡltNBEQODMY
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這時候矛盾就形成了，認為沒有內涵都是垃圾的我，卻喜歡上這首歌11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuO1gwzuX6k
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這時候就會催眠自己11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8alSKvQvdT
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「這不一樣」11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8zJRtQoJJk
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但哪裡不一樣也說不上來11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ184ldJzVDm
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這首歌在後面，把這種感受唱了出來11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0CT0ouZ4AM
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我這樣憤世嫉俗，我這樣全部怪給他們，這真的是對的嗎？11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnRHZ9NVfjN
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這是對的嗎？11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkoWUpIp0CC
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回過頭來又說，我也曾經有過信念，這都是世界的錯，是世界改變了我11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfr5GD9sHuZ
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這樣一首歌，把一般人心裡的矛盾憤恨都給唱了出來11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSSiF5guI6w
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這邊不得不提到歌手的聲音，主歌時溫柔但帶著迷惘的歌聲宛如天籟11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMvlKfccMZ9
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和副歌的憤恨的語調形成了很好的反襯，讓人不習慣，但又感受到歌手想傳達出的心情變化11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLWGvjmXZH6
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尾聲的哭腔，把對自己想法的質疑，和惱羞成怒反駁自己的“對手戲”描述的多麼的生動11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOAw6S7CPc2
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這首歌如果少了這個歌手，我覺得就少了靈魂，因為想要唱的有故事，真的不是隨便抓個人來都能做到11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWpCULLmTqp
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雖然這首歌到結尾沒有反轉，沒有正向的思考，但也值得你反思一下自己有沒有違背本心？有沒有為了逃避而去怪罪世間的一切？11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8IiIo6q0Te
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可能有人覺得聽歌還反省，自虐狂嗎？11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb7NRkkieaD
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不過我只是覺得這首歌真的把迷惘之人的心聲給唱出來了，以純粹好聽不好聽的角度來看，也是屬於好聽的範疇，所以也可以用單純聽歌不看詞的角度去聽啦11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbHGLpDeRl5
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這邊附上連結，我覺得有小提琴的聲音比較震撼11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8pXBOVQbnY
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