我......自從那日有了那個感覺之後，姐姐在旁邊或靠近我的時候那個感覺就會出現182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnclKl6CYVn
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甚至...姐姐跟她朋友一起玩時不論男女，我就會有另一種很不好受的感受182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtHCkmbkzwG
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就像是有人拿針刺我一樣，心很痛，還會有像是有人掐住我的脖子一樣，難以呼吸182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH677j1OF9W
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這種很難受的感覺是從那一天開始的......182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQw0ATGXZt5
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姐姐在學校的成績也很優秀，每次考試都會排在班上前三182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF5g51XZf7H
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也有很多崇拜她的人，也有很多朋友，同樣很多的有...喜歡姐姐的人182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7dIypbGDgO
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那天因為姐姐是上晚校的，剛剛好那天我不用上晚自習，所以去給姐姐送晚餐182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6xCzxwSdMm
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卻看到姐姐被表白......姐姐似乎很喜歡那個男生182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFtJLOUfYAX
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我突然有一種心很痛胸口悶悶的，很像是心臟被人用刀划了幾下，然後把心整個挖出來182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvCV9Ywvlaw
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感受到就像撕心裂肺一樣...很痛很痛.....182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhjokQtpmXY
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我努力調整好情緒去給姐姐送晚餐182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8nvoJvk9Bg
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我說182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhGYNqlWers
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：「姐姐晚餐我給你送來了」182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfgVVCDcEyi
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姐姐神色有一瞬看起來是心疼的，不過我沒察覺182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYbRzCGOShL
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姐姐說182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdyDgPIFDqi
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：「你怎麼了！?」182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPQWD54CR0p
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：「怎麼帶著哭腔?是不是有誰欺負妳了?」182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfb8hPTFsfa
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我連我有了哭腔都不知道，是姐姐提醒我，我才知道......182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVesJXJ1VDa
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我說182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKyYwsnsawr
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：「沒有啦，是因為風太大嗆到我了，有點難受...而已」182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhQVtoi1h2S
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：「現在好很多了，姐你不用坦心我」182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWLUOsJjjoI
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姐姐隨後說182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwwtvhhQiBO
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：「喔，是這樣啊」182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeajkykJ7cs
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：「那就好，有人欺負妳一定要跟姐姐講喔」182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Eyjy9T58B
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：「知道了嗎？」182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSiBniqCECG
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我說182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuFCzP2bo1r
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：「我知道了，姐」182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvXxKha5VOC
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：「姐，你是不是下課時間快沒了?」182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdiMGS4kEwu
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：「要不要趕快進去吃飯?」182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNwbJ0Zvgy1
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姐姐看了看錶然後說182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxiUijZnW5w
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：「啊！對诶」182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyj1lk3eoTQ
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：「我先進去了，你趕快回家，不要讓阿姨跟叔叔擔心」182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRtcpqBLOEb
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：「要小心一點喔！拜拜回家見」182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6zMktqzjsF
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我說182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgZbtJnCGaS
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：「嗯，回...家...見」182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡggumVUjNnH
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我的聲音越來越小直至消失......182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc7AanrYMDS
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我走在回家的路上，像是不見三魂七魄的人一樣走在路上182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcaBdj2Lz6q
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突然起風了，隨之而來的是我一滴滴掉在人行道的淚水182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNEvTLykwlh
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我不只一次的跟自己講要哭回家再哭......182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzdRv0a7BnJ
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那天我還是不知道我為什麼哭了，我也不想管了182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkzSVkcpuZV
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可...我在那之後行為變得越來越奇怪182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoZ4L4v8Yhz
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我會看著姐姐傻笑，也會在意她的一舉一動182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ26FHbYrw6w
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甚至.....還會在筆記本上面...寫...「芳妤熙我喜歡你」182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJHwLAwjJ7P
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我本來不知道我對姐姐這樣是因為...我...喜歡她182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsgP822VlSf
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是朋友無意中看到我的筆記本上面寫的字182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ62nKQOqNsV
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在她的追問下我把這兩年來所發生的事以及我的感受和作為182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ3ZF6j7VrD
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全部都跟她講182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvmBK4koueV
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朋友說182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ89JagNYBbP
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：「你...你這就是喜歡上你姐姐了！」182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlN1Y1sjBHq
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我一瞬間呆住了，我問我自己182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOctCrr91QG
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：「喜歡......喜歡姐姐嗎...」182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVsBvLdkDG6
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我明白了這就是喜歡，我原來以為喜歡是很甜很甜的...182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2BBXkpD057
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但...我忘了有一種喜歡叫《暗戀》......182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡptHutmtMwA
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這種喜歡不一定會有好結果，但過程大部分會很痛苦......182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡknX5iUS4aG
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我原本想就這樣一直喜歡著姐姐182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIjTz8FjcA7
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遠遠的看她幸福、快樂...這樣就好182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeBPtfcwWZx
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但...現實給我潑了一攤冷水...182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxUBAkjU2Tg
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在我高二上學期時182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBkKSAAApQe
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姐姐發現了我的秘密......她看到了我的筆記本182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZBtYVPSnS9
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她看到了我寫著「芳妤熙我喜歡你」.....182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwzWzZo6XG8
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她跟我說讓她一個人呆一下182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdRZD9ZfcUe
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那天我心很亂...很煩...一直在想如果姐姐覺得我很噁心怎麼辦182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0MXuAg7AXX
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那我又該怎麼辦...182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7YUQy7UZx2
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隔天姐姐對我說182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJJ4fh2HoMd
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: 「我們都是女生，是不能這樣的，況且叔叔跟阿姨是不會同意的」182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlhWzQexZku
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:「這件事你忘了吧...好好讀書，我也會昨天的事沒發生...」182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZC4UNKJPet
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我說:「好...姐謝謝你」我的語氣很平靜，可...或許只有我自己知道其實我已經要崩潰了，表面說著好，但好幾年的感情怎麼能說忘記就忘記182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZoNjbvDvXW
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我後來想就不要留在她身邊了...182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRdregDcfIo
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越在她身邊我越控制不住我自己...182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOUXPd4gHQG
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我考了南下的大學，心想182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Pukfd4Lxn
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:「這樣也好，可以名正言順的逃避...」182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwsJT0mV2dU
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可就在大一下發生了我意想不到的事情......
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