也許是因為太專注於此,他沒有注意到門外有人悄悄靠近,然後就站在門前駐足了一陣子才輕巧離去。42Please respect copyright.PENANAC4P0hFfHam
42Please respect copyright.PENANACse1QEesTE
細小的光粒子從門縫中溜入,在不被發現的情況下貼服神田的墨黑衣擺、亞連攤在枕上的潔白髮梢,光澤暗去。42Please respect copyright.PENANAswOuvdwm0b
42Please respect copyright.PENANAB4lBGMD5YV
……42Please respect copyright.PENANAFVLxJlf5F8
42Please respect copyright.PENANAESaMyEGw1P
42Please respect copyright.PENANAQyTYtpvThh
42Please respect copyright.PENANA5Hxbn2GFoX
從來沒有看過如此乾淨的色彩和清澈的眸子──42Please respect copyright.PENANAUgwkWShTLK
42Please respect copyright.PENANASw5RRBiHNB
他記起第一次見到白髮少年的那一刻,先是為他純白的髮色驚疑然後是驚艷,接著誤以為是惡魔打了一場,才被趕來的少女阻止。42Please respect copyright.PENANA9N4hmJY0H0
42Please respect copyright.PENANAg4hTIrLePQ
這似乎註定了,之後他們將吵吵鬧鬧的度過每次見面、相處。42Please respect copyright.PENANA5f7uzoHoSF
42Please respect copyright.PENANAEW0Wk1bscP
尤其每次刻意惹惱白髮少年,明知道自己的個性被人所詬病反而變本加厲,幾次對著槓接著還為他取了一個綽號──「豆芽菜」。42Please respect copyright.PENANA8XTQf5aPvI
42Please respect copyright.PENANAnTG1lqhhpj
很久很久他都是這麼叫著,除了在前方加上一些有的沒的沒營養形容詞,例如白癡、笨蛋……諸如此類。42Please respect copyright.PENANASisa3w75EX
42Please respect copyright.PENANALaufFbwDi3
……現在回想起來突然覺得自己很幼稚、很愚蠢。42Please respect copyright.PENANALEYNwJTTwf
42Please respect copyright.PENANA8Mwo4GlXsZ
──不過這不是重點,擺一邊先略過、略過。42Please respect copyright.PENANAazsGighUWw
42Please respect copyright.PENANATY4dlCQQHr
然後一起出了幾次任務。42Please respect copyright.PENANAg8fiRymIjV
42Please respect copyright.PENANA1umhHnmG2d
第一次一起回收聖潔又因為理念不同暴發衝突,他承認自己個性極差可以見人就吵,但……從沒有哪個人能一再引起他情緒波動,更沒想到少年的眼淚會讓他心悸,雖然當時只是微微睜大雙眼,可是無法忽視心裡的一陣騷動。42Please respect copyright.PENANA1ILbcG55MA
42Please respect copyright.PENANAAMSUWi7nrX
雖然很快又因為惡魔復起大戰一場,將事情給忽略過去。42Please respect copyright.PENANA7ibJbt2lPG
42Please respect copyright.PENANAWZ2pcNvs61
可是……42Please respect copyright.PENANAA0AfPCqePw
42Please respect copyright.PENANAqWm03AA4iE
「神田,如果可以,我還是想當一個可以救人的破壞者。」42Please respect copyright.PENANArQHYIZbD0o
42Please respect copyright.PENANABKz08o4gYg
一句話,不知為何如此動人、聽著心都痛了,不得不刻進腦海最深處。42Please respect copyright.PENANAvFVP0PbMLP
42Please respect copyright.PENANAxG25QczQG4
那時的他也許發現了什麼,但只是沉默看著當作什麼也不曉得。42Please respect copyright.PENANAbGHzIqVHoY
42Please respect copyright.PENANAVZhuTmHCM2
一別之後再見面是很久之後,他這才知道白髮少年「幾乎死過一回」,那時因為忙於和惡魔群對戰,且隨後被捲入亂七八糟的方舟「闖關」旅程,連自己也差點掛上一輪,何況據說曾經掛點的傢伙不時活蹦亂跳的指責他不是。42Please respect copyright.PENANAUhhvHX1qsY
42Please respect copyright.PENANAdtv4sNQuoA
假裝遺忘了,每一次聽到對方消息的刺痛感受。42Please respect copyright.PENANAuAg1O3pELM
42Please respect copyright.PENANADBmXf63A8X
一回又一回,他忽略或當作看到自己的心。42Please respect copyright.PENANArff73o5qB7
42Please respect copyright.PENANAPuZp99pzMl
那樣的記憶後來回想起來會有心被撕裂的感受,一個差點成真的消息就能使他如此在乎,如果這是真的呢?他……不敢去想。42Please respect copyright.PENANAPmVfbe8r4t
42Please respect copyright.PENANAmaP6SQmds4
原來自己也會逃避。42Please respect copyright.PENANAVFKrMgIE3g
42Please respect copyright.PENANAN1XhI3DPAB
後來、又是後來……他更認識「亞連」這個人,原來也有不輸給自己悲傷過往,他們都不能弄清楚自己到底是誰、到底該定位成怎樣的一個存在?42Please respect copyright.PENANASJLwhhVEqk
42Please respect copyright.PENANAQ1al5JG80t
一起走過更多時光、一起經歷更多事件,雖然仍然吵吵鬧鬧,但如果有人問他是否討厭那名白髮少年……42Please respect copyright.PENANAUaTUMDcLih
42Please respect copyright.PENANAdIAZr9IBsq
如果回答了打從心底厭惡,他無法不心虛。42Please respect copyright.PENANA2Yy11yN9TG
42Please respect copyright.PENANAOVCV0J3G4a
……42Please respect copyright.PENANAEZrqUJEVKK
42Please respect copyright.PENANAZMtUj2UKuG
這是為什麼?明明那人的個性就是他最厭煩的那種,容易心軟、容易同情,對所有人寬容只對自己殘酷,身上還有惡魔的痕跡……42Please respect copyright.PENANAmo5bdTnruD
42Please respect copyright.PENANAIoTjRFU0fl
心底根本一點也不快樂,為什麼要笑?42Please respect copyright.PENANAtFa08moFJd
42Please respect copyright.PENANAWtbhCPWypX
既然懂得哭泣,為什麼淚水都是為他人而流?42Please respect copyright.PENANAcseBRevc22
42Please respect copyright.PENANAXEcVUgrpBt
就算是敵人,只要有任何理由他就要為對方傷心,為什麼?42Please respect copyright.PENANAY0dO3dJpFF
42Please respect copyright.PENANAiRbBmQFgwc
反而在自己悲痛欲絕時留不下一滴淚水……總是對所有人微笑。42Please respect copyright.PENANAEvaXKPx7Al
42Please respect copyright.PENANAkgEOnXXdNW
這到底是為什麼?42Please respect copyright.PENANAQB9w2uAyHV
42Please respect copyright.PENANA4IaQpTcPbE
這樣看不清自己的人他最輕蔑了不是嗎?42Please respect copyright.PENANAYhxTqH7cT9
42Please respect copyright.PENANAbFYRXcMsFL
可是……是不是自己也同樣看不清自己?42Please respect copyright.PENANA1YjWtDal8j
42Please respect copyright.PENANAxeYTSRHxlG
過去的傷痛把黑色的瞳孔蒙上一層紗幕,尋尋覓覓他發誓在沒找到「那人」之前決不能死……這樣的自己到底又活得像什麼了?42Please respect copyright.PENANAXXvpAK6eeH
42Please respect copyright.PENANAmOQu4GE4Ku
並不完全是那記憶的主人,只能說是那記憶的主人促成他的存在,其實他應該是個完整的個體,卻被午夜夢迴驚醒,背負著不是自己所有的記憶活著,在每人面前建築不需要的牆。42Please respect copyright.PENANAa4E0Z2EksB
42Please respect copyright.PENANAFzsaqRTaMV
個性可能真的很冷漠很孤僻,但他做的事卻沒能用這些理由解釋。42Please respect copyright.PENANAz6JRdw9YK9
42Please respect copyright.PENANAICanpFazrH
……也該問問自己為什麼了。42Please respect copyright.PENANAZf9c4pXymB
42Please respect copyright.PENANAWnYRw4ic7H
可不是?42Please respect copyright.PENANAiOe3m8DiJm
42Please respect copyright.PENANA1XnlINDhsP
終於知道自己為什麼討厭他卻說不出隻字片語。42Please respect copyright.PENANAVparoPw9Hx
42Please respect copyright.PENANAqmKhL5II77
原來他討厭別人跟他一樣傻,他們這兩人……真是蠢斃了!42Please respect copyright.PENANA4OO1GwuFYU
42Please respect copyright.PENANAuHoD87ttto
蠢得讓人不敢相信,而自己莫名在此刻認清。42Please respect copyright.PENANArQPmpsQZU4
42Please respect copyright.PENANA4pwaeZFKaS
過往的畫面一次一次浮現腦海,閉起眼睛不用費力也能看得更清楚,有些刻意忽視的如今想起來清楚的像什麼一樣,雖然不懂……可是心頭幾番掙扎後決定靜下心去體會。42Please respect copyright.PENANA4IdV7fX2y2
42Please respect copyright.PENANAOFjk4apTXj
到底剛剛始終無法靜下心是為了什麼?42Please respect copyright.PENANAd3oRVPccaE
42Please respect copyright.PENANAWp3YxAm7Sh
畫面轉向下一幕,亞連開心的笑容……42Please respect copyright.PENANAIC2rB7qH3g
42Please respect copyright.PENANApaiRNa4f0V
他喜歡、很喜歡那乾淨清澈、如果可以再更少去一點隱隱不安會更好的……笑容。42Please respect copyright.PENANA4iL1VnOwkW
42Please respect copyright.PENANAlEcphwIrAk
這就是答案。42Please respect copyright.PENANAN5HWo1UQmi
42Please respect copyright.PENANAGvImmrmcHS
「……」墨黑的眼在此時睜開,此刻起帶上了過去沒有的神采。42Please respect copyright.PENANA4j6hdG03yj
42Please respect copyright.PENANAoVwA14TFnp
…………42Please respect copyright.PENANAcmdppxQStK
42Please respect copyright.PENANAyQZ7p35RlV
……42Please respect copyright.PENANAcAJ2Jmdui8
42Please respect copyright.PENANAYGPLABOPza
42Please respect copyright.PENANArevMMuUd1n
42Please respect copyright.PENANA8ODQJSbP7W
ns216.73.216.239da242Please respect copyright.PENANACse1QEesTE
細小的光粒子從門縫中溜入,在不被發現的情況下貼服神田的墨黑衣擺、亞連攤在枕上的潔白髮梢,光澤暗去。42Please respect copyright.PENANAswOuvdwm0b
42Please respect copyright.PENANAB4lBGMD5YV
……42Please respect copyright.PENANAFVLxJlf5F8
42Please respect copyright.PENANAESaMyEGw1P
42Please respect copyright.PENANAQyTYtpvThh
42Please respect copyright.PENANA5Hxbn2GFoX
從來沒有看過如此乾淨的色彩和清澈的眸子──42Please respect copyright.PENANAUgwkWShTLK
42Please respect copyright.PENANASw5RRBiHNB
他記起第一次見到白髮少年的那一刻,先是為他純白的髮色驚疑然後是驚艷,接著誤以為是惡魔打了一場,才被趕來的少女阻止。42Please respect copyright.PENANA9N4hmJY0H0
42Please respect copyright.PENANAg4hTIrLePQ
這似乎註定了,之後他們將吵吵鬧鬧的度過每次見面、相處。42Please respect copyright.PENANA5f7uzoHoSF
42Please respect copyright.PENANAEW0Wk1bscP
尤其每次刻意惹惱白髮少年,明知道自己的個性被人所詬病反而變本加厲,幾次對著槓接著還為他取了一個綽號──「豆芽菜」。42Please respect copyright.PENANA8XTQf5aPvI
42Please respect copyright.PENANAnTG1lqhhpj
很久很久他都是這麼叫著,除了在前方加上一些有的沒的沒營養形容詞,例如白癡、笨蛋……諸如此類。42Please respect copyright.PENANASisa3w75EX
42Please respect copyright.PENANALaufFbwDi3
……現在回想起來突然覺得自己很幼稚、很愚蠢。42Please respect copyright.PENANALEYNwJTTwf
42Please respect copyright.PENANA8Mwo4GlXsZ
──不過這不是重點,擺一邊先略過、略過。42Please respect copyright.PENANAazsGighUWw
42Please respect copyright.PENANATY4dlCQQHr
然後一起出了幾次任務。42Please respect copyright.PENANAg8fiRymIjV
42Please respect copyright.PENANA1umhHnmG2d
第一次一起回收聖潔又因為理念不同暴發衝突,他承認自己個性極差可以見人就吵,但……從沒有哪個人能一再引起他情緒波動,更沒想到少年的眼淚會讓他心悸,雖然當時只是微微睜大雙眼,可是無法忽視心裡的一陣騷動。42Please respect copyright.PENANA1ILbcG55MA
42Please respect copyright.PENANAAMSUWi7nrX
雖然很快又因為惡魔復起大戰一場,將事情給忽略過去。42Please respect copyright.PENANA7ibJbt2lPG
42Please respect copyright.PENANAWZ2pcNvs61
可是……42Please respect copyright.PENANAA0AfPCqePw
42Please respect copyright.PENANAqWm03AA4iE
「神田,如果可以,我還是想當一個可以救人的破壞者。」42Please respect copyright.PENANArQHYIZbD0o
42Please respect copyright.PENANABKz08o4gYg
一句話,不知為何如此動人、聽著心都痛了,不得不刻進腦海最深處。42Please respect copyright.PENANAvFVP0PbMLP
42Please respect copyright.PENANAxG25QczQG4
那時的他也許發現了什麼,但只是沉默看著當作什麼也不曉得。42Please respect copyright.PENANAbGHzIqVHoY
42Please respect copyright.PENANAVZhuTmHCM2
一別之後再見面是很久之後,他這才知道白髮少年「幾乎死過一回」,那時因為忙於和惡魔群對戰,且隨後被捲入亂七八糟的方舟「闖關」旅程,連自己也差點掛上一輪,何況據說曾經掛點的傢伙不時活蹦亂跳的指責他不是。42Please respect copyright.PENANAUhhvHX1qsY
42Please respect copyright.PENANAdtv4sNQuoA
假裝遺忘了,每一次聽到對方消息的刺痛感受。42Please respect copyright.PENANAuAg1O3pELM
42Please respect copyright.PENANADBmXf63A8X
一回又一回,他忽略或當作看到自己的心。42Please respect copyright.PENANArff73o5qB7
42Please respect copyright.PENANAPuZp99pzMl
那樣的記憶後來回想起來會有心被撕裂的感受,一個差點成真的消息就能使他如此在乎,如果這是真的呢?他……不敢去想。42Please respect copyright.PENANAPmVfbe8r4t
42Please respect copyright.PENANAmaP6SQmds4
原來自己也會逃避。42Please respect copyright.PENANAVFKrMgIE3g
42Please respect copyright.PENANAN1XhI3DPAB
後來、又是後來……他更認識「亞連」這個人,原來也有不輸給自己悲傷過往,他們都不能弄清楚自己到底是誰、到底該定位成怎樣的一個存在?42Please respect copyright.PENANASJLwhhVEqk
42Please respect copyright.PENANAQ1al5JG80t
一起走過更多時光、一起經歷更多事件,雖然仍然吵吵鬧鬧,但如果有人問他是否討厭那名白髮少年……42Please respect copyright.PENANAUaTUMDcLih
42Please respect copyright.PENANAdIAZr9IBsq
如果回答了打從心底厭惡,他無法不心虛。42Please respect copyright.PENANA2Yy11yN9TG
42Please respect copyright.PENANAOVCV0J3G4a
……42Please respect copyright.PENANAEZrqUJEVKK
42Please respect copyright.PENANAZMtUj2UKuG
這是為什麼?明明那人的個性就是他最厭煩的那種,容易心軟、容易同情,對所有人寬容只對自己殘酷,身上還有惡魔的痕跡……42Please respect copyright.PENANAmo5bdTnruD
42Please respect copyright.PENANAIoTjRFU0fl
心底根本一點也不快樂,為什麼要笑?42Please respect copyright.PENANAtFa08moFJd
42Please respect copyright.PENANAWtbhCPWypX
既然懂得哭泣,為什麼淚水都是為他人而流?42Please respect copyright.PENANAcseBRevc22
42Please respect copyright.PENANAXEcVUgrpBt
就算是敵人,只要有任何理由他就要為對方傷心,為什麼?42Please respect copyright.PENANAY0dO3dJpFF
42Please respect copyright.PENANAiRbBmQFgwc
反而在自己悲痛欲絕時留不下一滴淚水……總是對所有人微笑。42Please respect copyright.PENANAEvaXKPx7Al
42Please respect copyright.PENANAkgEOnXXdNW
這到底是為什麼?42Please respect copyright.PENANAQB9w2uAyHV
42Please respect copyright.PENANA4IaQpTcPbE
這樣看不清自己的人他最輕蔑了不是嗎?42Please respect copyright.PENANAYhxTqH7cT9
42Please respect copyright.PENANAbFYRXcMsFL
可是……是不是自己也同樣看不清自己?42Please respect copyright.PENANA1YjWtDal8j
42Please respect copyright.PENANAxeYTSRHxlG
過去的傷痛把黑色的瞳孔蒙上一層紗幕,尋尋覓覓他發誓在沒找到「那人」之前決不能死……這樣的自己到底又活得像什麼了?42Please respect copyright.PENANAXXvpAK6eeH
42Please respect copyright.PENANAmOQu4GE4Ku
並不完全是那記憶的主人,只能說是那記憶的主人促成他的存在,其實他應該是個完整的個體,卻被午夜夢迴驚醒,背負著不是自己所有的記憶活著,在每人面前建築不需要的牆。42Please respect copyright.PENANAa4E0Z2EksB
42Please respect copyright.PENANAFzsaqRTaMV
個性可能真的很冷漠很孤僻,但他做的事卻沒能用這些理由解釋。42Please respect copyright.PENANAz6JRdw9YK9
42Please respect copyright.PENANAICanpFazrH
……也該問問自己為什麼了。42Please respect copyright.PENANAZf9c4pXymB
42Please respect copyright.PENANAWnYRw4ic7H
可不是?42Please respect copyright.PENANAiOe3m8DiJm
42Please respect copyright.PENANA1XnlINDhsP
終於知道自己為什麼討厭他卻說不出隻字片語。42Please respect copyright.PENANAVparoPw9Hx
42Please respect copyright.PENANAqmKhL5II77
原來他討厭別人跟他一樣傻,他們這兩人……真是蠢斃了!42Please respect copyright.PENANA4OO1GwuFYU
42Please respect copyright.PENANAuHoD87ttto
蠢得讓人不敢相信,而自己莫名在此刻認清。42Please respect copyright.PENANArQPmpsQZU4
42Please respect copyright.PENANA4pwaeZFKaS
過往的畫面一次一次浮現腦海,閉起眼睛不用費力也能看得更清楚,有些刻意忽視的如今想起來清楚的像什麼一樣,雖然不懂……可是心頭幾番掙扎後決定靜下心去體會。42Please respect copyright.PENANA4IdV7fX2y2
42Please respect copyright.PENANAOFjk4apTXj
到底剛剛始終無法靜下心是為了什麼?42Please respect copyright.PENANAd3oRVPccaE
42Please respect copyright.PENANAWp3YxAm7Sh
畫面轉向下一幕,亞連開心的笑容……42Please respect copyright.PENANAIC2rB7qH3g
42Please respect copyright.PENANApaiRNa4f0V
他喜歡、很喜歡那乾淨清澈、如果可以再更少去一點隱隱不安會更好的……笑容。42Please respect copyright.PENANA4iL1VnOwkW
42Please respect copyright.PENANAlEcphwIrAk
這就是答案。42Please respect copyright.PENANAN5HWo1UQmi
42Please respect copyright.PENANAGvImmrmcHS
「……」墨黑的眼在此時睜開,此刻起帶上了過去沒有的神采。42Please respect copyright.PENANA4j6hdG03yj
42Please respect copyright.PENANAoVwA14TFnp
…………42Please respect copyright.PENANAcmdppxQStK
42Please respect copyright.PENANAyQZ7p35RlV
……42Please respect copyright.PENANAcAJ2Jmdui8
42Please respect copyright.PENANAYGPLABOPza
42Please respect copyright.PENANArevMMuUd1n
42Please respect copyright.PENANA8ODQJSbP7W