也許是因為太專注於此,他沒有注意到門外有人悄悄靠近,然後就站在門前駐足了一陣子才輕巧離去。42Please respect copyright.PENANAwjyvTOBr5Q
42Please respect copyright.PENANAKXfSc9VYYf
細小的光粒子從門縫中溜入,在不被發現的情況下貼服神田的墨黑衣擺、亞連攤在枕上的潔白髮梢,光澤暗去。42Please respect copyright.PENANAIPSvqo4hcT
42Please respect copyright.PENANAMJrUW82VGS
……42Please respect copyright.PENANAHi3Avh1ofh
42Please respect copyright.PENANAaMtaG3WuCf
42Please respect copyright.PENANAUvaSjekwu5
42Please respect copyright.PENANAdw2sSmo3Vt
從來沒有看過如此乾淨的色彩和清澈的眸子──42Please respect copyright.PENANA7PYhwrZaC2
42Please respect copyright.PENANAAAdEvavdCn
他記起第一次見到白髮少年的那一刻,先是為他純白的髮色驚疑然後是驚艷,接著誤以為是惡魔打了一場,才被趕來的少女阻止。42Please respect copyright.PENANATy12QU2pAJ
42Please respect copyright.PENANAGaYVWU26Ch
這似乎註定了,之後他們將吵吵鬧鬧的度過每次見面、相處。42Please respect copyright.PENANA472sRSzTBH
42Please respect copyright.PENANA3uzUphKfwT
尤其每次刻意惹惱白髮少年,明知道自己的個性被人所詬病反而變本加厲,幾次對著槓接著還為他取了一個綽號──「豆芽菜」。42Please respect copyright.PENANAkMneO8dnGb
42Please respect copyright.PENANAAy3pb9A7J4
很久很久他都是這麼叫著,除了在前方加上一些有的沒的沒營養形容詞,例如白癡、笨蛋……諸如此類。42Please respect copyright.PENANAP25cZ9jlmE
42Please respect copyright.PENANAcj9eZxEwVx
……現在回想起來突然覺得自己很幼稚、很愚蠢。42Please respect copyright.PENANA5D882v6670
42Please respect copyright.PENANALqBWgqvbfc
──不過這不是重點,擺一邊先略過、略過。42Please respect copyright.PENANAKstvan28QS
42Please respect copyright.PENANAcSlXreKkhc
然後一起出了幾次任務。42Please respect copyright.PENANAwQUvKSZ3O4
42Please respect copyright.PENANAKNFXgnIFVf
第一次一起回收聖潔又因為理念不同暴發衝突,他承認自己個性極差可以見人就吵,但……從沒有哪個人能一再引起他情緒波動,更沒想到少年的眼淚會讓他心悸,雖然當時只是微微睜大雙眼,可是無法忽視心裡的一陣騷動。42Please respect copyright.PENANAaQOquE5GK8
42Please respect copyright.PENANAuha2unN4u4
雖然很快又因為惡魔復起大戰一場,將事情給忽略過去。42Please respect copyright.PENANAutRbJul0jT
42Please respect copyright.PENANABrrQthCYe7
可是……42Please respect copyright.PENANANe23KsK0CJ
42Please respect copyright.PENANA681MhaYI37
「神田,如果可以,我還是想當一個可以救人的破壞者。」42Please respect copyright.PENANAzK6bvMbP36
42Please respect copyright.PENANAaGnS2CKn58
一句話,不知為何如此動人、聽著心都痛了,不得不刻進腦海最深處。42Please respect copyright.PENANAqAJCwe2Ptp
42Please respect copyright.PENANAz5xv3fiNtF
那時的他也許發現了什麼,但只是沉默看著當作什麼也不曉得。42Please respect copyright.PENANAxZsFiRjGFL
42Please respect copyright.PENANAHmQyTUIVJd
一別之後再見面是很久之後,他這才知道白髮少年「幾乎死過一回」,那時因為忙於和惡魔群對戰,且隨後被捲入亂七八糟的方舟「闖關」旅程,連自己也差點掛上一輪,何況據說曾經掛點的傢伙不時活蹦亂跳的指責他不是。42Please respect copyright.PENANAxTohm8x1df
42Please respect copyright.PENANAmTP0rGkEXR
假裝遺忘了,每一次聽到對方消息的刺痛感受。42Please respect copyright.PENANAHwZ4W5WGX4
42Please respect copyright.PENANAQUehev5B0s
一回又一回,他忽略或當作看到自己的心。42Please respect copyright.PENANAA4MhLCtFF4
42Please respect copyright.PENANAicBNBrpD1w
那樣的記憶後來回想起來會有心被撕裂的感受,一個差點成真的消息就能使他如此在乎,如果這是真的呢?他……不敢去想。42Please respect copyright.PENANADFKLnfz6C1
42Please respect copyright.PENANA8n0uxJYuCU
原來自己也會逃避。42Please respect copyright.PENANAU4dmoFZHbd
42Please respect copyright.PENANAtnatnKPvA2
後來、又是後來……他更認識「亞連」這個人,原來也有不輸給自己悲傷過往,他們都不能弄清楚自己到底是誰、到底該定位成怎樣的一個存在?42Please respect copyright.PENANAdD8Vyoy2yI
42Please respect copyright.PENANA3v7I8PRoqu
一起走過更多時光、一起經歷更多事件,雖然仍然吵吵鬧鬧,但如果有人問他是否討厭那名白髮少年……42Please respect copyright.PENANA9fAoilinai
42Please respect copyright.PENANAPzpOLVjmAk
如果回答了打從心底厭惡,他無法不心虛。42Please respect copyright.PENANAXsSQH5RfL6
42Please respect copyright.PENANAhn83l4YA66
……42Please respect copyright.PENANAMU18zqg8WL
42Please respect copyright.PENANAU92mBqOl2E
這是為什麼?明明那人的個性就是他最厭煩的那種,容易心軟、容易同情,對所有人寬容只對自己殘酷,身上還有惡魔的痕跡……42Please respect copyright.PENANARUcZpXuyKw
42Please respect copyright.PENANAOfgBAv2PaB
心底根本一點也不快樂,為什麼要笑?42Please respect copyright.PENANAQqPkWWhfTR
42Please respect copyright.PENANAdSdzsWG8Tl
既然懂得哭泣,為什麼淚水都是為他人而流?42Please respect copyright.PENANAu646pCjYil
42Please respect copyright.PENANA2umUbfyr4I
就算是敵人,只要有任何理由他就要為對方傷心,為什麼?42Please respect copyright.PENANAojk30GyIsE
42Please respect copyright.PENANAsHzyJhWmwk
反而在自己悲痛欲絕時留不下一滴淚水……總是對所有人微笑。42Please respect copyright.PENANARrQR2XhcUU
42Please respect copyright.PENANAuHTLluftzl
這到底是為什麼?42Please respect copyright.PENANATHyWvG8CNe
42Please respect copyright.PENANAlIUgJPZyHs
這樣看不清自己的人他最輕蔑了不是嗎?42Please respect copyright.PENANAU4lhQqijiU
42Please respect copyright.PENANAbvDprkBjsP
可是……是不是自己也同樣看不清自己?42Please respect copyright.PENANAwkAUo2v4Z6
42Please respect copyright.PENANANDkndDi5CD
過去的傷痛把黑色的瞳孔蒙上一層紗幕,尋尋覓覓他發誓在沒找到「那人」之前決不能死……這樣的自己到底又活得像什麼了?42Please respect copyright.PENANASNvC9USRgf
42Please respect copyright.PENANAhg96OSvo1F
並不完全是那記憶的主人,只能說是那記憶的主人促成他的存在,其實他應該是個完整的個體,卻被午夜夢迴驚醒,背負著不是自己所有的記憶活著,在每人面前建築不需要的牆。42Please respect copyright.PENANARQFIGRK2TN
42Please respect copyright.PENANAzaYxYwHNDh
個性可能真的很冷漠很孤僻,但他做的事卻沒能用這些理由解釋。42Please respect copyright.PENANAFj5OBQ0B55
42Please respect copyright.PENANAXIj3G1nPVJ
……也該問問自己為什麼了。42Please respect copyright.PENANADJMGZ0DhTO
42Please respect copyright.PENANAHalzOT6LU3
可不是?42Please respect copyright.PENANAVPfUKoziwy
42Please respect copyright.PENANAlRa0WBaXMN
終於知道自己為什麼討厭他卻說不出隻字片語。42Please respect copyright.PENANA7cZHPG5wuT
42Please respect copyright.PENANA0XthKZDA4e
原來他討厭別人跟他一樣傻,他們這兩人……真是蠢斃了!42Please respect copyright.PENANAmdEjl3ywRr
42Please respect copyright.PENANATUpfebcrns
蠢得讓人不敢相信,而自己莫名在此刻認清。42Please respect copyright.PENANAGRKvZeatOm
42Please respect copyright.PENANASONdYL8qzx
過往的畫面一次一次浮現腦海,閉起眼睛不用費力也能看得更清楚,有些刻意忽視的如今想起來清楚的像什麼一樣,雖然不懂……可是心頭幾番掙扎後決定靜下心去體會。42Please respect copyright.PENANAVyF9mJHQvl
42Please respect copyright.PENANATL6yuWu6OD
到底剛剛始終無法靜下心是為了什麼?42Please respect copyright.PENANAV7mIpDOzHg
42Please respect copyright.PENANAO963ccgcY7
畫面轉向下一幕,亞連開心的笑容……42Please respect copyright.PENANASdeaArDKkW
42Please respect copyright.PENANAXviwEy54pN
他喜歡、很喜歡那乾淨清澈、如果可以再更少去一點隱隱不安會更好的……笑容。42Please respect copyright.PENANAMfvrAMJRch
42Please respect copyright.PENANAJ3ndNL9Uwz
這就是答案。42Please respect copyright.PENANAOrQUSJRhey
42Please respect copyright.PENANAZF7FCqVLPS
「……」墨黑的眼在此時睜開,此刻起帶上了過去沒有的神采。42Please respect copyright.PENANAoJhf0GO9By
42Please respect copyright.PENANABRgHV2Nhcs
…………42Please respect copyright.PENANA2O3MsxLmZj
42Please respect copyright.PENANARvm4Hky2Zp
……42Please respect copyright.PENANASKZfMmDkxg
42Please respect copyright.PENANA7djrQMxetA
42Please respect copyright.PENANATkcCSXNb2P
42Please respect copyright.PENANATN1Ikaz2cV
ns216.73.216.239da242Please respect copyright.PENANAKXfSc9VYYf
細小的光粒子從門縫中溜入,在不被發現的情況下貼服神田的墨黑衣擺、亞連攤在枕上的潔白髮梢,光澤暗去。42Please respect copyright.PENANAIPSvqo4hcT
42Please respect copyright.PENANAMJrUW82VGS
……42Please respect copyright.PENANAHi3Avh1ofh
42Please respect copyright.PENANAaMtaG3WuCf
42Please respect copyright.PENANAUvaSjekwu5
42Please respect copyright.PENANAdw2sSmo3Vt
從來沒有看過如此乾淨的色彩和清澈的眸子──42Please respect copyright.PENANA7PYhwrZaC2
42Please respect copyright.PENANAAAdEvavdCn
他記起第一次見到白髮少年的那一刻,先是為他純白的髮色驚疑然後是驚艷,接著誤以為是惡魔打了一場,才被趕來的少女阻止。42Please respect copyright.PENANATy12QU2pAJ
42Please respect copyright.PENANAGaYVWU26Ch
這似乎註定了,之後他們將吵吵鬧鬧的度過每次見面、相處。42Please respect copyright.PENANA472sRSzTBH
42Please respect copyright.PENANA3uzUphKfwT
尤其每次刻意惹惱白髮少年,明知道自己的個性被人所詬病反而變本加厲,幾次對著槓接著還為他取了一個綽號──「豆芽菜」。42Please respect copyright.PENANAkMneO8dnGb
42Please respect copyright.PENANAAy3pb9A7J4
很久很久他都是這麼叫著,除了在前方加上一些有的沒的沒營養形容詞,例如白癡、笨蛋……諸如此類。42Please respect copyright.PENANAP25cZ9jlmE
42Please respect copyright.PENANAcj9eZxEwVx
……現在回想起來突然覺得自己很幼稚、很愚蠢。42Please respect copyright.PENANA5D882v6670
42Please respect copyright.PENANALqBWgqvbfc
──不過這不是重點,擺一邊先略過、略過。42Please respect copyright.PENANAKstvan28QS
42Please respect copyright.PENANAcSlXreKkhc
然後一起出了幾次任務。42Please respect copyright.PENANAwQUvKSZ3O4
42Please respect copyright.PENANAKNFXgnIFVf
第一次一起回收聖潔又因為理念不同暴發衝突,他承認自己個性極差可以見人就吵,但……從沒有哪個人能一再引起他情緒波動,更沒想到少年的眼淚會讓他心悸,雖然當時只是微微睜大雙眼,可是無法忽視心裡的一陣騷動。42Please respect copyright.PENANAaQOquE5GK8
42Please respect copyright.PENANAuha2unN4u4
雖然很快又因為惡魔復起大戰一場,將事情給忽略過去。42Please respect copyright.PENANAutRbJul0jT
42Please respect copyright.PENANABrrQthCYe7
可是……42Please respect copyright.PENANANe23KsK0CJ
42Please respect copyright.PENANA681MhaYI37
「神田,如果可以,我還是想當一個可以救人的破壞者。」42Please respect copyright.PENANAzK6bvMbP36
42Please respect copyright.PENANAaGnS2CKn58
一句話,不知為何如此動人、聽著心都痛了,不得不刻進腦海最深處。42Please respect copyright.PENANAqAJCwe2Ptp
42Please respect copyright.PENANAz5xv3fiNtF
那時的他也許發現了什麼,但只是沉默看著當作什麼也不曉得。42Please respect copyright.PENANAxZsFiRjGFL
42Please respect copyright.PENANAHmQyTUIVJd
一別之後再見面是很久之後,他這才知道白髮少年「幾乎死過一回」,那時因為忙於和惡魔群對戰,且隨後被捲入亂七八糟的方舟「闖關」旅程,連自己也差點掛上一輪,何況據說曾經掛點的傢伙不時活蹦亂跳的指責他不是。42Please respect copyright.PENANAxTohm8x1df
42Please respect copyright.PENANAmTP0rGkEXR
假裝遺忘了,每一次聽到對方消息的刺痛感受。42Please respect copyright.PENANAHwZ4W5WGX4
42Please respect copyright.PENANAQUehev5B0s
一回又一回,他忽略或當作看到自己的心。42Please respect copyright.PENANAA4MhLCtFF4
42Please respect copyright.PENANAicBNBrpD1w
那樣的記憶後來回想起來會有心被撕裂的感受,一個差點成真的消息就能使他如此在乎,如果這是真的呢?他……不敢去想。42Please respect copyright.PENANADFKLnfz6C1
42Please respect copyright.PENANA8n0uxJYuCU
原來自己也會逃避。42Please respect copyright.PENANAU4dmoFZHbd
42Please respect copyright.PENANAtnatnKPvA2
後來、又是後來……他更認識「亞連」這個人,原來也有不輸給自己悲傷過往,他們都不能弄清楚自己到底是誰、到底該定位成怎樣的一個存在?42Please respect copyright.PENANAdD8Vyoy2yI
42Please respect copyright.PENANA3v7I8PRoqu
一起走過更多時光、一起經歷更多事件,雖然仍然吵吵鬧鬧,但如果有人問他是否討厭那名白髮少年……42Please respect copyright.PENANA9fAoilinai
42Please respect copyright.PENANAPzpOLVjmAk
如果回答了打從心底厭惡,他無法不心虛。42Please respect copyright.PENANAXsSQH5RfL6
42Please respect copyright.PENANAhn83l4YA66
……42Please respect copyright.PENANAMU18zqg8WL
42Please respect copyright.PENANAU92mBqOl2E
這是為什麼?明明那人的個性就是他最厭煩的那種,容易心軟、容易同情,對所有人寬容只對自己殘酷,身上還有惡魔的痕跡……42Please respect copyright.PENANARUcZpXuyKw
42Please respect copyright.PENANAOfgBAv2PaB
心底根本一點也不快樂,為什麼要笑?42Please respect copyright.PENANAQqPkWWhfTR
42Please respect copyright.PENANAdSdzsWG8Tl
既然懂得哭泣,為什麼淚水都是為他人而流?42Please respect copyright.PENANAu646pCjYil
42Please respect copyright.PENANA2umUbfyr4I
就算是敵人,只要有任何理由他就要為對方傷心,為什麼?42Please respect copyright.PENANAojk30GyIsE
42Please respect copyright.PENANAsHzyJhWmwk
反而在自己悲痛欲絕時留不下一滴淚水……總是對所有人微笑。42Please respect copyright.PENANARrQR2XhcUU
42Please respect copyright.PENANAuHTLluftzl
這到底是為什麼?42Please respect copyright.PENANATHyWvG8CNe
42Please respect copyright.PENANAlIUgJPZyHs
這樣看不清自己的人他最輕蔑了不是嗎?42Please respect copyright.PENANAU4lhQqijiU
42Please respect copyright.PENANAbvDprkBjsP
可是……是不是自己也同樣看不清自己?42Please respect copyright.PENANAwkAUo2v4Z6
42Please respect copyright.PENANANDkndDi5CD
過去的傷痛把黑色的瞳孔蒙上一層紗幕,尋尋覓覓他發誓在沒找到「那人」之前決不能死……這樣的自己到底又活得像什麼了?42Please respect copyright.PENANASNvC9USRgf
42Please respect copyright.PENANAhg96OSvo1F
並不完全是那記憶的主人,只能說是那記憶的主人促成他的存在,其實他應該是個完整的個體,卻被午夜夢迴驚醒,背負著不是自己所有的記憶活著,在每人面前建築不需要的牆。42Please respect copyright.PENANARQFIGRK2TN
42Please respect copyright.PENANAzaYxYwHNDh
個性可能真的很冷漠很孤僻,但他做的事卻沒能用這些理由解釋。42Please respect copyright.PENANAFj5OBQ0B55
42Please respect copyright.PENANAXIj3G1nPVJ
……也該問問自己為什麼了。42Please respect copyright.PENANADJMGZ0DhTO
42Please respect copyright.PENANAHalzOT6LU3
可不是?42Please respect copyright.PENANAVPfUKoziwy
42Please respect copyright.PENANAlRa0WBaXMN
終於知道自己為什麼討厭他卻說不出隻字片語。42Please respect copyright.PENANA7cZHPG5wuT
42Please respect copyright.PENANA0XthKZDA4e
原來他討厭別人跟他一樣傻,他們這兩人……真是蠢斃了!42Please respect copyright.PENANAmdEjl3ywRr
42Please respect copyright.PENANATUpfebcrns
蠢得讓人不敢相信,而自己莫名在此刻認清。42Please respect copyright.PENANAGRKvZeatOm
42Please respect copyright.PENANASONdYL8qzx
過往的畫面一次一次浮現腦海,閉起眼睛不用費力也能看得更清楚,有些刻意忽視的如今想起來清楚的像什麼一樣,雖然不懂……可是心頭幾番掙扎後決定靜下心去體會。42Please respect copyright.PENANAVyF9mJHQvl
42Please respect copyright.PENANATL6yuWu6OD
到底剛剛始終無法靜下心是為了什麼?42Please respect copyright.PENANAV7mIpDOzHg
42Please respect copyright.PENANAO963ccgcY7
畫面轉向下一幕,亞連開心的笑容……42Please respect copyright.PENANASdeaArDKkW
42Please respect copyright.PENANAXviwEy54pN
他喜歡、很喜歡那乾淨清澈、如果可以再更少去一點隱隱不安會更好的……笑容。42Please respect copyright.PENANAMfvrAMJRch
42Please respect copyright.PENANAJ3ndNL9Uwz
這就是答案。42Please respect copyright.PENANAOrQUSJRhey
42Please respect copyright.PENANAZF7FCqVLPS
「……」墨黑的眼在此時睜開,此刻起帶上了過去沒有的神采。42Please respect copyright.PENANAoJhf0GO9By
42Please respect copyright.PENANABRgHV2Nhcs
…………42Please respect copyright.PENANA2O3MsxLmZj
42Please respect copyright.PENANARvm4Hky2Zp
……42Please respect copyright.PENANASKZfMmDkxg
42Please respect copyright.PENANA7djrQMxetA
42Please respect copyright.PENANATkcCSXNb2P
42Please respect copyright.PENANATN1Ikaz2cV