也許是因為太專注於此,他沒有注意到門外有人悄悄靠近,然後就站在門前駐足了一陣子才輕巧離去。43Please respect copyright.PENANAriaByJ7DZ6
43Please respect copyright.PENANAPTvTLCrmXr
細小的光粒子從門縫中溜入,在不被發現的情況下貼服神田的墨黑衣擺、亞連攤在枕上的潔白髮梢,光澤暗去。43Please respect copyright.PENANAdWbFFlmqe4
43Please respect copyright.PENANAbzMibppKlA
……43Please respect copyright.PENANAbD3JHF9Igc
43Please respect copyright.PENANAoFN3d0Bmto
43Please respect copyright.PENANAxBFsEJYrAo
43Please respect copyright.PENANAOsQda1k9mV
從來沒有看過如此乾淨的色彩和清澈的眸子──43Please respect copyright.PENANA013Tu3tniA
43Please respect copyright.PENANA6Af6czEXYH
他記起第一次見到白髮少年的那一刻,先是為他純白的髮色驚疑然後是驚艷,接著誤以為是惡魔打了一場,才被趕來的少女阻止。43Please respect copyright.PENANAV3ohp3guJS
43Please respect copyright.PENANAzMyNv9eka6
這似乎註定了,之後他們將吵吵鬧鬧的度過每次見面、相處。43Please respect copyright.PENANAufWM6FC78l
43Please respect copyright.PENANAjuGJnZljPc
尤其每次刻意惹惱白髮少年,明知道自己的個性被人所詬病反而變本加厲,幾次對著槓接著還為他取了一個綽號──「豆芽菜」。43Please respect copyright.PENANAnTusYKOHf0
43Please respect copyright.PENANArqZkQib5r6
很久很久他都是這麼叫著,除了在前方加上一些有的沒的沒營養形容詞,例如白癡、笨蛋……諸如此類。43Please respect copyright.PENANAnHdtZMLCI3
43Please respect copyright.PENANAdDcnFVcbsT
……現在回想起來突然覺得自己很幼稚、很愚蠢。43Please respect copyright.PENANAn1DKnoNzF3
43Please respect copyright.PENANAtxDgeiSsFE
──不過這不是重點,擺一邊先略過、略過。43Please respect copyright.PENANA6uXaRyai8F
43Please respect copyright.PENANAMtmphOEZMI
然後一起出了幾次任務。43Please respect copyright.PENANAcyPoT17Nxj
43Please respect copyright.PENANAVWm32VLMEK
第一次一起回收聖潔又因為理念不同暴發衝突,他承認自己個性極差可以見人就吵,但……從沒有哪個人能一再引起他情緒波動,更沒想到少年的眼淚會讓他心悸,雖然當時只是微微睜大雙眼,可是無法忽視心裡的一陣騷動。43Please respect copyright.PENANAIvwEYIExmb
43Please respect copyright.PENANA3yqNHgXepz
雖然很快又因為惡魔復起大戰一場,將事情給忽略過去。43Please respect copyright.PENANAFBd3nqhugT
43Please respect copyright.PENANAUE6VEWqjiw
可是……43Please respect copyright.PENANAXTTmlmEQPb
43Please respect copyright.PENANAk7vdyBzl3B
「神田,如果可以,我還是想當一個可以救人的破壞者。」43Please respect copyright.PENANAHZX9zRYtCh
43Please respect copyright.PENANAa09E2AbMqg
一句話,不知為何如此動人、聽著心都痛了,不得不刻進腦海最深處。43Please respect copyright.PENANAsM24NdnIMI
43Please respect copyright.PENANAPVitSwyttA
那時的他也許發現了什麼,但只是沉默看著當作什麼也不曉得。43Please respect copyright.PENANAtGAmiiE4Le
43Please respect copyright.PENANA4cZnzuWJlT
一別之後再見面是很久之後,他這才知道白髮少年「幾乎死過一回」,那時因為忙於和惡魔群對戰,且隨後被捲入亂七八糟的方舟「闖關」旅程,連自己也差點掛上一輪,何況據說曾經掛點的傢伙不時活蹦亂跳的指責他不是。43Please respect copyright.PENANAN8H3tlmvby
43Please respect copyright.PENANAgIO1AdFW25
假裝遺忘了,每一次聽到對方消息的刺痛感受。43Please respect copyright.PENANAFbddyxYi5R
43Please respect copyright.PENANAqN2RuWTN5y
一回又一回,他忽略或當作看到自己的心。43Please respect copyright.PENANAtWvWab4eGN
43Please respect copyright.PENANA1KSgm2MeQT
那樣的記憶後來回想起來會有心被撕裂的感受,一個差點成真的消息就能使他如此在乎,如果這是真的呢?他……不敢去想。43Please respect copyright.PENANASjYMoN18et
43Please respect copyright.PENANAAI6WO3T0of
原來自己也會逃避。43Please respect copyright.PENANAvHyIDYJT4o
43Please respect copyright.PENANAOzziEQVxSu
後來、又是後來……他更認識「亞連」這個人,原來也有不輸給自己悲傷過往,他們都不能弄清楚自己到底是誰、到底該定位成怎樣的一個存在?43Please respect copyright.PENANAScBst8OeW1
43Please respect copyright.PENANAMpV2HQUd16
一起走過更多時光、一起經歷更多事件,雖然仍然吵吵鬧鬧,但如果有人問他是否討厭那名白髮少年……43Please respect copyright.PENANAX0vILFEZHA
43Please respect copyright.PENANAL0zJQmXc1e
如果回答了打從心底厭惡,他無法不心虛。43Please respect copyright.PENANAGPeJ76bDuB
43Please respect copyright.PENANAWAoh8ufjMg
……43Please respect copyright.PENANAt8y4gEm0MW
43Please respect copyright.PENANAxzRuhQiE4a
這是為什麼?明明那人的個性就是他最厭煩的那種,容易心軟、容易同情,對所有人寬容只對自己殘酷,身上還有惡魔的痕跡……43Please respect copyright.PENANAjf3Z1dMmAy
43Please respect copyright.PENANAF0hNncJfc1
心底根本一點也不快樂,為什麼要笑?43Please respect copyright.PENANAJIPQVwQUBP
43Please respect copyright.PENANA4NFiSYIKnG
既然懂得哭泣,為什麼淚水都是為他人而流?43Please respect copyright.PENANACRkZt8QDFY
43Please respect copyright.PENANAgNNxVEmHNl
就算是敵人,只要有任何理由他就要為對方傷心,為什麼?43Please respect copyright.PENANAiD5HPoSWGG
43Please respect copyright.PENANAr7fvHjlMEk
反而在自己悲痛欲絕時留不下一滴淚水……總是對所有人微笑。43Please respect copyright.PENANAl1qKZAIdoc
43Please respect copyright.PENANAxbc8dHCCd9
這到底是為什麼?43Please respect copyright.PENANAoTJe1WXr26
43Please respect copyright.PENANAq8I6PvoZnB
這樣看不清自己的人他最輕蔑了不是嗎?43Please respect copyright.PENANABVIuYuWmqS
43Please respect copyright.PENANAuneXnlI8Qj
可是……是不是自己也同樣看不清自己?43Please respect copyright.PENANANhUXaROGnb
43Please respect copyright.PENANAFnXvBxNW2Q
過去的傷痛把黑色的瞳孔蒙上一層紗幕,尋尋覓覓他發誓在沒找到「那人」之前決不能死……這樣的自己到底又活得像什麼了?43Please respect copyright.PENANAKRqrrnMynL
43Please respect copyright.PENANAxf9XLHcVEM
並不完全是那記憶的主人,只能說是那記憶的主人促成他的存在,其實他應該是個完整的個體,卻被午夜夢迴驚醒,背負著不是自己所有的記憶活著,在每人面前建築不需要的牆。43Please respect copyright.PENANAE6BW9wymk3
43Please respect copyright.PENANAd4MFNpA4Tz
個性可能真的很冷漠很孤僻,但他做的事卻沒能用這些理由解釋。43Please respect copyright.PENANAQqi4Q5Wmz4
43Please respect copyright.PENANAxZMtT5TjmP
……也該問問自己為什麼了。43Please respect copyright.PENANACx0Czzcrao
43Please respect copyright.PENANAfzdmfOzkJB
可不是?43Please respect copyright.PENANArvw3WB6F4P
43Please respect copyright.PENANAfpScCKwuJv
終於知道自己為什麼討厭他卻說不出隻字片語。43Please respect copyright.PENANAbzkhIyj2pT
43Please respect copyright.PENANAalMf7x4bPT
原來他討厭別人跟他一樣傻,他們這兩人……真是蠢斃了!43Please respect copyright.PENANA8C6fTfEOxS
43Please respect copyright.PENANA9zZXkxqDIc
蠢得讓人不敢相信,而自己莫名在此刻認清。43Please respect copyright.PENANA6W87wfHhVu
43Please respect copyright.PENANAgvdobVZKGG
過往的畫面一次一次浮現腦海,閉起眼睛不用費力也能看得更清楚,有些刻意忽視的如今想起來清楚的像什麼一樣,雖然不懂……可是心頭幾番掙扎後決定靜下心去體會。43Please respect copyright.PENANAns6WdzeuY4
43Please respect copyright.PENANAjZf7PYgEL6
到底剛剛始終無法靜下心是為了什麼?43Please respect copyright.PENANAzyJkIP6DK3
43Please respect copyright.PENANA1XPBT9jD1a
畫面轉向下一幕,亞連開心的笑容……43Please respect copyright.PENANAsPS796qjo1
43Please respect copyright.PENANALzL6NJCqz8
他喜歡、很喜歡那乾淨清澈、如果可以再更少去一點隱隱不安會更好的……笑容。43Please respect copyright.PENANAVI9unYzqoC
43Please respect copyright.PENANAVXMAW49MQ8
這就是答案。43Please respect copyright.PENANAUZUyTg6aQ8
43Please respect copyright.PENANA4ot6SyjgeD
「……」墨黑的眼在此時睜開,此刻起帶上了過去沒有的神采。43Please respect copyright.PENANAzDzAdVCT0H
43Please respect copyright.PENANA9c0xM43vpS
…………43Please respect copyright.PENANA8n20htbq98
43Please respect copyright.PENANAok018IDhdR
……43Please respect copyright.PENANAwz4fK5845I
43Please respect copyright.PENANA9d96DD7HHD
43Please respect copyright.PENANAGpSvPVJAcS
43Please respect copyright.PENANA3G12WwCcJs
ns216.73.216.118da243Please respect copyright.PENANAPTvTLCrmXr
細小的光粒子從門縫中溜入,在不被發現的情況下貼服神田的墨黑衣擺、亞連攤在枕上的潔白髮梢,光澤暗去。43Please respect copyright.PENANAdWbFFlmqe4
43Please respect copyright.PENANAbzMibppKlA
……43Please respect copyright.PENANAbD3JHF9Igc
43Please respect copyright.PENANAoFN3d0Bmto
43Please respect copyright.PENANAxBFsEJYrAo
43Please respect copyright.PENANAOsQda1k9mV
從來沒有看過如此乾淨的色彩和清澈的眸子──43Please respect copyright.PENANA013Tu3tniA
43Please respect copyright.PENANA6Af6czEXYH
他記起第一次見到白髮少年的那一刻,先是為他純白的髮色驚疑然後是驚艷,接著誤以為是惡魔打了一場,才被趕來的少女阻止。43Please respect copyright.PENANAV3ohp3guJS
43Please respect copyright.PENANAzMyNv9eka6
這似乎註定了,之後他們將吵吵鬧鬧的度過每次見面、相處。43Please respect copyright.PENANAufWM6FC78l
43Please respect copyright.PENANAjuGJnZljPc
尤其每次刻意惹惱白髮少年,明知道自己的個性被人所詬病反而變本加厲,幾次對著槓接著還為他取了一個綽號──「豆芽菜」。43Please respect copyright.PENANAnTusYKOHf0
43Please respect copyright.PENANArqZkQib5r6
很久很久他都是這麼叫著,除了在前方加上一些有的沒的沒營養形容詞,例如白癡、笨蛋……諸如此類。43Please respect copyright.PENANAnHdtZMLCI3
43Please respect copyright.PENANAdDcnFVcbsT
……現在回想起來突然覺得自己很幼稚、很愚蠢。43Please respect copyright.PENANAn1DKnoNzF3
43Please respect copyright.PENANAtxDgeiSsFE
──不過這不是重點,擺一邊先略過、略過。43Please respect copyright.PENANA6uXaRyai8F
43Please respect copyright.PENANAMtmphOEZMI
然後一起出了幾次任務。43Please respect copyright.PENANAcyPoT17Nxj
43Please respect copyright.PENANAVWm32VLMEK
第一次一起回收聖潔又因為理念不同暴發衝突,他承認自己個性極差可以見人就吵,但……從沒有哪個人能一再引起他情緒波動,更沒想到少年的眼淚會讓他心悸,雖然當時只是微微睜大雙眼,可是無法忽視心裡的一陣騷動。43Please respect copyright.PENANAIvwEYIExmb
43Please respect copyright.PENANA3yqNHgXepz
雖然很快又因為惡魔復起大戰一場,將事情給忽略過去。43Please respect copyright.PENANAFBd3nqhugT
43Please respect copyright.PENANAUE6VEWqjiw
可是……43Please respect copyright.PENANAXTTmlmEQPb
43Please respect copyright.PENANAk7vdyBzl3B
「神田,如果可以,我還是想當一個可以救人的破壞者。」43Please respect copyright.PENANAHZX9zRYtCh
43Please respect copyright.PENANAa09E2AbMqg
一句話,不知為何如此動人、聽著心都痛了,不得不刻進腦海最深處。43Please respect copyright.PENANAsM24NdnIMI
43Please respect copyright.PENANAPVitSwyttA
那時的他也許發現了什麼,但只是沉默看著當作什麼也不曉得。43Please respect copyright.PENANAtGAmiiE4Le
43Please respect copyright.PENANA4cZnzuWJlT
一別之後再見面是很久之後,他這才知道白髮少年「幾乎死過一回」,那時因為忙於和惡魔群對戰,且隨後被捲入亂七八糟的方舟「闖關」旅程,連自己也差點掛上一輪,何況據說曾經掛點的傢伙不時活蹦亂跳的指責他不是。43Please respect copyright.PENANAN8H3tlmvby
43Please respect copyright.PENANAgIO1AdFW25
假裝遺忘了,每一次聽到對方消息的刺痛感受。43Please respect copyright.PENANAFbddyxYi5R
43Please respect copyright.PENANAqN2RuWTN5y
一回又一回,他忽略或當作看到自己的心。43Please respect copyright.PENANAtWvWab4eGN
43Please respect copyright.PENANA1KSgm2MeQT
那樣的記憶後來回想起來會有心被撕裂的感受,一個差點成真的消息就能使他如此在乎,如果這是真的呢?他……不敢去想。43Please respect copyright.PENANASjYMoN18et
43Please respect copyright.PENANAAI6WO3T0of
原來自己也會逃避。43Please respect copyright.PENANAvHyIDYJT4o
43Please respect copyright.PENANAOzziEQVxSu
後來、又是後來……他更認識「亞連」這個人,原來也有不輸給自己悲傷過往,他們都不能弄清楚自己到底是誰、到底該定位成怎樣的一個存在?43Please respect copyright.PENANAScBst8OeW1
43Please respect copyright.PENANAMpV2HQUd16
一起走過更多時光、一起經歷更多事件,雖然仍然吵吵鬧鬧,但如果有人問他是否討厭那名白髮少年……43Please respect copyright.PENANAX0vILFEZHA
43Please respect copyright.PENANAL0zJQmXc1e
如果回答了打從心底厭惡,他無法不心虛。43Please respect copyright.PENANAGPeJ76bDuB
43Please respect copyright.PENANAWAoh8ufjMg
……43Please respect copyright.PENANAt8y4gEm0MW
43Please respect copyright.PENANAxzRuhQiE4a
這是為什麼?明明那人的個性就是他最厭煩的那種,容易心軟、容易同情,對所有人寬容只對自己殘酷,身上還有惡魔的痕跡……43Please respect copyright.PENANAjf3Z1dMmAy
43Please respect copyright.PENANAF0hNncJfc1
心底根本一點也不快樂,為什麼要笑?43Please respect copyright.PENANAJIPQVwQUBP
43Please respect copyright.PENANA4NFiSYIKnG
既然懂得哭泣,為什麼淚水都是為他人而流?43Please respect copyright.PENANACRkZt8QDFY
43Please respect copyright.PENANAgNNxVEmHNl
就算是敵人,只要有任何理由他就要為對方傷心,為什麼?43Please respect copyright.PENANAiD5HPoSWGG
43Please respect copyright.PENANAr7fvHjlMEk
反而在自己悲痛欲絕時留不下一滴淚水……總是對所有人微笑。43Please respect copyright.PENANAl1qKZAIdoc
43Please respect copyright.PENANAxbc8dHCCd9
這到底是為什麼?43Please respect copyright.PENANAoTJe1WXr26
43Please respect copyright.PENANAq8I6PvoZnB
這樣看不清自己的人他最輕蔑了不是嗎?43Please respect copyright.PENANABVIuYuWmqS
43Please respect copyright.PENANAuneXnlI8Qj
可是……是不是自己也同樣看不清自己?43Please respect copyright.PENANANhUXaROGnb
43Please respect copyright.PENANAFnXvBxNW2Q
過去的傷痛把黑色的瞳孔蒙上一層紗幕,尋尋覓覓他發誓在沒找到「那人」之前決不能死……這樣的自己到底又活得像什麼了?43Please respect copyright.PENANAKRqrrnMynL
43Please respect copyright.PENANAxf9XLHcVEM
並不完全是那記憶的主人,只能說是那記憶的主人促成他的存在,其實他應該是個完整的個體,卻被午夜夢迴驚醒,背負著不是自己所有的記憶活著,在每人面前建築不需要的牆。43Please respect copyright.PENANAE6BW9wymk3
43Please respect copyright.PENANAd4MFNpA4Tz
個性可能真的很冷漠很孤僻,但他做的事卻沒能用這些理由解釋。43Please respect copyright.PENANAQqi4Q5Wmz4
43Please respect copyright.PENANAxZMtT5TjmP
……也該問問自己為什麼了。43Please respect copyright.PENANACx0Czzcrao
43Please respect copyright.PENANAfzdmfOzkJB
可不是?43Please respect copyright.PENANArvw3WB6F4P
43Please respect copyright.PENANAfpScCKwuJv
終於知道自己為什麼討厭他卻說不出隻字片語。43Please respect copyright.PENANAbzkhIyj2pT
43Please respect copyright.PENANAalMf7x4bPT
原來他討厭別人跟他一樣傻,他們這兩人……真是蠢斃了!43Please respect copyright.PENANA8C6fTfEOxS
43Please respect copyright.PENANA9zZXkxqDIc
蠢得讓人不敢相信,而自己莫名在此刻認清。43Please respect copyright.PENANA6W87wfHhVu
43Please respect copyright.PENANAgvdobVZKGG
過往的畫面一次一次浮現腦海,閉起眼睛不用費力也能看得更清楚,有些刻意忽視的如今想起來清楚的像什麼一樣,雖然不懂……可是心頭幾番掙扎後決定靜下心去體會。43Please respect copyright.PENANAns6WdzeuY4
43Please respect copyright.PENANAjZf7PYgEL6
到底剛剛始終無法靜下心是為了什麼?43Please respect copyright.PENANAzyJkIP6DK3
43Please respect copyright.PENANA1XPBT9jD1a
畫面轉向下一幕,亞連開心的笑容……43Please respect copyright.PENANAsPS796qjo1
43Please respect copyright.PENANALzL6NJCqz8
他喜歡、很喜歡那乾淨清澈、如果可以再更少去一點隱隱不安會更好的……笑容。43Please respect copyright.PENANAVI9unYzqoC
43Please respect copyright.PENANAVXMAW49MQ8
這就是答案。43Please respect copyright.PENANAUZUyTg6aQ8
43Please respect copyright.PENANA4ot6SyjgeD
「……」墨黑的眼在此時睜開,此刻起帶上了過去沒有的神采。43Please respect copyright.PENANAzDzAdVCT0H
43Please respect copyright.PENANA9c0xM43vpS
…………43Please respect copyright.PENANA8n20htbq98
43Please respect copyright.PENANAok018IDhdR
……43Please respect copyright.PENANAwz4fK5845I
43Please respect copyright.PENANA9d96DD7HHD
43Please respect copyright.PENANAGpSvPVJAcS
43Please respect copyright.PENANA3G12WwCcJs