也許是因為太專注於此,他沒有注意到門外有人悄悄靠近,然後就站在門前駐足了一陣子才輕巧離去。46Please respect copyright.PENANAYy9nsQjZOR
46Please respect copyright.PENANA7pFfKxvxFu
細小的光粒子從門縫中溜入,在不被發現的情況下貼服神田的墨黑衣擺、亞連攤在枕上的潔白髮梢,光澤暗去。46Please respect copyright.PENANAl5JhXw36eX
46Please respect copyright.PENANAvwp30wNtCe
……46Please respect copyright.PENANABH6oVHztcB
46Please respect copyright.PENANAvBJBlMkjSS
46Please respect copyright.PENANADBaUk8eq36
46Please respect copyright.PENANAc6D4kbb2Cq
從來沒有看過如此乾淨的色彩和清澈的眸子──46Please respect copyright.PENANAMQv52MjMK6
46Please respect copyright.PENANAHiC4wESlge
他記起第一次見到白髮少年的那一刻,先是為他純白的髮色驚疑然後是驚艷,接著誤以為是惡魔打了一場,才被趕來的少女阻止。46Please respect copyright.PENANAGWkM9ca8HF
46Please respect copyright.PENANAUVQrBzPVM1
這似乎註定了,之後他們將吵吵鬧鬧的度過每次見面、相處。46Please respect copyright.PENANATIu8zhAisW
46Please respect copyright.PENANAuyV284QZUH
尤其每次刻意惹惱白髮少年,明知道自己的個性被人所詬病反而變本加厲,幾次對著槓接著還為他取了一個綽號──「豆芽菜」。46Please respect copyright.PENANAvftmOG3bam
46Please respect copyright.PENANASHPBPUxZ2Q
很久很久他都是這麼叫著,除了在前方加上一些有的沒的沒營養形容詞,例如白癡、笨蛋……諸如此類。46Please respect copyright.PENANA0ihDBq4j3i
46Please respect copyright.PENANA51NMBcBBfV
……現在回想起來突然覺得自己很幼稚、很愚蠢。46Please respect copyright.PENANA5vZtiI3OA0
46Please respect copyright.PENANAbiJqNdVTCX
──不過這不是重點,擺一邊先略過、略過。46Please respect copyright.PENANAMlg9JAKtZj
46Please respect copyright.PENANAlOU6meKjl9
然後一起出了幾次任務。46Please respect copyright.PENANAT3UE6CLiN7
46Please respect copyright.PENANAtOkRDqpJe8
第一次一起回收聖潔又因為理念不同暴發衝突,他承認自己個性極差可以見人就吵,但……從沒有哪個人能一再引起他情緒波動,更沒想到少年的眼淚會讓他心悸,雖然當時只是微微睜大雙眼,可是無法忽視心裡的一陣騷動。46Please respect copyright.PENANADdBkxTklwz
46Please respect copyright.PENANAxhn3NfBy7w
雖然很快又因為惡魔復起大戰一場,將事情給忽略過去。46Please respect copyright.PENANAs1ymg1DoFq
46Please respect copyright.PENANAP8Flbwkn9j
可是……46Please respect copyright.PENANAnnnRyIxYbz
46Please respect copyright.PENANAEjyjO1RTut
「神田,如果可以,我還是想當一個可以救人的破壞者。」46Please respect copyright.PENANAWbXC9GSdAr
46Please respect copyright.PENANAmnhNpuQ722
一句話,不知為何如此動人、聽著心都痛了,不得不刻進腦海最深處。46Please respect copyright.PENANAcOUj4NnrhD
46Please respect copyright.PENANA16xhJYnhsm
那時的他也許發現了什麼,但只是沉默看著當作什麼也不曉得。46Please respect copyright.PENANAa8TL5L9ly2
46Please respect copyright.PENANAYW8iJTHuQH
一別之後再見面是很久之後,他這才知道白髮少年「幾乎死過一回」,那時因為忙於和惡魔群對戰,且隨後被捲入亂七八糟的方舟「闖關」旅程,連自己也差點掛上一輪,何況據說曾經掛點的傢伙不時活蹦亂跳的指責他不是。46Please respect copyright.PENANA1x37siDuZ0
46Please respect copyright.PENANAL60zHQf5Kf
假裝遺忘了,每一次聽到對方消息的刺痛感受。46Please respect copyright.PENANArNWbMsKpir
46Please respect copyright.PENANAdP9uBrMNF7
一回又一回,他忽略或當作看到自己的心。46Please respect copyright.PENANALabnhTGFAV
46Please respect copyright.PENANA7OhNdkPw9a
那樣的記憶後來回想起來會有心被撕裂的感受,一個差點成真的消息就能使他如此在乎,如果這是真的呢?他……不敢去想。46Please respect copyright.PENANAxevGI5UUPI
46Please respect copyright.PENANATbIuwiXVHJ
原來自己也會逃避。46Please respect copyright.PENANAuYDSRZtjNn
46Please respect copyright.PENANAioHvYIXimD
後來、又是後來……他更認識「亞連」這個人,原來也有不輸給自己悲傷過往,他們都不能弄清楚自己到底是誰、到底該定位成怎樣的一個存在?46Please respect copyright.PENANA44Hy2bfQjG
46Please respect copyright.PENANARQSKt3xvbK
一起走過更多時光、一起經歷更多事件,雖然仍然吵吵鬧鬧,但如果有人問他是否討厭那名白髮少年……46Please respect copyright.PENANA0NZlsMa7fh
46Please respect copyright.PENANA158m4GGQRQ
如果回答了打從心底厭惡,他無法不心虛。46Please respect copyright.PENANApzYTcuU72f
46Please respect copyright.PENANA3EZgdBYE4B
……46Please respect copyright.PENANAcKAvnuerAo
46Please respect copyright.PENANAkwnlo5uGzv
這是為什麼?明明那人的個性就是他最厭煩的那種,容易心軟、容易同情,對所有人寬容只對自己殘酷,身上還有惡魔的痕跡……46Please respect copyright.PENANAdrrzs3Tcem
46Please respect copyright.PENANAViG2hUEUbx
心底根本一點也不快樂,為什麼要笑?46Please respect copyright.PENANAJxEbGOTKjy
46Please respect copyright.PENANArMNZqX5NZI
既然懂得哭泣,為什麼淚水都是為他人而流?46Please respect copyright.PENANA7YJey7Cgkb
46Please respect copyright.PENANACRn8aTOzdu
就算是敵人,只要有任何理由他就要為對方傷心,為什麼?46Please respect copyright.PENANAvLwOAtUQdJ
46Please respect copyright.PENANAvdl7IuIQdc
反而在自己悲痛欲絕時留不下一滴淚水……總是對所有人微笑。46Please respect copyright.PENANAtQKdxyEjCH
46Please respect copyright.PENANAIEeVzw0jk8
這到底是為什麼?46Please respect copyright.PENANA8cZ6zRStaI
46Please respect copyright.PENANAJIAxWv2eyp
這樣看不清自己的人他最輕蔑了不是嗎?46Please respect copyright.PENANAJLt5aUmGN4
46Please respect copyright.PENANAw43sNeteD4
可是……是不是自己也同樣看不清自己?46Please respect copyright.PENANAP4jR2RsvWP
46Please respect copyright.PENANAn42Gm89IO2
過去的傷痛把黑色的瞳孔蒙上一層紗幕,尋尋覓覓他發誓在沒找到「那人」之前決不能死……這樣的自己到底又活得像什麼了?46Please respect copyright.PENANAIcDtfiL4Q8
46Please respect copyright.PENANASsiw8fHrPp
並不完全是那記憶的主人,只能說是那記憶的主人促成他的存在,其實他應該是個完整的個體,卻被午夜夢迴驚醒,背負著不是自己所有的記憶活著,在每人面前建築不需要的牆。46Please respect copyright.PENANACX6QvzQkgI
46Please respect copyright.PENANAulYrYDO7dK
個性可能真的很冷漠很孤僻,但他做的事卻沒能用這些理由解釋。46Please respect copyright.PENANAlwku7jWt1h
46Please respect copyright.PENANA8gXYVFTQ35
……也該問問自己為什麼了。46Please respect copyright.PENANAqhkX5xcanF
46Please respect copyright.PENANA4nPvfTpls7
可不是?46Please respect copyright.PENANA7k1czRRLUe
46Please respect copyright.PENANA94ZcMNXzEN
終於知道自己為什麼討厭他卻說不出隻字片語。46Please respect copyright.PENANAbxfUPjhnvY
46Please respect copyright.PENANAmU6YcKS0oX
原來他討厭別人跟他一樣傻,他們這兩人……真是蠢斃了!46Please respect copyright.PENANAvWMPNpEywj
46Please respect copyright.PENANAUA6cMqUxNt
蠢得讓人不敢相信,而自己莫名在此刻認清。46Please respect copyright.PENANA34DeVOysej
46Please respect copyright.PENANAN9fpdCtfnN
過往的畫面一次一次浮現腦海,閉起眼睛不用費力也能看得更清楚,有些刻意忽視的如今想起來清楚的像什麼一樣,雖然不懂……可是心頭幾番掙扎後決定靜下心去體會。46Please respect copyright.PENANANgBFyeMbZh
46Please respect copyright.PENANA860zQ6nWdl
到底剛剛始終無法靜下心是為了什麼?46Please respect copyright.PENANAU2we36C0Ev
46Please respect copyright.PENANAhXNLokK3Ix
畫面轉向下一幕,亞連開心的笑容……46Please respect copyright.PENANALjPwLEM8c8
46Please respect copyright.PENANAvT8cigI9VI
他喜歡、很喜歡那乾淨清澈、如果可以再更少去一點隱隱不安會更好的……笑容。46Please respect copyright.PENANArBIjBLZGe4
46Please respect copyright.PENANAWWsXAKkzAK
這就是答案。46Please respect copyright.PENANAmc91aKULlY
46Please respect copyright.PENANACK6x84KbwO
「……」墨黑的眼在此時睜開,此刻起帶上了過去沒有的神采。46Please respect copyright.PENANATa04QPHMnk
46Please respect copyright.PENANAWH7x1RVeNO
…………46Please respect copyright.PENANALLE9aD0No0
46Please respect copyright.PENANAoPrWKKzkRH
……46Please respect copyright.PENANA8zghTyUgut
46Please respect copyright.PENANAJ8lzVSpBl5
46Please respect copyright.PENANA95P9Ar3r9L
46Please respect copyright.PENANAObX1FAt9ei
ns216.73.216.30da246Please respect copyright.PENANA7pFfKxvxFu
細小的光粒子從門縫中溜入,在不被發現的情況下貼服神田的墨黑衣擺、亞連攤在枕上的潔白髮梢,光澤暗去。46Please respect copyright.PENANAl5JhXw36eX
46Please respect copyright.PENANAvwp30wNtCe
……46Please respect copyright.PENANABH6oVHztcB
46Please respect copyright.PENANAvBJBlMkjSS
46Please respect copyright.PENANADBaUk8eq36
46Please respect copyright.PENANAc6D4kbb2Cq
從來沒有看過如此乾淨的色彩和清澈的眸子──46Please respect copyright.PENANAMQv52MjMK6
46Please respect copyright.PENANAHiC4wESlge
他記起第一次見到白髮少年的那一刻,先是為他純白的髮色驚疑然後是驚艷,接著誤以為是惡魔打了一場,才被趕來的少女阻止。46Please respect copyright.PENANAGWkM9ca8HF
46Please respect copyright.PENANAUVQrBzPVM1
這似乎註定了,之後他們將吵吵鬧鬧的度過每次見面、相處。46Please respect copyright.PENANATIu8zhAisW
46Please respect copyright.PENANAuyV284QZUH
尤其每次刻意惹惱白髮少年,明知道自己的個性被人所詬病反而變本加厲,幾次對著槓接著還為他取了一個綽號──「豆芽菜」。46Please respect copyright.PENANAvftmOG3bam
46Please respect copyright.PENANASHPBPUxZ2Q
很久很久他都是這麼叫著,除了在前方加上一些有的沒的沒營養形容詞,例如白癡、笨蛋……諸如此類。46Please respect copyright.PENANA0ihDBq4j3i
46Please respect copyright.PENANA51NMBcBBfV
……現在回想起來突然覺得自己很幼稚、很愚蠢。46Please respect copyright.PENANA5vZtiI3OA0
46Please respect copyright.PENANAbiJqNdVTCX
──不過這不是重點,擺一邊先略過、略過。46Please respect copyright.PENANAMlg9JAKtZj
46Please respect copyright.PENANAlOU6meKjl9
然後一起出了幾次任務。46Please respect copyright.PENANAT3UE6CLiN7
46Please respect copyright.PENANAtOkRDqpJe8
第一次一起回收聖潔又因為理念不同暴發衝突,他承認自己個性極差可以見人就吵,但……從沒有哪個人能一再引起他情緒波動,更沒想到少年的眼淚會讓他心悸,雖然當時只是微微睜大雙眼,可是無法忽視心裡的一陣騷動。46Please respect copyright.PENANADdBkxTklwz
46Please respect copyright.PENANAxhn3NfBy7w
雖然很快又因為惡魔復起大戰一場,將事情給忽略過去。46Please respect copyright.PENANAs1ymg1DoFq
46Please respect copyright.PENANAP8Flbwkn9j
可是……46Please respect copyright.PENANAnnnRyIxYbz
46Please respect copyright.PENANAEjyjO1RTut
「神田,如果可以,我還是想當一個可以救人的破壞者。」46Please respect copyright.PENANAWbXC9GSdAr
46Please respect copyright.PENANAmnhNpuQ722
一句話,不知為何如此動人、聽著心都痛了,不得不刻進腦海最深處。46Please respect copyright.PENANAcOUj4NnrhD
46Please respect copyright.PENANA16xhJYnhsm
那時的他也許發現了什麼,但只是沉默看著當作什麼也不曉得。46Please respect copyright.PENANAa8TL5L9ly2
46Please respect copyright.PENANAYW8iJTHuQH
一別之後再見面是很久之後,他這才知道白髮少年「幾乎死過一回」,那時因為忙於和惡魔群對戰,且隨後被捲入亂七八糟的方舟「闖關」旅程,連自己也差點掛上一輪,何況據說曾經掛點的傢伙不時活蹦亂跳的指責他不是。46Please respect copyright.PENANA1x37siDuZ0
46Please respect copyright.PENANAL60zHQf5Kf
假裝遺忘了,每一次聽到對方消息的刺痛感受。46Please respect copyright.PENANArNWbMsKpir
46Please respect copyright.PENANAdP9uBrMNF7
一回又一回,他忽略或當作看到自己的心。46Please respect copyright.PENANALabnhTGFAV
46Please respect copyright.PENANA7OhNdkPw9a
那樣的記憶後來回想起來會有心被撕裂的感受,一個差點成真的消息就能使他如此在乎,如果這是真的呢?他……不敢去想。46Please respect copyright.PENANAxevGI5UUPI
46Please respect copyright.PENANATbIuwiXVHJ
原來自己也會逃避。46Please respect copyright.PENANAuYDSRZtjNn
46Please respect copyright.PENANAioHvYIXimD
後來、又是後來……他更認識「亞連」這個人,原來也有不輸給自己悲傷過往,他們都不能弄清楚自己到底是誰、到底該定位成怎樣的一個存在?46Please respect copyright.PENANA44Hy2bfQjG
46Please respect copyright.PENANARQSKt3xvbK
一起走過更多時光、一起經歷更多事件,雖然仍然吵吵鬧鬧,但如果有人問他是否討厭那名白髮少年……46Please respect copyright.PENANA0NZlsMa7fh
46Please respect copyright.PENANA158m4GGQRQ
如果回答了打從心底厭惡,他無法不心虛。46Please respect copyright.PENANApzYTcuU72f
46Please respect copyright.PENANA3EZgdBYE4B
……46Please respect copyright.PENANAcKAvnuerAo
46Please respect copyright.PENANAkwnlo5uGzv
這是為什麼?明明那人的個性就是他最厭煩的那種,容易心軟、容易同情,對所有人寬容只對自己殘酷,身上還有惡魔的痕跡……46Please respect copyright.PENANAdrrzs3Tcem
46Please respect copyright.PENANAViG2hUEUbx
心底根本一點也不快樂,為什麼要笑?46Please respect copyright.PENANAJxEbGOTKjy
46Please respect copyright.PENANArMNZqX5NZI
既然懂得哭泣,為什麼淚水都是為他人而流?46Please respect copyright.PENANA7YJey7Cgkb
46Please respect copyright.PENANACRn8aTOzdu
就算是敵人,只要有任何理由他就要為對方傷心,為什麼?46Please respect copyright.PENANAvLwOAtUQdJ
46Please respect copyright.PENANAvdl7IuIQdc
反而在自己悲痛欲絕時留不下一滴淚水……總是對所有人微笑。46Please respect copyright.PENANAtQKdxyEjCH
46Please respect copyright.PENANAIEeVzw0jk8
這到底是為什麼?46Please respect copyright.PENANA8cZ6zRStaI
46Please respect copyright.PENANAJIAxWv2eyp
這樣看不清自己的人他最輕蔑了不是嗎?46Please respect copyright.PENANAJLt5aUmGN4
46Please respect copyright.PENANAw43sNeteD4
可是……是不是自己也同樣看不清自己?46Please respect copyright.PENANAP4jR2RsvWP
46Please respect copyright.PENANAn42Gm89IO2
過去的傷痛把黑色的瞳孔蒙上一層紗幕,尋尋覓覓他發誓在沒找到「那人」之前決不能死……這樣的自己到底又活得像什麼了?46Please respect copyright.PENANAIcDtfiL4Q8
46Please respect copyright.PENANASsiw8fHrPp
並不完全是那記憶的主人,只能說是那記憶的主人促成他的存在,其實他應該是個完整的個體,卻被午夜夢迴驚醒,背負著不是自己所有的記憶活著,在每人面前建築不需要的牆。46Please respect copyright.PENANACX6QvzQkgI
46Please respect copyright.PENANAulYrYDO7dK
個性可能真的很冷漠很孤僻,但他做的事卻沒能用這些理由解釋。46Please respect copyright.PENANAlwku7jWt1h
46Please respect copyright.PENANA8gXYVFTQ35
……也該問問自己為什麼了。46Please respect copyright.PENANAqhkX5xcanF
46Please respect copyright.PENANA4nPvfTpls7
可不是?46Please respect copyright.PENANA7k1czRRLUe
46Please respect copyright.PENANA94ZcMNXzEN
終於知道自己為什麼討厭他卻說不出隻字片語。46Please respect copyright.PENANAbxfUPjhnvY
46Please respect copyright.PENANAmU6YcKS0oX
原來他討厭別人跟他一樣傻,他們這兩人……真是蠢斃了!46Please respect copyright.PENANAvWMPNpEywj
46Please respect copyright.PENANAUA6cMqUxNt
蠢得讓人不敢相信,而自己莫名在此刻認清。46Please respect copyright.PENANA34DeVOysej
46Please respect copyright.PENANAN9fpdCtfnN
過往的畫面一次一次浮現腦海,閉起眼睛不用費力也能看得更清楚,有些刻意忽視的如今想起來清楚的像什麼一樣,雖然不懂……可是心頭幾番掙扎後決定靜下心去體會。46Please respect copyright.PENANANgBFyeMbZh
46Please respect copyright.PENANA860zQ6nWdl
到底剛剛始終無法靜下心是為了什麼?46Please respect copyright.PENANAU2we36C0Ev
46Please respect copyright.PENANAhXNLokK3Ix
畫面轉向下一幕,亞連開心的笑容……46Please respect copyright.PENANALjPwLEM8c8
46Please respect copyright.PENANAvT8cigI9VI
他喜歡、很喜歡那乾淨清澈、如果可以再更少去一點隱隱不安會更好的……笑容。46Please respect copyright.PENANArBIjBLZGe4
46Please respect copyright.PENANAWWsXAKkzAK
這就是答案。46Please respect copyright.PENANAmc91aKULlY
46Please respect copyright.PENANACK6x84KbwO
「……」墨黑的眼在此時睜開,此刻起帶上了過去沒有的神采。46Please respect copyright.PENANATa04QPHMnk
46Please respect copyright.PENANAWH7x1RVeNO
…………46Please respect copyright.PENANALLE9aD0No0
46Please respect copyright.PENANAoPrWKKzkRH
……46Please respect copyright.PENANA8zghTyUgut
46Please respect copyright.PENANAJ8lzVSpBl5
46Please respect copyright.PENANA95P9Ar3r9L
46Please respect copyright.PENANAObX1FAt9ei