也許是因為太專注於此,他沒有注意到門外有人悄悄靠近,然後就站在門前駐足了一陣子才輕巧離去。46Please respect copyright.PENANANSio2IbHNd
46Please respect copyright.PENANAI6HXdfeZhn
細小的光粒子從門縫中溜入,在不被發現的情況下貼服神田的墨黑衣擺、亞連攤在枕上的潔白髮梢,光澤暗去。46Please respect copyright.PENANAwcg45CNnB5
46Please respect copyright.PENANAgnEvopk20O
……46Please respect copyright.PENANA8Eyf90VojM
46Please respect copyright.PENANAU0joXViyYV
46Please respect copyright.PENANAD8kxUyAfIa
46Please respect copyright.PENANAK5jPelmOHT
從來沒有看過如此乾淨的色彩和清澈的眸子──46Please respect copyright.PENANAt7jOMtIQk7
46Please respect copyright.PENANAshHkIAzx7W
他記起第一次見到白髮少年的那一刻,先是為他純白的髮色驚疑然後是驚艷,接著誤以為是惡魔打了一場,才被趕來的少女阻止。46Please respect copyright.PENANAwlBbS3DUvN
46Please respect copyright.PENANAAsj4u01AFg
這似乎註定了,之後他們將吵吵鬧鬧的度過每次見面、相處。46Please respect copyright.PENANAsFyLIwIu9j
46Please respect copyright.PENANAGflptxY6BP
尤其每次刻意惹惱白髮少年,明知道自己的個性被人所詬病反而變本加厲,幾次對著槓接著還為他取了一個綽號──「豆芽菜」。46Please respect copyright.PENANA5VCNYw2lLj
46Please respect copyright.PENANAc91KclZbTy
很久很久他都是這麼叫著,除了在前方加上一些有的沒的沒營養形容詞,例如白癡、笨蛋……諸如此類。46Please respect copyright.PENANAu7vABlonkj
46Please respect copyright.PENANAPDMk4WpNji
……現在回想起來突然覺得自己很幼稚、很愚蠢。46Please respect copyright.PENANAJwJJ51f3eH
46Please respect copyright.PENANAIxur0TJUnf
──不過這不是重點,擺一邊先略過、略過。46Please respect copyright.PENANAtUaDylH0ma
46Please respect copyright.PENANAq4YHPwa2OW
然後一起出了幾次任務。46Please respect copyright.PENANA2VRXW7GIgd
46Please respect copyright.PENANAqwXuFgT4HZ
第一次一起回收聖潔又因為理念不同暴發衝突,他承認自己個性極差可以見人就吵,但……從沒有哪個人能一再引起他情緒波動,更沒想到少年的眼淚會讓他心悸,雖然當時只是微微睜大雙眼,可是無法忽視心裡的一陣騷動。46Please respect copyright.PENANAAf3cTJuems
46Please respect copyright.PENANAVBfeiE8iUL
雖然很快又因為惡魔復起大戰一場,將事情給忽略過去。46Please respect copyright.PENANAKKk0tw90et
46Please respect copyright.PENANAwHIO5eO6SH
可是……46Please respect copyright.PENANA2jROjlIH8V
46Please respect copyright.PENANAw6FnplVEkE
「神田,如果可以,我還是想當一個可以救人的破壞者。」46Please respect copyright.PENANA89RFql6SAE
46Please respect copyright.PENANAohewUNweTJ
一句話,不知為何如此動人、聽著心都痛了,不得不刻進腦海最深處。46Please respect copyright.PENANAyrSHkHifk8
46Please respect copyright.PENANAsuLO7sjeQV
那時的他也許發現了什麼,但只是沉默看著當作什麼也不曉得。46Please respect copyright.PENANAEeki3hhymA
46Please respect copyright.PENANATiluAE1Ve0
一別之後再見面是很久之後,他這才知道白髮少年「幾乎死過一回」,那時因為忙於和惡魔群對戰,且隨後被捲入亂七八糟的方舟「闖關」旅程,連自己也差點掛上一輪,何況據說曾經掛點的傢伙不時活蹦亂跳的指責他不是。46Please respect copyright.PENANAnFeoIhiO4i
46Please respect copyright.PENANAIxqmrGBc1U
假裝遺忘了,每一次聽到對方消息的刺痛感受。46Please respect copyright.PENANAhRzGV42hWm
46Please respect copyright.PENANAA5s01SYfV2
一回又一回,他忽略或當作看到自己的心。46Please respect copyright.PENANANmBtlkUuBl
46Please respect copyright.PENANAbp3JDOazl6
那樣的記憶後來回想起來會有心被撕裂的感受,一個差點成真的消息就能使他如此在乎,如果這是真的呢?他……不敢去想。46Please respect copyright.PENANAbB3Zv9lZiz
46Please respect copyright.PENANATct8f8ME26
原來自己也會逃避。46Please respect copyright.PENANA3WgY8E6K6H
46Please respect copyright.PENANAhW65Ouanb2
後來、又是後來……他更認識「亞連」這個人,原來也有不輸給自己悲傷過往,他們都不能弄清楚自己到底是誰、到底該定位成怎樣的一個存在?46Please respect copyright.PENANAxNXrcQcSKr
46Please respect copyright.PENANAkNLvzNvePK
一起走過更多時光、一起經歷更多事件,雖然仍然吵吵鬧鬧,但如果有人問他是否討厭那名白髮少年……46Please respect copyright.PENANAI93twDgUEC
46Please respect copyright.PENANAsGxTLUH6Yw
如果回答了打從心底厭惡,他無法不心虛。46Please respect copyright.PENANA0aK1G3lxxQ
46Please respect copyright.PENANAZX4mcIpYJq
……46Please respect copyright.PENANApkciQiY0Gc
46Please respect copyright.PENANAqlou5TZeaH
這是為什麼?明明那人的個性就是他最厭煩的那種,容易心軟、容易同情,對所有人寬容只對自己殘酷,身上還有惡魔的痕跡……46Please respect copyright.PENANAVrrPNQXJLY
46Please respect copyright.PENANAw4qNqeIiZ3
心底根本一點也不快樂,為什麼要笑?46Please respect copyright.PENANA1SYINWHYPs
46Please respect copyright.PENANAMqBdVfCQYl
既然懂得哭泣,為什麼淚水都是為他人而流?46Please respect copyright.PENANAtVJ6sNdhrG
46Please respect copyright.PENANAt4BGSYAeK4
就算是敵人,只要有任何理由他就要為對方傷心,為什麼?46Please respect copyright.PENANAprtUXwY1Ma
46Please respect copyright.PENANAOWSIG48ycc
反而在自己悲痛欲絕時留不下一滴淚水……總是對所有人微笑。46Please respect copyright.PENANABqmRv3Gzz6
46Please respect copyright.PENANAKHQDPfbcxd
這到底是為什麼?46Please respect copyright.PENANAxELMeB81ll
46Please respect copyright.PENANAU5pxCUY3Lc
這樣看不清自己的人他最輕蔑了不是嗎?46Please respect copyright.PENANAkp6JqfWSTK
46Please respect copyright.PENANATSs3PH2B6H
可是……是不是自己也同樣看不清自己?46Please respect copyright.PENANAoNNFlvZ5ev
46Please respect copyright.PENANA8dKUDqGTp3
過去的傷痛把黑色的瞳孔蒙上一層紗幕,尋尋覓覓他發誓在沒找到「那人」之前決不能死……這樣的自己到底又活得像什麼了?46Please respect copyright.PENANAYK8wXS5qT7
46Please respect copyright.PENANA50H0AmtThX
並不完全是那記憶的主人,只能說是那記憶的主人促成他的存在,其實他應該是個完整的個體,卻被午夜夢迴驚醒,背負著不是自己所有的記憶活著,在每人面前建築不需要的牆。46Please respect copyright.PENANAZHny64UwCv
46Please respect copyright.PENANAjJ6G0zYRF1
個性可能真的很冷漠很孤僻,但他做的事卻沒能用這些理由解釋。46Please respect copyright.PENANAaAC3wBpFv6
46Please respect copyright.PENANA2I5QTOmriU
……也該問問自己為什麼了。46Please respect copyright.PENANA09OTGlJN8h
46Please respect copyright.PENANAldwPxITNQR
可不是?46Please respect copyright.PENANA8dMsEbcPGh
46Please respect copyright.PENANApcMfmwvs2p
終於知道自己為什麼討厭他卻說不出隻字片語。46Please respect copyright.PENANAF4avCcpGWH
46Please respect copyright.PENANAvCQw4639Yl
原來他討厭別人跟他一樣傻,他們這兩人……真是蠢斃了!46Please respect copyright.PENANAHWZGANjQCJ
46Please respect copyright.PENANAmYh4CuK4D5
蠢得讓人不敢相信,而自己莫名在此刻認清。46Please respect copyright.PENANAwFJwZnyVcq
46Please respect copyright.PENANA9UiY6cEmzN
過往的畫面一次一次浮現腦海,閉起眼睛不用費力也能看得更清楚,有些刻意忽視的如今想起來清楚的像什麼一樣,雖然不懂……可是心頭幾番掙扎後決定靜下心去體會。46Please respect copyright.PENANADYPT7fN0cx
46Please respect copyright.PENANAN4norRGmTP
到底剛剛始終無法靜下心是為了什麼?46Please respect copyright.PENANAShbSdJ6nX9
46Please respect copyright.PENANACleMvKuqF9
畫面轉向下一幕,亞連開心的笑容……46Please respect copyright.PENANAkjSMxA4tWC
46Please respect copyright.PENANAXUQBFz7mhV
他喜歡、很喜歡那乾淨清澈、如果可以再更少去一點隱隱不安會更好的……笑容。46Please respect copyright.PENANA0uWCTRTVK3
46Please respect copyright.PENANAyw6ZHGI4vb
這就是答案。46Please respect copyright.PENANAAiafH4jgMK
46Please respect copyright.PENANAwKQyPGCvi9
「……」墨黑的眼在此時睜開,此刻起帶上了過去沒有的神采。46Please respect copyright.PENANAxuDuE1tN9u
46Please respect copyright.PENANAw7MkSiZBPV
…………46Please respect copyright.PENANACZv09cb700
46Please respect copyright.PENANAlUuic97u57
……46Please respect copyright.PENANA6TXbS3fiRz
46Please respect copyright.PENANAlUjTkKkmqg
46Please respect copyright.PENANASmkFpISMmC
46Please respect copyright.PENANA1kVcM2sYQa
ns216.73.216.224da246Please respect copyright.PENANAI6HXdfeZhn
細小的光粒子從門縫中溜入,在不被發現的情況下貼服神田的墨黑衣擺、亞連攤在枕上的潔白髮梢,光澤暗去。46Please respect copyright.PENANAwcg45CNnB5
46Please respect copyright.PENANAgnEvopk20O
……46Please respect copyright.PENANA8Eyf90VojM
46Please respect copyright.PENANAU0joXViyYV
46Please respect copyright.PENANAD8kxUyAfIa
46Please respect copyright.PENANAK5jPelmOHT
從來沒有看過如此乾淨的色彩和清澈的眸子──46Please respect copyright.PENANAt7jOMtIQk7
46Please respect copyright.PENANAshHkIAzx7W
他記起第一次見到白髮少年的那一刻,先是為他純白的髮色驚疑然後是驚艷,接著誤以為是惡魔打了一場,才被趕來的少女阻止。46Please respect copyright.PENANAwlBbS3DUvN
46Please respect copyright.PENANAAsj4u01AFg
這似乎註定了,之後他們將吵吵鬧鬧的度過每次見面、相處。46Please respect copyright.PENANAsFyLIwIu9j
46Please respect copyright.PENANAGflptxY6BP
尤其每次刻意惹惱白髮少年,明知道自己的個性被人所詬病反而變本加厲,幾次對著槓接著還為他取了一個綽號──「豆芽菜」。46Please respect copyright.PENANA5VCNYw2lLj
46Please respect copyright.PENANAc91KclZbTy
很久很久他都是這麼叫著,除了在前方加上一些有的沒的沒營養形容詞,例如白癡、笨蛋……諸如此類。46Please respect copyright.PENANAu7vABlonkj
46Please respect copyright.PENANAPDMk4WpNji
……現在回想起來突然覺得自己很幼稚、很愚蠢。46Please respect copyright.PENANAJwJJ51f3eH
46Please respect copyright.PENANAIxur0TJUnf
──不過這不是重點,擺一邊先略過、略過。46Please respect copyright.PENANAtUaDylH0ma
46Please respect copyright.PENANAq4YHPwa2OW
然後一起出了幾次任務。46Please respect copyright.PENANA2VRXW7GIgd
46Please respect copyright.PENANAqwXuFgT4HZ
第一次一起回收聖潔又因為理念不同暴發衝突,他承認自己個性極差可以見人就吵,但……從沒有哪個人能一再引起他情緒波動,更沒想到少年的眼淚會讓他心悸,雖然當時只是微微睜大雙眼,可是無法忽視心裡的一陣騷動。46Please respect copyright.PENANAAf3cTJuems
46Please respect copyright.PENANAVBfeiE8iUL
雖然很快又因為惡魔復起大戰一場,將事情給忽略過去。46Please respect copyright.PENANAKKk0tw90et
46Please respect copyright.PENANAwHIO5eO6SH
可是……46Please respect copyright.PENANA2jROjlIH8V
46Please respect copyright.PENANAw6FnplVEkE
「神田,如果可以,我還是想當一個可以救人的破壞者。」46Please respect copyright.PENANA89RFql6SAE
46Please respect copyright.PENANAohewUNweTJ
一句話,不知為何如此動人、聽著心都痛了,不得不刻進腦海最深處。46Please respect copyright.PENANAyrSHkHifk8
46Please respect copyright.PENANAsuLO7sjeQV
那時的他也許發現了什麼,但只是沉默看著當作什麼也不曉得。46Please respect copyright.PENANAEeki3hhymA
46Please respect copyright.PENANATiluAE1Ve0
一別之後再見面是很久之後,他這才知道白髮少年「幾乎死過一回」,那時因為忙於和惡魔群對戰,且隨後被捲入亂七八糟的方舟「闖關」旅程,連自己也差點掛上一輪,何況據說曾經掛點的傢伙不時活蹦亂跳的指責他不是。46Please respect copyright.PENANAnFeoIhiO4i
46Please respect copyright.PENANAIxqmrGBc1U
假裝遺忘了,每一次聽到對方消息的刺痛感受。46Please respect copyright.PENANAhRzGV42hWm
46Please respect copyright.PENANAA5s01SYfV2
一回又一回,他忽略或當作看到自己的心。46Please respect copyright.PENANANmBtlkUuBl
46Please respect copyright.PENANAbp3JDOazl6
那樣的記憶後來回想起來會有心被撕裂的感受,一個差點成真的消息就能使他如此在乎,如果這是真的呢?他……不敢去想。46Please respect copyright.PENANAbB3Zv9lZiz
46Please respect copyright.PENANATct8f8ME26
原來自己也會逃避。46Please respect copyright.PENANA3WgY8E6K6H
46Please respect copyright.PENANAhW65Ouanb2
後來、又是後來……他更認識「亞連」這個人,原來也有不輸給自己悲傷過往,他們都不能弄清楚自己到底是誰、到底該定位成怎樣的一個存在?46Please respect copyright.PENANAxNXrcQcSKr
46Please respect copyright.PENANAkNLvzNvePK
一起走過更多時光、一起經歷更多事件,雖然仍然吵吵鬧鬧,但如果有人問他是否討厭那名白髮少年……46Please respect copyright.PENANAI93twDgUEC
46Please respect copyright.PENANAsGxTLUH6Yw
如果回答了打從心底厭惡,他無法不心虛。46Please respect copyright.PENANA0aK1G3lxxQ
46Please respect copyright.PENANAZX4mcIpYJq
……46Please respect copyright.PENANApkciQiY0Gc
46Please respect copyright.PENANAqlou5TZeaH
這是為什麼?明明那人的個性就是他最厭煩的那種,容易心軟、容易同情,對所有人寬容只對自己殘酷,身上還有惡魔的痕跡……46Please respect copyright.PENANAVrrPNQXJLY
46Please respect copyright.PENANAw4qNqeIiZ3
心底根本一點也不快樂,為什麼要笑?46Please respect copyright.PENANA1SYINWHYPs
46Please respect copyright.PENANAMqBdVfCQYl
既然懂得哭泣,為什麼淚水都是為他人而流?46Please respect copyright.PENANAtVJ6sNdhrG
46Please respect copyright.PENANAt4BGSYAeK4
就算是敵人,只要有任何理由他就要為對方傷心,為什麼?46Please respect copyright.PENANAprtUXwY1Ma
46Please respect copyright.PENANAOWSIG48ycc
反而在自己悲痛欲絕時留不下一滴淚水……總是對所有人微笑。46Please respect copyright.PENANABqmRv3Gzz6
46Please respect copyright.PENANAKHQDPfbcxd
這到底是為什麼?46Please respect copyright.PENANAxELMeB81ll
46Please respect copyright.PENANAU5pxCUY3Lc
這樣看不清自己的人他最輕蔑了不是嗎?46Please respect copyright.PENANAkp6JqfWSTK
46Please respect copyright.PENANATSs3PH2B6H
可是……是不是自己也同樣看不清自己?46Please respect copyright.PENANAoNNFlvZ5ev
46Please respect copyright.PENANA8dKUDqGTp3
過去的傷痛把黑色的瞳孔蒙上一層紗幕,尋尋覓覓他發誓在沒找到「那人」之前決不能死……這樣的自己到底又活得像什麼了?46Please respect copyright.PENANAYK8wXS5qT7
46Please respect copyright.PENANA50H0AmtThX
並不完全是那記憶的主人,只能說是那記憶的主人促成他的存在,其實他應該是個完整的個體,卻被午夜夢迴驚醒,背負著不是自己所有的記憶活著,在每人面前建築不需要的牆。46Please respect copyright.PENANAZHny64UwCv
46Please respect copyright.PENANAjJ6G0zYRF1
個性可能真的很冷漠很孤僻,但他做的事卻沒能用這些理由解釋。46Please respect copyright.PENANAaAC3wBpFv6
46Please respect copyright.PENANA2I5QTOmriU
……也該問問自己為什麼了。46Please respect copyright.PENANA09OTGlJN8h
46Please respect copyright.PENANAldwPxITNQR
可不是?46Please respect copyright.PENANA8dMsEbcPGh
46Please respect copyright.PENANApcMfmwvs2p
終於知道自己為什麼討厭他卻說不出隻字片語。46Please respect copyright.PENANAF4avCcpGWH
46Please respect copyright.PENANAvCQw4639Yl
原來他討厭別人跟他一樣傻,他們這兩人……真是蠢斃了!46Please respect copyright.PENANAHWZGANjQCJ
46Please respect copyright.PENANAmYh4CuK4D5
蠢得讓人不敢相信,而自己莫名在此刻認清。46Please respect copyright.PENANAwFJwZnyVcq
46Please respect copyright.PENANA9UiY6cEmzN
過往的畫面一次一次浮現腦海,閉起眼睛不用費力也能看得更清楚,有些刻意忽視的如今想起來清楚的像什麼一樣,雖然不懂……可是心頭幾番掙扎後決定靜下心去體會。46Please respect copyright.PENANADYPT7fN0cx
46Please respect copyright.PENANAN4norRGmTP
到底剛剛始終無法靜下心是為了什麼?46Please respect copyright.PENANAShbSdJ6nX9
46Please respect copyright.PENANACleMvKuqF9
畫面轉向下一幕,亞連開心的笑容……46Please respect copyright.PENANAkjSMxA4tWC
46Please respect copyright.PENANAXUQBFz7mhV
他喜歡、很喜歡那乾淨清澈、如果可以再更少去一點隱隱不安會更好的……笑容。46Please respect copyright.PENANA0uWCTRTVK3
46Please respect copyright.PENANAyw6ZHGI4vb
這就是答案。46Please respect copyright.PENANAAiafH4jgMK
46Please respect copyright.PENANAwKQyPGCvi9
「……」墨黑的眼在此時睜開,此刻起帶上了過去沒有的神采。46Please respect copyright.PENANAxuDuE1tN9u
46Please respect copyright.PENANAw7MkSiZBPV
…………46Please respect copyright.PENANACZv09cb700
46Please respect copyright.PENANAlUuic97u57
……46Please respect copyright.PENANA6TXbS3fiRz
46Please respect copyright.PENANAlUjTkKkmqg
46Please respect copyright.PENANASmkFpISMmC
46Please respect copyright.PENANA1kVcM2sYQa