也許是因為太專注於此,他沒有注意到門外有人悄悄靠近,然後就站在門前駐足了一陣子才輕巧離去。47Please respect copyright.PENANAxrSVxxoidr
47Please respect copyright.PENANA6IMJAU0cGO
細小的光粒子從門縫中溜入,在不被發現的情況下貼服神田的墨黑衣擺、亞連攤在枕上的潔白髮梢,光澤暗去。47Please respect copyright.PENANAHhmTS4xpbT
47Please respect copyright.PENANAZwONCf5T01
……47Please respect copyright.PENANAKrM8UxaQdM
47Please respect copyright.PENANAVY9pUnzh6z
47Please respect copyright.PENANAPdcpOrbybX
47Please respect copyright.PENANALmaakUHGg9
從來沒有看過如此乾淨的色彩和清澈的眸子──47Please respect copyright.PENANAnlKjOuzkIz
47Please respect copyright.PENANAvqp1KSmC7P
他記起第一次見到白髮少年的那一刻,先是為他純白的髮色驚疑然後是驚艷,接著誤以為是惡魔打了一場,才被趕來的少女阻止。47Please respect copyright.PENANAFwerOymnMx
47Please respect copyright.PENANAYP6V39Tjie
這似乎註定了,之後他們將吵吵鬧鬧的度過每次見面、相處。47Please respect copyright.PENANAacprHKZG2o
47Please respect copyright.PENANAO9LhBqTJfJ
尤其每次刻意惹惱白髮少年,明知道自己的個性被人所詬病反而變本加厲,幾次對著槓接著還為他取了一個綽號──「豆芽菜」。47Please respect copyright.PENANAoRWpZP8V7G
47Please respect copyright.PENANATa2FSWCbmw
很久很久他都是這麼叫著,除了在前方加上一些有的沒的沒營養形容詞,例如白癡、笨蛋……諸如此類。47Please respect copyright.PENANAfvBSVPo9bq
47Please respect copyright.PENANApMXdtbwxrR
……現在回想起來突然覺得自己很幼稚、很愚蠢。47Please respect copyright.PENANASqfuF3XnuS
47Please respect copyright.PENANAfQJKGlNxgZ
──不過這不是重點,擺一邊先略過、略過。47Please respect copyright.PENANAU91DpaZ1lN
47Please respect copyright.PENANAnjXVToki1h
然後一起出了幾次任務。47Please respect copyright.PENANA0dmNo7NKzZ
47Please respect copyright.PENANAGSejoJ450T
第一次一起回收聖潔又因為理念不同暴發衝突,他承認自己個性極差可以見人就吵,但……從沒有哪個人能一再引起他情緒波動,更沒想到少年的眼淚會讓他心悸,雖然當時只是微微睜大雙眼,可是無法忽視心裡的一陣騷動。47Please respect copyright.PENANAaIztjHA2kN
47Please respect copyright.PENANAQ6S9tLeGHM
雖然很快又因為惡魔復起大戰一場,將事情給忽略過去。47Please respect copyright.PENANAZiOJrVIYBP
47Please respect copyright.PENANAzi5A5nSBQz
可是……47Please respect copyright.PENANASYCnMsCa5j
47Please respect copyright.PENANAYPJjDzJ22L
「神田,如果可以,我還是想當一個可以救人的破壞者。」47Please respect copyright.PENANAgB93nW7XZW
47Please respect copyright.PENANAu9dkm8Kqj6
一句話,不知為何如此動人、聽著心都痛了,不得不刻進腦海最深處。47Please respect copyright.PENANArFD8YBlN0S
47Please respect copyright.PENANAxvdkTKufFa
那時的他也許發現了什麼,但只是沉默看著當作什麼也不曉得。47Please respect copyright.PENANAUAeLKsesfI
47Please respect copyright.PENANAfnOC7qtwGt
一別之後再見面是很久之後,他這才知道白髮少年「幾乎死過一回」,那時因為忙於和惡魔群對戰,且隨後被捲入亂七八糟的方舟「闖關」旅程,連自己也差點掛上一輪,何況據說曾經掛點的傢伙不時活蹦亂跳的指責他不是。47Please respect copyright.PENANAyijIITpBc5
47Please respect copyright.PENANANSlKNwAl1J
假裝遺忘了,每一次聽到對方消息的刺痛感受。47Please respect copyright.PENANAS1qsrxgS4R
47Please respect copyright.PENANAdv16MwtBKN
一回又一回,他忽略或當作看到自己的心。47Please respect copyright.PENANABVFdXWAt6Q
47Please respect copyright.PENANAbirNjdDGlr
那樣的記憶後來回想起來會有心被撕裂的感受,一個差點成真的消息就能使他如此在乎,如果這是真的呢?他……不敢去想。47Please respect copyright.PENANAh5dITBZiMj
47Please respect copyright.PENANAaLkQPiYfbJ
原來自己也會逃避。47Please respect copyright.PENANACATe1YaALB
47Please respect copyright.PENANAUvsCW5vZjo
後來、又是後來……他更認識「亞連」這個人,原來也有不輸給自己悲傷過往,他們都不能弄清楚自己到底是誰、到底該定位成怎樣的一個存在?47Please respect copyright.PENANAWoDPILbOMj
47Please respect copyright.PENANAd2hJFp80Ac
一起走過更多時光、一起經歷更多事件,雖然仍然吵吵鬧鬧,但如果有人問他是否討厭那名白髮少年……47Please respect copyright.PENANACzXHFYDPSA
47Please respect copyright.PENANAW8ep3z3HR0
如果回答了打從心底厭惡,他無法不心虛。47Please respect copyright.PENANAkRWAPu17Rt
47Please respect copyright.PENANAzc8sBtiFkg
……47Please respect copyright.PENANAbpwokDfLDn
47Please respect copyright.PENANA9kq04iGxnF
這是為什麼?明明那人的個性就是他最厭煩的那種,容易心軟、容易同情,對所有人寬容只對自己殘酷,身上還有惡魔的痕跡……47Please respect copyright.PENANAJKCPrue246
47Please respect copyright.PENANAnIgUiR8n7V
心底根本一點也不快樂,為什麼要笑?47Please respect copyright.PENANAwGruGRDNWN
47Please respect copyright.PENANADfs5sdfYkx
既然懂得哭泣,為什麼淚水都是為他人而流?47Please respect copyright.PENANArOuNgYQKXL
47Please respect copyright.PENANA53oTjYWOnB
就算是敵人,只要有任何理由他就要為對方傷心,為什麼?47Please respect copyright.PENANAFWazW2bEpC
47Please respect copyright.PENANAf00wxWTAWu
反而在自己悲痛欲絕時留不下一滴淚水……總是對所有人微笑。47Please respect copyright.PENANAqFkCpfl1gS
47Please respect copyright.PENANAmzZG6eEpcT
這到底是為什麼?47Please respect copyright.PENANAkMZAElIJ70
47Please respect copyright.PENANAros4JAJ24q
這樣看不清自己的人他最輕蔑了不是嗎?47Please respect copyright.PENANAlfdCAX5y2j
47Please respect copyright.PENANA9obXT5AeOe
可是……是不是自己也同樣看不清自己?47Please respect copyright.PENANA2cZjHFTVYz
47Please respect copyright.PENANA5RLCoTqKvX
過去的傷痛把黑色的瞳孔蒙上一層紗幕,尋尋覓覓他發誓在沒找到「那人」之前決不能死……這樣的自己到底又活得像什麼了?47Please respect copyright.PENANA4KI9ZmplRB
47Please respect copyright.PENANAfYMEFUsmFm
並不完全是那記憶的主人,只能說是那記憶的主人促成他的存在,其實他應該是個完整的個體,卻被午夜夢迴驚醒,背負著不是自己所有的記憶活著,在每人面前建築不需要的牆。47Please respect copyright.PENANAlrA1dWDBL8
47Please respect copyright.PENANAuwS9ezYXNF
個性可能真的很冷漠很孤僻,但他做的事卻沒能用這些理由解釋。47Please respect copyright.PENANALC2VIHPwdq
47Please respect copyright.PENANA3J1A10gciQ
……也該問問自己為什麼了。47Please respect copyright.PENANArCKi4gFcaY
47Please respect copyright.PENANAWofBpwX5J5
可不是?47Please respect copyright.PENANAmD8kcCWKba
47Please respect copyright.PENANAqdOI4glY8U
終於知道自己為什麼討厭他卻說不出隻字片語。47Please respect copyright.PENANAykWa2bLCSl
47Please respect copyright.PENANA4CrIzu5s7J
原來他討厭別人跟他一樣傻,他們這兩人……真是蠢斃了!47Please respect copyright.PENANAMah1QiXIGk
47Please respect copyright.PENANABBLHBjfcZY
蠢得讓人不敢相信,而自己莫名在此刻認清。47Please respect copyright.PENANAlj8eqKVts0
47Please respect copyright.PENANA2iq24P0R3a
過往的畫面一次一次浮現腦海,閉起眼睛不用費力也能看得更清楚,有些刻意忽視的如今想起來清楚的像什麼一樣,雖然不懂……可是心頭幾番掙扎後決定靜下心去體會。47Please respect copyright.PENANAETQ80MlAsN
47Please respect copyright.PENANAVJwrciB2NC
到底剛剛始終無法靜下心是為了什麼?47Please respect copyright.PENANAScIYAaNiIJ
47Please respect copyright.PENANA7QV88V3cVw
畫面轉向下一幕,亞連開心的笑容……47Please respect copyright.PENANAX7irYBOuj3
47Please respect copyright.PENANAi1amUCrz6b
他喜歡、很喜歡那乾淨清澈、如果可以再更少去一點隱隱不安會更好的……笑容。47Please respect copyright.PENANAneI7fOqkGO
47Please respect copyright.PENANA7bdub12BnL
這就是答案。47Please respect copyright.PENANAG8t8TtIvFc
47Please respect copyright.PENANAcg06DRsKqr
「……」墨黑的眼在此時睜開,此刻起帶上了過去沒有的神采。47Please respect copyright.PENANAj6iryRPank
47Please respect copyright.PENANA4S4Qa2msHS
…………47Please respect copyright.PENANAblwnK8ca25
47Please respect copyright.PENANAq32tEWeesZ
……47Please respect copyright.PENANAdMfVaXGiP4
47Please respect copyright.PENANApVMoosBLlZ
47Please respect copyright.PENANAMxQsOTN48t
47Please respect copyright.PENANAXrCsi7Ad7j
ns216.73.216.224da247Please respect copyright.PENANA6IMJAU0cGO
細小的光粒子從門縫中溜入,在不被發現的情況下貼服神田的墨黑衣擺、亞連攤在枕上的潔白髮梢,光澤暗去。47Please respect copyright.PENANAHhmTS4xpbT
47Please respect copyright.PENANAZwONCf5T01
……47Please respect copyright.PENANAKrM8UxaQdM
47Please respect copyright.PENANAVY9pUnzh6z
47Please respect copyright.PENANAPdcpOrbybX
47Please respect copyright.PENANALmaakUHGg9
從來沒有看過如此乾淨的色彩和清澈的眸子──47Please respect copyright.PENANAnlKjOuzkIz
47Please respect copyright.PENANAvqp1KSmC7P
他記起第一次見到白髮少年的那一刻,先是為他純白的髮色驚疑然後是驚艷,接著誤以為是惡魔打了一場,才被趕來的少女阻止。47Please respect copyright.PENANAFwerOymnMx
47Please respect copyright.PENANAYP6V39Tjie
這似乎註定了,之後他們將吵吵鬧鬧的度過每次見面、相處。47Please respect copyright.PENANAacprHKZG2o
47Please respect copyright.PENANAO9LhBqTJfJ
尤其每次刻意惹惱白髮少年,明知道自己的個性被人所詬病反而變本加厲,幾次對著槓接著還為他取了一個綽號──「豆芽菜」。47Please respect copyright.PENANAoRWpZP8V7G
47Please respect copyright.PENANATa2FSWCbmw
很久很久他都是這麼叫著,除了在前方加上一些有的沒的沒營養形容詞,例如白癡、笨蛋……諸如此類。47Please respect copyright.PENANAfvBSVPo9bq
47Please respect copyright.PENANApMXdtbwxrR
……現在回想起來突然覺得自己很幼稚、很愚蠢。47Please respect copyright.PENANASqfuF3XnuS
47Please respect copyright.PENANAfQJKGlNxgZ
──不過這不是重點,擺一邊先略過、略過。47Please respect copyright.PENANAU91DpaZ1lN
47Please respect copyright.PENANAnjXVToki1h
然後一起出了幾次任務。47Please respect copyright.PENANA0dmNo7NKzZ
47Please respect copyright.PENANAGSejoJ450T
第一次一起回收聖潔又因為理念不同暴發衝突,他承認自己個性極差可以見人就吵,但……從沒有哪個人能一再引起他情緒波動,更沒想到少年的眼淚會讓他心悸,雖然當時只是微微睜大雙眼,可是無法忽視心裡的一陣騷動。47Please respect copyright.PENANAaIztjHA2kN
47Please respect copyright.PENANAQ6S9tLeGHM
雖然很快又因為惡魔復起大戰一場,將事情給忽略過去。47Please respect copyright.PENANAZiOJrVIYBP
47Please respect copyright.PENANAzi5A5nSBQz
可是……47Please respect copyright.PENANASYCnMsCa5j
47Please respect copyright.PENANAYPJjDzJ22L
「神田,如果可以,我還是想當一個可以救人的破壞者。」47Please respect copyright.PENANAgB93nW7XZW
47Please respect copyright.PENANAu9dkm8Kqj6
一句話,不知為何如此動人、聽著心都痛了,不得不刻進腦海最深處。47Please respect copyright.PENANArFD8YBlN0S
47Please respect copyright.PENANAxvdkTKufFa
那時的他也許發現了什麼,但只是沉默看著當作什麼也不曉得。47Please respect copyright.PENANAUAeLKsesfI
47Please respect copyright.PENANAfnOC7qtwGt
一別之後再見面是很久之後,他這才知道白髮少年「幾乎死過一回」,那時因為忙於和惡魔群對戰,且隨後被捲入亂七八糟的方舟「闖關」旅程,連自己也差點掛上一輪,何況據說曾經掛點的傢伙不時活蹦亂跳的指責他不是。47Please respect copyright.PENANAyijIITpBc5
47Please respect copyright.PENANANSlKNwAl1J
假裝遺忘了,每一次聽到對方消息的刺痛感受。47Please respect copyright.PENANAS1qsrxgS4R
47Please respect copyright.PENANAdv16MwtBKN
一回又一回,他忽略或當作看到自己的心。47Please respect copyright.PENANABVFdXWAt6Q
47Please respect copyright.PENANAbirNjdDGlr
那樣的記憶後來回想起來會有心被撕裂的感受,一個差點成真的消息就能使他如此在乎,如果這是真的呢?他……不敢去想。47Please respect copyright.PENANAh5dITBZiMj
47Please respect copyright.PENANAaLkQPiYfbJ
原來自己也會逃避。47Please respect copyright.PENANACATe1YaALB
47Please respect copyright.PENANAUvsCW5vZjo
後來、又是後來……他更認識「亞連」這個人,原來也有不輸給自己悲傷過往,他們都不能弄清楚自己到底是誰、到底該定位成怎樣的一個存在?47Please respect copyright.PENANAWoDPILbOMj
47Please respect copyright.PENANAd2hJFp80Ac
一起走過更多時光、一起經歷更多事件,雖然仍然吵吵鬧鬧,但如果有人問他是否討厭那名白髮少年……47Please respect copyright.PENANACzXHFYDPSA
47Please respect copyright.PENANAW8ep3z3HR0
如果回答了打從心底厭惡,他無法不心虛。47Please respect copyright.PENANAkRWAPu17Rt
47Please respect copyright.PENANAzc8sBtiFkg
……47Please respect copyright.PENANAbpwokDfLDn
47Please respect copyright.PENANA9kq04iGxnF
這是為什麼?明明那人的個性就是他最厭煩的那種,容易心軟、容易同情,對所有人寬容只對自己殘酷,身上還有惡魔的痕跡……47Please respect copyright.PENANAJKCPrue246
47Please respect copyright.PENANAnIgUiR8n7V
心底根本一點也不快樂,為什麼要笑?47Please respect copyright.PENANAwGruGRDNWN
47Please respect copyright.PENANADfs5sdfYkx
既然懂得哭泣,為什麼淚水都是為他人而流?47Please respect copyright.PENANArOuNgYQKXL
47Please respect copyright.PENANA53oTjYWOnB
就算是敵人,只要有任何理由他就要為對方傷心,為什麼?47Please respect copyright.PENANAFWazW2bEpC
47Please respect copyright.PENANAf00wxWTAWu
反而在自己悲痛欲絕時留不下一滴淚水……總是對所有人微笑。47Please respect copyright.PENANAqFkCpfl1gS
47Please respect copyright.PENANAmzZG6eEpcT
這到底是為什麼?47Please respect copyright.PENANAkMZAElIJ70
47Please respect copyright.PENANAros4JAJ24q
這樣看不清自己的人他最輕蔑了不是嗎?47Please respect copyright.PENANAlfdCAX5y2j
47Please respect copyright.PENANA9obXT5AeOe
可是……是不是自己也同樣看不清自己?47Please respect copyright.PENANA2cZjHFTVYz
47Please respect copyright.PENANA5RLCoTqKvX
過去的傷痛把黑色的瞳孔蒙上一層紗幕,尋尋覓覓他發誓在沒找到「那人」之前決不能死……這樣的自己到底又活得像什麼了?47Please respect copyright.PENANA4KI9ZmplRB
47Please respect copyright.PENANAfYMEFUsmFm
並不完全是那記憶的主人,只能說是那記憶的主人促成他的存在,其實他應該是個完整的個體,卻被午夜夢迴驚醒,背負著不是自己所有的記憶活著,在每人面前建築不需要的牆。47Please respect copyright.PENANAlrA1dWDBL8
47Please respect copyright.PENANAuwS9ezYXNF
個性可能真的很冷漠很孤僻,但他做的事卻沒能用這些理由解釋。47Please respect copyright.PENANALC2VIHPwdq
47Please respect copyright.PENANA3J1A10gciQ
……也該問問自己為什麼了。47Please respect copyright.PENANArCKi4gFcaY
47Please respect copyright.PENANAWofBpwX5J5
可不是?47Please respect copyright.PENANAmD8kcCWKba
47Please respect copyright.PENANAqdOI4glY8U
終於知道自己為什麼討厭他卻說不出隻字片語。47Please respect copyright.PENANAykWa2bLCSl
47Please respect copyright.PENANA4CrIzu5s7J
原來他討厭別人跟他一樣傻,他們這兩人……真是蠢斃了!47Please respect copyright.PENANAMah1QiXIGk
47Please respect copyright.PENANABBLHBjfcZY
蠢得讓人不敢相信,而自己莫名在此刻認清。47Please respect copyright.PENANAlj8eqKVts0
47Please respect copyright.PENANA2iq24P0R3a
過往的畫面一次一次浮現腦海,閉起眼睛不用費力也能看得更清楚,有些刻意忽視的如今想起來清楚的像什麼一樣,雖然不懂……可是心頭幾番掙扎後決定靜下心去體會。47Please respect copyright.PENANAETQ80MlAsN
47Please respect copyright.PENANAVJwrciB2NC
到底剛剛始終無法靜下心是為了什麼?47Please respect copyright.PENANAScIYAaNiIJ
47Please respect copyright.PENANA7QV88V3cVw
畫面轉向下一幕,亞連開心的笑容……47Please respect copyright.PENANAX7irYBOuj3
47Please respect copyright.PENANAi1amUCrz6b
他喜歡、很喜歡那乾淨清澈、如果可以再更少去一點隱隱不安會更好的……笑容。47Please respect copyright.PENANAneI7fOqkGO
47Please respect copyright.PENANA7bdub12BnL
這就是答案。47Please respect copyright.PENANAG8t8TtIvFc
47Please respect copyright.PENANAcg06DRsKqr
「……」墨黑的眼在此時睜開,此刻起帶上了過去沒有的神采。47Please respect copyright.PENANAj6iryRPank
47Please respect copyright.PENANA4S4Qa2msHS
…………47Please respect copyright.PENANAblwnK8ca25
47Please respect copyright.PENANAq32tEWeesZ
……47Please respect copyright.PENANAdMfVaXGiP4
47Please respect copyright.PENANApVMoosBLlZ
47Please respect copyright.PENANAMxQsOTN48t
47Please respect copyright.PENANAXrCsi7Ad7j