觀問之始(一):林慧芳入夢書問,言與心之辨現象58Please respect copyright.PENANAnM7C5WDKxX
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觀問期第一日,林慧芳被安置於幻界語林最深處,一處名為「無應之亭」的幻地之中。此地不應聲、不映象、不記語,是七宗特設的觀問靜域,用以測證語象是否自亂、語心是否離合。58Please respect copyright.PENANA79Ef8cqcAR
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她倚坐於亭中石榻之上,懷中摺扇未開,目光落於前方的語牆。那是一面如墨未乾的書牆,上無一字,卻能映出她心中之語。58Please respect copyright.PENANAmMmP7P7b5l
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初時無象,良久之後,一字浮現——「說」。58Please respect copyright.PENANA31p5VpczPD
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接著,是她從未記得自己說過的一句話:「我說話,是為了讓別人不討厭我。」58Please respect copyright.PENANASFzB6MWMvd
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林慧芳一怔,旋即苦笑:「哈,這哪門子小學問啊……」58Please respect copyright.PENANAGqboYHwSO0
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書牆無聲回應,又浮現一句:「妳說笑話,是為了讓別人不要沉默。」58Please respect copyright.PENANAV96QfS4yzf
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「妳說痛快,是為了不讓自己哭出聲來。」58Please respect copyright.PENANAc6r7nBwpN0
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一行行語句陸續浮現,彷彿有人在重現她一生中說過卻從未記下的語言——那些她為求生、為融入、為撐場面而說的每一句非真語、半假語、強笑語。58Please respect copyright.PENANAMedFoq7dyq
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她的手,輕輕握緊扇骨,聲音微顫:「這些……真的是我說的嗎?」58Please respect copyright.PENANAgc9bwEQNF7
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語牆終浮現一句:「妳說過,不等於妳承認。」58Please respect copyright.PENANAIsx0JUCLs9
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這一句,直刺她心底最深處的矛盾。58Please respect copyright.PENANAHPrzFw1ijj
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林慧芳站起身來,走向語牆,伸手一揮,整面書牆竟如墨海碎裂,字跡飛散如霧。58Please respect copyright.PENANA3fmCCZJS0s
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「我說過,是。那我也能說新的。語象不是懲罰我的牢,而是我還能選擇說什麼的證明。」58Please respect copyright.PENANAQUwRldY0y2
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她緩緩坐回原位,閉上眼,自心中低聲說出一句:「我說,是因我在。」58Please respect copyright.PENANAUQo5or1Oug
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幻地氣流一震,語林之外的心盤記下一語:「語主之證,心語合流,自成象環。」58Please respect copyright.PENANA6Vk8TpJw3u
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林慧芳的觀問,初步通過。
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觀問之始(二):無名閉境觀筆,筆不動時誰為問者?
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筆峰之巔,無名靜坐於一方空石之上,身前放著筆冊,未翻未啟,寂然無聲。58Please respect copyright.PENANA6CqDHLrPmN
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這不是他第一次靜坐,但卻是他第一次,刻意不去想問題。他閉目、斂息,只讓自己處於「未問」與「將問」之間的罅隙。58Please respect copyright.PENANAFhQTpl1zgL
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忽然,四周景色驟變,幻境如潮水漫上心岸。他回到了那座早年筆記閣樓,牆上滿布他所記過的語句與疑問,每一頁都自動翻開,每一問都迴盪於空間中:58Please respect copyright.PENANAFiTs9EuTie
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「破相者是否真存在?」58Please respect copyright.PENANAOyguQa1Txk
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「若問不能解,為何還問?」58Please respect copyright.PENANA5aKbTPDP5w
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「筆若無應,是否即為廢器?」58Please respect copyright.PENANAjnkZqZu0ub
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這些問題,他早已不再思索,但此刻卻像潮水般覆來,將他吞入。58Please respect copyright.PENANAHBbinKbq4c
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他嘗試提筆,卻發現——筆在他手中,卻寫不出一字。58Please respect copyright.PENANACD66uustg7
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他忽然醒悟:這不是幻象,也不是審判,這是他自己的問——對筆、對問者本身的試煉。58Please respect copyright.PENANA5w3qjRPzPo
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他凝視手中之筆,低聲說道:「若筆不應我,是我不配,還是我未問得夠深?」58Please respect copyright.PENANAn8IUcR9ydM
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書閣四壁開始崩解,化為一座浮空墨海,一行語出現在其上:58Please respect copyright.PENANAsLMbqW0AuE
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「筆不動時,誰為問者?」58Please respect copyright.PENANAAEhbYRts7b
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無名望向那行字,許久之後,低聲回應:「若筆不記我之問,我仍能記得自己曾問。」58Please respect copyright.PENANAs5gHN6cHtV
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語未畢,筆冊忽然自動翻動一頁,顯出一道淺墨筆痕,無字、無句,卻如一道心脈橫流於頁面。58Please respect copyright.PENANA4GAyvVtSRq
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筆仍在,問未絕。58Please respect copyright.PENANAka5mPOQJi7
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筆峰之外,心盤記下一語:「筆象未現,心象已動。此人可續問。」58Please respect copyright.PENANAiTMeKFzFOP
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無名,於閉境之中,再度為問者。
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觀問之始(三):楚紅練於斷象之原靜守,心劍自問為何守?
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幻界東側,斷象原之上,楚紅練席地而坐,四周荒涼無象。此地本為破象試煉之場,問界記錄上百起象崩之例,無人能久留。58Please respect copyright.PENANAkay0YEYSgN
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但她未修象,亦不入象,僅靜坐守心,閉目如眠。劍橫於膝,氣息無波。58Please respect copyright.PENANA2RmlhaKZZZ
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她心中一問未出口,劍氣便已震動。那是一種不需言語的回應,如心動即刃鳴。58Please respect copyright.PENANAuFy2MuOW0x
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她第一次真正問自己:「我守的,是什麼?」58Please respect copyright.PENANAlIGhHJ2e2x
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回憶浮現,一幕幕律戰、一場場封象、一句句宗命——那些年她以為自己是在守正、守法、守界。但從白骨嶺至今,太多事讓她疑惑。58Please respect copyright.PENANA33NhutgMOs
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若律不能救人、筆不能記心、象不能容錯……那她守的是什麼?58Please respect copyright.PENANA8PiY9IrtZN
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她睜眼望向前方,一道裂痕由斷象原深處浮現,如一把未出鞘的劍。58Please respect copyright.PENANAIAgRspxeHK
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「若劍所向非為守生,而為裁心,那我寧願折劍。」58Please respect copyright.PENANA66A9BZD4Qn
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她低聲說完,將手置於劍柄之上,卻未拔出。氣機內收,一道劍意於體內周轉,從斷象原深處化出一道淡紅光環,緩緩包覆她四周。58Please respect copyright.PENANAqBm2qMpeW7
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心盤記下:「守象者無問、無爭、無筆,卻自生守意。此人守道不守形,為問界罕見之劍象潛現者。」58Please respect copyright.PENANAXjBenv2m0q
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楚紅練未開口,卻以心證其劍,以靜證其問。58Please respect copyright.PENANAP93UTrkIIo
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劍未動,問已立。她守的,不是舊律,也不是他人,而是那一句——「我願守」。
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觀問之始(四):塵飛揚象影首現,夢中問界焚書自顯
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藏霧山宗,山腹禁塔之中,一間無燈無窗的石室,塵飛揚獨自盤坐已七日七夜。宗門以「破象後遺」為由封其出行,實則是將他自界中孤立,名為「問息」,實為「問禁」。58Please respect copyright.PENANAe1TNfzsoEO
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但這一夜,他於靜定中忽然心驚夢動,腦海中浮現一道裂書之象——那是一本他從未見過,卻似乎早已書過的經冊,頁頁焚毀於火,字字扭曲如嘶吼。58Please respect copyright.PENANA0uqFR8ozUO
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書中傳來一語:「你若是問者,為何止筆?」58Please respect copyright.PENANA1tX2jelrd0
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塵飛揚驚醒,額間汗濕,四壁仍是沉靜石色。但在牆上,不知何時浮現一道筆痕之象,與無名筆冊之中曾出現過的筆影幾乎一致。58Please respect copyright.PENANAlzlJ9MpeXL
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他伸手觸牆,指下微震,心中一語未出口:「是你嗎?還在問?」58Please respect copyright.PENANALPIPC56Co8
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他環視四周,禁塔無人,唯有牆上一枚宗印緩緩黯淡。這是七宗觀盤之印,唯當觀象映入宗脈時才會自現。58Please respect copyright.PENANA82Xffo42SQ
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他知道,這表示——七宗正在觀象,而觀象之中,有他。58Please respect copyright.PENANA5bAOrfkR0E
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「我……被記入了?」他喃喃自語,目光深沉如夜。58Please respect copyright.PENANALDnYIjzA7a
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他回望書案,筆未動,心卻已問。那本破書自夢中回還,於桌上憑空浮現一句:58Please respect copyright.PENANAVsBIlVpUBJ
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「若問界已不容問,那你還信問嗎?」58Please respect copyright.PENANApoDemNvGvQ
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塵飛揚緩緩坐回案前,眼神如劍鋒藏雪,低語一句:「我信。但不信他們定義的那個‘問’。」58Please respect copyright.PENANAjV1pzhCqUi
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山風忽動,禁塔之外,霧氣繚繞,一線筆光穿雲而現,如將裂界之勢。58Please respect copyright.PENANAHIJ3ihALZg
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七宗觀盤之外,靜詠宗一名觀者忽見盤中異象,低語記下:「有象未入界,心已參審。」58Please respect copyright.PENANAKwum7ZaL8S
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塵飛揚之名,未被列於審中三者,卻已現於心盤之外象——此為「域外問象」,歷來唯一一次由宗外自動浮顯者。58Please respect copyright.PENANAs4ezzLqmr1
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觀問期之中,局外之人,正在成為未列之問者。
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