《再見，是再見還是再也不見？》 - 信件

我攞起咖啡，加入少少白糖，為既就係減少咖啡因帶來既苦澀。140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzZjxTHze1R
成件事會唔會好矛盾呢？明知咖啡係苦，點解要特登加糖落去改變佢原本既味道呢。140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ02DQmkKKpO
有啲事，就算你點努力去改，一萬年都唔會變。140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsC8WnyLtj3
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嗎？140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiEnTgBQpbh
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自從見完Jessie半年後，佢Whatsapp status狀態一直都係處於下線中。140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8zyNTf2G6u
可想而知，佢一直都冇覆我，好似人間蒸發左一樣。140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG0fAvnMJAf
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出於好奇心，呢半年黎我一直都透過佢身邊啲朋友問下佢最近既動向。140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkDAivyun6w
但係得到既都係「唔知呀」「冇聯絡好耐喇」「你失戀傻撚左呀？」140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpkgymw2nwm
冇錯，大家都知道我係Last day既時候比Jessie飛左。140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTFY5NvMR58
但係，妳果晚點解要突然出現，突然講話好鍾意我？140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJLirZxvfrt
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呢半年黎，我每一日都過得好心不在焉。140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrgarITdDBA
我好掛住Jessie，好掛住佢。140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMPP61fJhnH
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我媽媽send左段訊息比我。140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg1fLgfkLNf
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「仔，今日房屋署好似寄左封信俾我地，你返去幫我睇下，我放左係櫃桶度。」140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmhuJns3qLo
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我send左個OK既emoji比佢之後，就慢慢咁行返屋企。140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb8t2OvUfdf
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返到屋企，望下門外既信封箱，發現原來我都已經一段時間冇負責拆信了。140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPvxzPBFdXf
每當有啲重要信件，我呀媽都會同我講聲，所以一直以黎我都冇主動去做呢樣嘢。140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJI7w2Iky6I
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拉開櫃桶，第一個就係房屋署既文件，正當我打算關左佢既時候。140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAxPv8nzfI1
「To James, Jessie」既文件映入我眼簾，我手開始震，已經攞唔穩任何野。140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0LxSHvP9t8
我好震驚，好嬲，好自責。140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡysKThvhD1H
我好嬲我呀媽冇同我講？我好嬲自己我檢查信件？我好自責自己冇早啲發現呢封信...140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUZTnuwy6jb
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過左一陣，心情恢復返，我即刻打電話比老母問佢做咩唔同我講有信件比我。140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2easyj60LY
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「咁見你呢排都好似唔開心咁，咪打算之後同你講咯」140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡffxS2SsncP
「咩信咁重要呀？」140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ioVw7Djtb
「你講野態度可唔可以好啲呀？」140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk9gmMXTS5H
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我太嬲，果斷地cut左佢線。140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡooTUC4iubB
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攞住封信返左間房，total有三封。140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrQBKfiDzae
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「Hi James,你睇到呢封信既時候，我諗你已經whatsapp唔到我喇，對唔住好多野黎唔切同你講，但係我真係開。心可以見返你，雖然一齊既時間好短，但係呢種感覺好似返左去中學既時候咁。140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFTI4BnjymT
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希望你唔好唔開心啦，我因為一啲事情所以同外界斷左聯繫，但係我地可以寫信呀！140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsdVZnWfnoy
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Love,140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwhAv5RWUaI
Jessie」140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrmJEUjqWIv
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睇完呢封信，我既淚水莫名地留下。140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDGK4Jsiu3J
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「Hi James! 做咩仲唔回信呀，再唔回信俾我就嬲你架喇，哼！不過我有啲野想同你講，我對唔住隱瞞左你咁耐，其實我想趁仲有力氣既時候解釋返中學Last day果日我點解拒絕你。140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaMzRPHl0ks
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我中四果年比醫院診斷為後天性腦癌，但係好彩高中三年病情仲未惡化，感謝老天爺比我陪到你，經歷左咁多開心既事。Last day果日我拒絕你係因為我屋企人打算帶我去美國治療，以香港既醫療條件，等待我既只有前往天堂的路。140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXYo7HtE9XC
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過左Last day我下一日就同屋企人飛左去美國，對唔住，冇同你講。我話我有男朋友其實係呃你架。140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhP4QlUFjhi
但係點解我會返黎香港呢，因為我屋企人為左我既醫療開支，積蓄都已經洗得七七八八，我索性同佢地講不如聽天由命吧，我同屋企人都嘈左一段時間，但係因為我唔忍心見度佢地繼續承擔巨大既支出，所以我都係堅持唔需要繼續接受治療。140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4FGNjQiWt2
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到寫緊信呢一刻，醫生話我如果唔接受治療，剩低既時間就只有半年。140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJEntCwNKAn
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Love,140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSrJ1mRffbj
Jessie」140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4bGTTaWR5f
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我呢一刻好無助，原來佢發生左咁多野，我咩都唔知，點解我可以咁無用。140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK4IQA2tOU0
睇返寄信既時間，正正係六個月前。雖然我唔想往壞方向諗，但係我大概知道最後一封信既內容係咩，我有種不祥既預感。