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小武推門進來時病床空著，年輕護士在更換床單和被罩。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0htblgTJq6
「又來送飯了嗎，真孝順呢。」 她眯著眼睛笑， 「你父親被安排去做定期檢查了。」47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzc2HwSBoyf
他點點頭，「我在這裡等。」 轉身將昨日殘留的保暖飯盒整理好，他注意到姑姑擱在床頭的提包裡有一封信，上標有「病歷本」的手寫字樣。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXNkLTxz1vH
好奇心的驅使令他難以克制探知的欲求，終於還是躊躇地抽出來信裡的東西。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5T1hS0l5Rl
有本病歷和幾張收據，以及一張對折的十六開紙。他展開來看——47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSAcZ0b1e1K
一式三份的手術協議書，甲方落款處是父親的字跡。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPvjsmrtYAQ
在『除醫生失誤操作以外，開顱手術若導致患者腦部受損、院方不負主要責任』后跟著姑父的簽名。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPa42HPwMiu
「腦膜瘤，腦垂體鈣化…。」 47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMh6bmzXYo9
山本武不由地念出了聲。 換好床單的護士將被褥鋪平，應和道，「很辛苦呢，不到五十歲就要遭罪。我老家的母親也是，手術之後留了後遺癥…唉。」47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ52esenVuYL
「會有什麽後遺癥？」 小武問護士。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjLwacdfCiI
「樂觀一點就是癲癇啊失語啊、嚴重的話就是偏癱、精神障礙甚至長期昏迷吧。」 護士抱起替換下來的床單， 「問題是這些癥狀也會幷發，我母親就是偏癱伴有失語。」47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIdpobiB54o
「祈禱你父親能夠順利奪過難關，」 她歎了口氣，推門離開。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxpmMiSfbuF
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坐在父親的翅膀下，不知道他淋了雨。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPLa5D9DCNq
山本武閉上眼睛。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3qZFATjigV
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『何もかもを閉じ込めた瓶の中、ただ僕は愛しさを押し殺した。』47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDjdGA8JHYJ
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落日將身體拉伸成細長黑線投射在地面，從醫院回來的這條路上，行人們紛紛踐踏自己的影子。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRgU71uNOgo
走著走著，他驀地決心掉轉了方向。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa911HCVNnX
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放學時間，校門口人潮湧動。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg8hHEVTvrD
倚著校門外的一棵櫻樹，斜肩背包身著淺灰西裝制服的山本武在人群中格外凸顯。擦身而過的女生們嘰嘰喳喳或竊竊私語、討論著他一身筆直一臉英俊，期待又故作膽怯地、希望能被注意到。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK3Iv54EJiO
然而他只是專注于掃視、尋找著。直至人群散去的差不多、只剩還在進行社團活動或是放課補習的學生停留在校內，守門人慢吞吞地推上大門鎖好、只留了條狹窄通道。他擔心自己或許漏掉了那個人，亦或者對方已發覺自己卻蓄意避開——47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8bmdBMy8cu
雲雀已近半個月沒再來過店裡。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhxbrY1Iyfn
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再等了多久，天暗了下來。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHzdqHQgBjP
亮著燈的教室越來越少、操場上的人影也逐漸不見。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz7kRBTpYDZ
小武焦慮地詢問守衛人員，「可以讓我進去嗎？」 47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8fO12GIXI5
「對不起，沒有身著并盛高中的校服，是不允許進校園的。」47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡad0U1mHWU0
「哦…謝謝。」 47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTOnfuSToV0
他只好決定離開。剛抬腳走了幾步，身後傳來了一把熟悉的交談聲。扭頭看，果然是草壁哲矢，只是同行的人並非雲雀。 47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuARP9F6iHi
他佯裝巧合相遇、走上前說， 「呦、草壁先生。」47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrqj21oHJcS
叼著煙頭的男人先是側目瞄了眼、隨即驚詫地說，「是山本君嗎？」47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL560LHqpiw
「真是好久不見了！現在在哪裡，過得好嗎。」47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk3SNelXhLQ
「在鈴蘭高校，老樣子。」 47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJOMBhin8J9
「哦、離這邊挺遠的嘛，」 草壁將煙踩滅， 「今天來這裡見同學老師的？」47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWgFr61Tyz9
「不…」 他猶豫片刻， 「草壁先生、現在和雲雀還有聯絡嗎。」47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkOaddjv7P8
草壁失笑、搭上旁人的肩膀說， 「那是當然了，我們永遠都會跟隨他的，忠心不二。」47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxGtZJPdRRe
「那麼，想麻煩草壁先生你、能否告訴我雲雀現在在哪。」47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvNWy73cPKR
「這…我還真不知道。」47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhLZJxaHIPM
「欸哲矢大哥、」 在旁的男人突然插話， 「雲雀大人是去教訓上竹那群傢伙了吧，還叫不許我們插手，你不記得了么，他還——」 47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm6h2y0DUTT
「咳咳、…」 草壁打斷了他，男人立刻意識到自己多嘴了，「啊抱歉抱歉…」47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfuCjpy4HLx
氣氛略顯尷尬。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwPAhSNRwR8
頃刻沉默后，小武向后退了一步、緊接著彎下腰深鞠躬。 47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvGlQiCsJOQ
「喂山本、你…」47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHTMn3AizzJ
「拜託您了、請務必告訴我，這對我非常重要。」47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2UvalbMLgt
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短暫無言過後，草壁終於歎了口氣。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOGtrKJU6nI
他指著落日的方向， 「沿著這條路一直走到河邊，然後向東不遠處的廢棄工廠，他在那裡。」47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoRajhUg3vR
小武抬起頭、拗出一對笑渦。道了謝後正要轉身離開。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUr7IsfaTkB
「喂、山本，」 草壁攔住他、暗地將一把蝴蝶刀順進他的衣兜裡， 「注意安全。」47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ0rafwDdSM
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山本武在工廠後身的小塊空地上找到了雲雀。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT0h89ysHVI
他的淺杏色校服蹭有斑斑駁駁的污跡，像是剛經歷過混戰。地上躺著幾具哀嚎的軀體，雲雀單腳踩在其中一個男人的胸脯上、冰冷的拐抵著男人的眼窩，他的嘴唇動了動、便不留餘力猛力扎下去——47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEbXqlg9KpR
只聽淒慘的嘶吼驚起了附近一群鳥兒，回音環繞樓間漸漸消散開來。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxY8lqgIx66
在旁目睹此景的一位金髮男子，頗有頭目的氣質。他邊鼓掌邊走近雲雀，身後跟進五六個黑衣打手，手裡拎著鐵質的球棒。小武輕手輕腳繞到雲雀身後的一堆垃圾後面，靜觀其變尋找著時機。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnFXAcj9SAI
「委員長的氣勢依舊不減當年呢，」 金髮男巧笑， 「拜您所賜、我在監獄里蹲了四年，這才放出來沒幾天，就聽說您已經轉行不混風紀混黑道了？」47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0wXWFfn6jQ
「有屁快放。」47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP8ELpbECSt
「據說上竹區現在也是您的地盤，還請您把它的管轄權物歸原主。」47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoykKS2xUNn
「真不巧。我原本有這個意思、不過現在我改主意了，」 雲雀收起拐，做好再出手的準備， 「要怪就怪你那弟弟。」47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk2quRJbObM
「您頸後的淤痕是我弟傷的沒錯。不過啊，您可是直接廢了他一隻右手哦。」47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSxJP6mf47g
「所以呢。」47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsVhCnW6RmN
金髮男掏了掏耳朵， 「今天我也得廢了您的右手，作為附加補償。」47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4DNlvGszCH
雲雀啞然失笑。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlonY5RaMF0
「好啊。如果你做得到，這隻手就送你。」47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs6lXsqd227
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頃刻間，雙方幾乎同時出招。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlerRbcKVzx
尾隨的幾個打手將雲雀包圍在圈裡，在他專注與金髮男人交手的同時、打算從背後進攻以牽扯他的精力。小武從口袋裡掏出蝴蝶刀、趁這群人伺機下手之際一躍而起。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqV13nU49BA
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若比心狠手辣，山本武截止現在所殺之人坐得滿一間教室。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqKGSFnysNv
早先他還記得死在自己刀下時的抽搐身軀和扭曲表情甚至名字，再過不了多久記憶力如同吸附過多水的海綿，用力擰之後幾乎榨幹了全部。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYSZjUPC83y
他反握住蝴蝶刀，扣住黑衣人的雙臂、對準脖頸的動脈位置適度地劃了下去。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu4Bo235W6A
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金髮男子訕笑， 「委員長原來叫了幫手來嗎，這可不行哦——」47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxRfh3sTnjL
話音未落就重重承受來自對方的猛烈攻擊，球棒與鐵拐霎時摩擦迸裂出火花。雲雀愈發施力、雙方抗衡的僵持局面開始發生偏轉，金髮男逐漸被逼往弱勢。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjWotLW8aIm
「沒有幫手，照樣收拾得了你。」 47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPr8W5dj9UF
雲雀醞釀出全力以置之於死地、卻不料余光的視野里察覺有黑影蠢蠢欲動、企圖從身後夾擊自己。瞄準金髮男人腹部屈膝一頂——對方哀嚎著跪倒在地，手中的力氣散去了不少。俄而，剛空閒出來的冷拐又得招架在後身黑衣打手已劈下的球棒，頃刻間金屬的碰撞不堪入耳。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Xw6GoNyfm
在與黑衣人糾纏之時，金髮男人從地上踉蹌地爬起來、蹭掉嘴角的血， 47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKJRFO059Zy
「我說、委員長啊，」 47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX0YhQL7KoS
說著從腰腹側摸索出把手槍。槍口還栓有消音器。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw7jzYVSwFb
「到底是誰收拾誰…」 上膛、對準前方， 「還講不好呢！」　47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxsIUakIpfl
奸笑聲並行，「去死吧——」47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVKVLdHffyq
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雲雀撂倒了黑衣人，卻連回身都已然來不及。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfeTfPhM0DB
這一槍或許躲不掉了，他想。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtZncoDlQ0G
金髮男人扣動了扳機。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPOZaSZenGr
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幾近同時，身體竟被人從後方捆緊。他聽到子彈穿透肌肉時發出捏碎番茄般的悶爆聲。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFGTgblKqnL
有誰的嘴唇貼在自己的耳側痛苦地低吼，滑落。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeSOJNecTxl
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來不及做更多思考，雲雀奪過山本武手中的蝴蝶刀，轉身投射出去——47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL62BlqqF5e
目標命中金髮男握搶的右腕。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQLWNmymH9g
男人連連叫疼、槍抓不住掉在地上。他迅速奔過去掠走槍，順勢將金髮男人踹翻在地。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoTVVy42jO1
「你的這隻手，我要了。」47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgxGmQkMXD7
語畢，一腳踩上還扎在男人腕上的刀把，硬生生穿透了他的手腕、被釘在地上。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHMCwSoxNFp
震耳欲聾的悲鳴，響徹了整個黃昏。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbnU8WfI0jv
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「雲、雲雀、你、有沒有受傷…」 47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx4yLbVZlVf
寬大手掌堵住傷口，汩汩血從手指的縫隙中滲出。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmlcleogvnz
「沒有，」 能聽到繁碎的踩踏聲向這邊趨近。雲雀遲疑一瞬，將校服脫下、裹在山本武的傷口處以掩人耳目，拉著他鑽進兩棟廠房之間的細窄夾縫。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3uIuZnYLIS
「我們走。」47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDzKtbniBMv
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四周場景被飛速拋在腦後，仿佛道路兩旁築起模糊的墻。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXVLTj0Puxs
緊追著的腳步聲叫駡聲漸行漸遠，山本渾渾噩噩間像是做了一場焦灼的夢、可腳下還在機械地被那個人牽扯著向前運動。除了雲雀被風吹起的黑髮掃過自己的臉頰，其他一概捕捉不到知覺。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA4GYCkozWX
跑了多遠，幾乎僵硬的軀體忽地不受控制、栽歪了一下便再也支不起來了——47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMoCZ3NytlO
小武來不及叫前面人的名字，恍惚之間竟已經歪躺在冰冷的石板路上了。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEkiBFSQ8xD
可他還沒失去意識。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjt6FZqdg5M
感覺到被拖拖拽拽扯進了一個濕冷的空間，沼氣瀰漫中混有發黴的腐臭。他仰起頭依靠冰涼的牆壁癱坐著，深深汲取氧氣攢足了講話的體力。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhhjEFmdiuL
「雲雀…那群人、」47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoGA0Bg4fic
「閉上你的嘴。」 話語中聽得出幾分怒氣幾分嚴肅。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJf8wX41L04
蹲下身扳開了山本捂著傷的手、他仔細查看著。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr6R628pKPc
子彈好像沒有留在裏面。 舒了一口氣。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡebVyaL5tfX
一張泛著蒼白色的嘴虛弱地叫，「雲、雀…」47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6YfrU8ymDa
「你很吵。」 將校服的裡襯扯下來撕成一條條、再一層層緊纏在傷口處，「忍著點。」　47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcF5qLfvO2T
雲雀抹掉順著鬢角滴落的汗時，沾在手上的血不小心蹭到臉頰。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxBF3Qs7UI2
小武吃力地伸手夠過去， 「…唔、…」　用食指拭去了那道血痕。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1PBN4jzREB
他沒有拒絕這份觸碰。 47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0vvfQgrFYg
那根手指卻開始得寸進尺地四處徘徊，有意無意掃著自己的嘴角、臉頰——47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4spVAXYKZz
殘忍又卑鄙的一種試探。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBoZGxv83Co
待到傷口暫時被強制止住血，雲雀才抬起頭冷冷瞧山本武。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7O9CK5UOwp
「玩够了沒有。」 47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9L9XkFvo6P
白紙般的一張臉、畫上生硬的笑臉，少年憔悴地點頭。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLmanFw4i1z
人類，47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4GpyiWfoz9
「手臂、沒知覺了呢…」47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa8YS11enjA
「會恢復的。」47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSjjzHOg0Il
是由矛盾構成的。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKpIVHxB3Rd
「呵…這麼一來，想打球都沒可…能了。」47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxFuBQhPcka
「再等等，草壁馬上就到。」47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNK3FRndiHz
寂寞，47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7OhxnZ8mx1
「…就這麼逃走了，雲雀一定…很不甘心吧。」47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ95tMS2Vs8H
「逃走？」 他睥睨，「注意你的措辭。」47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjezg6KfVSh
不寂寞。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ZKS6UoiSA
「很想殺了，礙、礙手礙腳的我吧…」47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcPSHOlLev9
「哇哦，你挺清楚的嘛。」47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlWUd8fZrQl
戀慕，47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBOzotrqDv7
「…可是終於能…見到你、了、…」 47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU9MM926FQU
他像是困極了，講著講著禁不住睡過去的模樣，看起來是泰然的、柔和的。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIjOdlAtgUT
雲雀叫了山本的名字、無回應，再推他的肩膀——47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6jHJt3X7vv
那身軀自然而然往一側徐徐傾斜，直至撞上一旁的垃圾桶。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2GXZzShMJP
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不戀慕。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnvGVJ8M9XZ
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山本武從冗雜繁複的夢中驚醒時，周身被乳白的窗簾籠罩在狹窄的空間里。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNs5ATlpqF1
汗已浸透了衣服、床單。仰躺在陌生的床上僵楞一時，下意識去尋手臂的傷、觸到了凹凸不平的粗製布料。勉強串起的記憶里有雲雀恭彌的聲與影。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4toldpOocl
是對方送自己到了這裡。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡitEq04Ebto
牆上鐘的時針已越過三，深夜將臨破曉。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPQ1XdVsDoj
環視四周、病床旁的折叠椅支開著，有誰坐過的痕跡。掏了掏褲兜里，手機還在。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUVrvRdZNvb
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他猜想雲雀你或許沒有察覺、自己在那個下雨天偷偷存進你通訊簿的一串陌生號碼。手機草稿箱里，如同記錄心情的部落格一段段、擠滿了有關於你的文字。倘若他按下發送鍵，你會收到么。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs13HcA8t17
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打了幾個字、又全部刪掉，改成一句簡短的問候，發了過去。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoGk8n6qJan
——在做什麽？47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBE6xK3OLLa
過了許久，接不到對方的回覆，也是意料之中。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWkOvG7ffoR
本打算今晚就這麼睡下吧，忽地，手機屏幕就亮了。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDlD6OAXv5I
——睡覺。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcb5IJX184X
他淺淺一笑。翻了個身、疼出滿身冷汗，所幸痛覺並非總是壞事。抬起手臂活動五指，雖伴隨著鑽心刺痛卻令人欣喜若狂，這隻手還活著。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5hG6JIM247
——想見你。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUHIMhdB9uB
房間里瀰漫著藥水揮發后鹹濕又刺鼻的氣味，在清冷的白露夜里蒸騰出一股燥熱。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMleKGfzmC0
抵抗著漫灌腦頂的昏眩，小武拔掉了輸液針頭，從床上掙扎爬了起來。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4234S7Xee1
——不是剛見過了。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyWPl0x4bUK
他抓起染有斑駁血跡的校服上衣、扶牆蹭出了病房。昏黃的檯燈下，身著白掛的中年男子伏在桌上打盹，他認得這人是夏馬爾。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡytvrICfwYq
——等我。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq8RdX1I4Pl
出於禮貌或許該打個照面，可大腦此刻出於什麽命令他要逃。並不打算驚醒夢中人，山本武一步一挪探到門口，推開虛掩的轉門悄悄溜了出去。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9BKv8LrDcs
——你在哪兒？47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHEzaTBlT6L
夜風吹拂手臂的傷，從層層裹緊的紗布里、透出朵綻放開的殷紅。他漫遊在街上步履不穩像是醉了，路過一輛無客的士將它攔下、司機從後視鏡瞥了眼少年手臂上的傷口問，去哪兒。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡso2uAPtoCV
儘管不要問，只要往前開。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWmn7DSjAsl
這條路的盡頭，就是他的家。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvefxvgg5AL
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——你家門外。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtUdsf7R84A
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雲雀合上手機蓋，沉默了幾秒。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvURlIhNAxE
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世界此時無聲，沒有人叩門，唯有男人的粗嘎喘息從鐵門那頭穿透進來。他匆忙從地上爬起來，腳沒停穩就猛地一滑、就跌跌撞撞地衝到玄關處，推開了門。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrVTHwIVdPz
意料之中亦之外的少年正倚著墻，笑得狡黠。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHQnLVpeNak
「雲雀你，就不怕我是騙你的嗎？」 47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXUQZLx1IwL
旋即，笑容就僵在臉上。 47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ZJIsna6Yp
雲雀身上的白襯衫沾滿血痕，小武認出這和之前打鬥時所穿是同一件、左胸口印有并盛校徽。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRSsxfNmfp3
「說是睡覺，卻連衣服都沒換呢。」47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWQiiUCwsxD
「廢話﹑」 雲雀斜眼瞪他、再轉身回屋裡，「我剛從你那兒回來。沒想到你小子這麼快…」47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE0bZuTEmyX
話音未落，就被對方用雙臂從後方結結實實地捆住。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ56a5gSPWBp
一用力、好不容易才粘緊的傷口綻開了裂縫、溢出的血頃刻浸染了層疊的繃帶。凝視持續擴張的血印，雲雀無聲地將胸腔里已攢成團的紙張鋪展抹平，意外地反倒覺得、再發生也沒什麼。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwtWuZOcNv7
兩個人杵在玄關，久無交流。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuuAH10bUBg
被摟到渾身滾燙又呼吸困難，察覺股間有什麽越發堅硬的物體抵著，雲雀才遲遲張口，「如果你想做，就去床上。」47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡydFJJHYdpw
「隨便我做什麽都行么。」47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU7KWiNT8Lh
既然知道回答，你又何必問。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLDRANNxMCK
「恩。」 47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9vPtymqDqE
我只爲了聽你這聲回應。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkQ8hAUV45M
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窗外何時下起霧濛濛的雨。雲雀撐著幾乎散架的身體爬下床。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMkAPvrhOsj
他坐在地上、從遍地雜亂中翻找自己的衣服吃力地往身上套，筋骨卻酸痛地不聽使喚。勉強穿得上長褲之後已經豁出一身虛汗，他驚喜從褲兜裡翻找到根擠壓變形卻完整存活的香煙，可四處尋覓不見打火機也只有作罷。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQsndLaeNSS
雨水衝不進窗裡，在玻璃上痛哭。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCVrXcBdrUv
叼著未點火的煙，他蜷腿坐下側身依向床，頭耷拉在床沿。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiy7J4UxXQk
視線的前方是微張嘴睡熟的山本武，腦海裡有關於昨夜正急速倒帶，那個人吸吮胸口時底氣不足地偷瞄自己的反應、托住自己身體循序漸進又迫不及待地闖了進來。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyPMpXjWmu6
黑暗中的兩張被褥拼成一床、仰躺在中間的雲雀、雙腿被小武架在肩膀，在一擊擊推動之下無助地揪住枕頭一角。深知這屋子是獨層獨戶，於是痛並快樂時情不自禁地哼吟出聲也不會被第三人聽到，他才敢再放縱一些、再袒露一些。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd1ZDVkvECb
傷口處迸發的血早已浸透了繃帶，順著男人堅實的手臂劃出一條血柱，冗雜著汗液一滴滴跌落在雲雀的臉上、唇邊、胸口，如同一場炙熱的雨。雲雀不由自主環緊那個人的頸、又鬼使神差般含住了眼前漲紅的耳垂，緊接著山本武便在這一舉動的催化下猛扎進來——47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFAE9avF7SG
一股暖流浸潤了他。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXo4b3ZItSc
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兩個人維持著方才的姿勢抱著，待到胸口的躍動與喉間的呼吸沒再那麼嘈雜，山本武挪開肩膀、拖起對方高潮餘溫依舊漲紅的臉。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ54DctEzY8a
小武吻了吻他乾涸的唇，說，「雲雀，這一次你不是醉的。」47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC1q9QZbsSJ
他的眼睛窄成一條縫，眉宇自笑。 47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiJDfqGG2R0
我從未曾醉過。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdWi7lu7BJX
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山本武離開時，雲雀倚在頂樓窄小的陽臺。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcVxMF0nc4r
罩著素色的襯衫，佇立在陰霾的天空下，他注視著少年的背影。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRDMMQU1dsw
倘若兩個人的故事真的簡短到一句話便可以概括，那它句式的曲折一定像記憶會將彼此包裹起來。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeJOZynM2QF
如那時的場景，你回頭向我招手。我也伸出手，輕輕地揮動。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTEi1Fzgj4C
可終究隔著有些遠了，誰也辨不清彼此的五官，只是那隻手始終停不下來。用盡了全身力氣、所有的情緒，要笑著對你說再見。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKWwPPWQU65
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如果再見這個詞代表告別回不去的時光。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhAYJzmmCwq
那麼再見，我的少年。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwnM1EDlBaF
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