一次意外，我失明了。291Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyjMT3UBeq8
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明明再也看不見，卻感受到有一道目光正在凝視我。291Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtMRWDV9Ygz
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「是誰？」我問。291Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNWmrjAEoM3
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無人回答。291Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrB36vpvIsW
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有人說我未習慣黑暗，有人認為我疑神疑鬼，有人擔心我被變態盯上了。291Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpx1l2jhB0k
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無論旁人如何安慰、陪伴，我仍然感受到那道目光。291Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUFh7djIqQn
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總覺得自己的一舉一動盡收他人眼底，總覺得有人正在對自己評頭品足，總覺得有人會在我不為意之時撲出向我施襲……291Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXMNyMzE4gU
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雨夜，我獨自上街散步。雨聲淅瀝，偏偏掩蓋不了那人的喘氣聲。那人尾隨我已有好一段時間。我急步拐到小巷去，那人加速追上。291Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa1UAHylhdm
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插——291Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkHB0rvyswX
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憑著腳步聲，我準確估算出自己與對方的距離，精準將小刀插入他的喉嚨。291Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4d69livWZP
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「就是你一直在凝視我嗎？」我問。291Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKCV65oCjX0
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他沒能回答我。291Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE4H93SDex6
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終於解決了那道煩人的目光。291Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdkaDHVZpOx
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誰料還沒走上兩三步，我又感受到那道目光。291Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVyR75OYYJy
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「是誰？」我問。291Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVI3NfPWh53
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無人回答。291Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1dgw0Gssfr
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數日後，又一個雨夜。我又殺了一個跟蹤我的傢伙。291Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE8Svl6a3nv
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沒來得及高興，我發現那道目光尚未消失，陰魂不散。291Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYTb2M9TtAP
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「是誰？」我問。291Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD0UmealC7G
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無人回答。291Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfmIw9PMilw
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我不再逃避，往目光源頭走去。291Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH9bBK2CNUO
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聽不見對方逃跑的腳步聲。291Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfIT36hAhmm
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難道對方打算待我走近時向我施襲？291Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOrtcbDr0qZ
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我止住腳步，佇立原地，靜觀其變。291Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHq7taG7yaB
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不變。對方徹底融入環境當中。沒有呼吸聲，沒有體味，沒有任何能夠揚起身邊氣流的動作。彷彿沒有形體，甚至是……不存在。291Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnGXIgBsAI5
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鬼？291Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdBvJt6m5UF
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寒意蝕骨。291Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpqHLH5vvig
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接下來的數天，我接連參加多個聚會，希望熱鬧歡樂的氛圍可以將鬼邪驅趕。奈何那道目光如影隨形。時而在與我暢談的某君背後，時而在室內一隅往我一瞥，時而透過牆身反光物料朝我一笑。291Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMGetfC9WI5
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我瀕臨崩潰。291Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLhdc8PpRhx
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某天，我參加一個朗讀會，聽同路人朗讀名著。291Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH8fL6qsXsb
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「當你凝視深淵，深淵也凝視著你。」有人朗讀尼采的名句。291Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡroGCv68qLA
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一言驚醒夢中人。291Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBleis4J9Zl
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我開始明白是誰正在凝視我。291Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIaZmpgo8nF
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決不坐以待斃。291Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6m5QKRpu1u
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我要主動解決他們。291Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUvY0ErkRQC
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備好小刀利刃，智取一眾惡人首級。291Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrqpyyRTduN
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死不暝目。291Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjotuaiuhQ7
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首級們整齊排列在地，質問與我無怨無仇，何解痛下殺手。291Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJhFBS14hLx
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「現在無怨，不代表將來無仇——我擔心你們將來會襲擊我。」291Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjIi1BC9jE3
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首級們笑聲震天，笑自己死得冤枉。291Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCQB1uXvC9c
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「我一介弱質女流，雙目失明。擔心被害，實屬正常。」291Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7XWT3Gx3y0
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首級們痛罵我發神經，心理變態。291Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPn71kER3MB
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我氣得擸起利刃，亂手將首級們砍成肉醬。291Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF7tJ1nTPL3
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但我砍漏了兩片薄唇——我看不見它的位置。291Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtxAoJeOb8G
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薄唇說：「你擔心，是因為你有『心』。」291Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrfO8a6t27x
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手起刀落，薄唇二分為四。291Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3EI41d7amt
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死寂。291Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM4Gl6pkBwx
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又是那一道目光。291Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVlwDcshMnM
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哪來？291Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjagQqJUFN7
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不在別處——在我心中。291Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtONLtC1K6E
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我驀地憶起薄唇的話。291Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI3h8OE1Hkk
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我擔心，是因為我有「心」。291Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgQmgGyrzXE
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如果我沒有「心」，我就不會再擔心。291Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6J5HHodog9
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開膛，欲取心。291Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBgbUSCNE05
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發現沒有心。291Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5SSoSAZ9Ze
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只有一片虛空的黑。291Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhoFAFbymse
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如深淵。291Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2avXgDbBwA
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無盡。291Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv8K76bbhdD
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