一次意外，我失明了。334Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdwZ4vbdHIM
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明明再也看不見，卻感受到有一道目光正在凝視我。334Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0gH8mNt8zk
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無人回答。334Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH0MlOS6MNv
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有人說我未習慣黑暗，有人認為我疑神疑鬼，有人擔心我被變態盯上了。334Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNWRrC4G8Yh
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無論旁人如何安慰、陪伴，我仍然感受到那道目光。334Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUw5QzggLbz
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總覺得自己的一舉一動盡收他人眼底，總覺得有人正在對自己評頭品足，總覺得有人會在我不為意之時撲出向我施襲……334Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZvVd0qv0mP
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雨夜，我獨自上街散步。雨聲淅瀝，偏偏掩蓋不了那人的喘氣聲。那人尾隨我已有好一段時間。我急步拐到小巷去，那人加速追上。334Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡewz0cuO3ei
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插——334Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7qUjHxJ2SK
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憑著腳步聲，我準確估算出自己與對方的距離，精準將小刀插入他的喉嚨。334Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHjvSRwKR8f
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「就是你一直在凝視我嗎？」我問。334Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBVw9shKo8m
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他沒能回答我。334Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡromeEzzaEn
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終於解決了那道煩人的目光。334Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGKYDuf7AdB
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誰料還沒走上兩三步，我又感受到那道目光。334Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUPM4MjuiCF
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「是誰？」我問。334Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ1M5S9QsQv
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無人回答。334Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTjkdMBbkus
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數日後，又一個雨夜。我又殺了一個跟蹤我的傢伙。334Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE4VQqecSm6
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沒來得及高興，我發現那道目光尚未消失，陰魂不散。334Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡprBULGrD8Z
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「是誰？」我問。334Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJISqlDfJNQ
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無人回答。334Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfw6Ss6JOg6
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我不再逃避，往目光源頭走去。334Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡndA0RvLEC3
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聽不見對方逃跑的腳步聲。334Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmSPENP4SCL
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難道對方打算待我走近時向我施襲？334Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeNQDguhwkO
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我止住腳步，佇立原地，靜觀其變。334Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYHLnKPTL2e
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不變。對方徹底融入環境當中。沒有呼吸聲，沒有體味，沒有任何能夠揚起身邊氣流的動作。彷彿沒有形體，甚至是……不存在。334Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ79Me2jZYRa
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鬼？334Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ09DWMxh2q8
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寒意蝕骨。334Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNb1k42lUum
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接下來的數天，我接連參加多個聚會，希望熱鬧歡樂的氛圍可以將鬼邪驅趕。奈何那道目光如影隨形。時而在與我暢談的某君背後，時而在室內一隅往我一瞥，時而透過牆身反光物料朝我一笑。334Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWdGgQTIua6
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我瀕臨崩潰。334Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE9W0aS1Gz0
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某天，我參加一個朗讀會，聽同路人朗讀名著。334Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ2R39W3KBr
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「當你凝視深淵，深淵也凝視著你。」有人朗讀尼采的名句。334Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuRrCmqBbFd
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一言驚醒夢中人。334Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVyegjNysyx
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我開始明白是誰正在凝視我。334Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCSrDd0SEfQ
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決不坐以待斃。334Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAnZ67Vvv51
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我要主動解決他們。334Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLBtDOpsn0O
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備好小刀利刃，智取一眾惡人首級。334Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡorRLnhG4Pg
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死不暝目。334Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZlhBfjL3aY
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首級們整齊排列在地，質問與我無怨無仇，何解痛下殺手。334Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnpaIwEPMwM
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「現在無怨，不代表將來無仇——我擔心你們將來會襲擊我。」334Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoGFujDnVFN
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首級們笑聲震天，笑自己死得冤枉。334Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfZl5iOmp8D
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「我一介弱質女流，雙目失明。擔心被害，實屬正常。」334Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOee4NFmOPo
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首級們痛罵我發神經，心理變態。334Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHC40Wl6v9j
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我氣得擸起利刃，亂手將首級們砍成肉醬。334Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPSqqPxNzKF
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但我砍漏了兩片薄唇——我看不見它的位置。334Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSkNUuRk8eZ
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薄唇說：「你擔心，是因為你有『心』。」334Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDACEA7bJQw
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手起刀落，薄唇二分為四。334Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8RN1Cca8VG
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死寂。334Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHRXSgmeJcO
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又是那一道目光。334Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPYfMkGFMsB
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哪來？334Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIZGUBdvLl4
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不在別處——在我心中。334Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIrWRjODjZ6
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我驀地憶起薄唇的話。334Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBXeORKCn3F
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我擔心，是因為我有「心」。334Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ16cM2XOMXs
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如果我沒有「心」，我就不會再擔心。334Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKvtvMRWrUP
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開膛，欲取心。334Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMxB3l2E3ZW
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發現沒有心。334Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn97IWHQJ4S
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只有一片虛空的黑。334Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUny8ILGhiQ
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如深淵。334Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbDa9AQMVIc
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無盡。334Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbSNTch7gOf
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