「如果我當初沒走呢？」54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzIDhNyG1fy
「許墨，你有想過，如果我當初沒走呢？」54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsBT6bVJv7r
微瀾的聲音很輕，像是藏著一絲遲疑與不確定，她的手指輕輕摩挲著杯緣，指尖微微發緊。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHN58kISPxN
54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSY4moaKKAu
「如果我當初選擇留下來，跟你對談呢？」54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyH3LogE2ll
她抬起眼，與他的視線交錯，那雙熟悉的眼眸依舊深不見底，卻多了一抹微妙的波動。她看不透，也不想再揣測。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZSmZ8hXvDP
54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZPj5FHwGeb
「如果我們最後……和平地、說好分手呢？」54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFJ5XU7aFRj
她語速放慢了一些，像是在斟酌，又像是在試圖確認這個問題是否真的值得問出口。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8196QQUcqg
54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkTlyc3Hc4T
許墨沒有立刻回答，長久以來的習慣讓他下意識地沉思，像是在計算某種可能性。但這次，他沒辦法計算出答案。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmofzSq5lc8
54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjFIZvjEf8S
他的手指輕輕敲了敲桌面，喉結微微滾動了一下，終於開口，嗓音低啞：「……我不知道。」54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVWiPShS0FI
54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNhUQWRZxSf
微瀾怔了一下，沒有想到他會給出這樣的回答。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP263IZnTLa
54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGGGAD8lCOV
「我不知道，因為妳當初真的走了。」54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXNs6PLjD5N
他低下視線，像是在檢視過去的自己，「也因為妳的離開，我才開始思考這些問題。」54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4k1eeJDFqm
54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBCBJFZkoAL
「但如果當時我們好好談呢？」她追問，語氣不疾不徐，卻透著一絲壓抑的情緒，「如果我們當時就說清楚，你會發現嗎？你會知道你到底在這段關係裡是什麼樣的心情嗎？」54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1sChFEdkHW
54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJo58OrBygs
許墨看著她，指尖緩緩收緊，眼底浮現一絲難以察覺的情緒波動。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYcFlXKDoO1
他知道，這是她一直以來的疑問——如果她當初沒有選擇離開，他是否還是會走到這一步？54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1WzENzwc1i
54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXUQomkx9cT
這是一個無法輕易回答的問題。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡApRRoSzDIo
這也是他最不願去思考的問題。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQlH4glqTUU
54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡywdT4SjG8c
他沉默了幾秒，喉結微微滾動，像是在思考該如何回答。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0iQWvTRVW6
最後，他的聲音低啞地響起：「……或許，會晚一點。」54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Or9iBmKIL
54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKJj38FtOy9
微瀾的心微微一顫。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHIOaxEYCzg
54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ075llXkz0Z
「但最終，若我們仍願意去相信，命運仍會給予我們契機。」54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp8ASyQ3Ykp
他輕輕吸了一口氣，語氣沉穩卻帶著一絲不確定，「我終會發現，我愛的人……早就是妳。」54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkGZ774UxIr
54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv1sexeak2m
他的手指輕輕收緊，像是隱忍著什麼：「可能會再晚一點……但，我仍會找到妳。」54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXGBefMMTTb
54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG9KmDHVwvI
54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdqcgp5DL69
微瀾沒有立刻回應，只是靜靜地凝視著他。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWe7THDkagL
這答案……或許是許墨如今唯一能給出的誠實回答。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC0qP0qfJhs
但她的理智卻在提醒自己——54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuk3cgWDWtp
「如果我當初沒走呢？」這個問題，其實並不重要。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡil3ator0Wk
54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxnj50fkODG
她很清楚，過去的自己若是留下來，仍舊會選擇「將就」。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMvuYTczhW0
她會努力去愛、去包容，去試圖成為那個『適合許墨』的伴侶。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUR4G8qxlCW
可當時的許墨，還不懂愛，而她自己，也還沒有學會如何為自己而活。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡddlXsuYETD
54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9oj6PSyinQ
如果當初她沒走，結局會如何？54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuq4xrARJm7
或許，他會繼續待在這段關係裡，不去質疑，不去懷疑，不去深思。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCXJ6gyO0T4
或許，她會漸漸被消磨，習慣性地說服自己：「這樣就夠了。」54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLyRQafLhV5
但事實是——不夠。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHcZyzoC8aV
54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtQ1kZCR0lL
她永遠不會快樂。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMHd2bouikd
也永遠不夠讓他真正意識到，愛是什麼。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkPCTNsjFBW
54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd91U4FUJwK
54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡocy0ZTiNua
「或許……」微瀾緩緩地開口，語氣輕得像是怕驚擾了什麼，54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuwLsUutlsy
「如果當初我沒走，我們現在……不會坐在這裡。」54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDx9i0MMMTG
54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX7jq09pVxJ
她的眼神很平靜，像是在陳述一個無可改變的事實。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL61XGqAb0J
54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfbhIjy4y4V
許墨的呼吸微微滯了一下。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ3IVwWuCYI
54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEiUSTpfXTj
他知道，她說的是對的。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn1IUX2Uxzf
如果她沒有走，他們之間，或許永遠不會有今天這場對話。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPjmTfIsPSd
54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNzHOiFFrIz
那時候的他，還未曾去思考感情的真實意義。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsW62Wy9faF
他習慣理性選擇，習慣站在掌控之內，以為只要條件符合，愛情就能夠被建立、被延續。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa8a8a4xCVs
而微瀾——會一如既往地包容，直到某天，或許她終究會在更多的失望與自我懷疑中，漸漸對愛徹底絕望。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ56UGSWlga3
54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwFYcdfvKMD
他們的結局，不會是現在這樣——更不會比現在更好。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbFt8yEUWEt
54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWADwxWs3i9
「時間無法倒轉。」微瀾低聲道，眼底透著某種難以言喻的情緒，「就算可以……我也不會選擇回去。」54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ131qQoIeiS
54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFETuNhWQ5V
54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb4LRlrS9q3
這一次，輪到許墨沉默了。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFWKQya3UKC
54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoM4rcKeZRi
她的話像是一道無聲的風，輕輕拂過他的心口，卻帶來一陣深深的鈍痛。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡayu9dBL1Ki
54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7wI7a4ZL7t
他看著她，指尖微微收緊，像是試圖穩住心底洶湧的情緒。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEu28LSBnCZ
54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSpBhetfiTm
「……是。」許久之後，他低低地應了一聲，語氣裡帶著一絲苦澀的笑意，「我們都回不去了。」54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNkQMPaVq3K
54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCFaWCG1upM
他抬起頭，目光深深地落在她身上，像是想將她的模樣刻進眼底。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl6IUqjTzMO
54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7GdYdUoSU5
「但微瀾，」他的語氣低而溫柔，帶著某種難以動搖的堅定，「我們還能往前走。」54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS0EY9wadeR
54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Lu4yJf8S6
她的睫毛微微顫抖了一下，卻沒有回應。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4vhG1uYpTJ
54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6OIg4MyEgT
往前走……嗎？54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwQFPnW5iYY
54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCrUuTtQacK
這一刻，她沒有答案。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMveOSn5DWg
但她知道——這一次，她不會再選擇「將就」。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVz4ZlOCDVJ
54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6w9t7UPY8q
54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHoXHPs8ixI
用餐結束後，微瀾走出店外，許墨喊住了她。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr6gCpIbADI
54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDwn1KPeNUX
「微瀾。」54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtmdwPsKayK
54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwJZev5QzX7
她停下腳步，沒有回頭。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdY4vuQs7FV
54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOSV861pzJF
「我很快就要離開了。」他的語氣平穩，像是在陳述一件再普通不過的事，「三天後的飛機。」54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrJ1RGMPAVq
54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCtGHte9Oc6
微瀾的指尖輕顫了一瞬，卻只是微微低下頭，沒有說話。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0RSgmZSlWu
54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAtQrcjzjYz
她其實應該早就知道的，從許墨來到這座小鎮開始，他的時間就是有限的。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0V6ooaOA2J
54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOmgQ7PODHt
許墨靜靜地看著她，沒有迴避，也沒有強求，只是誠實地說出了自己的決定。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzNKYkgk7fI
54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9XxhRJ2lW1
「這次離開後……我不會再打擾妳了。」54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6XndTI6iFu
54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxNjFBrjW0y
這一次，他沒有逼迫她，沒有期待她立刻回答。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYA5maS9vq7
54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9AlX3jkoFA
微瀾的睫毛微微顫動，指尖收緊，卻依舊沒有回頭。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ37kGSM1Q5V
54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOVgtRwzsDq
「但不管妳的答案是什麼，微瀾——」54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWFnJj25Wdx
54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8iDe3kjZaE
許墨頓了一下，像是在讓自己的語氣更緩和些，「我都會一直等著妳。」54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzeDMmJ7yWF
54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXems9zsPpA
他沒有說「等多久」，沒有說「等到什麼時候」，卻用最直接的方式表達了他的選擇。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxsQUjn555G
54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZtQdLb0aoZ
「如果妳願意再次選擇我，那我會感激命運仍垂顧著我，讓我還能再有一次機會。」54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuYMvb8P9Zm
54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaEXFzvC6B0
「但如果妳不願意……」他的聲音輕了些，卻依舊堅定，「也沒關係。」54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgVDF9h5cKO
54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBycUi77xu0
「我會等，等到妳願意為止。」54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOGmeTf6GIy
54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgq3mVsWlpM
微瀾的心跳微微亂了拍。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqI6VqAoxL3
54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmyXpH3UcPM
她不是沒有想過這一天，但當這句話真的落入現實時，她才意識到，這一次，輪到她去做選擇了。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcOjP0vIKmn
54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDQw5kDx0D5
這一次，他沒有試圖控制她的決定，沒有讓她感受到任何壓力。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUrloZMukOZ
54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlDvJpcpNml
這一次，許墨真的將「選擇權」交還到了她手裡。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuvCPpLyxOA
54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZxPSlzaSNO
只是單純地告訴她，這條路，她可以選擇要不要走下去，而他——無論如何，都會在原地等待。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2FeC3UhKuN
54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8WGaKG8Gf3
54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgVrXgyL81o
微瀾微微閉上眼，輕輕吸了一口氣，然後睜開眼睛，看向他。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBmRuhuKKMA
54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY0DpYXxAkT
「……三天後的飛機？」54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfjUiPzRbFJ
54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv9d3lE1u6R
「嗯。」54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlPdtSmYXZv
54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDJiB4SXfEp
「然後呢？」她的聲音很輕，卻帶著一絲難以察覺的顫抖，「之後呢？」54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHyfdOQczrc
54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDyipRzUDlX
許墨微微一笑，笑意極淡，卻帶著某種柔和的溫度。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ19uc7i5EkR
54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjFP6rJjCYR
「之後……」54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk5J2zEkQp5
54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkIbnpmcSeJ
他頓了一下，聲音低緩而平靜，彷彿在回應她最深的疑問——54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjNT2wYOdB5
54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVvNzR0yW4o
「如果最後我們仍能走回彼此身邊——那或許，我願意相信，命運也曾給予我們機會。」54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmF9EqKBgIR
然後按「加至主畫面」