they say "i love you" and then shove a table into my gut,312Please respect copyright.PENANA6bH7yknNyn
all in the same breath with no hesitation.312Please respect copyright.PENANAI0pKHiu6vQ
they apologize two hours twenty-three minutes later312Please respect copyright.PENANAdjfTbYScAX
but no "sorry" will ever hide the bruising.312Please respect copyright.PENANAlsRwAAiZF2
312Please respect copyright.PENANAHoIRvmRxko
they repeat the same mantra over and over,312Please respect copyright.PENANA7SSTx8qK7h
sounding like a broken record of "sorry"s and "i love you"s312Please respect copyright.PENANA1Rl8c1ravh
but in the end they still withhold dinner,312Please respect copyright.PENANAudng1f148W
dangling it above my head like a cat does to a mouse.312Please respect copyright.PENANAjCjao1H0d4
312Please respect copyright.PENANALidGHyda7r
and they wonder, two years later, why i scarf down meals312Please respect copyright.PENANAlqJLxVIgkH
with all the grace of a rabid animal who hasn't seen food in months.312Please respect copyright.PENANA2NDCLUhxTc
and they wonder why my hands shake and i flinch312Please respect copyright.PENANABA8iherpcM
every time they shout, shoulders hunched in like i can fold myself over.312Please respect copyright.PENANAWKIehEcbOc
312Please respect copyright.PENANAIZgErNnSvH
bruises litter my skin, part of it from running into walls and desks,312Please respect copyright.PENANAFfnXhiRGPR
but part of it is from running from bitter faces and angry hands.312Please respect copyright.PENANAd8pHoXKYra
my skin is marked, iron-tipped nails ripping into flesh for relief312Please respect copyright.PENANAHMEEOVkaD4
and blaming the left behind scratches on the dog.312Please respect copyright.PENANAnNAhqMoaKP
312Please respect copyright.PENANAY1eqaCWMdr
they call it "dermatillomania" and "picker's syndrome",312Please respect copyright.PENANAGsPxPqXtev
said it was all mental and to just stop312Please respect copyright.PENANAHwCg5B30zr
but it was habits formed out of pent up312Please respect copyright.PENANAv4Ajs9xq67
frustration and stress and sheer disbelief at the disregard they had for their own daughter's life.312Please respect copyright.PENANA1aVk4XRIFB
312Please respect copyright.PENANAn9nKfyNeaZ
they said it was all in my mind,312Please respect copyright.PENANAHzxoJmblZi
the anxiety, the stress.312Please respect copyright.PENANACQR4TS7W5W
that i had a happy, loving family312Please respect copyright.PENANAkkm6jKDUJt
and i was perfectly fine.312Please respect copyright.PENANASXR0ixZnV6
312Please respect copyright.PENANAredZnpQCiS
i'm not.312Please respect copyright.PENANAwWBr4wNw1I
i'm drowning in my own blood312Please respect copyright.PENANAslEzAiCwbg
and choking on my tongue312Please respect copyright.PENANAmOAAbdHXIr
when i try to say so.312Please respect copyright.PENANAVpAH3G1Ark
312Please respect copyright.PENANAbCd38dDIJo
...312Please respect copyright.PENANA4wetz0xrE3
312Please respect copyright.PENANAIQvL5fpqcJ
(it's all in my mind.312Please respect copyright.PENANAq8RkLrNgmF
every last drop of anxiety,312Please respect copyright.PENANAvBhd9fNhzs
i have a happy, loving family.312Please respect copyright.PENANARgD1oM3Upx
i'm perfectly fine.)312Please respect copyright.PENANAI7rG94vHpW
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love is a one sided word
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