What is the point of living?443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm3liZI7VIp
What is the use? Why do I keep dragging my existence? Ha! I could not help laugh at myself bitterly, the great General Shi first daughter, Milan the Empress of Lichen dynasty who appears to be mighty, untouchable and happy is actually been mistreated and unhappy, the irony.443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYfYFxyrfsa
"Your Highness, General Shi is here to see you" the palace maid announced443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5jIUkqV76g
I guess it is time to put up another show, thanks to my right-hand woman Hishi, putting on my heavy call of a cloth with over a million layer within it.  Waving my hand for them to let him in, the door opened with my father in his official uniform but without his sword because weapons are not allowed in the harem.443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVTszp7R76q
"Greetings to her Majesty" My father bowed443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuw49sNj8q2
Rising to his feet lowing himself as he sat on kneels on the pillow cushion, while a white sheet is placed in front separating us from properly seeing each other because I was not allowed to see any other man if the Emperor was not there.443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvVtlE3aCgt
Raising my right hand out as a sign for the servants to leave us443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPga3r9RoBR
"Father, how have you been?"443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfxsK0kTNOs
"You do not have to be so formal, we are alone" I could not see my expression, but he sound pained443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ4R6Fl4s6L
"As the Empress, it is my duty to represent the Emperor and the dynasty with utmost dignity both outdoor and indoor"443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyfSbPR6qlg
"If I knew making you into an Empress will turn you into this lifeless, miserable, robotic-443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAUWuDxTw1Q
" Father plea-443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMaAr5kMcs9
"Let me speak" My father bellowed443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw6iSf09xyr
"My cheerful daughter who was so full of life, joy, and radiant is nowhere to be found. I don't know what he is doing to you, but I promise I will do everything back to bring back my lit-443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHm3USIltkU
" SHE DEAD! SHE DIED THE MINUTE SHE BECAME THE EMPEROR'S PROPERTY" I screamed from the pent-up anger I have kept within me for years. But there is no use getting angry at my father, he only did what I asked of him even after his warning,, but I was a foolish teenager blinded to see the monster behind those smiles. 443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFt4e7MkhQH
I tried to make out the outline of my father expression, but the white sheet was not letting me do so. 443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLeGHSLDPdI
"We both know the only way to get out of this marriage is by death. If I leave, the reputation you fought so had to build will crumble, and I love you too much to do that. I chose this part for myself,, so please let me walk it and wear whatever consequences that follows. I am not your little girl anymore, but I still love you, no matter what" I could feel the tears about to fall and the crack in my voice, but I have to maintain myself, I cannot cause a war for myself and more deaths.443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1pFoH1SXTg
Silence443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUvHvNX0ykN
The room is silent, my father sighed in defeat I guess he did not say anything after my speech but just bowed and walked out. 443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzLvy7jhfOi
Taking a minute or what seems to be a minute to compose myself, I walked out of my room intending to take a walk to clear my head, I need privacy, but I spoke to soon for as the moment I step out into the garden the maids were behind me following and monitoring my movement in a not subtle way. I could not blame them, it is their duty443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXkAEce8VW5
Closing my eyes, breathing in and out443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX0i3kYVu9W
Peace443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX4BUPSrzrR
Piece443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxIdM7LOlcM
Please pea443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡflYieIEe8F
"Your highness"443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQuoMyhnqtH
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"Your Highness"443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9bJFfAkfAl
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"My Empress" 443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiouDIDqrhA
wincing as if I have been burnt I opened my eyes praying it was just my imagination, but it seems the universe hates me443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPUrjuO8ncb
"Greetings your Majesty" my maids bowed 443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZKjUXVehQO
", Please rise" he ordered443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBBMlbuN6hs
Beside him was consort sung who was clinging to him like a parasite giving me a glare443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeGe42uIaNW
"My Empress, I did not know you were here. Good thing, join us for dinner" He did not wait for my response and moved ahead with consort sung holding her in a very loving manner while she giggled like a teenager. I trailed behind like the unwanted being I have always been in this Palace until we reached the garden.443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHGTy8iZHVz
The Emperor and consort sung sat together while I the empress was cast aside watching them feed each and play with each other443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0O3SwJchFc
"My Empress apart from just idling away, what exactly do you do in the palace"443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi6etqfj0oQ
Consort sung giggles like a fool that she is while her hands moves from his forearm to his chest443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv6WsOF5CG0
"Everything that is required of Empress" I replied curtly in no mood to talk, I came out to clear my mind, but it seems I will not be able to do that443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj61NSYv16m
"Nonsense! You do nothing. I see nothing, it seems like the work is too much for you, I might have to give the responsibility to Noble consort sung if I do not see improved" he smiled like the monster he is. I forgot she was now a noble consort, from a concubine to a noble consort she is sure talented.443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpCxNulJ7K0
But how nice will it be to be without any responsibility? No planning of banquet, selecting of consorts, organizing the foods, being in charge of finances, arranging the harem meeting, not having to meet with the Emperor frequently, making sure the consorts get their clothes and provision, selecting court ladies.443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGs2uq3edVx
It sounds really nice, it sounds wonderful!443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3nTuFwfKW3
Without thinking, I faced the Emperor unknowingly with a smile on my face443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBhlQ1cz67f
"That sounds nice"8964 copyright protection439ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5QwAzANlLv 維尼

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