「小蝶,坦白講,我不知道該怎麼回答你這個問題。」301Please respect copyright.PENANAOGI8VboSQ5
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「嗚哇......」小蝶戲劇性地哭了起來。「志珊不回答的問題301Please respect copyright.PENANAOgfVArfTJB
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肯定是悲觀的!或許......,他根本就不喜歡我!」301Please respect copyright.PENANAbdourqkGif
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講出結論後,小蝶哭得更理所當然了,我的心隨著她一抽一抽301Please respect copyright.PENANAMcmpH97RHm
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的肩膀而緊縮,不禁再一次自責。301Please respect copyright.PENANAUAtKLyeYmt
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「也有可能......,他是那百分之一的機率啊,雖然很不想幫301Please respect copyright.PENANAsiBpCC0oO1
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他說話,可是或許,世界上真的有那種......明明喜歡對方,卻常301Please respect copyright.PENANAntrAz9YiS9
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常不在意對方的人存在也不一定......。」301Please respect copyright.PENANAoFyHBRRWB7
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「真的嗎?」小蝶終於停止悲傷的抽泣聲,抬起的臉蛋上佈滿301Please respect copyright.PENANAUfwM1dANDf
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淚痕,那一條條透明水線,柵欄似的困住我差點衝口而出的殘忍。301Please respect copyright.PENANAELM6HRMzh5
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「明明喜歡,卻不在意,這不是很奇怪嗎?我實在不明白。就301Please respect copyright.PENANA1wkur15C6c
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算沒有事先跟他約好,也沒有要見面,但是下班後留下來開會時,301Please respect copyright.PENANAZAMow7yr3C
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我還是會怕他擔心我而自動打電話報備耶!難道他都不怕我會擔心301Please respect copyright.PENANAnAq8qDGzUg
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嗎?還是根本就不在意我會不會擔心?」301Please respect copyright.PENANA9yg08g4QHq
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「唉!小蝶,會不會是因為你們交往五年了,他太習慣你的存301Please respect copyright.PENANAScVJJsJXYN
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在,覺得你的愛是理所當然,無論他去做什麼,你都會乖乖的等他301Please respect copyright.PENANADieEOng0YK
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回來,所以他就讓你等、讓你擔心,一點罪惡感都沒有啊?」301Please respect copyright.PENANAophshFLwQM
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「你的意思是說,我寵壞他了?」對於這個說法,小蝶相當滿301Please respect copyright.PENANA7JT94UdU9e
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意。「志珊,你果然最懂男人。」301Please respect copyright.PENANA6zhtpNkXZQ
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拜託!讓你擔心又讓你等,心裡一點罪惡感都沒有,這不就代301Please respect copyright.PENANAkhsHODFIMQ
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表他根本不在乎你嗎?完全不管你的死活啊!只管去做自己想做的301Please respect copyright.PENANApO9em7OLrq
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事,從基礎忘記你的存在,這樣還能稱為喜歡嗎?301Please respect copyright.PENANAwj2oyGTC5o
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可是現在的小蝶非常滿意這個解釋,一點都不想接受現實的模301Please respect copyright.PENANAvmomsDeACV
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樣,我也只好忍住不說清楚。唉!女人只聽自己想聽的話。301Please respect copyright.PENANAJcTVdbYING
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「小蝶,或許你是時候考慮新對象了。」無論如何,讓小蝶哭301Please respect copyright.PENANAHbd4mTAGzP
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的都是壞傢伙。「你們這樣五年了耶,他又不可能改變這個行為,301Please respect copyright.PENANAS7a8naM79X
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你想要忍受他這樣一輩子嗎?」301Please respect copyright.PENANAglf8sZ9yvn
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「不想啊!可是如果就像你說的,他只是因為在一起太久了,301Please respect copyright.PENANAIXP7hQ002z
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忘記要珍惜我對他的感情,那我們應該不至於走到分手那一步。」301Please respect copyright.PENANAB3ntgsWFNj
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「所以,你已經決定要一輩子忍受他這種行為了嗎?」我想,301Please respect copyright.PENANAaeoOA2ZYQ3
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小蝶的意思應該跟之前一樣,天真的希望能改變對方。「你知道,301Please respect copyright.PENANAXsow4aa3uu
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愛是不可能改變一個人的,你要想清楚,不分開,就代表你會有數301Please respect copyright.PENANAdml4ffvceD
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不清的次數打電話沒人接,數不清的次數一個人等著他回電,數不301Please respect copyright.PENANAbeuozLi3fp
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清的次數害怕他是不是劈腿,數不清的次數猜想會不會發生意外,301Please respect copyright.PENANAbJMt0GgHIV
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數不清的次數等待再等待,而且將來和你們的小孩一起等待,當孩301Please respect copyright.PENANAZnxgSo2Lbf
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子問你爸爸為什麼還沒回來,你們也只能一起聽話筒那一端轉入語301Please respect copyright.PENANAJ1zmulU8jQ
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音信箱,就這樣直到小孩長大,你變老,一直等一直等......。」301Please respect copyright.PENANAgpVviquHDo
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「......志珊!」她閉上眼大吼,制止了我這些讓她無法承受301Please respect copyright.PENANAgc138ezQPq
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的殘酷話語,淚水在她臉上形成了包覆的面膜,我家客廳的淺藍色301Please respect copyright.PENANAGp9NN5aXvs
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抱枕,被小蝶決堤的淚水染成了深藍色。301Please respect copyright.PENANA6thYcJyEzZ
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「對不起,小蝶,我知道你會很難過,但是我不能不說,因為301Please respect copyright.PENANAPTDqGfhZwu
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我沒有辦法看著你哭一輩子,我捨不得。」301Please respect copyright.PENANAcabj3tuQxg
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關於這個問題,我們早就談論了五年,哭了五年的小蝶,難道301Please respect copyright.PENANA2nSoafgCr6
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從今天開始要一直哭到死嗎?301Please respect copyright.PENANATuu3BiSfqa
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然而最重要的原因,確實是因為我捨不得,小蝶是個多麼優雅301Please respect copyright.PENANAW3g2FJIQEe
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的女孩,從小開始就非常注重自己舉手投足的氣質,去除掉對蝴蝶301Please respect copyright.PENANAvXMDLpHnSv
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的狂熱,小蝶對生活和衣著的品味非凡,她總是美麗耀眼的出現在301Please respect copyright.PENANARQcJuBSGAw
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大家面前,即使私底下,她在我面前也不曾有過不雅動作,這樣的301Please respect copyright.PENANAkencIA1UEu
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完美女孩,不該為了一個男人終生以淚洗面。301Please respect copyright.PENANAwGkPUQqPbU
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「為什麼?」小蝶邊哭邊語音不清地說:「身為好朋友的你都301Please respect copyright.PENANAszskiaLYsi
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會捨不得了,為什麼他卻不會捨不得我難過呢?」301Please respect copyright.PENANAGihthXgjgK
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「因為......你應該換一個比我更重視你的對象。」如果可以301Please respect copyright.PENANAnf16G3L8WO
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的話,我也願意成為那個給你幸福的人,可惜我沒有資格。301Please respect copyright.PENANAeNhYEKZvur
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「嗚......,借我肩膀啦!」301Please respect copyright.PENANAXgpuCIeI8f
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坐在小蝶對面,本來就是刻意的保持距離,我知道自己根本招301Please respect copyright.PENANA5r2Bdva7Pb
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架不住小蝶示弱的每一個動作,就像現在小蝶要求的安慰,身為好301Please respect copyright.PENANASVlxzJbHuh
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姊妹的我,心裡強烈左右搖擺。我借的向來都不只是肩膀和安慰,301Please respect copyright.PENANAgj2wM6gqfI
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而是我的關心和擔心,以及濃烈的......心酸。301Please respect copyright.PENANAFfDhrBzpLG
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「志珊......,我不會弄髒你的衣服啦,你來我旁邊嘛!」301Please respect copyright.PENANANZLl3Bse3V
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小蝶的手掌握住我的指頭前端,我仍然沒移動半步,在小蝶對301Please respect copyright.PENANAPhH8UyG1b1
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面座位猶豫不決,臉上亳不掩飾我的左右為難。301Please respect copyright.PENANAkmQfoluVsL
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「志珊,你借我靠一下嘛!我不要一個人失戀啦!」301Please respect copyright.PENANAW92CXlW3OB
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她將我的反應解讀成討厭衣服被弄髒嗎?301Please respect copyright.PENANAV1xbBeAgEE
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小蝶說完又掉了四串淚,這華麗的淚痕簡直像刻在我心上,只301Please respect copyright.PENANAJmvdipnaRE
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是一秒,我就發現自己坐到了她身旁,下一秒,蝴蝶紋路點綴的雪301Please respect copyright.PENANA3WHip8cvfk
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紡紗衣服就在我的懷抱裡了,衣服的主人任性的借走整個我,不單301Please respect copyright.PENANASUv7u6IEQt
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單只是借去她說的肩膀。301Please respect copyright.PENANAcLKdLqimhn
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她環抱著將整張臉貼在我的衣服前襟。「唉!不是說不會弄髒301Please respect copyright.PENANAbKYuKJTr35
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我的衣服嗎?」301Please respect copyright.PENANA7aF6OUR0bk
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沒有回應我的話,她只顧自己發洩痛哭,哭了一會兒,伸手從301Please respect copyright.PENANAJCK1JhFn1O
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衣服口袋拿出手機,輕輕放在我手心裡。301Please respect copyright.PENANAxw52EpWgwj
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「唔,志珊,你幫我保管手機,我想,如果我自己帶著手機,301Please respect copyright.PENANATkVHtUA2LT
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一定會忍不住想接他電話,或是忍不住想打給他,這樣,我會一輩301Please respect copyright.PENANAZMOP3ZURMr
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子不幸的,你可不可以幫我這個忙?」301Please respect copyright.PENANAPneDdEu4wn
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看來是下了相當大的決心,這樣的小蝶,不知為何的忍人憐愛301Please respect copyright.PENANAs6oGeFvN2h
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,我無法拒絕她的求助。301Please respect copyright.PENANARSynS7SLuo
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「好是好,可是你不帶手機,我怎麼找你?」301Please respect copyright.PENANARk24TnD19L
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「不用找我,從今天開始,我想暫時住你家。」她抬起頭,身301Please respect copyright.PENANAEZdnkNauT4
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體仍然像無骨水母般癱軟。「收留我好不好?」301Please respect copyright.PENANAhwxmjrKvWX
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「我家?!」幾乎大吼。301Please respect copyright.PENANAsM586kow9y
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這個消息也太突然了吧!我沒有一點心理準備。何況,我其實301Please respect copyright.PENANAl85NuYJTrQ
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不太願意讓小蝶住進來,因為有不想讓她知道的秘密,一個我隱藏301Please respect copyright.PENANAKF61NR7ILk
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了許多年的秘密,現在讓她住進這個私人空間十分不妥。301Please respect copyright.PENANAeiHyhMqMQC
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