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I looked at the rest of my squad, looking not exactly happy,965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡemV8xz2PS5
but excited. Months of gruelling training led us here and I felt prepared.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7rVYb9kRV8
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“Allright! Listen UP!” The sergeant yelled and broke my965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh2Szzug2rq
reverie as I automatically snap into attention. My spine straightened and my965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2s6mWRk92B
arm went to my head for a salute. Without even looking around I was sure the965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWGZjWCKtw0
other hundred ensigns were doing the same.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGYTxfJAQnW
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“6 months of training led you here. Now you’re not the best965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCXnXDoANhV
soldier, nor are you the smartest lot. But you’ve learned enough to survive and965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnGEwdrmQ9U
in the future well who knows!”965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEaBMhc6160
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Silence. The sergeant looking at each and every one of us. “I’ve965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡktQKImITvU
trained you well enough to do your duty, which IS?!”965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFOAce1oU4V
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“To serve and protect!” A hundreds voices rang in unison as965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU8a6R6wnqG
chorus.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdOG6BCNbBc
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That’s right to protect others. That’s why I joined the army965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsHbclg09dn
and now I’ve had a chance to do just that. A terrorist organization rose within965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEikVPO7Idg
an allied country, calling themselves a people’s rebellion, and were attacking965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQc7GC4824N
innocents. The government asked for our assistance and we happily obliged965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtZ6sqbKDW2
sending troops for the past year or so.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK7fP1OjcaX
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And now it’s my turn. It’s my turn to protect and serve. To965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzw7RHxmNC0
help the people. To protect those who cannot protect themselves.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpSJpxyI0Ct
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After the speech was done we were all ordered to board the965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡShGxm8FVIb
ships to our location. I found a seat next to Peter, one of my best friends965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfAcjRzMsTG
from training, and got comfortable.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsKsI0RefLZ
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“You ready, Willson?” Peter asked me. He was still wearing965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwQK5k0v9cG
braces, he was barely past 18. Though I guess I’m not much better.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQRdA0Wlv4v
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“You know damn well I am. Let’s bring some justice” I held965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcfJIHH6fJG
out my arm and he obligingly bumped it. Then we settled into a comfortable965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMg5yHcfA0y
silence.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd2k5dfjKCU
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Arriving at our destination proved to be uneventful. We were965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnt3UqvpxaV
disembarked and assigned our squads and bunks. I was made a part of squad Trio.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaed6U8STgm
A squad consisting of two veterans, Josh and Erik, and two rookies, me and Mel.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgqJm0yzjVm
Josh, our sergeant, seemed to be a965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ252HlkFusn
hardass. While Erik during our short meeting always smiled. Without saying a965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6iWlMmGKJt
word, with an unsettling look in his eyes. Mel was someone I didn’t know that965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqa1YLWiY57
well. She kept herself to herself and didn’t talk much. 965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbd0E3ZWqPx
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Our first meeting done we were allowed to go rest up and965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoreXvA3ZeZ
spend our time however we felt like. 965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4LjW5ErMCo
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Following that order I found Peter with a group of our965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnTguRazPat
training buddies and spent most of the day playing cards or swapping rumors.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRe20I7Djvv
One of them even stole a bottle of some alcohol that we all shared. 965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVbabFNrHt7
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All in all I’d say it was a good beginning to what would definitely965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZPvrFe3o2c
be a great tour.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv1ZSAlmkhY
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Well the past few days have been pretty fricking boring.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyCR0scCfsp
Patrols, patrols. Guard duty, patrols patrol. Rinse and repeat. 965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyHoJsIbh5H
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And oh god, the patrols. Nothing but broken buildings and965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6sj4zSRina
dust. And people, broken people. People who lost much. But people who we would965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡho5rNl0mRv
fight for.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoKKjJ4B3UZ
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Though, the way some of them looked at us…. Anywhere965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS9IHLr0RYH
I went most of the people seemed happy to see me and my squad. Though I didn’t965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLUilf9oR3P
get to know them all that much better. Well maybe except Mel, being the two965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEl9eiZiC2r
rookies we usually ended up with the shittiest duties. She seemed pretty cool,965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG8QJw54SnN
we didn’t talk much but seemed to have a pretty solid professional relationship.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpCHl8eJBxf
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But I dunno man, my pa always seemed so keen on serving and965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNnIaf3XqkE
he always made it sound so amazing, so exciting. But this is..just boring.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPs02fP8GSk
Hoping I’ll see some action soon. Haven’t spoken to Peter in a while apparently965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN4ZlmEZ9qw
he went further down to a different base. Hopefully he’s alright. Eh probably965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCY3PGqZJ69
is just bored like me.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtQrqBtw664
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Fuck, fuck, FUKC965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU6F74NqnKj
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Right, I dunno if I should write this down. Or if I’ll need965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEoF9HnUwc3
to make an official report, but I just can’t keep it to myself.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpUDx3RRG1T
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It happened at 1500. A joint operation between squads in965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDrYmwGnZma
raiding a town. Everything was going fine at first. Squad Trio cleared their965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ49WoTLMkJw
second house by the time the first shots rang.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu9ROVRpxiW
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I’m still not sure what happened exactly. At first it was965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJbSKWCpo9o
just a few gunshots, something you could hear at your closest range. But then965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrfYV6BMWrw
screams came, and wales of pain. The radios went crazy, saying we were under965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeyhgcFH3MK
attack and for everyone to mount a counterattack.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtLqRLm4zWv
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Josh, to his credit, ordered us to cover as soon as possible,965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRX4LBI9nfl
luckily it wasn’t a moment too early as shots rang and I could see some bullets965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnpv3NM57QC
lodging at where I was standing previously.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNlb3WZ8JVx
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I blindly returned fire, I’m not sure if I killed someone or965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdKwZAMDDqL
not then, but it was the first time anyone tried to actively kill me…I think I965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcJ9bxAvnhG
was in shock. 965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5wvvlC6K8q
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Luckily the sergeant slapped me over the face and I snapped965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiQQ4bERpjp
out of it. He said something to me…I’m not sure what and then we moved on to965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlHjI1Z2wJi
our next position.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1yMfbWmkp8
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That’s when I’ve seen him. A person right outside the window965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLYAR4FMS2O
aiming at Mel. Without even thinking I aimed at pulled the trigger. One shot,965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiwSD7897c9
hit to the head and the man fell. It was the first time I killed someone. I…was965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNt6ebvqQlUIt felt good protecting my teammate.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYFbVvLuScj
scared.
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I’m not sure how long it took us to clear out the town, but965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSltlHxuvON
eventually we prevailed. We were victorious. I think about two of our soldiers965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJYXT87Jmir
died and five were injured. I’m glad965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW7jvJyPbox I’m glad most of us965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7UxBgwVPQG
it wasn’t me,
managed to survive. And to the ones that died, they’ve died for a good cause. I’ll965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRKU1g47rXm
remember their sacrifice.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡloCdn3aWEm
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Right…the thing. I…965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXXHo0HVzGV
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It’s time to actually write about what I wanted to since965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTGAtDUm4Kv965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuZQT3hdurr
I wrote this entry.
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The actions described next happened after the attack. Most965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJCNynTQyUL
of the soldiers, after securing the perimeter were left to do their own thing. Apparently965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP0Yfu5NMXc
for the veterans that meant raiding the supplies of the villagers. I’m sure the965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLRqlgVFmz7
people didn’t mind, we ended up protecting them. Right?965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDKo19wh73S
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Most of the rookies, including me, didn’t steal take965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGl2Brg04K5
anything from the natives. We just kinda hanged around. Nursing our wounds,965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡciQuZkWx54
dealing with what happened in our own ways.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ3EVQaM0L1
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For me it was walking. Whenever I was troubled I took walks.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRKgY9gyUib
As I passed some of the dead bodies I could see Erik dragging a girl into one965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhmNU1bbtc7
of the houses.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA0P7AmA4K6
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I promptly followed him in case he needed back up. I slowly965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS7ENJoUtg7
opened the door and saw Erik on the girl, trying to take his pants off.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiMRAaJwVRU
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“Hey, what’s happening here?” I called out. Erik stood up,965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwVY3Cu1WpJ
his usual smile still there. As the glint in his eye. He walked up to me and965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6RGzM2hTB7
punched me. I reeled more from the shock rather than the force of the punch and965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlWzFDl4UoI
then he pulled out his gun on me. 965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGOPMpwM9Rr
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“Get the fuck outta here, tell anyone and I’ll find out. I965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDZECgPMwmV
won’t be as nice then.” He pushed me out of the house and shut the door. 965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqquZxPJZ64
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I stood there. I wanted to run in and save the girl. I wanted965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzEv6EYATNw
to punch Erik and scream at him that we’re here to protect the people not965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3yrurTbqOh
savage them. I was scared. But he was my superior I couldn’t disobey his965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo2hScEM2eZ
order.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM8RHQnteR6
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So here I am sitting on a ruined wall. My nose bleeding on965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbeWfv8hSfL
the pages of my diary. Fuck this. Atleast I finally got my excitement.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYtuFpDQCna
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Peter is dead. His squad was ambushed by a child wearing a bomb.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNbgNpvlHvU
All five of them died. I think Peter died suffering, apparently he survived965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK6W9IOLlRLThey all died heroes.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfMnToDOO3s
the initial blast with burns…
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More than a month in here. I feel like we’re not helping965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGv8cseiZnY965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8hYuYa85AI
anyone here. I want to get out, I want to go back to my mommy. I want to feel965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiBuI2gUVDP
her warmth.
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I wonder if my pa would be proud of me. If that’s what965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuIKbfzJNhp965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxKd9uE2kIQ
really means to be a soldier.
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“Hey come on chickling. Carry my stuff as well.” The day965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCbAxgc3I0l
began with Erik saying those words to me. It wasn’t anything new, after the965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJxKnWUv3jN
incident with the girl and the gun and.. he took a liking to calling me965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnCmDNpvDsb
chickling and giving me various idiotic tasks. The sergeant didn’t care965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaIaUjr6qFE
and Mel, while at first offering to help and some comfort with her scarce965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMaOT3YVYAL
talks, stopped after going on patrol with just Erik.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2D5O9okqHL
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I remember her coming back with a black eye but no one said965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGw19b1Thzx
anything. So I didn’t either and I just accepted my fate. I want to get out965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD6sx2eEh6O
I’m a good soldier.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2qSxbNGztV
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Anyway were ordered to guard a truck carrying vital resources965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMDzR4oKtrd
to a different base. We were infront off965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcXXdENfEeB
the truck, on foot. Patroling the road forward to make sure there weren’t any965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd82QrCl8ab
dangers, while another squad was with the truck itself and a different squard965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ14Tgbi3uSA
covered our rear.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJWL8LezyGX
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I think it happened 2 or 3 hours into our walk. I was already965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Dp82QQ22m. A group of people, children,965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXMZFb5B3Ey
tired after carrying the two bags and the heat
really blocked our way. 965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUVMBPzoeTa
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Josh aimed at his gun and shouted at them to disperse. They965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL12lU76e8c
yelled something in their own language and held their hands, forming a line.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNZvc0WDnKK
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“Aim and be ready to fire.”965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5V7pVjpLJA
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“But sir, they’re just children!” I exclaimed. I didn’t mean965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq46tJjPydt
to be insubordinate but they were JUST children.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL6s6WQVfrG
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“Damn it, Williamson, either aim or get out of the way.” The965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc0ZCj4FAuf
sergeant said aiming his gun at the children.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXvC2GvLvq9
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“Aww poor chickling. Too scared to do anything? Ah well you965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYcNLhfXedJ
might as well leave it to the real soldiers. Right, babe?” Erik said turning to965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv9ro6pWawd
Mel as they both followed the sergeants965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrC8rPdfXr7
example.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOOfoHRB61Z
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I cursed. I followed the orders and aimed at the children.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJbfo0KtM7G
Time seemed to slow as the sergeant screamed an order to disperse again. The965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt3SvonPKlN
children didn’t move.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPxN6K8RRb9
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“Fire.” The order came, it rang in my ears as I pulled the965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0V2eQsOADM
trigger. I could see bullets heating the children as one of them fell. Then the965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUrep8cIlg4
other, then the other, until finally all of them lay dead.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyJ5RJOZiMd
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Back then I thought it was atrocious. I killed children. I965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaBDuHXWHz4
was terrified of what I could do, I was terrified of what else I would need to965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKSn1Xgidul
do.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdxHLnSC76b
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But now that I’m back in base and on my bed, with a clear965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Ja3Dxx1Wm
head. I think I did the right thing. Chances are they were carrying weapons,965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaDj3nq1NpA
Peter’s squad died because of a child after all, killing them all not only965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFsNsmNF23u
protected the truck but also made the area safer for everyone.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1j6XoqZVW4
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Mel shot herself in the head. In the middle of the base. I965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBow8Gsk2tP
think she was with Erik and she just took out her gun and shot herself. That965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaSWdEVLSeZ There are only three of us left in the squad.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ25gqGtX7SH
fucking bastard didn’t even seem affected by it he was just smiling as if965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfsmKxPJon3
nothing was wrong, that fucker.
I hope we will have a new recruit soon.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL3mrtyUMsT
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Day 57965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgCPmakqR5T
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Another patrol, deeper than our usual ones. Hostiles were965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9MaC6Oj6oA
spotted. We managed to dispose of them.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9RVLQn0OL2
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Me, Josh and Erik are currently in a village. The natives965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDYyw5cZYHW
seemed more than happy to take us in and share their food with us. As they965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Om3M5CqiI
should be. We’re risking our lives protecting them. They should be kissing our965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxJW5b9MXLV
feet.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjqaomGYHuz
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Back in base, trip back uneventful. Will probably stop this965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnK2eAWsKvg
diary. Pointless.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCY69pkL8Dz
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“Hey chickling hurry it up!” Erik calls after me after I965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaco4SddbjW
trail behind the two of them. “Are your legs too short?” I ignore his965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhLTyKwcafD
jibes. I admit they hurt at first but965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlIH4F9PT1s
now I get it, he was just doing it out of boredom. And who could blame him?965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7wm0LiflcX
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We were out patrolling a town under military lockdown.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRsqirzfFus
Making sure no one suspicious was around, or up to….965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Q9MD4YbMw
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“Hey, you stop!” I called out and aimed my gun at a965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBFMql1tJ0E
potential hostile.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAHNdRXx5ku
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“P..pleese sir. My son, he need medicine.” A womans voice,965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡctuIG2ZwZT
speaking in heavily accented English. No not a woman’s, a potential enemies965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ8l59zOFtU
voice.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnqt46hriW7
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“Put the bag down, slowly!” I ordered. She began to slowly965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhaO9PiunOa
move the bag down but then it fell. Did it slip? Was she hiding a weapon? Was965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbRtnMovceI
she…No it didn’t matter. I immediately squeezed the trigger and shot her. Two965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEHKtsIJVNc
shots and the body fell down. I slowly moved closer, ignoring the medicinal965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5eXnHZUEUj
roots sticking out of the bag, and confirmed she was dead.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEZ4Nxm4Djw
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“Hostile eliminated.” I reported to Josh who nodded and965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBhg0XJ7ziK
reported on his radio. I looked at Erik who gave me his usual smile, which I965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgmVZmdqbkM
finally returned.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIPqAD5SLtc
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Today was a good day, a good day of protecting and serving.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9F1VnMIPaz
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