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I’ve seen countless shorts, videos, and comments about suicide.18Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD9iS5yjult
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People say: “Think about your mom, dad, grandparents, your dog or any pet, your friends, anyone you know. They love you. So don’t do it.”
But let me respond — from the perspective of someone standing on the edge:
Dad — why don’t you talk to me?18Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXzIN3jb0Po
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Why can’t I remember a single time you played with me?18Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡehHRhrw0HN
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Why do you mock me, laugh at me, make others bully me?18Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlqN4Qn7ucK
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Why are you never proud of me?18Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGe9dCpTBAn
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I know you work hard, but is it really impossible to spare just five minutes a day?18Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU0KBPpisOx
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Or even just two minutes in a month to ask how your child is?
Mom — why do you fight with me over everything?18Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyOC0v52Lut
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Why do you taunt me, make me feel like I’m always wrong?18Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYGAGdKcSwY
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Why did you steal my childhood and force me into the role of a second mother?18Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXX4GHOY82z
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Why didn’t you let me play, paint, dance, or sing like other kids?18Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyorZxA0I6M
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Why do you compare me with my siblings until they hate me too?18Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLpYv2oFIRc
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I can’t remember the last time you treated me like your daughter — not your burden.18Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT3bIYF87sR
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A smile, a hug, a pat on the head — is that too much to ask?
Brother — I raised you. I took care of you.18Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmrc5izlLXy
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You saw me breaking, yet you sped up the process.18Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1QpbLlKCU3
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Do you remember how you blamed me for everything, how you made Mom hate me?18Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM6Bj8PwhUG
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Do you know how deeply that broke me?18Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9hsYXXR9Ed
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I tried to protect you — so why did you give me reasons to die?18Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuCgLxQwbHW
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Was your hatred really that deep?
Sister, little kid — even you joined in.18Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs709Ckhu7S
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You’ve changed a bit now, but I still remember.18Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbDhQXO6P6K
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I took you to school, protected you, gave you my chocolates and my love.18Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡllg8gTh5Ef
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So why did you help tear me apart?
Grandpa — you were my friend once. Then I found out your truth.18Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTIXa29USK1
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Why do you drink, scream, abuse, and destroy everything?18Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm1BR3aVypf
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Why did you have to be another man who hurt me?
Grandma — why did you humiliate me in front of the whole family because of my skin, because I’m a girl?18Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQzCe0FTE9B
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Why do you play your games behind everyone’s back?18Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAV82hbmczR
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Why did you become a puppeteer of cruelty?
My two friend-dogs — why did you die so early?18Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSIGdO13VPI
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I couldn’t even say goodbye.18Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkYScTdoXyT
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I tried to save you.18Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKmQga5JWlI
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I told everyone what really happened.18Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDgURACmuc7
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They didn’t hit you that day… so did they kill you later?18Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaUunWq56jU
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Was it painful?18Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAEmblWCUXf
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I should never have left you.18Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡThbmcp3qg2
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They told me about your death 15 days later.18Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3e37KIWGsz
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I asked everyone — they stayed silent.18Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuXVtfimF4a
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Was poison really that brutal?18Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3FY3E3nogs
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I went back to that place. A snake bit me.18Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy0757BhoXg
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I thought I’d see you again.18Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaXobXjAmMe
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I’m sorry I wasn’t there.
Principal Sir — you saw my grades for 10 years, my achievements.18Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlctoHYXjaF
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But not my pain?18Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ0LsLyNRxN
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Why didn’t you ask any questions?
Classmates — I don’t even care anymore.18Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4wGkjjCECB
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But I remember how none of you talked to me, played with me — for two whole years.18Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmu9bEJfUXb
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You chose silence. What could I do?
My 5th class classmate — you died.18Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7EJtx8pUTr
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The only memory I have is scolding you.18Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXXH3L2grrr
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But I also remember your last smile.
Coaching Teacher — I asked you for help.18Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLi4wCv2SwS
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You laughed. You mocked me in front of everyone.18Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡporzteRDOk
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One month later, I attempted suicide.18Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQPpNicOtZH
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You still don’t know.
To everyone who saw my pain and looked away —18Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi8F3TTy56Y
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Why?18Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5fEkd8Pu5r
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Why did you turn your backs when I begged for help?18Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnQQo3JUeID
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Why did you make me feel like suicide was my only answer?18Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOOnPO8vVQM
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Why am I falling apart like this?18Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwXxrq6ZB0z
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Why are there blood clots on my body, bruises on my spirit?
So don’t talk online about mental health if you won’t even listen to our side.
Don’t tell us to care about family and friends — some of us never got that kind of love.18Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCfdnPx989m
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At least tell us: “You matter — for yourself.”
And remember:
Not everyone is remembered forever.18Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNitrlVllhc
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People move on.18Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRrGYjlTKkS
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Family is not the same for everyone.18Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuBlaH7Jg5B
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And love isn’t always where it’s supposed to be.
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